Without waiting for me to ask her, she continued: "This woman is also bitter enough, and cheating should be a blind eye, but then those juniors took the initiative to find her, and said a lot of excessive things to her, men have never had a good face for her, and their only support is only children, so long-term mental oppression, she has become what she is now." ”

But why is he alone?

I asked, "Then why is she living on her own now, that man?"

The old lady sighed and said: "That person didn't expect it for a long time, he divorced when the child was ten years old, but after the divorce, he would give some living expenses or something, she later found a husband, which is equivalent to a second marriage, but I didn't expect to find this marriage less than a year before revealing his true face, often beating her and scolding her when the family riots do not move, and she was beaten and concussed some time ago." ”

Hearing this, I couldn't help but sympathize with her and said, "This is really a hard life." ”

The old lady echoed my words and said, "But isn't it, the man has been spending her money all day long, and now this woman is down, and the man has run away, leaving her alone, I don't know why, her daughter has never come back, and she has become what she is now." ”

Although I couldn't understand why she hadn't been willing to come back all these years, I knew there must be something unspeakable.

After all, her current state is beyond her control, and she may have done terrible things.

The old lady looked at me and said, "Since you and her daughter are classmates, then ask her to come back and have a look, this woman is also pitiful enough, she is alone all the year round, and it is already very good to survive." ”

I hummed and turned my head and walked out, not knowing what I was going to say to my mother, who was already tortured, and what was the point of living in this world when the only support was dead.

I think she has been living so persistently for her daughter.

Although the concept of motherhood is not very big for me, I know that this kind of family affection is the greatest, but she has been hurt too much.

I pushed open the door and saw her sitting on a chair looking at her phone, I stepped forward and looked at the photos on my phone that turned out to be photos of the president from childhood to adulthood, and I asked, "Why are you still looking at it?"

She hummed and said: "My daughter doesn't come back often, so I can only look at the photos, I know she doesn't want to come back, but I'm not angry, all of this is my own fault, I just feel sorry for my daughter." ”

As she spoke, her tears fell, and now she was in much better shape than before, and from what she said, she must have been a very good person before, but it was only when she met a group of demons that she became like this.

It's just that now I don't know how to say those words, the current scene really makes me cry, I don't know when my tears began to fall, because the whimpering sound was heard by her, turned her head to look at me, although it was a cloak, but I could see her eyes, there was also warmth in it.

I quickly wiped away my tears and said, "Auntie, I want to tell you something, but you have to be mentally prepared, although it is a bit cruel to say it in this kind of scene, but you must get used to it." ”

She seemed to guess what it was, but then she smiled and said: "It's all fake, my daughter must be very healthy now, she has very good grades, she has been very good since she was a child, the teacher always praises her, and I don't need to worry about it at all, but I sometimes feel that I am too failed to be a mother, she does everything by herself, and she won't tell me even if she is injured." ”

I didn't speak, I just continued to listen to her without interrupting.

"I always quarrel with her father, I remember arguing since she was a child, and she used to secretly stuff a note to me, saying that she didn't want to see me quarrel with her father, and it was then that I learned that it was not the two parties who were harmed by such a marriage, it seemed that the child who suffered the most, she used to be very optimistic and cheerful, but now she has changed. ”

The head of the house's personality is not bad, but he always works too hard, and at first glance he is particularly sensible, but it makes people feel a little heartache, and I remember that when I helped her through the catastrophe, I care about others, I don't know how many things she has hidden in her heart, but I know that she will not hate her mother, but she can't accept it for the time being.

She turned her head and looked at me and said, "I guessed that it was a bad thing when you came over today, I didn't receive a call from her in the past few days, and there was a call from the police station to me, I knew it must be such a thing, but I didn't answer a single call, at least let me think that she is still in this world, and I also have the courage to live." ”

This is humble enough, as a mother, she is most distressed about her children.

