Jian Yue said, looking at Bai Canaan: "Do you know why I want to show you these things?" In fact, it was Sister Hua who let her, these things of hers are life-saving things, and they will not be taken out casually, and now, she took them out, the reason is for me.

Now, she didn't know that the prince of Qingyan Hou and the master of the Qilin Pavilion were the same person, but she was worried that if I really married the prince of the Qilin Pavilion, she would not be able to get out, so she wanted me to use these things in exchange for a helping hand in the Qilin Pavilion.

From beginning to end, she never thought about what she wanted to use these things in exchange for me, you say, what other plans does Sister Hua have for me? Money? I'm not as much as her, potential? Before I met you, I was just a little girl, and with a monstrous hatred, anyone who hooked me would have bad luck, and she didn't do any good.

White Canaan, can you imagine? Before I met you, Sister Hua was all I was, she was my mentor and friend, and she was the person who assisted me step by step to where I am today. ”

Jian Yue said, and smiled: "I also once asked her why she helped me so much, and she said that she wanted to help me, she didn't think about anything, just to have fun."

But I know that she really feels sorry for me, and she feels sorry for me as if she were her own sister, you say, what reason do I have to doubt and refuse? ”

"It's true, she's really a strange woman."

As he spoke, Bai Canaan looked at Jianyue and said, "I have a question. ”

Jian Yue raised her eyes, and Bai Canaan said: "You said that you saved Hua Xiangrong with money for three years, but Lanyue Tower has been established for five years now, and the second prince Murong Yu met her five years ago.

You think she didn't get close to your purpose, but why is there such a coincidence? coincided with your departure from the capital, and the Lanyue Tower was opened in the capital, and then, three years ago, you saved Hua Xiangrong, is there really no connection between the two things? ”

Jianyue looked at Bai Canaan, Bai Canaan was very serious, so serious that even if Jianyue was angry with him because of Hua Xiangrong, he wanted to say all his suspicions.

Jian Yue also understood that he was afraid that something would happen to him, and said with a smile: "Do you know why Lanyue Tower was established five years ago?" ”

Bai Canaan was noncommittal, and saw Jian Yue walking in front of him, bending down slightly, his gaze was at the same level as he was sitting at this time, with a slight smug look in his eyes.

"That's because, that Lanyue Tower was established after I left Qiufu, and Sister Hua just came to help me three years ago, as for you saying that Murong Yu met Sister Hua five years ago, that's because Sister Hua's appearance at this time is not her own, but the person who wants to monopolize Lanyue Tower."

Bai Jianan waited for Jianyue to finish speaking, and he didn't know what mood to use to express his emotions at this time, and half-loudly, he said in a difficult voice: "At that time, you just escaped from Qiufu, how could you have a turnover of silver?" ”

"It was given to me by my mother, I escaped back then, and I acted in a play with my mother, in the play, she was a maniac who ate human flesh, and in the end even her own daughter was a madman, and I, the poor daughter, took advantage of the time when we tore up, my mother stuffed me with a silver ticket of 10,000 taels."

Saying that, Jian Yue suddenly wanted to cry, but she began to choke without any scruples, and put her head straight on Bai Canaan's shoulder, Bai Canaan got up slightly in order to make her more comfortable, so that Jian Yue would not bend over.

"It's hard to imagine how a prisoner could hide such a large sum of silver from being discovered. Maybe you really can't guess it, but she wrapped the silver ticket in oiled paper and hid it in the flesh.

Then she pretended to come back to her senses and wanted to hug her daughter so that she could cooperate with those people and say what they wanted to know, and as a result, those people compromised and put us together, and my mother began to go crazy, and tore the place where the silver ticket was sealed while we were tearing, and then secretly stuffed it to me. ”

Speaking of this, Jianyue couldn't cry anymore.

"You know what? How uncomfortable was I at that time, how uncomfortable was she? She had to endure her heartache, tear at my flesh, and put it in her mouth.

And I had to endure it, I had to beat her hoarsely, I had to insult and dislike her, can you understand how I felt about myself at that time? A sinner who forsaken his own mother for the sake of freedom. ”

"No, you're not, you're only doing it for your future."

Bai Canaan said, Jianyue suddenly lost control, she shook her head and said: "No, I am, I let my mother continue to take her in the dark for five whole years, and I, who have been free outside for five years, still have no ability to save her when I come back, you say, am I a sinner?" ”

"Jianyue, don't be sad, it's over, you're working hard, I believe that even if you don't have me, you will definitely be able to rescue your mother, you will definitely be able to, and this is something you have already considered when you went out, isn't it?"

