Chapter 360: Past Guilt
Father Jiang said, his eyes reddened.
Jiang Mu shook her head, "No, I don't think it's a burden, you need me, that's the value of my existence." ”
She is very happy to be needed by this family, so she is willing to go wherever the family needs her, even if there is something in the second family, she will go if she is called.
When you are too tired to do it, you have complained and hated.
But this kind of day of being needed is the meaning of her life.
Jiang Xi's scalp was numb when he heard this, and he felt most sorry for his mother's giving-type personality, which was a typical masochist.
And the reason why my father had to marry my mother was just because my mother was diligent and because my mother was able to work.
And among them, there is no emotional reason.
What a ridiculous reason for this?
Jiang Xi's heart was sighing, it was very cold.
But the marriages of the older generation, even if they were married for such incredible reasons, were still strong for decades. Now people's feelings and marriages are so fragile.
Jiang Xi choked up, she didn't know what to say about her parents' marriage.
Yue Zhulin quietly pulled Jiang Xi back a step, the affairs of the previous generation, the juniors still don't interfere, they can't solve it at all, they will only add to the chaos.
Father Jiang was still confessing and accusing himself, and he choked up and continued.
"The reason why I have been dragging my feet for more than ten years is because I am selfish. I'm afraid that if I really leave, this family won't be able to keep you. If this family is really without you, my poor daughter, and my elderly parents will have no one to take care of them. You are the pillar of my family, and I can't live without you! ”
In the past ten years, Father Jiang, which day has he not been tormented or lived in pain?
He wanted to die for a long time, and he wanted to die hundreds of times, but he still didn't make up his mind.
Father Jiang's heart hurts, and he has to live even if he is tortured every day, even if he takes a breath, he drags it, which is to tie Mother Jiang.
"I'm selfish, I know you can find the next family, I know it, but I can't let go of our daughter, I can't let go of my parents. You're leaving, what do you say our daughter hasn't grown up yet? Father Jiang couldn't help but choke up.
Jiang Xi heard the sound, and tears rolled up.
In this family, everyone has hardships, and everyone has a last resort.
Jiang Xi's tears couldn't stop rolling, because for so many years, she only saw her mother's grievances and her mother's difficulties, but she never thought that her father, who was lying on the hospital bed, would also suffer so much.
For my father, I can't die because I still have to worry.
When she was young, she was her father's biggest concern, and when she grew up, she was concerned about her elderly grandparents.
She never thought about him from her father's point of view, and she never knew that her father was also living so hard.
Under the torture of illness in those years, perhaps his heart was his relief, but he couldn't die and couldn't give up easily.
Jiang Xi can't control her emotions, she can grit her teeth and carry any difficulties she faces, but when facing relatives and affection, she will be vulnerable and overwhelmed.
She turned her back, but she was face to face with Yue Zhulin, Yue Zhulin subconsciously reached out and took her to her side, simply borrowing a crying embrace to her.
Jiang Xi cried fiercely for a while, only to realize that she was too close to Yue Zhulin.
Hurriedly raised his eyes, startling himself.
She choked up, "I'm sorry, I'm a little out of control. ”
Yue Zhulin shook his head: "It's okay." ”
Jiang Xi stood aside, and his tears could not be contained. They are all family members they love deeply, how can they be distressed and sad?
Mother Jiang hugged Father Jiang and cried bitterly, this was the first time in decades that the couple spoke so openly and honestly, although in front of these people who had and didn't, but the pain and distress in their hearts were tacitly acquiesced to each other.
Grandma Jiang also cried at this moment, no matter how hard her heart is, no matter how much she values interests, her son is still born by herself, how can she not feel distressed?
Grandpa Jiang wanted to speak several times, but he shut up again.
Jiang Tiantian swayed from side to side, standing against the wall, burying her head in her head for a while and looking left and right for a while, she really couldn't care about the current situation. I feel that this bunch of people is so funny, one moment they threaten to call the police, and the next moment they cry together, something is wrong!
After crying, everyone had vented enough, and in the end, the second elder of the Jiang family still moved in, together with Jiang Tiantian.
Grandma Jiang repeatedly promised, "Tiantian is here to get married, and before she gets married, she will find something to do, and she won't stay here all the time." Sie, for the sake of you growing up together, you can let your sister live for a while. Whose relatives in the city would rush to their hometown like this? If you don't look at the face of the monk and look at the face of the Buddha, you can't say that, how ugly is this to say? ”
"I don't need to protect any face, so why should I care what others think?" Jiang Xi asked rhetorically.
Mother Jiang cried a lot, and she also came to her senses. shouted: "Xixi, stop talking, won't there be an empty room?" Let your sister live, she is a young girl, how long can she live? Living with the elderly, it won't be long before she moves out on her own. ”
Jiang Xi took a deep breath and stopped talking.
She knew that it would become like this in the end, and she knew that in the end, everyone would be biased towards the Jiang family.
