Chapter 58 Why You?
Gu Yi'an's hand couldn't stop trembling, he took the cross and looked through it carefully, the cross of sixteen years by his side, he remembered every trace on it clearly, he could deceive himself that this was similar to the same paragraph, he could deceive himself that it was an accidental scratch, but he couldn't deceive himself that he had a bite mark on it, and that pair of small tooth marks was an unforgettable memory that he couldn't deceive himself.
His brain went blank for a long time, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time, "This, this is...... Where did it come from? β
Shi Yue was slightly drunk, looked at the necklace, as if she saw Angel in the ward, and remembered that she promised her to dance to show her, but in the end she didn't do it, "This is ...... One...... It was given to me by someone who loves me very much. Except for a "love", Shi Yue can't think of any other words to describe Angel, the first time he meets a stranger, and the second time he meets is the person he loves most in this life, a relative.
Angel said she would love to have a sister and said she wanted to be a sister. Without hesitation, she agreed, maybe she also wants a sister, what you want is also what I want, give each other what they can give, give each other what they want.
Shi Yue pillowed Gu Yi'an's legs, missed her Angel sister, or said that she missed his Ange girl. Shi Yue said a lot, so much so that Gu Yi'an didn't understand it at all, and just one sentence of "favorite" seemed to be a leather whip stained with salt water and whipped him heavily.
In an instant, all the past came to mind, and little by little, three years ago, An Ge sent him to Hongfeng Street, gave him a home, and gave him a palace-like home. At that time, after he got the DNA test report, he learned about his background, and he was ecstatic not because he had a home, but because he could give An Ge a home. He remembered that it was an afternoon, and perhaps the sun was a little stronger than it was now, and it felt so strongly that it didn't feel like a separation.
"An Ge," in the hospital, he found her holding the test report that had just come out, and he was so happy that he couldn't suppress the excitement in his heart, "The results are out, I am the child of the Gu family." β
He happily hugged her in a circle, and for the first time she didn't scold him and beat him before letting him go, but hugged him tightly, and the vestibule in his ears was too sensitive to stand the dizziness caused by this rotation. Ange whispered, "That's good. "Rarely, smile quietly.
Finally, the young man in his memory saw that the girl was a little dizzy, gently put her down and then gently held it, she was tall and tall but still a head shorter than him, she used to hold him, from the side of the road to the orphanage, and now he wants to hold her, from the orphanage to a long-lost home.
"Let's go, I'll take you home." The boy rubbed the girl's short hair, and when he got home, he had to live together in the same room, and he had been huddled on a small bed forever and ever.
Well......
A light sentence, like a butterfly flying by, without a trace, flapping its wings and disappearing. But, yes, he'd heard it, and he had heard it and agreed to it.
Xu is going to go back on his word, and An Ge realized his mistake and coughed unnaturally. Xu had to lie too much next, and he kept coughing.
"Why are you coughing again?" The teenager looked left and right anxiously, "Let's go, let's go and check, we are also children of rich families now, and we don't have to hold on hard anymore if we are sick." β
An Ge's cough has not stopped since the year he left the orphanage at the age of sixteen, and he often coughs often, coughing until now or at that time, the girl has become accustomed to it, but the boy still finds it difficult to accept, she often smiles and comforts him and says that it is not normal not to cough.
"No, you don't." The girl grabbed the young man, "The old man of the Xu family gave me medicine, Chinese medicine." You know, I don't take Western medicine, it doesn't work for me. β
"Hmm." The young man nodded, recalling the smell of Chinese medicine that permeated his childhood, remembering the indescribable bitterness, and the reason for his love, he once again stepped forward to take advantage of his height and hugged the girl gently in his arms.
She was an older sister, she watched him grow up, and she took care of him as he grew up. Orβ
She and his childhood plums are matched with bamboo horses, and the two are small and have no guesses.
"Girl, let's go home. This time I will take you home, and from now on I will protect you from suffering a little more......"
The young man said with heart and emotion, looking down at the girl, but there was no expected moving and tears, and the young man was at a loss for what to do with his cold and unfamiliar eyes.
Be...... I'm so excited to hear that there is a family, yes, yes, it must be......
The young man didn't dare to ask, smiled softly to relieve the tense atmosphere, and inexplicably he felt that his body was cold, from somewhere in his chest, slowly, little by little, to the whole body.
"An, Ange...... What's wrong? β
"What I promised has been done, the red leaf shape you are looking for is the red maple forest of the Gu family, I have helped you find a home, and now I am going to find the person I love."
"You...... What are you talking about......" The young man felt that his ears were fake, and he heard some rare lies in the world, "An Ge, don't be kidding, isn't the person you love me, what else are you looking for?" The boy laughed, laughing so much that he didn't even think it was a laugh.
