And in the cycle of life and death.

Chu Lingshu was roasted by the raging fire, but he didn't shout.

She lay quietly, her eyes closed, but a tear flowed from the corner of her eye.

It's so uncomfortable......

Why is my heart, which is obviously colder and harder than anyone else, but now it begins to beat?

Every time she beats, it was like a cut in her heart, which made her feel painful.

"Now, do you still want to experience the joys and sorrows of life? Life is so painful, why bother to go through it again? Why bother, why bother? The voice of vicissitudes sounded again, with a shocking bewilderment.

yes, why bother.

Why is it that there is freedom when there is still self-inflicted sin to choose to experience a pain?

For the first time, she hesitated.

Why live? Wouldn't it be better to be dead?

Love, what's that?

With love, there will be hate. With love, there will be joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

And after falling in love, my heart hurts so much.

Chu Lingshu has always looked stupid and stupid, but she was born with the thinking of an adult.

And since she was born, she has always felt that she has another knot in her heart.

As for what it was, she could never say.

Now, she finally understood.

From the very beginning, she was never happy.

She is stupid and naïve to think that she has always been very free, codenamed Ghost Doctor, and has traveled all over the world without any constraints.

But is there really none?

"Give up......" The voice entered her mind like a lullaby, deeply rooted.

Give it up...... The world is full of darkness, and it's a good thing to leave......

"Give it up......"

Why live?

To live is to face that man, the man she once loved to death and now hates to the core.

There is no point in her life, it just adds more trouble to others.

If you don't give up, then this unforgettable pain may have to be experienced again.

She still chooses ......

Suddenly, it was as if my mind had exploded, and the pain was unbearable.

Chu Lingshu's forehead was covered with dense beads of sweat, and she held her head with both hands, her face full of pain.

It hurt to the end, and I couldn't help but moan.

Fragments of memories flashed in her mind, not belonging to her, very strange, and inexplicably familiar.

In a daze, she saw a young man's face, very confused.

The young man was dressed in a black robe, his black hair was slanted, and he was extremely handsome, no less than the silver-haired and beautiful man before.

A pair of dark red eyes, with a little warmth, reflected her reflection.

She sat in the boy's arms, greedy for his tenderness.

His palms were large, and he held her little hands tightly, teaching her to write stroke by stroke, and telling her the meaning of each word.

"Ge'er, you made a mistake here, you have to write it carefully to write it well, understand?"

The boy's voice is so gentle, it is very memorable.

It was the only person in the world who doted on her and loved her.

is the person in this world who doesn't care about anything stupid she does, and can have nothing to do with her.

It is also the person in this world who can tolerate her endlessly, no matter what she does.

Brother......

That's her brother......

The young man put down the pen, rubbed her head, and smiled evilly: "Ge'er, brother go do something, study hard, don't be lazy." Later, my brother will check your homework, and if you don't finish it, you will be punished. ”

The boy looked extremely stern, but the warmth of concern in his eyes could not be concealed.

Chu Lingshu looked at him silently, and his vision became confused.

At some point, tears had blocked her vision.

Teardrops flowed from her eyelashes, drop after drop, drip down her cheeks to the ground.

This is the first time she has cried so overwhelmed and cried so sadly.

Brother, her brother......