Chapter 1007: Soft Outer Rigidity (1)
Unwillingly but helplessly, he silently voiced, Zhen Sheng did not hide his frustration, and Yao Lu was also worried between his eyebrows. I smiled and got up first: "I'll leave tomorrow after breakfast." You discuss packing some clothes and jewelry for me, and I'll just pick them up when I get there. Please, two girls. ”
Laughing at compromise, Zhen Sheng and Yao Lufu responded and went to rectify themselves. I let out a low breath and walked to the side room of Shenbi Hall to take a nap.
That night's dinner, Xiao Xianhui and Guangqi had a banquet with me in the Qianxin Palace. In addition to the three of us, there was another person named Sui Nong, who accompanied me to Huru as my escort on this trip.
I greeted him politely and didn't look at him again, but I felt that this person was a little familiar. It wasn't until halfway through the banquet that he got up to toast, and after thanking Xiao Xianhui, he turned to me and leaned over slightly: "Emperor Ji still remembers Sui Nong?" ”
“…… Forgive my clumsy eyes and poor memory. I was surprised and asked, "I don't know where I've seen the Sui guards?" ”
"Emperor Ji has the world in mind, and it's normal that she can't remember me as a nobody." With a smile, Sui Nong lowered the wine cup: "When Sui Nong first talked to Emperor Ji, there was still an adult next to Emperor Ji. At that time, the lord also called the wrong name of the emperor. ”
Slightly stunned, the memory consciously recalled, and after a while, he remembered the yellow grass and white bones of that year, purgatory in the world. I was stunned fiercely, and muttered in a low voice for a long time: "Yes, Zhufeng ......"
"Yes, that adult's name is Zhu Feng...... Zhang Zhufeng! ”
Happily, Sui Nong couldn't help but confirm, I pinched the outer wall of the wine cup tightly, almost crushed it, and saw the fragments pierce into the bones and blood. There was a pleasant look on his face, and he even smiled in agreement: "I remember you." You apologized at the time before you left to work. ”
In response, Sui Nong and I chatted enthusiastically. Between pushing the cup and changing the lamp, the atmosphere seemed to be harmonious, but Xiao Xianhui's complicated gaze that was both distressed and persistent, and Guangqi's sad and stubborn silence, finally merged with my empty eyes into a bleak moonlight with mixed tastes.
The next day, I woke up leisurely, washed and groomed slowly, and had breakfast with Xiao Sheng Yaolu, and received their kind care, and set off on time.
The last time I sat in the carriage like this, I seemed to be leisurely and leisurely, accompanied by acquaintances and friends, or from the night to Hu Ru. At that time, the autumn breeze was sassy and refreshing, even though I was sad about Zong Zhengxu's affairs, but I was always attracted by the beautiful scenery and distracted by the thoughts. And now...... Far up the cold mountain stone path slope, Baiyunsheng has the scene of a family still exists, stop and sit in love with the maple forest at night, the frost leaves are red in February flowers, but it is difficult to find.
There was no extra stop, and there was no possibility of getting lost and detouring, and our group stepped into the territory of Huru about ten days. Counting the time, nearly a month would have taken up on the return journey between the two countries, and Xiao Xianhui gave me only a few days to talk to the Hu Ru royal family. He did have good intentions, hoping that I could take this opportunity to let go of my obsessions, but I did not dare not think about it too much, and only thought about the diplomatic relations between the two countries, deliberately ignoring the heartbreak that would surely follow.
After another four days, he arrived at the capital of Emperor Hu Ru and returned to Sang. I pretended to be in a calm state of mind, and finally tore off all the camouflage on this land, trembling violently and violently.
We closed our eyes until the carriage stopped, and we slowly opened our eyes and exhaled a sigh of relief. Lifting the curtain and leaning out, I was ready to see the towering palace dedicated to the anti-Yu Ye industry and the cornices, but when I raised my eyes, I saw the words "Kaiyuan Palace", occasionally flickering in the cool afternoon sun.
“…… Banner ......"
The mouth was dry, and I called out the name with difficulty, my eyes were still fixed on the plaque, and a soft, gentle female voice sounded in my ears: "Yuemu." ”
Stagnant and breathless, I even wanted to flee back into the carriage for a moment, even imagining that I could evaporate out of thin air and dissipate into smoke...... However, it is not possible.
I turned my eyes stiffly, sluggishly, and timidly, and looked at the pavilion woman standing in front of the palace: "...... Princess Lou. ”
Huan smiled desolately and tiredly. I bit my lip, and I had a lot of thoughts in my heart, but for some reason, it was the emotion called grievance that finally prevailed: "Princess ......"
Staggered and threw myself out of the car, I almost crashed headlong into Huan Wei's already outstretched arms, and was embraced in the warm arms, and in a trance was the same breath as Huan Ke, lingering back and forth, as if he returned.
Huan Wei stretched out her hand to stroke my hair, her voice choked, but with a sense of understanding: "It's good to come back...... It's good to be here......"
In the hazy eyes of tears, I vaguely saw Huaiyan and Deshi standing side by side in the palace, and patted each other on the shoulder with Guangqi who walked into the palace, with a relieved smile on their faces. I sniffed the wisp of sandalwood lingering on the tip of my nose, and my withered soul finally returned to the most turbulent wind and rain.