Hearing this, Jian Yue smiled, tears hung on her face, and even her hair was wet, Bai Canaan had to transfer her to the bed and let her sit.

Jianyue said: "Yes, I already knew, but in the ten years before I came out, I never understood what my mother did for me, she fed me alive with blood without food in order to keep me alive.

When I was able to eat, I began to worry about how I could no longer live well under Qiu Zhenzhou's control, so she began to pretend to be crazy and stupid, and even hurt me ruthlessly.

Qiu Zhenzhou originally thought that raising me could threaten her with me, but when he saw the crazy woman pinching the baby's neck with his hands, he found that his purpose did not work at all, and the woman was completely crazy because of rape, pregnancy, and childbirth.

Qiu Zhenzhou wanted to take me away, but my mother knew that once I left this cellar, if I had no ability to protect myself, the only fate would be death, so she began to wake up sometimes and sometimes go crazy, when she woke up, she wanted her daughter, and when she was crazy, she would eat human flesh, everyone would eat it, and they would all go to her mouth.

Qiu Zhenzhou was afraid that my mother would continue to go crazy, and because of the eldest lady, he dispelled the idea of taking me out, daughter, he has it, naturally it is not a bad one, I can't see what it looks like at that time, if it is ugly, it is a waste of money to bother raising it, like this in the cellar, like raising a dog, leftovers are enough. ”

Jianyue seemed to be stuck in the past, and said vigorously, Bai Canaan wanted to interrupt her when she saw this, but every time she wanted to speak, Jianyue looked at him with those big eyes, so that he couldn't bear to interrupt at all.

Jianyue continued: "White Canaan, do you know what kind of life I live? If you know, then you will understand how much my mother has suffered. ”

Bai Canaan said: "I understand, I understand, I will definitely take good care of my mother-in-law, I will definitely let her recover her health, don't cry, tonight, let's go see your mother, okay?" ”

Jian Yue shook her head, she naturally knew that Bai Canaan didn't understand at all how much suffering her mother had suffered.

She didn't count just ten years, but two lifetimes.

In her previous life, she couldn't understand her mother's hard work, after her mother was violent to her again and again, she began to be timid, she was afraid to see her, every time she approached, she would hide in the other corner of the cage, far away from her, at that time, she never understood why the people who hurt her showed disappointment and sorrow in their eyes.

Anyway, she couldn't understand it at that time, and because of this, she missed her mother's alternative training.

Yes, uh, after the training, after being reborn, her disgust with the madman mother is gone, there is only a thick sense of regret and intimacy, and when the mother is not pretending to be crazy, she will make some symbols on the ground, and then she will smirk at her, and then she will erase those symbols with one kick, and then continue to write, and the writing is the same.

At first, like those guards, she was curious to read a few times and couldn't understand it, so she didn't care, but once, she suddenly found that her mother would make an action every time she finished writing a symbol, and it was a nondescript action.

Slowly, she deciphered the words that could be connected into a sentence from those movements.

The first sentence is: "Son, my mother is not crazy." ”

What was it like at that time?

Jianyue will never forget it for the rest of her life.

Why is she so stupid that she has missed her entire life with her mother?

My mother was so desperate to communicate with her, and what did she do?

The guilt deepened, and she worked harder to learn what her mother wrote and her actions, however, her mother wrote too fast, and it rubbed off quickly, there was no light in the dungeon, and the corner where they stayed was dark and scary, and she could only try to see it clearly little by little.

A little bit of learning, a little bit of communication, and finally, they chose such a plan, they all know that maybe, the implementation of this plan, at least five years, maybe ten years, maybe, a lifetime can not be realized, but they have to do this, there is no choice.

Jian Yue smiled, shook her head and said: "I don't know why, why did my mother persuade me not to continue after I came out, who will pay for so many years of suffering?" Can you forget the pain of the past? Can you enjoy life with peace of mind?

And Qiu Zhenzhou, will he let us go? Will the people behind him let us go? Do you have to implicate the Shangguan family until the whole family dies tragically, will you understand what it means to cut the grass and eradicate the roots? ”

When she said this, it was similar to a roar, at the door, Xiaocui heard the voice, frowned slightly, she didn't hear it very clearly, but she also knew that the person in the room was the prince of the world.

But Miss's mood was obviously not good, she was frowning and worried about Miss, and when she raised her eyes, she saw Little Peach walking over like a thief, she suddenly straightened up, coughed loudly twice, and shouted: "Little Peach, what are you doing here?" Have you done everything you were told to do in the morning? ”