339 I don't want a divorce
I said, "I always feel like you're lying to me." Why didn't you tell me anything in the first place? ”
Li Yu said: "Because I didn't find out about it either. ”
"Tell me the assumptions before you figure it out." I said, "Why do you always have to hide it from me?" ”
Li Yu sighed, lowered his head, and said, "I'm sorry." ”
I didn't speak, but he looked at me again and said, "It's chaotic now, and your identity is confused." Besides, your position is completely different from mine, and you hide something from me. Wu Jingkang has actually told you Wu Jilang's whereabouts, right? ”
I said, "No." ”
"Then I didn't ask." Li Yu said: "I don't think you and I need to be completely honest with each other, I allow you to have secrets, and I want to keep it myself, this kind of relationship makes me feel safe." ”
I said, "You are not like this to Song Jiayin. ”
"yes." Li Yu said: "Before I was killed, I did think that there should be no secret when two people saw each other. ”
I said, "But don't you already understand that I didn't do that?" ”
"But my heart disease has become a problem." Li Yu lowered his voice as he spoke, "What's more, everything is unknown, who knows if there will be a new truth in the future." ”
I didn't speak.
Li Yu glanced at me and said in a cautious tone, "What's more, even if you don't have those things, you are not on my side in many things, just take Wu Jilang's matter as an example, how can you want me to trust you completely?" ”
I nodded and said, "I understand." ”
Li Yu held my hand, I didn't resist, he hugged my waist again, and said softly: "Don't be upset, I also know that these words are hurtful, but I hope you can understand me." I love you, it's just that I'm insecure with you, and I need to use that reservation to make myself feel better. ”
I said, "That's all I hid from you." ”
Li Yu smiled, "So where is Wu Jilang?" ”
I looked at him and asked, "Will you kill him?" ”
Li Yu said: "If you insist on not wanting it, then I won't." ”
I said, "Are you going to cripple him?" ”
Li Yu looked me in the eye and said, "If you don't want it, you won't." ”
I said, "You're lying. ”
Li Yu smiled again and said, "I said I would kill him, but you didn't tell me his whereabouts, and I said no, you said I lied?" So you're not going to tell me, are you? ”
I said, "I'm just trying you, I don't even know." ”
Li Yu finally showed a look of displeasure, "Then you just accused me?" ”
I said, "Wu Jingkang only talked to me about two things, one is what I just told you, and the other is about the heart of Fanyin. Wu Jingkang said that you helped the goddess make a seal on them, in fact, the goddess had already taken their hearts. So, you can break the seal so you can kill him. ”
Li Yu's face had completely sunk, "I'm not telling you this. ”
"I don't want you to kill Wu Jilang, and I don't want you to kill him." I said, "You're not a human anymore, you're a god, you're much better than him, it's not fair." ”
Li Yu said: "I only use human means to deal with him. ”
"Then don't ask me." I said, "Don't even ask me to save Jiang Yuxin in exchange for the opportunity for you to meet your sister, that is also God's means." ”
Li Yu did not speak.
I couldn't help but stand up, a little excited, "I hid this from you because I had communicated with you before, but you didn't listen to me." And you're not, you never ask me, you just hide it from me, and even hurt me directly. I accept the reason why you do this, then don't try to find out Wu Jilang's location through me, I don't want to tell you. That's what you just said, allowing me to have reservations about you. ”
Li Yu sat in place, looked up at me, and asked with a smile, "But have you ever thought about how hard my parents suffered because of this incident?" Isn't it harm if their health is damaged? ”
I said, "I've recently given them my strength and they're all feeling better." But their bodies are not something I can cure, and it seems that aging cannot be changed by God, and this is not caused by Wu Jilang. ”
Li Yu sighed, lowered his head, and said, "Okay then." Then he raised his head again, raised his arms, and said with a smile, "Don't make any noise, come and hug." ”
I said, "I don't want to quarrel either, but just hug it." ”
"You're so domineering," he said, still holding his arms up, and said with a smile, "Isn't it okay for two people to seek common ground while reserving differences?" Seeing that I didn't speak, he raised his arm again and urged, "Come into my arms and let me hug you." ”
I said, "Forget it." ”
The smile on his face began to be a little embarrassed, but he still held his arm up.
I said, "I don't want to hold you anymore." ”
He lowered his hand, but still did not mean to compromise, only showed a look of impatience.
I said, "I'll go to the hospital to see Jiang Yuxin." She's still in the hospital last time, right? ”
He didn't say anything, just looked at me.
