After a while, he continued, and his voice became steady, "When I was still three years old, my grandfather hired a Yuanying master with a lot of money to comb my meridians for a month to lay a solid foundation for spiritual power; It was from that time on, that I spent every day in such a cycle, three hours of practice, three hours of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting etiquette, and two hours of sword practice; The remaining three hours are the time to eat and sleep. ”

Qing Yuxuan sighed softly, but he didn't know what to say at all.

These children born in the big gate of the high gate, the hardships of childhood and the tempering of teenagers are something that ordinary children dare not even think about, and the more they are descended, the more they are valued by their elders; Therefore, once these children grow up, some people will become so sloppy, so irritable, and even perverted!

Because, their personalities have been extremely distorted since childhood.

A long backlog, a constant pressure, they need to be released...... Therefore, once the power is in hand, often do a lot of tyrannical things, from a certain aspect, the tyrants of the past dynasties, are also formed in this way, the king of Shang, Emperor Yang of Sui, and Wang Mang, who ended the Eastern and Western Han Dynasty, is as good as that, before he ascended the throne, he had a great name, and after gaining power, it was unimaginable to be tyrannical......

"When other children are playing, I want to play too; But they can, but I can't. As soon as I slack off, my grandfather will have people beat me and reprimand me, and he will be harsh on me a hundred times more than the other brothers! And even more! ”

Zhang whispered softly and softly, "Since I was a child, he told me that you are different from others, and when you grow up, you want to do great things!" And I myself have always kept it in mind. ”

"After countless beatings and reprimands, I finally accepted my identity completely. A high status. ”

Zhang Qingrou's expression was calm, as if he was talking about other people's affairs, "I, I can never speak loudly, I must always be gentle and elegant, even if I am angry to death in my heart, I still have to smile on my face, I smile very calmly and sincerely, and I must be calm, even if my body is obviously in pain to death, my face must be indifferent, calm, and even happy." Because, my grandfather told me, perseverance is the most basic quality of a person who achieves great things. ”

"At that time, the day my mother came to see me every month, it was the most surviving day for me; Because although I still can't fall behind in the slightest of my homework that day, all the samurai and masters who supervised me will leave; My mother accompanied me, practicing, swordsmanship, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting; Cook for me, and then she just stood quietly and watched me practice, and I looked forward to that day every month, and I didn't dare to relax, because I found that when I made great progress, my mother's face would show surprise, and she would be very happy...... As soon as she was happy, I was very happy. I want her to be happy every month......"

Zhang Qingrou's eyes were tightly closed, the corners of his eyes were a little moist, and a look of tenderness and affection appeared on his face, but he turned his back to Qing Yuxuan, but Qing Yuxuan couldn't see it.

"Almost everyone says I'm a genius and learns everything very fast! But they don't know why I'm so fast, and what does a child who is only a few years old really understand? They didn't know it, I just wanted to make her smile and have more fun on the day I met my mother every month. ”

"But this dull and hopeful life lasted only until I was ten years old; At that time, my grandfather had gradually begun to train me to be exposed to blood, to power schemes, and often asked me for my opinion on a certain matter, and if it was said in the slightest inappropriateness, it would be a harsh reprimand...... On that day, I went out hunting with the guards, but I met a man who was my master. I shot down an antelope with an arrow, but it didn't kill me, so I rode over and killed it with my sword, trying to keep it in check. At that moment, suddenly a voice said, 'Cold-blooded enough, good seedling.' ’”

Then a person appeared in front of me, looked at me, and without any nonsense, grabbed me directly, touched the joints of my body, and then said very well, and asked me, would you like to worship him as a teacher? The guards came up to my rescue, but the man squatted down to talk to me, waved his hand back, and fell to the ground. Then he came to my house and said he would take me as a disciple. ”

Zhang smiled softly and bitterly, and said, "I only knew at that time that he was the Venerable Mengluo Dream Impermanence!" The world's top peerless master. After knowing his identity, my grandfather immediately agreed to accept me as an apprentice. But I didn't agree with it myself, because I knew that if I went with him, it would mean that I would never see my mother again...... But then, I went with him......"

"The first time I came home from Master to visit my family, it was two years later, and I was very happy, even ecstatic, that I could finally see my mother again after two years of absence. I rode my horse all the way, with little rest or sleep, and it took me only ten days to get home after fifteen days of travel; Because in the division

Father, I have learned more, I have made faster progress, I want to tell my mother this good news as soon as possible, so that she can also share the joy of my success, and I don't want to delay for a moment; I just want to hold her, or, let her hold me, I like that feeling......"

