I used to think about what kind of character I wanted to write, what kind of character I wanted to put into this story?

In my vision, he is not a decisive leader, not a resourceful decision-maker, nor a resolute executor, I don't want to put these qualities that deviate too far from ordinary life on the protagonist, he is just an ordinary person, an ordinary person through and through, with all the advantages and disadvantages of an ordinary person, ordinary people should be cowardly, shy, greedy for life and afraid of death, but brave and fearless. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

So you can watch him tremble with terror in the face of zombies and monsters, or you can watch him push the limits of creatures to save his friends, an insignificant little person who has no power to change the world, but has the courage to fight the whole world.

This kind of courage is buried in the hearts of all people, you just have to push yourself to a dead end, and then put it to death and come back to life.

But he is by no means a savior, no one in this world was born to save the world, everyone is saving themselves, like a person who is struggling in the whirlpool of the flood, only those who can save themselves have the ability to hold others, everyone is doing their best, and then resign themselves to the destiny of God.

So even though he travels through time and carries a mecha, in the face of turbulent history and fate, he is still a praying mantis who only tries to block the car with his forearm.

I don't like the character that the whole world revolves around him, in my mind...... The so-called protagonist is just a perspective, I observe and depict the cruel and dark world through his eyes, he is not the center of this story, let alone the driving force for the development of the story, just like you look back at the past and study history, those people are certainly the trendsetters of the times, but they are still one of the hundreds of millions of people in the world, history has never had a protagonist, in an old saying, the earth is missing everyone will turn the same.

Great men such as Napoleon and Julius Caesar are just the mustard of history, let alone a small land patrol?

Reality is cruel, if you die, you are really dead, it is impossible to be resurrected, if you write reality into the story, then this is a cruel story.

What I want to write is probably a story like this, the story of a group of young people fighting against the world to the death.