Shen Run looked at her, probably because her words made him speechless, and after a long silence, he said softly:

"You're going to rush forward like this? I know you're tired of waiting, you don't like to be patient, but it's not right now, why can't you accept the fact that it's not suitable, calm yourself down, prepare well, it will make your chances of winning better, you want to win, you don't take risks to lose, right? ”

"'Unsuitable' is not up to you, nor is it up to me, only when the result is known, do you know whether it is 'suitable'. In the same way, winning or losing is not up to you, you only know until you have done it. If I had put all my mind on calculating the odds, I would still be in the desert. ”

Shen Run looked at her intently, not denying that what she said was right, but he still didn't agree, she was too anxious, and she often didn't get good results when she was in a hurry. The current situation is completely different from the previous one, and she herself was forced to fight in the previous wars, she really wanted to provoke a war, but judging from her situation at that time, she could only rely on starting a war to seek self-preservation, and she couldn't stabilize the peaceful situation at that time. But now it is different, she is fully capable of maintaining the situation of the Three Kingdoms, and she wants to go to war purely because of her ambition, not because she is forced into a desperate situation.

"I don't like that when you say that." He said.

"Which one?"

"What do you mean ...... 'even if you die in the process'?" He frowned and whispered.

Chenguang looked at him for a moment: "I hope I can win to the end, and at the same time I am ready to lose." ”

Shen Run laughed out loud, looked at her, and was slightly sarcastic: "What kind of preparation?" ”

Morning Light did not answer. What kind of preparation? Both she and he understood what this preparation was, and he didn't need her answer, and she didn't have to answer it with resistance, but it would lead him to sarcasm.

Shen Run looked at her, paused for a while, he nodded, stood up, pinched her thin shoulders with both hands, and seemed to sneer, he looked straight into her eyes:

"I see, you think it's too boring to live like you in such a sick and sick life, you're having fun for yourself, the more exciting the fun, the better, and gambling your life is more fun, right?"

Chenguang couldn't speak for a while, probably because he asked too bluntly, she allowed herself to say it bluntly, but she didn't like others to comment on her so bluntly.

Shen Run pursed his lips.

She felt the force of his grip on her shoulder grow slightly.

Her gaze swept over his hand on her shoulder, into his eyes, and she didn't see anything in his eyes.

"I really don't care?" He asked.

"What?" She doesn't like the direction of the topic, it's too ...... Serious, it makes her uncomfortable, she only likes to play with him noisily, she doesn't like the seriousness between them.

He saw her frowning, as if he was reluctant.

"Don't you care even if you die?"

Chenguang didn't reject the word "death", but she didn't like it, this time she really frowned, as if she thought he was a little funny, she didn't look at him, and spit out a word in a straight voice: "No." ”

"Isn't it good to be alive? Be by my side, live well. He knew she didn't want to listen, but he said it anyway, and he watched her dodge him openly, and whispered.

Chenguang pursed her lips and looked at him, and she couldn't see the profound content in her eyes, only funny:

"What's the problem?"

Shen Run stared at her eyes, was silent for a moment, and said in a low voice: "Now you are like chasing something, desperately chasing after something." ”

Chenguang's smile stopped abruptly, as if it had suddenly stopped, and then she pushed his hand away, slightly curling the corners of her lips, as if she was smiling, but it wasn't, she was just maintaining her softness.

"Xiao Run, you're thinking too much."

"How much do I want to be?" He wanted to say this, but her attitude of resistance made him swallow it back, and here it was again, her attitude of refusing to talk and wanting to end on its own.

"Because I don't know anything about you, you won't let me know, you don't say anything to me, you don't want to listen to me, I'm right next to you, but I'm not as good as a stranger, at least strangers don't have to guess about your mind like I do......"

"You don't have to guess."

"What?"

His suddenly angry eyes paused for a moment, and she looked away, and after a moment, when she looked at him again, she smiled softly.

"Xiao Run, it's all this time, are you still looking forward to the day when I will suddenly change my mind and go home to be a good wife? I won't. Even if I fail in the end, I won't change my mind. ”

"I don't have that expectation for a long time, you can do what you want, you don't have to rely on me, you want me to quit, okay, I'll quit, but I don't want to hear sentences like that, 'you don't need to know' and 'life is mine, it's not about you', I don't want to retreat to you to listen to such words, I hope that there is no substitute between me and you, I am not your servant."

Chenguang put away his sweet smile and looked at him, his voice was clear, without any impurities, as if it was transparent.

"Do you know why I chose you?"

Shen Run looked at her.

"Because I think you are the same as me, you will separate your desires from the feelings you use for recreation, you will not be emotional, once you have decided what you want to do, as long as you want to do it, you will use all means to achieve it. You used to be very ambitious, so I thought you could understand me. You are calm, and even if I push you back, you will not die with me. You will not blindly obey me, nor will you interfere with me too much and become an obstacle to me. ”

Shen Run looked at her, his throat sliding, and he felt that he couldn't say a word. The amber eyes were like a pool of clear water with a slight temperature in winter, and it was an imperceptible warmth, and the temperature was cooling little by little, cooling to freezing.

"Am I wrong?" Chenguang asked.

"No, you're not wrong, I can do it." He said, his voice was cold, he looked at her, his pale eyes were filled with a deep darkness, he said in a slightly heavy tone, and laughed, "It seems that it's not that you're crazy, it's me who is crazy." ”

He said coldly, turned and went out.

The morning light did not stop her, she stood in the inner room and heard the sound of the curtain shaking violently outside.

She stood on the ground for a moment.

Chang Xi came in from outside and asked with a smile, "Why did King Rong go out in a hurry?" Is there anything urgent? ”

"He was very unhappy with what I made him do and went out angry." Chenguang said lightly, turned around and sat back on the couch, glanced at the chessboard that had been messed up by her before, and threw the two chess pieces into the chess box.

Chang Xi took her movements into her eyes, smiled slightly, and sat down on the chair opposite:

"What did His Highness ask him to do to make him angry?"