Chapter 238: I Won't Give In
Qin Siyuan's surgery was scheduled for a week later, and it was related to the vocal cords, so he needed to be admitted to the hospital a few days in advance for observation at any time.
That night, Qin Muyang had dinner, went directly into the study and started work, piling up all the things for the next few days in advance, Su Nianzhong brought him a cup of coffee halfway through, but the two of them just looked at it silently, and then each did their own thing.
Su Nianchu packed up all the things that needed to be used according to the list he had made before, checked it several times, and finally breathed a sigh of relief after confirming that it was all right.
Downstairs, the child is in his room.
Su Nianchu gently pushed the door in, only to see An He sitting at the desk playing with the Rubik's Cube in his hand, which was different from the type of Rubik's Cube that the two of them had discussed in the car before, and was made by Qin Muyang in three clicks and two clicks, and the shape was not the same.
Look at his thoughtful face.
Su Nianchu approached and gently put a hand on his shoulder.
"Siyuan, can't you get it?"
He nodded, his dark eyes twitching, and he quickly typed a line of words on his phone.
It means that he wants to go to Qin Muyang for help.
Su Nianchu considered that today was special, so he told him that Qin Muyang was busy now and couldn't bother.
He nodded in response.
But there was still an unsatisfied expression on his face, Su Nianchu felt uncomfortable when he saw it, thought for a moment, and suddenly said, "That's it, I'll help you find a way." ”
He stared at her with a puzzled expression.
Su Nianchu led him to stand up, walked to the opposite side, and turned on the computer on the table.
Start searching for the formula on how to turn this Rubik's Cube.
She remembered that there were people in the company who liked this, and she happened to say that there was a formula for this, and she could learn it from the Internet.
No matter how bad it is, there are instructional videos.
Qin Siyuan stared at the screen very seriously.
Soon, Su Nianchu had already searched for the formula, and there were pictures on it, all of which appeared in pairs.
After Su Nianchu confirmed it repeatedly, he asked, "Siyuan, take a look, is this it?" ”
The little guy glanced at what he was doing, then at the screen, and nodded.
"Okay, can you recognize these words?"
He nodded again, and then before Su Nianchu could recover from it, the little guy's hand had already begun to move.
Very quickly, when the man moves, there seems to be a strong attraction, even if it is her own son, the same.
Then, Su Nianchu found that it seemed that the teaching video was useless at all.
Because, he had already finished the scrambled Rubik's Cube in his hand in more than ten seconds.
Looking at his movements just now, she only felt a little dizzy in her head.
"Siyuan, you, got it done?"
The little one nodded, and handed her the place where he had just stuck, all in full color.
Su Nianchu was very happy, grabbed him directly, held him in his arms, and kissed him fiercely on the white and tender face.
"You're awesome!"
Su Nianchu said: "You are awesome, Siyuan, you are really amazing." ”
Of course, the little guy likes such praise very much, and it seems that in his impression, Qin Muyang has never praised himself like this.
Usually the aunts who take care of him at most will praise him, but compared with the people he cares about, how can outsiders be compared?
I only feel warm in my heart, like drinking a cup of warm milk tea, which is very comfortable.
A big smile on his face.
I even kissed her on the face.
Su Nianchu was stunned, staring at his slightly red and good-looking little face, his heart was full of warmth, and his hand hugged him tighter.
The two of them drank like this for a while.
Later, I felt a little bored, and Su Nianchu said that she wanted to read.
But the study was occupied by Qin Muyang.
The little guy suddenly thought of something, hesitated slightly, and in the end, he still led her to Qin Muyang's room together.
"Siyuan, where are you going to take me, ah?!"
She felt a little curious, usually he rarely went into the room of two people, no matter whose bedroom it was, it was the same.
If I had to say that I had to go into more, it was her room.
But he didn't speak, but just led her in.
Then he turned around and closed the door, and double-checked that it was one, as if he was afraid of being discovered by someone outside.
Su Nianchu felt even more puzzled.
He pointed in the direction of the wardrobe inside and took her with him.
Then, the button that was opened by Qin Muyang before was also opened by him.
Su Nianchu: ""
Unexpectedly, this kid actually knew about this place.
It must have been under the circumstance that Qin Muyang didn't know, no wonder he had just looked at the situation outside again and again.
There are indeed a lot of books in it, and in addition to some professional books, there are many more.
Romance, reasoning and suspense, all of them.
The little one pointed to the bookcase, then pulled a copy from it for her.
Motioned for her to look.
Su Nianchu opened it, these books did not look like new, they were not decorations, and they were slightly yellowed.
