Chapter 134: Loneliness After Separation

rushed out of such an enthusiastic woman, it was really too late to react.

When she had already hugged Shen Jingyun's entire arm, I was still looking at it blankly, and the first thought in my heart was to be moved.

I didn't expect that in such an indifferent family, there were such passionate girls who valued family affection.

It's no wonder I think so, she at least called Shen Jingyun's cousin, such a close relationship, there will be no ambiguity.

Although in the next moment, I felt that this woman's sticky attitude towards Shen Jingyun was a little too enthusiastic compared to her cousins.

The appearance of this woman made the scattered clan elders pause slightly.

Shen Jingyun quietly took out the arm she was holding in her arms, gently hugged her fist, and said to her, "Cousin, thank you for still remembering me." This time, I had to go back to the clan for something. It's a pity that now I am no longer considered suitable for cultivation by others, so I don't have a lot of leisure time, and I always have to work for my family. Because I'm leaving, why am I embarrassed to bother my cousin? ”

The cousin wanted to say something, but was pulled by the fifteenth clan elder with tight eyes: "Xinglin, you have to listen to this sentence." Shen Jingyun, this kid, can occasionally say a sentence or two that is worthy of the table, you are now the best genius in my side family, how can you have the leisure to come out, instead of seizing the time to practice. The family has almost given you the best conditions to cultivate you, so don't let it down. ”

I always feel that what the elders of the fifteen clans said to Xinglin means something. But when people talk about family matters, it's impossible for me to open my mouth.

After Shen Xinglin appeared, all the clan elders present had some pampering and concern in their eyes, which showed that Shen Xinglin's status in the clan was very high, even higher than that of individual clan elders, at least I thought so.

Originally, the drama of this brother and sister meeting was stirred up by the elders of the fifteen clans, and it was also considered to be the end, just one sentence lightly pointed out the completely different status of Shen Jingyun and Shen Xinglin, and the words of the fifteen clan elders just now, I also felt the taste, obviously I wanted to let Shen Jingyun not get too close to Shen Xinglin without offending Shen Xinglin.

Looking at the nervous appearance of the old man of the fifteenth clan, Shen Jingyun just made a fist of understatement, and was about to take me away, and it could be seen that he didn't want to have too much to do with this cousin.

But Shen Xinglin didn't intend to pass by Shen Jingyun like this, she broke free from the hands of the old fifteen clans, and rushed to Shen Jingyun in three or two steps, grabbed Shen Jingyun's sleeve, and looked at Shen Jingyun with a lost and pitiful look: "When is that cousin leaving?" ”

"Delay for an hour or two at most, and then you have to leave." Shen Jingyun pretended to play with his hair and broke free of the sleeve that was pulled by Shen Xinglin.

Looking at this scene, I didn't know what to say, I always felt that Shen Xinglin's appearance of crying was real, and he looked so pitiful.

At this moment, if this girl doesn't have any other thoughts about Shen Jingyun, I won't believe it.

And Shen Jingyun was really in a hurry, and he didn't want to say more to Shen Xinglin, but smiled apologetically, turned around and walked down the mountain. I hurriedly followed, but was suddenly stopped in front of Shen Xinglin: "Who are you?" How could you be with Brother Jingyun, what is your relationship? Is it the relationship between Lin Ruolan and Brother Jingyun before? ”

Faced with such a long list of questions, I didn't know how to answer at all, and Shen Jingyun seemed to be a little angry, turned around and walked up to me, took my hand, pulled me to his side, and then said to Shen Xinglin: "Xinglin, you are a genius in the clan, you should seize every minute and every second of time to practice." As for this girl, she is my friend, so I don't care about you. ”

Shen Xinglin looked at Shen Jingyun's eyes, and there was obviously a trace of resentment, but she was led by the elders of the fifteen clans, and then distanced herself from us, and whispered in her ear without knowing what to say.

In short, I feel that Shen Xinglin's eyes are becoming more and more unfriendly when he looks at me, which makes me feel like a thorn.

But Shen Jingyun had already dragged me away, and finally came to a relatively quiet road, and I couldn't help but say to Shen Jingyun: "Does the fifteenth clan elder particularly dislike you?" Particularly fond of stirring up trouble? And does Shen Xinglin like you? She..."

I couldn't hold back the questions in my stomach anymore, and told Shen Jingyun everything I thought in my heart.

Shen Jingyun is still the same as before, if I have something on my mind, he will always listen patiently, making people feel angry.