"How did you lose so much weight?" I don't know how long it took to stop sobbing for a while, Huan Wan took me to Taozhenxuan, Guangqi and Huaiyan, and took the lead to settle Sui Nong and others. Waiting for the uncle to serve two teas as he did back then, Huan Wei did not hide his pity and asked in a shallow voice.
"Princess ......"
I didn't know where to start, let alone how to start. Silently and red-eyed, I whispered, hoarse: "It's me, I'm sorry for Chengkuo, I'm sorry for the princess......"
"You know, it's not."
Patiently and gently, Huan Wei leaned over and pulled my hands that were on the table and entangled with me: "What was the situation at that time, how could it be urgent, His Royal Highness the Tenth Prince of Lianghong has already explained it to me through letters. Yuemu, it's not your fault, and it's definitely not because of you. And I want to...... Ke'er's decision after careful consideration is the best choice for you, him, and even me and Guangqi. ”
Looking up at Huan Wan in confusion and distress, I pursed my lips and listened to her uncover my almost festering wounds little by little, and brushed away the thick layer of dust on my heart little by little: "This road, this end, Ke'er has already foreseen it." But he still made a desperate bet and did not hesitate. He once told me that the world was on the verge of collapse. But if the world does not move, the world is numb, the world waits, endures fear...... Day after day, we will eventually fall into darkness from which we will never recover. Therefore, he stepped forward and did this pair of hands to tear down the ruins, and returned this earthly world, a bright and bright world. ”
"At any time, he never thought about retreating bravely, he just thought about facing the difficulties, even if his head was broken and bleeding, he did not hesitate to do so." Sighing deeply, Huan Wan was gentle but with strength, and held my hand firmly: "He would have been lonely, lonely, and lonely...... It's you. It's the moon that Mu you, like a ray of light. Like a candle, like a bright moon, like a star...... Illuminate his way and walk with him. ”
"You are the light of his life."
With just this sentence, tears flowed. Hanging my head and crying, I couldn't stop nodding my head and shaking my head. The heart is densely turned, scrambling to float to the enlightenment, like the spring melting cold river, the rain and the sky is clear.
"I may ......" for a long time, and finally I was able to speak completely, with a hint of a smile, I also took Huan Wei's hand: "I may just be afraid." If even this regret for Cheng Kuo has dissipated...... If I see you, you will not even pay attention, you will not even hate me...... The bond between me and Cheng Kuo...... How many ...... will be left?"
"I'm sorry, princess." I showed my first sincere smile in the past few days, and Huan Wei also gave me a warm smile back: "I only think about my own feelings, but ignore your feelings. I'm so selfish, so stingy...... But ......"
"I still want to call you, Sister Huang."
Breaking into laughter, Huan Wei shed tears again in an instant, held my hand, and kept answering with her chin. I smiled shyly, and cherished this hard-won peace and stability in my heart.
My room is naturally the Jiaotai residence where Huan Ke lives. As soon as he pushed open the door, his toes had not yet fallen to the ground, and when he raised his eyes, he saw a heavy sandalwood box in the middle of the room.
As if Huan Ke was beside me, looking at me lovingly, I slowly moved my steps, shyly took the gold key that had been deeply imprinted with my body temperature from the front of my neck, and carefully opened the sandalwood box.
The phoenix crown and the xia veil, the big red wedding dress for the time being, the silver Luo skirt that I can wear every day, the sleeved caftan I have selected and sewn for him, and the shell carving that we have worked hard together to make reluctantly, and then I transcribed it again, and printed the wedding sticker with the names of the two of us......
"If these are the dowry," I whispered to myself, but the corners of my lips could not help but rise, "I will reluctantly agree to marry you." ”
Outside the window, the west wind is slanting, and the ancient road is far away. I have no apprehension, no more mind, no more cowardice. I used to comfort myself, and I also comforted Xiao Xianhui, and comforted the people around me, Dao Huan Ke was waiting for me somewhere in this world - I was wrong.
When there is poverty at the end of the world, there is only endless lovesickness. He has clearly been around me, like a willow, like a curtain of wind and moon, no need to find the road in his dreams, he is in the rain and falling flowers.
When I woke up the next morning, I was refreshed that I hadn't felt for a long time. Tong Guangqi and the three of them went to the barracks first, and when the officers and men in the army saw that I was safe and sound, many of them shed tears. I smiled and let them gossip, promised to take care of myself in the next life, and earnestly told them to take care of their bodies, so I wanted to find Guo Chuan and Qi Lianyi.
After looking for a whole circle, I didn't see any trace of the two of them, so I saw that I was puzzled, thought about it and stepped forward and asked, "The princess is looking for General Guo Chuan?" ”
"Yes, and General Qi." The appearance of the rate was a little weird, and I chuckled in my heart, and said in a condensed voice: "It's not them......"
"No, no, don't worry, princess." Hurriedly denied, Huai Yan glared at the rate, but he was also a little embarrassed: "Actually...... Guo Shan, the younger brother of General Guo Chuan, found Hu Ru not long after the battle subsided and reunited with General Guo Chuan's army. ”