So those behaviors just now are really ridiculous enough.
Yue Zhulin looked at the big family and seemed to calm down, so he called Li Fuzhou and asked the moving company to start sending things to his home.
then told Jiang Xi that he had started to move. If everyone hasn't calmed down yet, then go out first, find a place to sit in the community, and the house will be handed over to the people of the moving company, and someone will sort it out.
Jiang Xi nodded, and was ready to take everyone out.
However, Grandma Jiang doesn't want to leave, who knows if they can come in later?
Yue Zhulin said: "Old man, there are many people who will come back from the moving company immediately, the things at home over there have been moved, and everything is placed at home, this is too much of a hindrance, my suggestion is to go out first, your family, there is just a space and a harmonious atmosphere to calm down, here, hand it over to me and another friend, will help sort it out first, do you think it's okay?" ”
Grandma Jiang asked Father Jiang, "Let's go out together?" ”
"Then let's go out, this is the habit of people here, don't bother if we can't help."
Father Jiang said, ready to take his parents first.
Father Jiang spoke, and Grandma Jiang agreed to go out.
Jiang Tiantian walked around the house, took a fancy to the master bedroom, and thought that the master bedroom must be where her grandparents lived, so she directly threw her bag into the bed in the master bedroom, and pushed a small box in.
In the big room of the master bedroom, she made a reservation with her grandparents.
Anyway, she didn't plan to stay here for long, just stay for a while, and when she moved out, the room wasn't theirs yet?
Jiang Tiantian followed behind and left, this side left, Yue Zhulin stayed in the house and waited for someone, after walking around the house, he heard the sound of Jiang Tiantian pushing the box into the room, as soon as he entered the master bedroom, sure enough, the girl piled all the things in the master bedroom, and the meaning of domination was obvious.
Yue Zhulin looked at the luggage, Jiang Xi, who should not have called at this time, said about it, but it would not be good for him to move these things outside without saying hello, so he called again.
After Jiang Xi received the call, he instantly became angry again.
"You throw it all out for her, it's my parents' room." Jiang Xi said angrily.
Yue Zhulin moved the phone away from his ear slightly, I don't know why a girl who is usually very gentle, how she is so irritable when facing her family.
Her temper is really on the right side, Yue Zhulin answered in a low voice, and then hung up the phone.
Pulled all Jiang Tiantian's things to the living room here, Jiang Xi had already hung up the phone over there, turned to Jiang Tiantian and asked angrily.
"Do you want to live in my parents' master bedroom? Jiang Tiantian: You can live in it is already the greatest tolerance for you, do you still want to occupy the master bedroom? ”
Jiang Tiantian subconsciously stood behind her grandparents, Grandma Jiang had seen the room once, the house was indeed better than Xitang's, because the house here was spacious, and Xitang was too small, just two rooms, although they were extremely beautiful, but what was the use? If there is one more person, you have to lay the floor.
The widest house here is the master bedroom, and there is a bathroom in the master bedroom, how good is that, for a separate use.
So Grandma Jiang also took a fancy to the master bedroom, and now I heard that Jiang Tiantian pulled all the luggage in, so obviously, everyone is going to the big room, everyone wants to live well, this is not too much, human nature.
It's all a family, who lives and who lets it, things that can be explained clearly in a few words, as for the fire?
"Your sister just put her luggage in, where is she staying? Didn't you say that the move was coming soon? Our things are piled up in the living room, where do we put the things that have been moved? Grandma Jiang argued.
Jiang Tiantian kept nodding: "Well, that's what I thought." ”
Jiang Mu took Jiang Xi's hand, "Xixi, don't be too angry, you dissipate your anger, ah?" ”
Mother Jiang cried that time, and felt that everything was transparent, even if the old ones came and lived together, she didn't find it so difficult to communicate.
Before, I really didn't know why my mother-in-law was so prejudiced against her.
For decades, no one in the Jiang family has mentioned it, because of her, Jiang Wenqiang almost broke off with his parents back then. Her husband just wants to marry her, and she should repay this kindness for the rest of her life.
Why hasn't the Jiang family mentioned it for more than 20 years, I'm afraid it's because of the mention of Jiang's mother, and she will leave the Jiang family in a negative mood.
But Jiang Mu is now completely sober and understood.
She took a deep breath, the Jiang family was still her family after all.
"Mom, aren't you angry at all now?" Jiang Xi's face was also ugly. “
Jiang Mu gently patted Jiang Xi's shoulder: "It's not a matter of being angry or not, you get angry at every turn like this, it's not good for your health." Don't be angry and don't worry, huh? ”
This matter is clearly Jiang Xi's grievances for her. Now it was Jiang Mu who comforted her in turn.
Jiang Xi was very helpless in his heart, this is the thinking of the older generation.
Look at my father, I don't need to coax at all, my mother herself was so moved, and she was grateful to her father, but I am afraid that in the future, my mother will still become the "nanny" of the Jiang family.