It's night, the red luan stars move, the candle shadow shakes red, and the night is drunk and the spring night is short. The 10,000-year-old single dog Ah Fei can finally be dressed in a red robe and shake it step by step, shake it step by step and smile, look at the beautiful and charming person sitting on the new bed in front of him, and kiss it softly, and lift the red hijab with a smile, before he saw Fang Rong, there was a strange spell sound in his ears, and the spell had a magic sound that pulled Ah Fei back, watching the bride a little bit away from the unwilling Ah Fei and crawling forward, and finally defeated the magic, half kneeling in front of the lady, looking up but being kicked to the ground by the bride.

Half a lady said a mother, and then opened her eyes to the faint mosquito net snow-white wall above her head, and suddenly woke up to realize that everything was a dream of mine.

"Lady, you have been separated from your husband for more than 20 years, don't you want to be your husband? Hey......"

Responsible as he was, he turned over and closed his eyes and continued to look for his wife in his dream, as if he was his enemy, and he was woken up by the voice before he fell asleep, "Lao Tzu must have offended a great god in his last life..."

I gave up struggling and closed my eyes to listen to God's punishment, and it wasn't until the end of the "admonition" that I realized it was my own phone ringing...

After knowing it, he felt that he took out his mobile phone from under the pillow, answered it at the moment when the Divine Comedy sounded again, and forcibly suppressed the ten thousand snow-white grass and mud horses that were bursting in his chest, "There is a book to play, and there is no book to retreat." ”

A weak voice on the other side of the phone came with two words: "Youben".

A familiar voice, an unfamiliar tone, thinking it was an illusion, I glanced at my phone and determined that the four big words on the screen were "short-haired killers", and I was unsure and asked "Yi'an?" ”

After listening to the weak voice over there and replying to a "um", he woke up completely, and all his anger and grievances were replaced by helpless helplessness, and he stretched out his hand to rub his temples with a faint pain, "Where are you?" ”

"At the school gate... Come out and have a drink with me. ”

"Drinking?" For a moment, I thought I hadn't woken up, and when I looked at the time, it was twelve o'clock, yes, "Brother, what are you making trouble again...... Yes? What, what? …… You wait for me. ”

While responding, he grabbed the clothes on the bed and jumped down, and when he arrived in the hall on the first floor, he barely got dressed, and the door of Wan Lai's silent dormitory was closed, and he forcibly knocked on the door of the dormitory manager, and with a smile on his face, he stuffed a pack of cigarettes and rushed out of the dormitory door in a burst of concern.

The conversation with Gu Yi'an echoed in his mind-

Brother, what are you making trouble again......

…… I found her.

Yes? What, what?

I say...... I found her......

Who?

I... Girlfriend's - Girlfriend...

You wait for me.

This is the end, Ah Fei grabbed his coat and ran madly towards the school gate, the first time, no, it should be the second time that the distance between this dormitory and the gate is so far. Running wildly under the moonlight for a while, there was a feeling of beating the time and returning to three years ago, it was also such a night, just after falling asleep, I was woken up by a phone call, completely similar, the same time, the same phone, the same sound, the same request. Only this time he won't wander leisurely and leisurely to see his brother lying drunk on the side of the road alone, crying helplessly and lonely.

It was also that day that Ah Fei knew Gu Yi'an's life experience, and knew that An Ge, who had been with him in loneliness for sixteen years, liked women as much as he did - tomboy An Ge.

That night, Gu Yi'an hugged the wine bottle, drank half of the wine and spilled half of the wine, stretched out three fingers and couldn't laugh at the curvature of the corners of his mouth, wanted to cry but had no tears.

"When I was two years old, my mother threw me at the door of the welfare home, and she led me in, and we lived together for 16 years. Sixteen years! Do you know what sixteen years is? Ah Fei was silent and didn't speak, he wanted to comfort but couldn't think of anything he could say, maybe all he could do was listen quietly, listen to him cry, just say it, maybe.

"When she was sixteen, I followed her out of the welfare home, just the two of us, once she was sick and we had no money, and almost died outside......" I can't say anything halfway through, the real pain is always blocked in the chest, not up or down, depressed and dull, let you carry the weight and make you breathless.

"Oh, finally one day, Lao Tzu was transferred, and my father, who was rich, rich and powerful, found me. I'll just say to her, Ange, I'll take you home, I won't let you suffer a little again......" Another pause, Ah Fei knew that this was the turning point of this story, one came here but didn't see the other. One goes and one stays, the banquets in the world are always so similar, Ah Fei shook his head and sighed, clinking glasses with Gu Yi'an with the wine bottle, drink, get drunk and sleep, and wake up a good man.

Half a bottle of wine was swallowed, swallowing the dull depression, Gu Yi'an asked Ah Fei rhetorically, and asked him to guess what An Ge said. Ah Fei didn't speak, there were too many similar refusals, it was nothing more than sending you a blessing card or a good person card and then sending you away, but he couldn't think of what kind of reason he would use to push away the sixteen-year-old relationship? Bitter? The poor boy became rich for the second generation, and he couldn't afford to have low self-esteem?

The question is to take a breath of relief, and I have no intention of listening to the answers of others, I still have to answer myself, "She said, you go, I want to stay here, there is someone I love...... The person she loves? Sixteen years, we have been together for sixteen years, and she told me that she was in love with someone else. ”

Ah Fei sent half a bottle of wine, looked at the person who was sobriety, and somewhat understood what sixteen years of companionship was like. Halfway through the wine, I heard Gu Yi'an's muttering, but when I listened carefully, it was the word "woman", and when I was confused, I heard the explanation-

"Woman...... Ha, hahahaha, she said she was in love with a woman. Scold...... Woman...... What do you want me to do? Whatever man she falls in love with, I can snatch it back, huh, woman? She loves a woman, how do you want me to rob it? How do you want me to grab it? You look at me, am I not good-looking? Am I not beautiful? Is there a woman who can look better than me? Am I not enough? ”

Ah Fei didn't know what to say at all, Gu Yi'an's face was indisputable, and he belonged to the kind of beauty that could pretend to be a woman without wearing a wig. However, many times beauty does not equal love.

