Chapter 754: I want to enter her heart
"You're the one who needs blood and craves blood during the attack, and you're not eating meat because you hate the smell of blood, am I right?" Shen Run asked.
"What the hell are you trying to say?"
"Yesterday in the stone hall, you covered your face with your hands when I hugged you, I thought it was a move made by the morning light." Shen Run said softly.
Si Chen looked at him expressionlessly for a while: "You really said a lot today, I thought you had no strength." ”
Shen Run looked at her silently.
"If she doesn't answer you, I won't answer either, so you don't have to waste your mind on me."
"Okay, let's not talk about it between you and me, I'm by your side now, you want me to help you achieve hegemony, right? Since I am assisting you, you should not hide anything from me, and you should let me know everything about you. He said with a sincere expression in a sincere tone.
Si Chen looked at him coldly for a while, and his cold voice seemed to have a little smile.
"Every word you say from the stone hall to here is slowly advancing, disrupting the thoughts of the listener, making people unconsciously led by you, and when you say this, it will really be easy for people to relax, answer you a sentence or two."
Shen Run's face sank: "What do you mean by this?" You don't believe me, you think I'm talking from your mouth? "He was annoyed, this woman really annoyed him.
"It doesn't matter if I believe you or not, you are not what I want to stay, it is she who wants to keep you as an auxiliary, in my opinion, it is enough to have me alone." The corners of Si Chen's red lips hooked into a smile that seemed to be nothing, and she said coldly.
“…… Is it okay if you don't agree? Shen Run forcibly suppressed his anger, looked at her expressionlessly, and asked.
"Yes, her and I have the same purpose, and the differences in the details can be ignored."
Shen Run felt that she looked very weird when talking about the other "her", and Chenguang rarely talked about Si Chen, and every time she talked about it, she would emphasize that they were one person. Si Chen did not shy away from talking about Chenguang, but she kept emphasizing that she and Chenguang were two people.
In Shen Run's opinion, although there are indeed differences in the same appearance, there are many things that can be matched between them, and if you look closely at their differences, you can see the shadow of another person. Not to mention that they appeared one by one, even if the two of them appeared at the same time to talk to each other, in his opinion, it was talking to himself.
The more time he gets along, the more he feels that they are one person, people's personalities are very complex, a person can't have only a simple character, people also have two sides, she just shows the two-sided nature of people more obviously than others, and the two-sided personalities that are completely separated make others look like two people.
But he never dared to say this officially, since she thought that they were two people, and his thoughts were contrary to hers, and he would definitely make her unhappy.
He didn't want to upset her about it, he felt that whether he firmly believed that they were two people, or blindly thought in his heart that the two of them were actually one person, everything was her own imagination, and neither way of treating her was good. The right thing to do is to look at her calmly, no matter which one she is, he should face it with a normal attitude, not show differences, and don't make her feel that he thinks she is strange when he looks at her, so that it is best for her.
When he knew that she was two people, he had asked many doctors, and there were very few cases like her, after all, if a person like her had been locked up as a madman in an ordinary person's home.
He didn't want to say the word "crazy", even though the quacks said that a woman who could show that she was two people was crazy.
Even the most experienced doctor had never seen such a condition as her, but last year, he met a traveling doctor, and from the doctor, he heard about a similar illness to hers.
The sick man was a man, and according to the doctor, there were four people in the man's body, but they didn't know how many people were in each other's body like she did.
The doctor said that this was a soul disorder, which was due to the fact that when the spirit was restless, the soul flew out of the body, the evil invaded the body, and fell into hallucinations, making her think that she was two people.
Shen Run is not a doctor, and he doesn't know if what the doctor said is right, and it is said that the man has not been cured.
He didn't know if the coexistence of Si Chen and Chenguang was caused by hallucinations, but he knew that she must have made her what she is today because of the impact of external forces on her spirit.
What he wanted to know was what the external force that must have been related to the Holy Son Mountain that caused her to become two people.
Yes, he just wanted to uncover her scars, which seemed cruel, but he thought that they could only get closer if his scars were completely uncovered, otherwise he would only stand outside her scabbed wounds, and never see her heart, which was covered in layers of old scars.
That's why he questioned her over and over again, whether it was her or her, and he kept asking questions, and he didn't tire of it, expecting a moment of relaxation when she was impatient, and then he would tear open the scar that stood between the two of them. Her heart, which was buried by blood scabs and scars, he thought that heart was no different from ordinary people's hearts, they were all soft and fragile.
Si Qi led people to remove the remnants of the table under Si Chen's orders, and Shen Run, who didn't use the green vegetables and fruits on the table, didn't want to eat them much. He watched Si Chen clean his hands in the petal water and dry them with a handkerchief, the palace people retreated, and when she raised her eyes, he suddenly asked her:
"When did you realize that you were two?"
Si Chen was about to stand up, but after listening to his words, she finally frowned and looked at him:
"Are you finished?"
She was really impatient, she had never been so visibly impatient, she had been expressionless all the time.
"If you don't want to hear me keep asking, why don't you tell me." Shen Run was unmoved and continued to ask.
His perseverance is exactly the same as when she was obsessed with deceiving people.
Si Chen stared straight at him for a while.
"I don't remember." She replied indifferently. This time she answered, albeit in a completely useless one.
"Because of what became two people?" He asked, standing up behind her.
"I don't remember." Si Chen sat on the soft couch in the outer hall, he had been following her, how could she not have found out that he could be so annoying before.
Shen Run sat next to her, with a posture of wanting to have a long talk with her, and he was not a little impatient with her resistance to him, he asked softly:
"And what do you remember, can you tell me?"
Si Chen put down the music in her hand and looked at him, she was about to laugh angrily at him:
"That's why you want me to kill you?"
"Kill me." Shen Run propped his forearms on the low table, looked at her, and said with a smile, "I forgot, you can't use Xuanli today." ”