I said, "Auntie, I know you will have a hard time in the future, but you must know that she is very sensible, and the reason why she is sensible is to make you no longer so tired, so you still have to live your life in the future, you have to get out of this place, you have to say goodbye to your past self completely, she has left here now." ”

She didn't like to accept this fact, and turned to me and said, "She's not leaving, she's going to stay with me." ”

It seems that all mothers can't accept it, I think it would be the same if it was myself, I thought about it and said: "Auntie, I saw her again a few days ago, but she had become a ghost by then, she was not unwilling, I also robbed her, and now she should have been reincarnated, but all the memories have been erased, and if you suffer too much in this life, then you will definitely be blessed to live well in the next life, then you should also do this." ”

I don't believe in karma at all, and whether people who do good deeds can go to heaven or not remains to be studied.

She saw that I was joking when I said this, I waved my hand and said: "Auntie, please believe me, I am a Maoshan Taoist, her soul is really my catastrophe, and she also mentioned you at that time, I hope you can live a good life in the future, don't eat those instant noodles again, you will really get sick, and you can do it yourself when you are free."

Let's cook and live well. ”

In fact, the following words are what I want to say, but I lack an important identity, so I said these words.

She seemed to really listen, and although tears were rolling in her eyes, she still nodded insistively and said, "Okay, I will definitely not let my daughter down." ”

We didn't leave until we talked to her, and I thought a lot about her experiences along the way.

Is this the reason why the head of the house does not mention the family?

After returning to school, I went to the teacher's office, and she said to me bitterly: "Jiang Xin, I know that your grades have always been very good and hungry, and you have solved cases for the police department, which is a great achievement, but you are still a student after all, you think about how many times you have missed classes during this time, and you are about to take the exam, you must not fail the course,"

I nodded and said, "Teacher, I won't be like this in the future, I will try not to miss class, and then review my homework during this period after I go back, and the head of the dormitory, she will definitely help me." ”

I was happy to say this, but this unintentional words made me silent, tears were rolling in my eyes, and the teacher sighed and said, "What a good child, why did such an accident happen." ”

This seems to have become a habit, and the people in the dormitory are okay if they fail the exam, because there is also the dormitory director to help us with tutoring, just like the last time I helped Cen Jing make up for the class, I was going to fail the course, but then I passed, and she can be said to have the greatest credit in this dormitory.

Usually will tell us to wear more clothes, if it rains, we will bring an umbrella in advance, if the grades are poor, she will help us with tuition, the sanitation in the dormitory is what she does, it seems that she has always paid the most, and we gladly accepted, now I think about it is really regrettable.

I returned to the dormitory dejectedly, and as soon as I walked in, I saw Cen Zheng sitting on a chair with a book studying, and the dormitory that used to be noisy is now very quiet, because the head of the dormitory is gone, and everyone has to be strict with themselves.

Cen Jing saw me come back and said, "Help me see how to do this problem." ”

Maybe in the future, everyone will silently take on the responsibilities of the previous dormitory head, just like me, I will help them with their homework, and Cen Jing will inform everyone of the weather conditions, so as to prevent us from catching a cold or cold in time.

The whole dormitory is very harmonious now, everyone is very tacit, and they don't talk about the previous things, but no one will laugh loudly in the dormitory like before, and joke about the little brothers of other colleges together.

In this situation, if you laugh out loud, you feel guilty, and I don't know how long it will last, even if it lasts a year.

In the school, the people in our dormitory are the most dishonest, Cen Jing will always desert, she will always secretly go to the forum or Weibo in class, and when she sees a good-looking little brother, she will poke my arm and let me enjoy it together, but now I am listening to the class seriously, and my body is sitting straight, just

Even the teacher was shocked.

I think the head of the house would be very relieved to see this situation, thinking of her appearance at that time, like a pure lotus flower, out of the mud and unstained, never stained by this earthly color, even if her own family situation has become like that, after experiencing so much unfairness, she still chooses to face it with a smile, and never even mentions it to us.

She is really one of the few people in this world.

After school, Cen Jing walked up to me and said, "I've been listening carefully to the class this morning, but I'm tired, let's go to the cafeteria to eat, today I want two chicken legs to treat myself." ”

I looked at her with disdain and said, "You better eat less, you see you've been blessed lately." ”

(End of chapter)