Even, some places are also used to draw online, she looked at it, and it is generally a more important place, or a description of more special techniques and sentences.
Turning to the end, I found that on the last page, there was a trace left by an engraved seal.
"Muyang Nianchu."
It's these four handwritings.
Su Nianchu's heart trembled violently.
There was a premonition that flashed through her heart, so she immediately did what she wanted to do.
Almost all of these books are taken out and read, and on the last page, or on the first page, there must be such an imprint.
"Muyang Nianchu."
"Muyang Nianchu."
“”
Some of the books were printed back then, some were not, they looked old, and some of them were even a little flawed.
But every book will have these words written on it.
Even, in some books, in the blank space, there will be two of their names intersecting, and the handwriting is different.
One, similar to the handwriting she writes now, should have been left by herself.
As for the other one, you don't have to think that Su Nianchu also knows who it is, he left a note with himself at that time, and now the two words "Nianchu" on it are resolute, and the pen is special, clean and neat, just like the feeling he gives others, arrogant and hard.
Her heart, as if she had been beaten by something, fell back on the bookcase, her hand covered with the marks on it.
It turns out that they have had so much, so many times together, so many traces of being together.
It's just that she forgot about the past.
Right now, some fragments suddenly began to flash through my mind.
In the picture, she is sitting in a leather chair in a study, fiddling with the mouse, and then a person suddenly appears behind her, placing something in front of her.
She was startled, and then felt his hot breath spray down her neck.
"Now, you've always wanted it."
Su Nianchu stared at the thing on the table, it was a red seal, picked it up and looked at it, the handwriting on it happened to be "Muyang Nianchu".
"Wow!"
She sighed in admiration, and pulled the ink from the side of the thing in her hand.
"Hey, Su Nianchu, what do you want to do? Stop, stop, stop, if you dare to come over again, I want you to look good in a while, you stop me. ”
She took the seal and walked towards him, Qin Muyang kept retreating, one retreating.
"Sample." She was like a big man, taking majestic steps, slowly leaning towards him, the seal in her hand was like a sword, a wicked smile appeared on her face, and said: "Come here, let me see how this effect is, if it's good, the reward will be great!" ”
"Su Nianchu!"
He yelled, and eventually, two red marks fell on his face.
And she, with one hand on her waist, held the seal in the air with the other, staring at the mark on his face and laughing.
Hahahaha
Su Nianchu suddenly came back to his senses.
Qin Siyuan saw that the expression on her face was complicated, and shook her hand gently.
Su Nianchu glanced at him with lowered eyes.
Hurriedly dropped a "I'm fine", then walked to the desk with the book in his hand and began to rummage through the cabinets.
Eventually, in the drawer at the bottom right of the table, the seal was found.
It was packed in an iron box, and it looked clean and spotless, and the handwriting was the names of two people.
If memory serves, it's the previous one.
Su Nianchu's heart, at this moment, completely fell into the boundless darkness, as if it was stirred by a handful of pulp, and the mud and sand were everywhere, blurred and turbid.
In my mind, it was even more chaotic.
Holding the seal with both hands, he held it tightly, and even felt his palms sweat slightly, but he still didn't let go of a trace.
It's as if someone wants to compete with her if she lets go a little.
Qin Muyang, what have you endured alone over the years.
After all, it seems that it is still me, and it is much easier than you.
People are not afraid of not having the past, but what they are afraid of is carrying the burden of the past and moving forward with a burden.
Too many people, in the torrent of time, are overwhelmed by the mountain of "past", and finally choose to give up their existing lives and start looking for the next one to make them more comfortable.
Some people, after all, are still unwilling and cautiously tempted, but after encountering difficulties, they still choose to bow to fate.
There are also people who, even if the mountain is pressed down, even if they fall into the boundless darkness, they have not given up their dreams and original intentions.
I don't know my fate, I don't know the future, I don't know if I will still be in a deep dream like the days and nights in the past and don't want to wake up, but I wake up and touch nothing. Covered in thousands of holes.
Fate has tormented me thousands of times, trying to make me give up the "past" and make me surrender to it. But where am I the one who is easy to yield?
I don't care, I don't care about anything, even in the next second, the sky will fall and the sea will dry.
I will not bow to fate.
I will never give up on the people I have in mind.
Everything will be fine, when the dark clouds above the head fade, when a sincere and firm heart continues to beat.
The sun will shine in, and everything I have insisted on and waited for will eventually come to my life, and at that time, I will have a heavier shoulder to bear and more courage to face everything. I want to talk with more like-minded people about "Mommy Don't Escape, the President's Dad is more than a pet to the sky", WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chats about life, and looks for confidants~