Chapter 519: You Surrounded by the Ocean of Happiness

"What for?" Fan Sitong was caught off guard and felt distressed.

She stretched out her hand and gently touched Jiang Xi's face, "Don't be like this, I'm very good, you see I'm still alive and energetic." ”

Jiang Xi stretched out his hand and gave Fan Sitong a hug, "I feel sorry for you, I'm worried about you." In the future, don't be confused. ”

"I'm out with the plate now, you look at my state now, is it better to leave here?"

Fan Sitong patted Jiang Xi on the shoulder, and then discussed with Jiang Xi seriously, he really wanted to listen to Jiang Xi's suggestion.

Jiang Xi asked, "What about yourself?" The main thing is whether you think about it yourself or not. Whether to stay or go, the most important thing is to look at your own heart. ”

Fan Sitong thought for a moment and shook his head: "I seem to be stuck in a quagmire now, I can't pull it out by myself, I just want to escape." ”

"It's not that serious, it's just that you think things are serious. You see, life is still so good, nothing has changed. Jiang Xi said.

Fan Sitong shook his head: "It's the sunshine in your eyes that is as old as ever, and in my eyes, it has already changed." ”

"Does Fu Youcheng know that you want to leave?" Jiang Xi asked.

Fan Sitong shook his head: "I don't know if he knows, whatever, he doesn't really care much about me." I just said he's not as good as you say, but it's not as bad as I said. He was in charge of it, so he let me live in his house. But moving out was my own decision. I didn't really believe that a man would put a woman in his heart. No matter how good the relationship is, after breaking up directly, and then talking about the next one, the position left in the heart will gradually fade. But Fu Youcheng is obviously not that kind of person, he is real, he can't let go of his predecessor, since he can't let go, then forget it, it's barely interesting. I don't want Chen Feiyan, I know I don't like it, but I can still get along. I can wronged myself, but I can't wronged myself for long. ”

Jiang Xi immediately interrupted her: "What do you mean by this?" How did Fei Yan wronged herself? ”

"I didn't say her, I meant myself." Fan Sitong explained.

Jiang Xi shook his head: "No, you didn't say that just now, you just said that you are not Fei Yan, you know that you don't like it, you can still get along, who did you listen to this?" ”

"Herself."

Fan Sitong wanted to divert from this topic, but Jiang Xi was too sensitive and grabbed it in an instant.

If you think about it carefully, it seems that there is nothing to say, so I just said it.

"Fei Yan said she didn't like it, or did Boss Liang not like it, what happened during this time, why didn't you tell me one by one?"

Jiang Xi is in a hurry, what's going on? She hasn't been out of the country for long, has she? So it feels like you've missed the whole world?

Fan Sitong looked at Jiang Xi: "Your relationship is so good, she didn't talk to you about it, wouldn't it be good if I mention this more now?" ”

"Tell me first." Jiang Xi said.

Fan Sitong put away the umbrella: "Let's bask in the sun." ”

The corners of Jiang Xi's mouth twitched: "You did a good job of sun protection today?" ”

"Not really."

"Then you don't know how powerful Qiu Tiger is, maybe as soon as we go back, our bodies will be all black." Jiang Xi said with a smile.

Fan Sitong opened the umbrella again: "I think it's stupid for the two of us to sit on the bustling street like this." It's better to bask in the sun, at least people who come and go don't look at us with the same eyes as if they were retarded. They will say in their hearts, look, two mentally retarded, there are so many cafes and leisure bars next to them that they don't know how to hide, sitting on the street with umbrellas. ”

Jiang Xi laughed and said, "So what? No one knows us anyway. ”

Fan Sitong said: "Chen Feiyan rarely mentions her own affairs, but once, the two of us made an appointment at the bar, well, it's the year before, last year and the year before ......."

"Didn't you have surgery before last year? Is that going to the bar? Jiang Xi glared.

"I don't care if I don't want it." Fan Sitong said.

Jiang Xi wanted to speak and stopped, feeling sorry for the life he had just had: "You hurt your body too much, don't come nonsense just because you're still young, stupid." ”

Fan Sitong glanced at her, put his head lightly on her shoulder, and the umbrella had been collected.

With his head resting on Jiang Xi's shoulder, he took a selfie, "I don't care, it's okay now, I don't feel anything." It's just that I just had the operation for two weeks, and I have been red, and I went to the hospital for another examination, and to be honest, it was not clean, and I did another curettage. ”

Fan Sitong's words were an understatement, and Jiang Xi frowned frequently when he heard it.

"You...... In this case, you should take a good rest and bring your body back. Jiang Xi said in a low voice: "A woman's miscarriage is very harmful to the body, Sitong, you have to pay more attention." ”

"Not so delicate, young grandma."

Fan Sitong joked with a smile, Jiang Xi didn't say much, and then asked, "So what did Fei Yan say?" ”

"I drank too much that day, not too much, she was quite able to drink, but after drinking, her mood may be a little high, and she can't hide some words and say it. She said that in fact, this marriage is very hard, and there is not much courage left at the beginning. Watching you happily prepare things for your baby who is about to make a sound, she also wants to go through this. However......"

