I was in a paradoxical struggle.

But the name Shen Jingyun was like the sweetest temptation in my heart, pulling me and making me lose my cool completely.

I walked along the way in search of the chaotic sounds, and almost before I knew it, I was at the back of the village, and in front of me was a strange-looking building.

The night breeze was cool, blowing my clothes and fluttering, and I walked almost numbly step by step towards the strange building.

Just as I was about to get closer to it, the sky, which had been overcast for a long time, began to drizzle.

A drizzle mixed with a cold wind blew down my cheeks. My brain instantly cleared up again.

Didn't Shen Jingyun go to Shen Xinglin's house? In my memory, Shen Xinglin's home is not here. And when I think back to all the things before, it seems like a dream, everything exudes a strange smell, and a bad premonition rises in my heart, I am afraid that I have fallen into a danger.

At this moment, my footsteps finally stopped, and I remembered that Helian Cheng had said to me when he was discussing the exercises with me, "People should stay clear in a state of crisis." You can also use that special breathing method, with the rhythm of breathing, the brain will appear in a state of emptiness, and you may be able to escape from the crisis of confusion. ”

Originally, this was just Helian Cheng inadvertently talking about the benefits of his special breathing method, and by the way, it was for me to practice it for a long time. But I was lazy, in the days after he left, just to live up to his kindness, I would recite it once or twice from time to time.

Thinking of this passage now, it is completely inexplicable and unreasonable. I can't even prove that I'm being deluded.

But I subconsciously followed the breathing method, and as the breathing gradually stabilized, my brain gradually changed from frenzied loss, excitement, frustration... I calmed down a little in all kinds of extreme emotions. I began to try to remember what had happened in this strange way.

I had this feeling that I wasn't in a dream.

Thinking of this, a cold sense of crisis seemed to rise from the soles of my feet and suddenly rushed to my head. It occurred to me that I couldn't get into this room in front of me, and I was going to leave immediately.

I didn't hesitate, I turned and left, and the moment I turned around, I felt like the fog around me had faded a lot. As long as I break free from all this, I should be able to see the truth, right?

But at this time, the building behind me suddenly shone brightly, and I forced myself to tell myself not to look back, but more than a dozen shadowy figures appeared in front of me, all with pale and strange faces.

They looked at me in unison with inexplicable smiles.

What is it? Is it a ghost? Thinking of this, the whole person suddenly couldn't move with fear, and they walked towards me step by step, and the smile on their faces became more and more full of a chill.

They were all around me, fluttering, and almost at the same time they said to me, "Go back, go, turn back, go..."

This voice seemed to have a magical power, and my fear and nervousness gradually became relaxed, as if my heart and brain had become a hollow at this moment.

At this moment, the dozen or so figures suddenly stretched out their claws and grabbed at my body, and I suddenly came to my senses and shouted: "Don't! "But how can you stop the claws coming at me?

The next moment I saw that the dozen pairs of claws, as if caught into Xiaohe's body, all submerged into my body, I felt a biting cold, completely different from the cold wind and drizzle outside, a kind of heart, soul freezing feeling, which made my whole body stiff as if frozen.

Even my mind froze, and my body began to unconsciously turn backwards.

But there is still a trace of strong Qingming in my mind, and I want to break free, this will is so strong, all of a sudden, the wisp of aura that has been sleeping in my dantian suddenly subconsciously followed the route Helian Cheng told me, and it ran quickly.

During this process, my body gradually regained some heat. And the next moment, that aura seemed to be driven by the instinct of a mysterious force in my body, and it flew into my brain at once.

At that moment, I suddenly felt my strength and shouted, "Get out!" ”

With my shout, I felt a force explode around my body, and the dozen or so pairs of claws that had reached into my body were shattered and then vanished.

When I looked up again, I saw the dozen or so ethereal shadows surrounding me, and the smile on my face disappeared, leaving a pair of resentful eyes, which looked at me and scattered in all directions.

I sat on the ground with a "bang", what did I just go through? At a critical time, what force did I use to contact myself with this crisis?

The drizzle kept hitting my face, my hair was wet and sticking to my cheeks, and I was slightly panting and uncertain. I got up in the mud and wanted to go back again.

But at this moment, in front of that strange building, there was a sound of "huh" on the empty flat ground, and my whole body was shocked, and I stopped all of a sudden.