The girl shook off the young man's hand and smiled weirdly, "Do you know that there are so many people in the orphanage, why do I take special care of you?" β
The ...... teenager didn't want to listen, but he couldn't control his voice to ask "why".
"Because, your face." As she spoke, the girl gently pinched the young man's face, gently stood on tiptoe and dropped a kiss on the cheek, touched her lips lightly, and then stretched out her tongue to lick it, as if it was not a face but a rare delicacy in the world.
The boy was frightened, straightened the girl's head, as if he understood something, and it was as if he had walked into a labyrinth without an exit, and kept moving forward, but step by step into a deeper abyss.
"Heh, isn't it too late to push me away now?" The girl licked the fingers that had touched the young man's cheek, as if to lick the remaining fragrance on it, "I am close to you because your face is too good-looking, too ...... Like a little girl. I can't get close to the little girl openly, I can only use you as a substitute. I picked you up and took care of you for sixteen years, and I don't owe you, but it's a pity to send you away, after all, I can't find such a good-looking face again, if-" The girl paused, and looked at the boy's indisputable face in a long voice, good-looking, really good-looking, but unfortunately, it's a man, "If you're a girl, it's good." β
"You...... Ange, you, what are you talking about? Me, how can I not understand? β
"Don't you understand? Well, then I'll put it another way, I like women, understand? I like people like me, women, people. β
Suddenly, thunder appeared in the young man's ears, and it turned out that the thunderbolt really existed.
"Sixteen years ago, I slipped out to play, I saw you on the side of the road, I thought it looked good, so I took it away, I didn't expect you to really go with me, I thought you were a little girl, and I found out that it was a boy when I took it back. It's okay, boys are boys, just look good, but as you grow up, I slowly find that I still don't have any interest in you, I don't like men, even if they look good. So, got it? I, like, woman! β
"But, you, you're a woman...... You, you ......"
"Who says that a woman must like a man?"
ββ¦β¦ Then you have ......"
"Yes, I found it, I found the girl I liked, so I'm here to send you home. If you want to hate, hate it, I beat you for sixteen years, and I want you to fight enough this time, maybe I won't see you again. The girl opened her arms and waited to meet the boy's fist, and when the fist came to her side, she suddenly remembered something, and continued, "By the way, are you curious why I was able to find your family so quickly?" Let me tell you, I've always known who you are, I just didn't tell you. Gu Yi'an, this is your real name, the little master of the Gu family. β
Gu Yi'an...... Heh, Gu Yi'an ......" The young man was silent for a long time before he raised his head, his eyes were full of red bloodshots, "That's why you named me An Ran, right?" You're not called An Ge at all, are you? It's all a lie, right? Since you picked me up, why didn't you save me for last? Woman, don't I look like a woman with this face? β
However, a question fell into the girl's ears and became silent, and she replied indifferently and friendly, "You be quiet, this is the hospital." β
Hearing this, the young man was really silent, he was too obedient, he listened to her too much, and he could develop a habit in thirty days, let alone sixteen years.
"Who's that guy?"
"A little girl, name, no comment."
"Okay." The young man nodded, raised his eyes to lock all his emotions, and smiled and blessed the sentence "Happiness and good moon".
The young man turned around and left, and there was one more Gu Yi'an in the world. It's just that the boy left too hastily and too decisively, and the girl behind him who couldn't see was crying, smiling and watching him leave with tears in her eyes, until his figure disappeared around the corner, and he couldn't bear it anymore, and finally a mouthful of blood gushed up from his chest and stained the place where the boy had stood.
Where the boy couldn't hear it, there was a word of sorry......
History, it's always so amazing to imagine that the mistakes you made in the past will be repeated again and again until you face it and live peacefully with it.
In the past, An Ran couldn't hear An Ge's words, but now that An Ge has been lost, Gu Yi'an has begun to be unable to hear Shi Yue's words again.
Shi Yue opened her mouth, opened and closed, and said that it was An Ge, but if you calm down and listen, you will find that it is the person An Ge likes, she said that she lied to him and said that she loves him very much, and she has loved him for sixteen years, and it has never changed.
It's a pity that the loved one is gone, driven away, and has been immersed in memories alone, and the heartache can't stop asking himself why he still has heartache - obviously he has forgotten, obviously he has been relieved.
She treated him cruelly, but he hated her, and if he hated her, he only knew that the girl she loved was blind, she gave her a pair of eyes, and a car accident cost her her life. Hate her, abandon him and throw away his blessings.
Gu Yi'an looked at Shi Yue, looked at her eyebrows, and finally found the reason why she looked like An Ge, because these eyes were An Ge's. An Ge gave his life for a pair of eyes for her.
Shiyue, why you?