Chapter 126: Awareness
The July sun is hot and windless, the wicker hangs listlessly, not moving, and the cicadas on the trees are very noisy.
On a sultry day, Zizhuxuan built ice to cool off, and sat on the couch in the house, leaning against the big vat filled with ice, copying scriptures.
Recently, I have been in a panic, and I don't know if it's because the weather is too hot, I don't like to go out every day, and I don't have anything else to do, so I love to copy a little scripture and calm down.
When he was copying the scriptures in his hand, the sound of the curtain coming in from outside made Qixi raise his head, and saw that it was Lu Yunyou, who came in with the sun outside and a summer heat.
Since Fang Qingzhi was confined in the main courtyard and was not allowed to come out, Lu Yunyou has not come to Qixi for a long time, and it is rare to come today, and it is really a rare guest.
"It's poisonous outside, what are you doing here?"
"Last night, Fang Qingzhi had palpitations and vomited blood, and passed out for a while, I thought I couldn't stand it, but I didn't think that I woke up again this morning, I went to take a look, and I happened to turn around here, come to see you, and talk to you."
Qixi put down the pen and ink in his hand, put aside the scriptures that had not yet been copied, looked at Lu Yunyou lightly, and asked this question.
Nothing to do is go to the Three Treasures Palace, Lu Yunyou has always rarely gone out, and he doesn't like to move around, if he can come here, he must have something to tell!
It's not bad what she thought, here Qixi just had this question, and Lu Yunyou said this sentence there, it was about Fang Qingzhi, and she loved to tell it.
Fang Qingzhi ended up like this now, she didn't want to see it, what could she do, Zuo was just the appearance of not being dead or alive, the old lady didn't like her in her heart, and now she was alive, but she couldn't compare to being dead.
It's just that it's been hot recently, and the old lady is greedy for cold and uses ice for a while, and she never wants to fight the wind, and her body has been burned by the wind cold for several days.
What about Qixi here, taking medicine is good and bad, and since Fang Qingzhi was detained, she has not had so much heart to do it anymore, plus she has been taking medicine to nourish her body, always thinking about being pregnant, and the operation of this house, Xiao Zhan directly asked Lu Yunyou to take it.
Lu Yun got the reply from the people in the courtyard, and after getting up in the morning, he went to take a look at Fang Qingzhi on the bed, vomited blood, his complexion was not good, and he lost a lot of weight, looking more than ten years older than before, and no longer had the graceful appearance he used to have.
A few strands of silver were born on the sideburns, and Fang Qingzhi looked really old, at the age of twenty-six, she looked like she was thirty-six, and even the corners of her eyes had a lot of fine lines.
The old lady reduced the amount of medicine she gave her, she knew it for a long time, and now seeing her lying like this, she looked at it for a long time, and her heart gave birth to a lot of happiness.
The doctor was an outsider, and he saw too much of her, and the news spread later, and the general's mansion treated her badly, and the old lady would not want to hear these words.
Heart palpitations, gratuitous suspicions, her illness has consumed a lot of her vitality, this person really can't do evil, he has done too much evil, and when retribution comes, it will be bad.
"Qinglian has been lying for two months, this kneecap still can't lie well, I'm afraid that I'm going to fall into the root of the disease, there is no intimate person around her, heart palpitations are diligent, and I look like a ghost or a ghost, I looked at her like that, and looked at it for a while, until she muttered a word to drink water, and I left again......"
Lu Yunyou originally thought that she was going to see her off for the last time, but she never thought that she was so angry, she was still there and refused to go, she was like that, and she was still boiling that breath, she was really a scourge for thousands of years.
"You don't know, when she said she wanted to drink water, I hated to take a kettle and pour water into her nose, I wanted to kill her, choke her, so that she couldn't live in this life, she couldn't live at all!"
Sitting opposite Qixi Festival, Lu Yunyou would talk to Qixi about the scene when she went to see Fang Qingzhi, and then told Qixi that she wanted Fang Qingzhi to die, and she couldn't see her holding on so much, and she still wanted to live.
But at the last moment, she stopped, she didn't do anything, so letting Fang Qingzhi live a life of not living is also a kind of torture for her, which is also good.
"You won't let her die, she lives like this for a day, you still have some comfort in your heart, if she really dies, you have no hope, don't you."
When Lu Yunyou came, she thought that there might be only one person in this world who could understand herself, so after reading Fang Qingzhi, even if she didn't want Qixi to have anything to do with her, she still came.
They each saw through each other's hole cards, and they were very sincere when they spoke, and after Tanabata said this, Lu Yunyou smiled there......
Yes, if Fang Qingzhi really died, the breath she held in her heart would be gone, and after it was gone, she would really become a walking corpse.
In Qinglu, next to the tombstone of the child and Duan Yan, maybe you can erect another tombstone for her and just let yourself lie in it.
Qixi saw Lu Yunyou smile, knowing that he had said what Lu Yunyou was thinking, and it happened that Linglong came back from making tea, and Qixi took the top nectar.
