Chapter 319: Mu Lingfeng's Confession
When Mu Lingfeng entered the room, he saw Mu Lingyun lying on the head of the bed, but after a while, she fell asleep, Mu Lingfeng couldn't bear to wake her, picked up a piece of clothing from the wardrobe and draped it on her body, Mu Lingyun was woken up by his movements, turned his head and saw that he had an extra piece of clothing on his body, and Mu Lingfeng's hand was still on his shoulder.
"You're awake." Mu Lingfeng looked at her just after waking up and hadn't recovered yet, her eyes were a little confused, Mu Lingyun nodded lightly and returned the one he had just put on to him.
"I was looking at him just now, and I fell asleep somehow." Mu Lingyun patted his face as he spoke, looked at the person on the bed again, looked at him and still didn't improve, and couldn't help but feel a little lost.
"I'll see, you can go to sleep for a while." Mu Lingfeng helped her up, Mu Lingyun just stayed on the couch here all morning, and the whole person looked a lot panicked.
"It's alright, where's Fia?" Mu Lingyun looked at the only two of them in the room, and couldn't help asking, usually Fiya is stuck with her, and she won't be alone.
"Fia, I let her go out to play by herself, she has also suffered a lot during this time, and she has suffered so much at such a young age, which is a little unbearable." Mu Lingfeng said slowly, helping Mu Lingyun to sit on the chair and let her drink saliva first.
"Also, I'm so sorry for her, she's just a child, and I feel distressed to let her accept so much." Mu Lingyun held the cup in his hand, blew the bubbling steam, and said thoughtfully.
"Okay, don't think about it so much, you should rest too, you are actually the one who suffers the most among us." Mu Lingfeng stroked the broken hair next to Mu Lingyun's ear, Mu Lingyun looked a lot haggard during this time, he lost his happy smile in the past, and became quiet and dignified, which made Mu Lingfeng feel a little distressed.
"He's my husband, and I'm supposed to take care of him." Mu Lingyun said with a light smile, Jin Shaoming had been taking care of her when she was there before, and she could play like a child unscrupulously, but now she can be like before, and she must shoulder the heavy responsibility of taking care of him, Mu Lingyun didn't think that if Jin Shaoming didn't wake up, she would feel happy to take care of her like this for the rest of her life.
"Little girl, don't you think such days are too bitter?" Mu Lingfeng said in a slightly distressed tone, although the person in his memory was naughty and mischievous, but he was always full of vitality and the sun was shining like the rising sun, but now she was like being reborn, although she was still very strong, but it was not as vigorous as before, but expanded her tolerance.
"I never felt like I was suffering." Mu Lingyun handed him the cup in his hand, and whispered that the gentle look she would have now, Mu Lingyun's eyes were full of hope, and it didn't seem like it was to comfort him at all.
"I believe that Shaoming will definitely wake up, one day he will wake up, he has never given up on me after all the things we have experienced before, how can I give up on her." Mu Lingyun said very firmly, and that feeling made Mu Lingfeng beside him have an illusion for a moment, as if she was another Jin Shaoming.
"Shaoming should have been like this when he took care of you before, so confident." Mu Lingfeng said with a smile, he has always been very envious of this kind of inseparable feeling, even if the person Mu Lingyun falls in love with is not himself, he will feel envious in his heart.
"Shao Min is better to me than I am to him." Mu Lingyun smiled a little embarrassedly, a little ashamed in her eyes, she knew that Jin Shaoming's thoughtfulness and intentions towards her were beyond her reach.
"But have you ever thought that if you take care of him like this, your life will be ruined." Mu Lingfeng asked her, but Mu Lingyun shook his head and did not speak.
"It's only interesting to live with the person you like in this life, otherwise if you find someone to make do with, it won't be very boring." Mu Lingyun's words were the truth, so that Mu Lingfeng didn't know what to say all of a sudden, and he was about to blurt out an idea in his heart, but she swallowed it alive when she said this.
"I knew you were in a good relationship, but I never thought it would come to such a point." Mu Lingfeng said softly, as if he praised her words, but he was very bitter in his heart.
"I'll go rest for a while, and you can take care of it for me here." Mu Lingyun suddenly felt that his words were a little too much, and he was a little embarrassed to get up and leave.
"Lingyun." Mu Lingfeng didn't call her a little girl again as usual, Mu Lingyun looked back at him, and his eyes were no longer as soft and restrained as before, but revealed the strictness of a mature man.