"She wants to have a baby, but the boss doesn't want to?" Jiang Xi asked.

"The boss is not at home, who is she born with?" Fan Sitong asked.

"Isn't this insemination just a matter of one or two times?" Jiang Xi asked rhetorically: "They don't have any children of their own, there is only one Liang Junjie at present, and the children are all older, so they can give birth to a baby between the two of them." Jiang Xi agreed with Chen Feiyan's idea.

Once a woman gets married and forms a family with the man she loves, she cannot refuse to have children for her husband, which is the nature of women.

Even if the husband doesn't want it, the woman herself wants to have one.

Fan Sitong thought for a while, and then shook his head: "Then I really don't know, and she didn't say much." So it's not clear whether you, Boss Liang, don't want to have children now, or if they can't have children now. In short, Chen Feiyan is not as ...... about her current marriage as she used to be."

"What?"

"Maybe it's not as happy as it used to be, because my husband is always away from home. Your boss goes out on a business trip is not the same as ordinary office workers, your boss goes out for as little as three or five months, and as much as a year and a half. Who can make it through? Chen Feiyan's marriage, isn't that just a lot of youth squandering in a lonely boudoir? ”

Fan Sitong's words are straightforward, a little not so good.

But what she broke is the truth.

She knew this before she married the boss. Since she has chosen, I think she should be prepared for this. ”

Jiang Xi sighed in her heart, indeed she never asked Chen Feiyan's life if it was bitter.

Because she knows that Chen Feiyan takes Boss Liang very seriously and sees it more important than herself, Chen Feiyan is willing to do everything for Boss Liang, and she is willing to deliver, what is it to keep the empty boudoir alone?

Jiang Xi's words fell, and after a pause, he said: "Fortunately, she has a child by her side, Xiaojie is very sensible, and he is a very likable child." ”

Fan Sitong suddenly tilted his head to look at Jiang Xi, Jiang Xi was inexplicably looked at by her, and asked rhetorically: "What?" ”

Fan Sitong shook his head suspiciously: "It's nothing, I just don't understand a little bit, is my loneliness different from Fei Yan's loneliness." ”

Jiang Xi didn't understand: "What do you mean?" When you're lonely, wouldn't it be nice to have someone with you? ”

"That's what it means, but," Fan Sitong wanted to say and stopped: "Xixi, if Mr. Sheng is on a business trip for several months and you accompany your family, will you miss your husband?" ”

"Yes," Jiang Xi said, paused, and then thought about this question carefully, and the answer was yes: "Then I must think about it, how can I not want to." ”

"That's the problem, so what about having a kid around? It's not my husband, it's a different kind of loneliness. ”

Fan Sitong held his face: "The loneliness of not having a man by your side is different from not having friends to accompany you, sometimes the loneliness in your heart, even if you have friends by your side, you can't get comfort, some loneliness, only a man can give it." ”

Jiang Xi slowly turned his head: "Are you ...... Driving? ”

"What I'm saying is the truth, maybe men and women should be one, and if they don't have the company of the opposite sex for a long time, they will be psychopathic. So, no matter how busy you are, you have to fall in love. Fan Sitong said firmly: "I think it makes sense." ”

"Well, it seems to be different. I understand what you're trying to say, and no one told you to make it clear, but I can understand it. Jiang Xi said.

Fan Sitong sighed softly: "So, look at the people around you, are you the happiest?" ”

"You'll be happy, too, how old are you, you're young in your twenties." Jiang Xi said seriously.

"Then do you think I am going home now, or continue to stay in Yundu?" Fan Sitong got back to business and asked seriously.

No one's words can give her reference, I just want to listen to Jiang Xi.

When Jiang Xi heard this, he finally considered it seriously.

"Is there really no nostalgia for you in the clouds?" Jiang Xi asked seriously.

Fan Sitong shook his head: "I don't know, maybe there is, but I can't see it now." Inside, it has not been so peaceful. I still miss the time when I first graduated, plunged headlong into the workplace, and worked so hard, how cool it was. ”

"You can do it now, too." Jiang Xi spoke up.

"yes, it's okay now, but I can't be distracted anymore." Fan Sitong said.

She knew that Jiang Xi would not understand what she said, so she simply exposed herself: "Frankly speaking, I can't devote myself to work anymore, because there are too many people and things around me that affect me." How many little girls who have just come in have now climbed on top of me and pointed fingers at me with a higher salary than me. It doesn't matter if one example is the case, but if one or two are like this, will you have balance in your heart? ”

Jiang Xi shook his head, "Of course it won't be balanced." ”

Not to mention Fan Sitong's situation, when she hadn't taken a long leave to give birth to a child last year, Jiang Xi thought that the deputy minister was in her pocket.

However......

There is definitely a loss, not for the deputy minister himself, but for his own loss.

Fan Sitong is different, Fan Sitong obviously suffered unequal treatment.

Fan Sitong looked at Jiang Xi, "I can't correct my mentality now, you said that I am like this, how can I correct my mentality?" ”