Gu Yi'an unwillingly pulled Ah Fei and asked, he couldn't accept it or believe it, Ah Fei was also shocked and surprised. He finally got drunk, tilted his head, threw up on the ground, and after vomiting, he sat aside, muttering, his voice became hoarse, and he was still asking, asking why, asking why, asking why, asking if it was worth it.

Do you love her that much? Lose a pair of eyes and take a life...... Is it worth it?

The pain said that three points were left for three points, and the remaining four points were all turned into tears, and when he was tired of crying, he fell down Ah Fei's shoulder, his body became weaker and weaker, and finally he simply fell asleep in Ah Fei's arms.

fell asleep and dreamed of the past, from being abandoned to a little warmth to living and dying together, and then returning to the abandoned alone.

Crying and sleeping and crying, Ah Fei didn't know what to do, he held his shoulders and half-propped up, gesturing how to carry it on his shoulders and back to the dormitory, getting up, but the buddy in his arms woke up, blurred his eyes, looking at him like a girl.

Ah Fei couldn't bear to look at him, he couldn't bear to look at the tears in his eyes. Gu Yi'an didn't care, he still looked at him, and after a long time, Ah Fei saw that he didn't plan to look away, so he shook his head, "Hey, if you ask what the world is like, you have to take your brother home to live." ”

As he spoke, he continued to help the drunk man get up, raised his arm and put it on himself to compare how to throw it on his back, and after a long time he wanted to think about whether the princess would hold it. He shook his head again, thinking that he hadn't hugged the girl for the first time to a rough man, a loss, a loss.

As if he had seen through his thoughts, Gu Yi'an turned his head, and his big innocent injured and tearful eyes met his eyes, as if to say Can you bear to throw me down?

"Okay, okay, I'll take you back."

With a backhand, the boy held the boy in his arms, "It's really unfortunate to know you." ”

However, the boy underestimated the weight of the boy, hugged it without holding it, staggered and fell back to the ground, Ah Fei fell to the ground and looked up at the starry sky, "I take it back, it's not three lives, it's six lives of misfortune." ”

This fall woke up the drunk person by three points, shook his head and sat up, lowered his head and pondered, for a long time, raised his head, and said something that Ah Fei will never forget, "Ah Fei, what does it feel like to be between people of the same sex?" ”

"Huh? How do I... Hmmm......"

The word "know" is locked in a kiss, yes, a socialist brotherly kiss between people of the same sex. At that moment, Ah Fei understood the time stillness in the dog blood drama, and the blank brain, and understood what it means to be kissed stupidly. When he came back to his senses, the buddy next to him smashed his mouth, I don't know whether he was disgusted or unsatisfied, he turned his head and continued to look at Ah Fei.

This time, Ah Fei learned to be obedient, and hurriedly retreated, "You, you, you, don't come over." ”

"Oh," the obedient rabbit responded, nodded his head down, and fell to the ground motionless.

The frightened Ah Fei didn't dare to move, he didn't know whether he was a man or a woman, he didn't know whether he was a man or a woman, and he was so trembling that he poked the fallen person with a small wine bottle, "Hey." ”

Poke and don't move.

If the enemy does not move, I will not move.

Two pokes, do not move.

Watch from the wall and watch the changes.

Three pokes, not moving.

You, take your life for Lao Tzu.

Lifting the wine bottle and turning it down at a certain head, in an instant, the bloody picture of the lightning and fire opened the world and went through the heart, but he rolled his eyes and looked up to the sky and roared, "God, why do you kill people and break the law." ”

scolded and pulled Gu Yi'an's arm and dragged him to his back, "Lao Tzu only knew such a thing as you after eight lifetimes of blood mold." ”

Thinking of this, Ah Fei subconsciously stopped running, he seemed to have sworn never to drink with this thing again, especially at night, "Is it too late to pretend not to answer the phone now?" ”

When I looked up, I saw that I had rushed out of the school gate, "It seems... It's too late. Helplessly, he shook his head, since he carried Gu Yi'an back that day, he couldn't count how many times he was helpless, and sighed, "Gu Yi'an, Gu Yi'an, meeting Lao Tzu is really a blessing that you have cultivated for eight lifetimes." ”

Looking left and right, under the faint dim light, there was a car parked that should not be there at this point in time, and I walked over with courage. Through the rolled down window, he saw a familiar face in the smoke, "Yi'an? ”

Hearing the sound, Gu Yi'an threw away the cigarette butt, raised his head to Ah Fei's eyes, and forced a smile, "Get in the car, let's go have a drink." ”

"Get in the car?" Ah Fei smelled the smell of wine in the air, and bullied no one in the dark wind and high night of the month, "You come down for me!" "Forcibly pull someone out of the car while driving drunk. For a while, it was the same as three years ago, and the two of them sat on the side of the road, but the wine was replaced by cigarettes.

"Huh? You okay. ”

"Are you alright?" This time, he didn't look at Ah Fei anymore, but just looked up and meditated, "How can it be considered okay?" Well? He asked Ah Fei in turn, and he was caught off guard.

Seeing him so cynical, he was a little relieved, lit a cigarette and smoked it one by one, and smoked a box of cigarettes until the last one, Ah Fei couldn't help but ask, "Don't hold it up, let's talk about it, I'll listen." ”

There was no reply.

"Huh? What's ......?"

When I turned my head, I found that the boy was crying.