Chapter 23 He has no regrets in his life
"Just be your heroine."
Ning Xiaomang muttered to himself.
The next moment, her mind went blank, as if all that was an illusion just now.
A hint of surprise flashed in Ning Xiaomang's eyes.
Don't......
Could it be her......
An idea crossed her mind.
Could it be because I was too tired to return to China just now, and then my brain went crazy, thinking like this?
Ning Xiaomang nodded her head.
Don't ask her why she is so confident, the key is that her biggest since she was a child is just to appreciate and appreciate beautiful men, let her believe that she will say such sensual things to people like this, it is better to make her believe that there is no gravity on the earth.
The driver didn't hear what she said, but saw Ning Xiaomang nodding her head.
"Girl, really, with your appearance, you are really popular in the entertainment industry Besides, I think you are really a good kind of girl, which is different from those who only want to be famous. Since you work in an entertainment company, why don't you consider becoming an actor? ”
"Actually, uncle, I won't hide it from you, although I like the feeling of acting under the camera, but having that feeling is not something that you have to be famous for, right?"
Ning Xiaomang concealed it.
She didn't know how she could have such an idea.
Although these words were a little doubtful to him, she did not resist at all.
Because she thought that if she really met the person in her life, she would definitely think like this.
She has been quietly waiting for such a person in her heart.
Love her as before, and wait for her to be gone.
Don't ask for love at first sight, but ask for a lifetime without regrets, don't ask for the same year, the same month, and the same day, and don't ask for any death in the same year, the same month, and the same day, but ask for this life to be unswerving to each other, she is just a little girl, and what she wants may indeed be a little whimsical for some people.
However, this is the love she yearns for, when she sees each other, she can retain the initial throbbing in the depths of her heart, the kind of mentality that is very tolerant and tolerant to her, she knows that she herself is not the best girl in the world, but she hopes that she has always been, at least in this life, she is the only one in his mind,
The only woman who caught his eye, the only one who loved the most legitimate person at his right age. The only girl he thinks is the best girl in the world, the only one he wants to spend the rest of his life with.
She doesn't want to be an actress, but also because she has always wanted a dull lifelong love.
From meeting each other, they slowly grow old together.
From strained speech to brisk speech.
From blushing to blushing.
She knows that this kind of love in her heart is what many people yearn for in their hearts.
However, often in reality, how many people have spent their best youth with such beautiful expectations, from the young and ignorant campus era to the chaotic and complex society; From the courage to fight with the first love to the "suitable" excuse for each relationship at the end. From the initial effort to the final indifference, from the initial injury to the final swallowing of tears back to the heart, the appearance of gaudy or indifferent makeup to cover up the inner injury.
Now in this era.
Ning Xiaomang understands very well, really understands, many classmates around her may have liked her tablemates, front and back tables when they were in high school, or just a glimpse of the toilet road, and fell in love with the male god or goddess who passed by her.
Then shyly put this pure love in his heart, and then created the so-called chance encounter opportunity again and again, when it was close to eating, it was obvious that he ate very slowly, but, because that person was a boy, he accelerated the speed of eating, or he didn't finish eating at all, so he took his companion and walked away, and even more, in that era when he was afraid of walking alone and seemed to be very lonely.
Just because of the love in the bottom of my heart, I will not care about the eyes of others at all, and run wildly in the place where that person cannot see, regardless of the eyes of others, just so that I can eat or wash the dishes to be right next to the person who is hidden deep in my heart.
At that age, in addition to studying, I only had the deep love in my heart.
One is careful to put another person in his heart.
Afraid of being seen, afraid of rejection, trying his best to hide the gaze that couldn't help but look in the direction of that person.
When you try your best to say it, you may find that your god or goddess already has a partner.
The loneliness in my heart, the loneliness and discomfort, and the fear of being noticed by others, I hid it in my heart and slowly digested it.
Some bold students will boldly or a little hidden for fear of being noticed, and slowly pursue the throbbing object in their hearts.