"Shutu tea is holy, Mengshan is unique, you have always loved to drink these, try it!" When Qixi handed over the tea to Lu Yunyou's hand, he only said this sentence.
She is a rough person, that is, she was asked by Fang Qingzhi to learn the habits of various teas, and she has never really liked these.
She remembered that this tea soup was like nectar, clear and slightly yellow, fresh and refreshing, rich and sweet, and she had learned this thing for a long time, and she remembered everything in her heart until now, and she never forgot it.
These are still thanks to Fang Qingzhi, Fang Qingzhi is the same as Fang Qingzhi, speaking of which, I should thank her!
After taking the tea handed by Qixi Festival, Lu Wan took a leisurely sip, and Linglong handed Qixi something that she had to take every day......
"Little lady, let's drink the medicine......" The brown fetal medicine was handed to Qixi in front of Qixi when he looked at it, and Qixi felt that his mouth was yellow, and he couldn't gag when he looked at it.
"Still drinking? Is it delicious? You should know, I ......."
"I know, cold medicine!"
Qixi took the fetal medicine and let Linglong go down to rest, and he put the medicine aside, which he didn't like to drink, and Lu Yunyou looked at the bowl of medicine, couldn't help but raise his lips, looked at Qixi, and wanted to tell Qixi about the original bottle of medicine.
But before she finished speaking, Qixi had already answered, she knew that Qinglou women mostly used cold medicine for contraception, which was very druggiving, and it was extremely difficult to get pregnant, and it was precisely because of this that Lu Yunyou valued her and Duan Yan's child so much at the beginning.
In order to prevent the girls under their hands from doing bad things, the bustard mothers in the green building are already heavy under the medicinal properties, and they all know about Qixi Festival.
When Lu Yunyou wooed herself, she never thought that she could give Xiao Zhan any heirs, and she wanted Xiao Zhan to take revenge on Xiao Zhan in the heart of cutting off her children and grandchildren, and she was also a revenge chess piece in Lu Yunyou's hands.
Now that she's seen it, she knows it all......
"You know that you still drink it, it is a three-point poison, and you are not afraid of hurting your body, you look at your face now, I don't think it is much better than Fang Qingzhi, it's broken, fate is coming, there will be inevitable, why hurt yourself."
Lu Yunyou saw her so clear, she was surprised for a moment, and then said to her, you need to know that love is a steel knife that scrapes bones, she is trapped by love, Fang Qingzhi is trapped by love, but their fate is not very good.
I can't love it, and I am tortured by this steel knife that scrapes my bones every day, why bother......
Why do you always live for others, she came to this general's mansion for Fang's mother, and now she is forced to be pregnant and for Xiao Zhan, what can't she do for herself, is it a pity to come to this world for a while.
"Duan Yan has been gone with the child for six years, and Fang Qingzhi is like this now, what else do you want in your heart, you can't make sense yourself, why do you still come to me to say these words of comfort, my obsession is gone."
Qixi closed his door, obediently taking fetal pills every day, and even a little obsessed with Xiao Zhan, always hoping that one day he would see pity, and all he asked for was this one child.
Pity......
Looking at the bowl of fetal medicine, Qixi held the soup bowl that still had residual warmth, smiled impatiently and bitterly, and looked at each other and smiled at Lu Yunyou, who would be like a difficult sister.
"Is it delicious? I'll taste it......" When Qixi was holding the soup bowl, Lu Yunyou took the bowl of soup and only took a sip.
She has never drunk fetal medicine in her life, but she has eaten a lot of this child-avoiding medicine, and she has also tasted the taste of this fetal medicine today!
"Licorice is put in the soup, this is because the person who prescribes the medicine is afraid that the person who drinks the medicine will be bitter, and puts licorice to neutralize the taste of the medicine?" Lu Yunyou took a sip and tasted it, thinking that it would be bitter in the mouth, but he never thought that it was sour and slightly sweet.
There are not many herbs that can make the decoction sweet, and all Lu Yunyou knows is licorice, which will only open his mouth to talk to Qixi, but when Qixi heard this, his brows couldn't help frowning.
"There is no licorice in my prescription...... Licorice and one of the medicines in this prescription are eighteen antis, in order to be different from the decoction that the old lady is taking, the doctor is afraid of making a mistake, so he told it early in the morning! ”
The old lady was heated, and occasionally coughed, so the doctor prescribed licorice in it, and the medicine that Qixi personally went to get and saw the prescription, and the doctor told her to say the next words, and she always remembered it......
She has always kept this in her heart, this ......
"You say that this medicine has caused people to move their hands and feet, and that someone wants to kill you? Eighteen anti, the opposite is your life, who has the courage to do it in your medicine! ”
Qixi took the medicine bowl in Lu Yunyou's hand here, and he tasted it, and sure enough, it was sweet......
This dose of medicine is newly prescribed, and she just got it back, and her previous medicine was bitter, the kind of bitter taste that she hated to be like eating Coptis chinensis.
"Who's ......?"
Qixi is now looking at this medicine and has not moved again, this will be unexpectedly unknown, who is going to harm himself.