This voice... That's right, it's this voice, it's Shen Jingyun's voice! Could it be that I am wrong, no matter what the conspiracy is, Shen Jingyun is really back?

When waiting has become a kind of persistence, when the deep belief in commitment has become faith, everything about Shen Jingyun is everything I miss the most.

A great sense of grievance and sourness churned in my heart, why did this Shen Jingyun see that I was so scared and embarrassed, and didn't help me?

With that in mind, I finally turned back, as the sound came from the building behind me.

As I turned around, everything I had thought about before was gone. The strange building in my eyes was lit up with so many lanterns, I'm afraid there were no less than fifty.

My eyes were confused, and after the aura just now drove out a force, I inexplicably felt a gap in my body. And outside of my body, there seems to be a bystander, a sober me, telling me that there is no way for me to resist or resist anything now.

The light of a white lantern turned into a colorful halo in my eyes, and in the midst of the cascading halo I saw a figure standing in it. He turned his back to me, but he could see that my eyes were sour and my nose was a little sour, because this back was so familiar.

Dressed in a simple white Chinese shirt and loose black linen pants, he held a string of beads made of unknown wood in his hand, and was looking up at the building in front of him.

Shen Jingyun, I shouted this name in my heart, and tears came out of my eyes.

You damn thing, how can you be here looking at the scenery so leisurely? What's so nice about these lanterns and weird buildings? I complained in my heart, and walked towards Shen Jingyun's back step by step.

And Shen Jingyun seemed to have sensed something, and suddenly turned around at this time, and the slightly longer bangs were all casually gathered behind his head, only a few strands of not so obedient ones hung down in front of his forehead, with black-framed glasses, a polite but just right smile, and a kind expression always had a faint sense of alienation...

It's still such a good-looking face, or that kind of temperament out of the world, casually pulled under the sleeve at the elbow, revealing a strong arm.

The image in front of me is so familiar, it seems to be back to the appearance of him when I met him for the first time in the company. What is he doing? Why is he wearing this on such a cold day? Why do you make such a look at me? It's like treating everyone he doesn't care about, polite and detached, with just the right amount of demeanor.

I looked at him, he suddenly frowned, took off his black-framed glasses, and looked at me like he would call me a fool when he was usually impatient: "Lin Xiaoshuang, what are you doing?" Can't get it yet? ”

As soon as his words fell, my tears fell down one by one like beads of broken threads, this is the Shen Jingyun I am most familiar with, he likes to look at me with such eyes, and he loves to talk to me with such an impatient tone, but he explains in great detail.

Where am I still in control? Trotting at him, he looked at me and smiled, then waved at me and said, "Come here, see how ugly you are?" A body of rain, a body of mud, come in and wash it, I'll wait for you inside. ”

As he spoke, Shen Jingyun turned around and walked into the strange building behind him, and I rushed over with a foolish expression of crying and laughing.

I just walked to the gate, the door was closed, and my mind suddenly "buzzed", but I didn't have time to think about anything, so I pushed the door open and walked in.

I imagined that the room should be very warm, there should be bright lights, and there should be Shen Jingyun sitting in his familiar sitting posture with his legs crossed, holding tea, looking at me with reproachful eyes.

But after I entered the house, there was only incomparably cold, and there was an indescribable weird dimness, where was Shen Jingyun's figure?

But my whole person seemed to have entered a state of madness that I couldn't control myself, and I stumbled through this gray room, shouting, "Shen Jingyun! Where are you? "I didn't feel scared at all.

After I shouted twice, Shen Jingyun's voice suddenly appeared behind the dim hall: "Lin Xiaoshuang, I'm behind here, what are you doing grinding and chirping?" Why don't you come over yet? ”

I walked towards the rear without hesitation, but when I approached the rear, I couldn't help but feel a huge sense of crisis from my soul, this sense of crisis was something I had never had, even if I met that strange man, even if I entered that little black house, even if I was kidnapped by Xiaoqiang, I never felt so close to death.

This sense of crisis was like a cold sharp knife, stabbing at my heart and waking me up from my feverish addiction.

I felt something light up in the depths of my soul, and I wasn't sure if it was real, but my body subconsciously drove the aura again.

This time, it was rushing into my eyes.