Maybe it's just because of the other party's unintentional eyes that he can be happy for a long time, because of the other party's ordinary words, he can decide in his heart that he is actually special to himself, and because of the other party's eyes, he can't even hear what the teacher says in class, and his eyes are full of that person's deep and glowing eyes full of all the stars.
Although Ning Xiaomang has not personally experienced the so-called first love emotion, she has always had such a dream in her heart.
She didn't expect her to be handsome, rich, or talented, the only and most extravagant thing she wanted was to be able to exude the kind of light that made her throb when she was still young, and then whispered to her.
"I'm coming."
Many of her friends around her say that the ideas in her mind are simply whimsical.
Many of them have experienced high school love, college love, if a lot of high school love is the kind of ignorant, shy, pure and not mixed with the slightest magazine, then many of the love in college can only be regarded as "love for love's sake."
I don't know if it's because the atmosphere of college is like that, or if we were hurt in the pure love of middle school, and we felt that what we tried our best to get was a breakup, and we no longer believed in love, plus the college age is different from the underage era, and parents will also say that the children have reached an age suitable for falling in love, so under the oppression of the surrounding environment, under the poison of the previous injury.
We slowly became less convinced of love and slowly came to believe in that sentence.
"I love you and I've used up all my courage."
As a result, in the university, I no longer pursue the pure heartbeat, but succumb to the invisible or tangible oppression of reality again and again.
As a result, in college, many people have the idea of falling in love, and they carefully divide it in their hearts among the people they have just met, or those they haven't had much contact with.
I was still thinking about it in my heart.
"This person is very handsome (pretty) and can be listed in the target range."
"This person has a good impression of himself, and the other party's appearance is okay, so I reluctantly keep her (him)."
Then the offensive was launched very directly. Pursue the person in your mind who just thinks it is "suitable".
As a result, love in college now has become like fast food again and again.
The two of them finished the meal in a hurry.
Then because of all kinds of friction and all kinds of unsatisfactory quickly broke up, and then the two of them were looking for their next goal again.
And the kind of state that can be decadent in middle school because of the failure of the relationship wants to appear in this fast-food college relationship.
It's really hard, it's hard.
Getting bigger and bigger, we experience the kind of love that didn't start because of heartbeat, casually talking about the "suitable" love, and casually responding to the lover who should be unusually close.
Ning Xiaomang doesn't want that kind of relationship, she doesn't want the kind of love that is just because her heart is empty and empty, the two parties look suitable, and when she reaches the age where she can fall in love, she starts a confused love.
She wants to meet such a person, that kind of person who can make her heart pound and beat non-stop just because of his eyes and words, she likes acting, but she knows that if she acts, she will definitely become popular with her acting skills, at that time, she doesn't want to appear in everyone's sight all the time, she just wants to go out shopping with him and carefully wrap herself tightly.
She didn't want to, she didn't want to be at that time, she didn't have a private time with him at all, she longed for that kind of life, they could accompany each other to run all over the streets and alleys, accompany each other to taste the food that each other liked, she longed for the kind of person she and he could be like normal ordinary lovers, without any interference from the outside world, accompany each other to the place they want to go, see that beautiful scenery together, and feel the beauty of the world;
When Ning Xiaomang was distracted.
The master had already taken her to the building of Mango Film and Television Company.
"Little girl, it's here."
"Oh, that uncle, I've already paid on my phone, goodbye."
"Okay, okay."
The driver waved his hand at Ning Xiaomang, and then drove his car away.
Ning Xiaomang had a playful smile on his face.
The whole person looks very youthful and beautiful.
She happily walked towards the lobby on the first floor of Mango Film and Television Company with a happy expression like a rabbit jumping off.
The backpack she carries on her shoulders is typical of a campus-style backpack.
So, the moment she entered the hall, the two little girls at the front desk set their eyes on her.
There was a clear flash of surprise in the eyes of the two men.
But they all quickly returned to their usual serious expressions in the next moment.
When Da Ning Xiaomang was carrying her schoolbag and wearing age-reducing suspenders when she approached the two of them.