But I didn't have a family or a name, and when I registered, they wrote me two words, "Displaced people", and sent me to a short-term shelter, and later, I simply named myself Liu Min.

During that period of time, I basically wandered in several counties under the mountain, with no life experience, no survival skills, and I didn't know a word, so I could only move bricks and pick up garbage for people in the construction site, or work as an unloader, so as to maintain my life, strive to integrate into society, and let myself live and live...... Like a person.

However, it's just like.

Because at that time, I didn't understand what intersex people were, I only knew that I was different from others, and in my heart, I still regarded myself as a monster, so I was trembling and trying my best to hide my body every day, just afraid of others...... found out that I was an anomaly, and ...... to me Do what the villagers and the 'good Samaritans' have done before.

I was scared, panicked and collapsed every day in the presence and entanglement of this sex.

It wasn't until later, when I heard about the existence of sex reassignment surgery, went to Hailan Hospital to inquire, and met Cai Yun and Feng Dan, who were already preparing for surgery, in the waiting room, that I slowly understood that I was just sick.

Cai Yun, like me, is also intersex and is ready for surgery, Feng Dan is different from us, he is a woman's body, a man's psychology, and he is taller than the average woman's physique, so the diagnosis is gender cognitive disorder.

They are ready to have surgery, I still remember that day, in the waiting room, Feng Dan and Cai Yun showed how positive and happy, and told me a lot of knowledge about intersex people, encouragement, they told me that people like us are not monsters, nor are they deformed, but God thinks we are too cute, and wants to make one more joke with us, let us do one more multiple-choice question than others, and if we do it, we can be happier and better than anyone else!

I was with them in those days when they were preparing for surgery and recovering from surgery, and their efforts have been infecting me and making me decide...... Try to do it too.

It's just that the surgery is very expensive, so in addition to moving bricks at night, I will also work as a woman during the day to do some hourly work that can rest and relax, go to the extra fast, save money, so that like them, I can do the life-changing and longed-for sex reassignment surgery.

Later, they were successful in the operation and recovered normally, and they entered another identity and another life full of enthusiasm, however, everything was not as easy as they imagined.

Family accusations, social vision, the discomfort of conversion, and the emotionally unacceptable identity after learning the truth, as well as the high cost of not being able to have children, and having to take a lot of hormones every day to maintain the body...... Everything made them fall into despair.

The last time I saw Cai Yun, he wanted to commit suicide and told me that for this operation, he almost went bankrupt, but the two girls he fell in love with, one chose to abandon him, because he couldn't accept his identity, felt that he couldn't have children and entrust him for life, and married someone else, and the other was after he was worried about concealment, he felt disgusting, both deceitful and disgusting, and slapped him on the spot and left, his life has become a mess, and even began to regret the operation, and he didn't even have the courage to live......

I persuaded him not to commit suicide, saying that he might meet a girl who accepted and liked him in the future, but from the way we intersected, I knew that he didn't believe me, and I didn't believe in myself, so it didn't take long for him to commit suicide, and before committing suicide, he called me and said let me go.

When I went over, I saw that he left a suicide note, which was for me, and he chose to commit suicide by cutting his wrists.

He said that his parents died early, his relatives are not in Hailan, and there is no family to worry about, I hope that I can collect his body, and I hope that I can help him clean it up, so that he will not leave any traces in this world, because he hates this life, hates the jokes God played on him, hates his body, and hates this world even more...... Let him come.

I was sad, but I didn't know what to do, so I called Feng Dan for help.

Fontaine was a devout theologian, and he told me that those who die are guilty of suicide, and if they want to resolve it, they must be pious, and even after death, they must not forget to pray.

Therefore, I helped Cai Yun collect the corpse, and I chose the method that Cai Yun wanted the corpse to be disposed of in this world———

He hated his body and felt dirty, just as I hated my body, I didn't choose cremation, but chose to help him break it completely, so that in the next life, maybe he will be reorganized.

Thoughts need prayer, prayer requires piety, and I kept his mind and stayed in this world to help him be religious.

The body, with sinful hands, poured with cement, put on a posture of prayer, hoping to make up for the sins committed by suicide in this life.

Even if it is insignificant, I hope that in the next life, he can make Cai Yun ...... as he wishes Live a ...... Normal life.

I buried Cai Yun at a familiar construction site, just don't want to be discovered by anyone, this is also Feng Dan's suggestion, he said, people like us have this kind of persistence, choose to do such a thing, normal people can't understand, only misunderstand what I'm hiding, it may be a murderer, he asked me to keep Cai Yun's suicide note for the future, in case of accidents, you can show it to prove your innocence.

At first, I kept it.

Including later, Feng Dan's suicide note, I also kept it.

However, even if Feng Dan left a suicide note and said that it had nothing to do with me, he couldn't change it...... The fact that he was my kill......"

Liu Min coughed, as if coughing up pus......

Turning his head, he didn't find a towel, so he took the sheet to wipe it......

The team members who listened all wrinkled their eyebrows, and they were both incredulous and cautious about this suspect who had stated his sorrow and innocence one second ago, but admitted to murder at this second-

Tang Xiaonian was the same, staring at him coldly, not speaking, observing his expression, he was afraid that he would play some tricks!

Liu Min coughed violently, in addition to the thick phlegm coughed up, it was also mixed with some thick things of unknown substances, with blood, all wiped on the clothes and bedding, and when it was opened, it was even more fishy......

Song Zhengzheng has studied forensic medicine and said that it is okay, but it is a little hidden.

Yao Junjun obviously retreated, his face was a little ugly, and he was very accepting of such a scene.

Jiang Tianhe subconsciously wanted to help her, but he was afraid that she would feel abrupt, so he could only hold back his hands, look at her worriedly, and take it back......

"Junjun, you go back to the car first", Tang Xiaonian was careful, glanced at it, and said to her, "You go and inform the team, and we will send the evidence to the forensic identification department later......"