I thought so, so I turned and walked out.
As soon as he opened the door, Li Yu had already rushed over, pressed the door, and said, "I promise you not to kill him, nor to mutilate him, I won't even pursue this matter, and if my sister investigates, I won't let her succeed." ”
I said, "Then I won't tell you his whereabouts." ”
"I don't need to know." He took my hand and whispered, "I just want you to dissipate your anger and let me hug you." ”
I shook my head.
But he didn't seem to see it, so he just hugged him.
I didn't struggle, I didn't hold him, which was obviously encouraging, and he kissed me on the cheek and said with a smile, "You scared me so much, I thought you didn't want me anymore." ”
I didn't say anything.
He hugged himself for a while, then let go of his hand with a flattering smile on his face, "Would you like to laugh?" ”
I couldn't laugh.
He pretended not to see it, raised his wrist to look at his watch, took my hand, and said, "I can stay at home for half an hour, don't you go first, we will leave together in half an hour, and I will send you over." ”
I said, "I'll just go over it myself." ”
He reached out again and touched my face and said, "But I want to be alone with you for a while, I haven't spoken to you for a long time, and I miss you." ”
I said, "But I want to be alone now, I'm going to go out by myself." ”
"What's quiet? What's there to be quiet? His voice trembled a little, sounding pitiful, "Stay at home, stay with me for a while, let's talk, talk......"
I couldn't help it, "I want to break up with you." ”
He continued: "I miss you, baby, it's just a quarrel, why are you ......" He was suddenly stunned, looked at me in surprise and asked, "What did you say?" ”
I said, "The last time you treated me like that, I couldn't get over it. When I bring it up again today, I find that I still can't get by, and I think it's better to break up or separate first. In short, don't be together. ”
Li Yu looked at me stunned for a while before licking his lips and saying, "Didn't I already say that I was in love with you?" Don't you believe it? How can I prove it? ”
"I believe it." I said, "But it's not this ...... that hurts me the most."
He hurriedly interrupted me, "That incident is my fault, I hurt you, and I try to make amends." Something happened at home these days, and I'm too busy to spend time with you. As long as the situation is a little better, I will accompany you immediately, and we will go out for a walk, okay? ”
I said, "You didn't tell me anything, didn't ask me, and you were with her behind my back for so long, and all of a sudden you turned your face on me." I was completely unprepared and never dreamed of it. ”
He stopped talking, just looked at me.
Originally, I wanted to go out and calm down first, but now it doesn't matter, "Your reasons are not wrong, not only can you not be sure of my identity, but I can't either, you are wise to do this." But I'm so bad that I'm afraid you're going to make up with someone else like you did last time and suddenly start hurting me. ”
Li Yu opened his mouth at this time, "I love you, this time I recognize it, I won't be like that again......"
"Who knows?" I said, "Just as you can't trust me, just as you have to guard against me, I can't trust you either." It is impossible to find common ground while reserving differences. ”
Li Yu's eyes were red, but he didn't speak.
I said, "We're all going to be miserable if we go on like this, so I think it's better to get a divorce first, and we can continue to deal with these things together." ”
Li Yu said weakly after a while: "I don't want to divorce ......"
I said, "Then I'll move out first, and when Song Jiayin returns to this body, the two of you will discuss it." ”
He shook his head and said mournfully, "You know I don't mean that. ”
I know.
I deliberately misinterpret it, because I have made up my mind, and such days are too painful.
Li Yu fell silent, because he was still pressing the door, and I couldn't leave. I didn't dare to speak, because although he was now shedding tears, looking weak and pitiful, I knew that he was still very domineering in his bones, and I was afraid that he would do something to me, after all, he had a history of being rude to me.
After a long time, Li Yu wiped the tears on his face, got up and walked to the bookcase, opened the bookcase, took out a lockbox, and then took out a remote control from the bookcase.
Li Yu opened the box, threw it on the pile of money, turned to me and said, "Load it yourself." ”
I didn't know what to do, but he pressed another button, and the huge photograph across the bookcase moved to the side, inside was a glass case embedded in the wall, full of car keys.
He took a handful from it and said, "I see that you often drive the green one, and this one is also green." "Thrown into the box.
I asked, "What are you doing here?" ”
"Breakup fee." He said with a cold face: "Anyway, it's not you who married me, and the property has nothing to do with you, we'll count it when Song Jiayin comes back." But after all, you're with me, so you can't let you be busy in vain, right? ”
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