"I have something to say to you." Mu Lingfeng said and stepped forward to stand in front of Mu Lingyun, Mu Lingyun was so frightened by his sudden appearance that he couldn't help but take a step back and distance himself from him.
"Any questions?" She was a little embarrassed, so she couldn't help but stroke her hair, looking at Mu Lingfeng's eyes a little evasive, and her heart suddenly seemed to be unsettled.
"I don't know if you have noticed that my feelings for you have long surpassed the previous feelings of my brother and sister, but you have always regarded me as your relative." Mu Lingfeng said with his two hands tightly around her shoulders, Mu Lingyun was in pain and wanted to dodge but found that the left and right sides had been controlled, and he couldn't dodge.
"Brother Ling Feng, now is not the time to talk about these things, Shao Ming is still lying in bed now, shouldn't we take care of him first?" Mu Lingyun diverted the topic, not wanting to answer his question head-on, her heart was now in chaos.
"If we don't make it clear today, I won't let you go." Mu Lingfeng looked directly at her, and there seemed to be a raging flame burning in her eyes, which made Mu Lingyun can't help but be timid.
"Okay, since that's the case, now we've got it all clear." Mu Lingyun calmed down and said indifferently, Mu Lingfeng saw that she was no longer avoiding before letting go of his hand.
The door behind her was still closed, only the afternoon sun came in from behind her, and Mu Lingyun suddenly had a kind of awe-inspiring aura on her body, like a soldier who looked at death on the battlefield.
"When Shaoming told me before, I actually had a little pimple in my heart, but I have always convinced myself that I can get along with you naturally, otherwise I don't know how to live under the same roof as you." Mu Lingyun said that his eyes were still looking at Mu Lingfeng, and Mu Lingfeng just listened to her quietly.
"But I'm human, I also have feelings, although I have big nerves, but I'm not completely paralyzed." Mu Lingfeng gently fiddled with her clothes, which were the butterflies that Jin Shaoming had given her, and they were flipped and danced by her waves.
"Then why are you pretending you don't know anything since you've found out?" Mu Lingfeng asked, with mixed feelings in her heart, since she knew her feelings for him, she pretended to turn a blind eye.
"I thought after a long time that you would think it was a spur of your own feelings and then give up, but now it seems that I was wrong." Mu Lingyun said with a miserable smile on his face, laughing at his own cleverness.
"How can my feelings for you be so easy to give up, when I was a child, I already recognized you when I saw you at first sight." Mu Lingfeng no longer concealed his feelings, and Mu Lingyun was stunned and speechless after hearing this.
"Brother Ling Feng, if I had feelings for you, I wouldn't have treated you like this, there can only be brother and sister love between us." Mu Lingyun lowered his head as he spoke, and his depressed and lost appearance was no longer as imposing as he was just now.
"I know, but the little girl's feelings are uncontrollable, I didn't give up without thinking about it, but I couldn't do it when I thought about it." Mu Lingfeng looked at her and looked indebted, so he comforted her.
"I just want you to understand my feelings for you, if one day you really can't hold on, as long as you turn back, I will always be behind you." Mu Lingfeng said solemnly, as if he had promised her, which made Mu Lingyun quite moved in his heart.
"I know Brother Ling Feng, but I'll never turn back, and the path I chose will keep going, right?" Mu Lingyun said with a smile.
Mu Lingfeng really understood that no matter how hard he tried, his little girl would never treat herself as a real man, and would always just treat herself as a big brother who could be relied on.
"Actually, it's nothing, I'm just telling you what I think in my heart, if you like one and don't tell each other, it's not too much of a loss." Mu Lingfeng said briskly, but Mu Lingyun saw that there was a wounded look in his eyes, but he couldn't help him.
"Then I'll go back." Mu Lingyun turned around and opened the door and walked out of the room, not daring to look at him again, her heart was full of guilt and self-blame, but she had no way to go against the will of her heart.
Mu Lingfeng watched her return to her room, walked to Jin Shaoming's side, and looked at the person on the bed, her eyes were closed, her lips were dry and bloodless, she looked lifeless, but she still got a person's heart.
"Shaoming, even if you just lie here and don't have to do anything, the little girl still loves you, and I won't look at me even if I go up the knife mountain and the sea of fire for her." Mu Lingfeng suddenly chuckled as he spoke, he was laughing at his hindsight, but he was blinded by what he should have understood a long time ago.
"You're the winner, I can only wish you all the best, right?" Mu Lingfeng looked at the person on the couch, although he felt very uncomfortable, but he knew that this was the inevitable end.