After I finished asking in a crackling voice, Shen Jingyun said to me patiently: "In such a family, no one is simple. Look at my family, but it's just my dad and my second uncle, and it's already like this, the family is not like a home, and interests come first. And these people at the top of the hierarchy, so many messy relationships, there are even more filthy in them that you can't imagine. ”

"So there's nothing strange about the fifteen clansmen targeting me. If you don't want to be careful step by step, it is completely understandable to offend a clan elder inadvertently. But I chose to bring you here anyway. Uncle Nine has always been good to me, and he will take care of you somewhat, but in other places, I can't find this kind of elder who can take care of you. ”

"Compared to other places, the people of this side family can be regarded as relatively simple-minded, and they are more focused on cultivation. I don't like infighting very much, at least I can be sure that there are seven or eight people's minds, and compared to others, they can be called simple. Xiaoshuang, as long as you don't deliberately show off, they will soon ignore you and let you spend this time peacefully. ”

The afternoon sun is warm, walking on the path in the village, in the fields next to the village, from time to time by the breeze bursts of grass mixed with the aroma of earth, Shen Jingyun's tone is patient and gentle, and his slight smile has an addictive atmosphere, patiently explaining everything to me.

We are like a couple on an outing, in the process of explaining, Shen Jingyun has been gently holding my right hand, it was originally a very beautiful scene, but I have always been nervous, and I am not in the mood to enjoy Shen Jingyun's gentleness at this moment, just lowered my head and said softly: "It would be nice if the time could be faster, who is still in the mood to show any limelight?" That Shen Xinglin..."

"Then Shen Xinglin really likes me, as for the reason, I don't know too well. But you don't have to worry about her too much, she is the most talented person in this Shen family, she will definitely be urged to practice, and there is no time to really worry about a little person like you. ”

"Really?" I squeezed Shen Jingyun's hand, trying to dispel the uneasiness in my heart.

But Shen Jingyun smiled at me, let go of my hand, and inadvertently gently hugged me into his arms: "You are stronger, in fact, it is not a difficult day." At least they have food, clothing, and shelter, and occasionally suffer a little grievance, and you also think that this is to survive, and they should be paid, just endure it a lot. If it weren't for the fact that I had a lot of things to do, I wouldn't have left you here alone, worrying about being alone, always uncomfortable. It's okay, the fastest thing in this world is time, and it won't be long before I'll come back and pick you up. Trust me, okay? ”

At this time, Shen Jingyun's coat has a fresh smell that has been exposed to the sun for a long time, which is so reassuring. Even being held by him gives me a feeling of drowsiness.

I was reluctant to leave this embrace, but I knew that the more I indulged in this moment, the more sad the following days might become.

Didn't I, Lin Xiaoshuang, live strong for more than 20 years? What's so bad about having this kind of environment where you can eat and live for nothing? I can still guarantee safety, maybe I'm too hypocritical.

I quickly left Shen Jingyun's embrace, and smiled at him pretending to be heartless: "Okay, in fact, I don't really mind too much, I just... It's just a little uncomfortable all of a sudden. ”

After chatting with Shen Jingyun so far, the atmosphere is good, and my mood is gradually not so gloomy.

Walking all the way down from the top of the village, we talked about trivial matters, but we also thought that maybe in less than three months, it would pass in the blink of an eye.

When I was about to walk to the place where the clansmen in the village had arranged everything for me, Shen Jingyun answered a phone call, and for some reason, Shen Jingyun, who has always been not very shy in front of me, chose to avoid me from a distance after seeing this call.

I don't know what he would say on the phone, because not only did he distance himself from me, but his voice was very low, but it seemed that there was something to be said, and a phone call took more than twenty minutes.

When I answered the phone, I found that Shen Jingyun's face was not very good-looking, he seemed to be in a hurry to take me to that clan, and said to me a little apologetically: "When arranging things in this clan, it is always a little verbose and inefficient. But Xiaoshuang, please rest assured, since the clan elders have agreed, they will still arrange it properly. But I..."

Speaking of this, Shen Jingyun glanced at me with some hesitation, I knew that every time Shen Jingyun showed this expression, there was always something difficult to choose.

I don't know where the generosity came from, and said to Shen Jingyun: "You go, I have hands and feet, and I will ask, you don't have to worry too much here." ”

In fact, what I was thinking in my heart was, sooner or later, I had to leave sooner or later, so why should I stay with him for a moment? It only adds to the sadness.

Shen Jingyun hugged me heavily, and looked at me deeply, feeling that he had a thousand words to say, but in the end, he still didn't say anything, just let go of me, and left in a hurry.

I really thought I could, but when I looked at Shen Jingyun's back, a feeling of loneliness and helplessness swept over me like a tide.

Originally, we were very close to the entrance of the village, Shen Jingyun went to pick up the car, and the sound quickly disappeared in a corner.

At that moment, I wanted to cry, but for some reason, I didn't cry after all.

I just bit my lower lip and went into the room where I was going to be arranged for the next three months.