"But when I got home, I didn't see my mother. I searched everywhere, but no one told me, not even my mother's maid-in-waiting; I can't help it, I just remember that I felt very bad at the time, for the first time in my life, I tortured a person to confess, arrested the housekeeper of the Zhang family at night, and asked him about my mother's whereabouts, and he refused to say anything, so I pulled out ten of his fingernails and ten toenails...... Finally, he was willing to tell me that my mother was dead......"

Zhang's gentle long figure trembled in the wind, two tears slowly oozed from the corners of his eyes, Qing Yuxuan sat quietly, listening quietly, and suddenly felt a sense of pity for this former opponent.

"After I left home, my mother missed me so much that she dreamed of me almost every day, and my mother cried every day and asked to see me, and my father ......"

Zhang Qing's face contorted for the first time, "My father was annoyed, so he deliberately avoided her, but my mother always found a way to find him; After crying a lot, finally one day, they had a big fight, so my father ...... That crumb! That damn crumb! I actually injured her for such a trivial matter, and the injury was very serious, and she died only a few days later......"

"When I came home, my mother had died less than two months ago. At that time, the Household Department Shangshu of the empire was not Lu Xiaowan's father, but my father. He can be literate and martial, my mother is just a weak woman who can't do martial arts, but he can do such a poisonous hand! ”

Zhang Qinglu gritted his teeth, Qing Yuxuan clearly heard a gurgling sound, Zhang said in a hoarse voice, "Little grandfather, if you were me, what would you do?" ”

"If I were you? What will be done? Qing Yuxuan thought about it seriously, and couldn't help but smile bitterly and shook his head for a while, on one side is the biological mother, and on the other side is the biological father, what can he do? After thinking quietly for a while, it was rare to have no clue, and I couldn't help but subconsciously ask, "Then you...... How? ”

"Little grandfather...... It seems that you are inferior to me in this respect. Zhang laughed softly, "Everyone in the world is the little grandfather of the Daoqing family, who is murderous and bloodthirsty, but I say that you are not as good as me, not as good as me!" ”

He smiled cruelly, his lips trembled, and he trembled between his teeth, "I...... I took him ...... Kill! ”

Qing Yuxuan was taken aback!

At that time, Zhang Qingrou was only a twelve-and-a-half-year-old child at most...... actually killed his own father! It's incredible!

"Hahaha...... Zhang chuckled softly, "is it unexpected?" The first person I killed in my life was my father! ”

Zhang Qing's body trembled, trembling spasmodically, and it took a long time to regain his composure, and his voice became more ruthless and indifferent, "Since that day, I have changed, completely changed, and I have become ruthless!" My parents are dead, there is no one in the world worthy of my favor, I can even kill my own father, what else I dare not kill, I can't kill? ”

"You're so ruthless!"

Qing Yuxuan is ashamed of himself, this is no longer ruthless, but inhuman...... If it were to be herself, Qing Yuxuan felt that she would not be able to do it so extremely! The mountains sink into the sea and the father's mother's will, the sky is high and the earth is generous to the parents!

No matter how wrong it is, it is also his own parents, who created his own people, and raised his own people; Even if it's wrong, you can't kill it with your own hands, right?

No wonder I feel that Zhang Qingrou's personality has always been very distorted, cold and vicious, and this incident must have an unparalleled impact on him!

"Afterwards, I carried the blood-stained knife and went to my grandfather, and I told him, I killed your son! Because he killed my mother! Zhang Qingrou continued, "Then my grandfather stayed for a long time and gave the first order: to kill all those who knew about it!" Then it was announced that my father had died of a serious illness. ”

"I killed my father, but in the end, it was nearly 2,000 people who were buried! That's when I realized that everything I did was no longer just about myself, not just about a single person, but ...... All! ”

Zhang smiled softly, "After dealing with these things, my grandfather beat me up ...... hard, and then said to me, no matter what you do, you will do it, don't regret it!" ”

Qing Yuxuan sighed in his heart, this Zhang is gentle enough and vicious enough, but General Zhang's method of educating his grandson is also superb enough. This is really the best in the family.

(.laoqu123=Old Song)

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