Although I said coldly, but in fact, my heart was also surging, I knew that I was a knife mouth tofu heart, although I said that I wished he left, but I knew that if he really turned around and left now, my tears would definitely fall uncontrollably.

"Jiang Xin, can you calm down, the problems between us are clear to each other, just talk about it. Wang Meng continued to stretch out his hand to catch me, but I still avoided me.

"Wang Meng, why do you think that I will talk to you? Why do you think that we can talk? My grandfather was killed by you with your own hands, how can you let me go? Have you thought about me? Have you ever wondered where you're putting me in this way, how I'm going to deal with myself? You don't have any, you only care about yourself!"

I pushed away Wang Meng who stretched out to touch my body, holding his head and shouting loudly, my heart was overflowing with sadness, my grandfather's shadow kept dangling in front of me, still looking at me with such a kind face, as if he wanted to touch me, but all this can only be seen in dreams.

In this life, I will never see my dear grandfather again, and all this, the source of all my pain, is given by the person in front of me, love is given to me by him, hope is given to me by him, sadness is also given to me by him, despair is given to me by him, how can I think about it?

"You know, I'm having a hard time, too. After listening to my words, Wang Meng's always arrogant and indifferent head was hanging down at the moment, and his eyes were full of depression.

"Hehe, why kill my grandfather because you have a hard time? Wang Meng, why do you have to be like this, you don't have a shortage of women around you now, can you not bother me. I knew how acriminating my tone was, but my heart throbbed at the thought of the scene that had come before me that night.

"What are you talking about?" Listening to my words, Rao is Wang Meng has always been calm, but he was also stunned at the moment, I looked at his puzzled look, I just thought he was pretending, so I looked at him fixedly and spoke.

"Do you still want to quibble? I saw it that night, outside the school gate, a girl pestering you, and you didn't refuse. ”

At this point, I probably didn't realize how strong the sourness in my tone was.

"If that's what you're talking about, then I can explain it. When he heard me say this, he looked at me with a look of relief.

"Explanation? There's no need for it now, I don't want to hear it, you don't have a position to explain anything to me now, please leave. "I ordered the eviction again.

Now, I really don't want to listen to him continue to say these words, I admit that although I have never really let go of him after being separated for so long, but not being able to forget and continuing to have illusions are two different things, and I also clearly know what I need to do now.

"That woman's name is Luoya, she is an exorcist of the Exorcism Alliance, because of some coincidences, I saved her life, she pestered me, I can't get rid of it, ordinary people are okay, I can still use some spells to deal with it, but her spells are very high, which gives me a headache. ”

Wang Meng said, the gaze in his eyes also glanced at me from time to time, he, is he really explaining to me?

"Your grandfather's affairs, I have always been very guilty, but I said, this is the old man's strong request, he wants me to take good care of you, I have his blood in my body, just like he is by your side to take care of you, I said from the beginning that he didn't agree, but, in the end, your grandfather really can't do it, he said that he is very painful, let me help him. ”

Wang Meng saw that I didn't speak, and found out my temperament, and continued.

"When he left, there was no pain, he still had a smile, you don't know this. ”

"But the truth is, you let him die. I said coldly, I still don't want to accept this fact in my mind, in fact, I'm also scared now, I'm afraid that I will really be moved by him, and I will forgive him, when the time comes, what is the difference between me and the murderer who killed my grandfather?

"I wasn't going to show it to you, I thought this thing could be hidden forever, but I didn't expect that the paper still can't hold the fire, you can take a good look at it, and you can understand your grandfather's intentions." ”

Wang Meng stretched out his hand as he spoke, and in an instant a neatly folded note appeared in his palm, and Wang Meng's eyes drifted to me, motioning me to open it.

I was stunned for a long time, or picked up the note, my hand trembled and opened, as soon as I opened, it was my grandfather's handwriting, I haven't seen the content clearly, but I have tears in my eyes, grandpa has been dead for so long, this note reminded me again, and tears can't stop falling.

Grandpa said on it, I don't know when I saw this letter, but let me understand the situation of him and Wang Meng, let me not blame Wang Meng, this road was chosen for himself, he was too painful. So I begged Wang Meng for a long time before making this decision.

There is a large piece of letterhead, but there are only a few words, the most said is to let me live well, let Wang Meng take good care of me, grandpa's handwriting has always been vigorous and powerful, but this piece of paper is a vague pen, it can be seen that it should have been written when he was seriously ill.

Grandpa has thought about everything for me, and I know the mood I may have, so that I can understand Wang Meng, after reading the letter, my eyes blinked, and tears fell uncontrollably again.

Wang Meng happened to be by my side at the moment, and he took advantage of the situation to hug me crying into his arms, and returned to this familiar embrace, coupled with the stimulation of the letter left by my grandfather just now, I could no longer hold back my inner emotions, and poured out like a flood bursting the embankment, hugging Wang Meng and crying happily.

The tip of his nose still lingered with the faint scent of sandalwood on his body, cold and tangy, this smell was so familiar, but so unfamiliar.

"This matter, I originally wanted to hide it in my heart all the time, I know, if I let you know, I will definitely not be able to stand it, but I didn't expect you to bump into you in Linshui Mountain that day. Wang Meng paused as he spoke.

"Don't say it, I know it all. I sobbed and wiped away my tears, slowly calming down.

Honestly, forgive

It really is the cruelest thing in the world, and it forces one person to accept the mistakes that another person has made, even if the other person did not mean it.

"Wang Meng, I admit that my heart still hasn't completely let go of you, this relationship, I have invested all my true feelings, so it is impossible to let go so quickly, but this is not a reason for me to forgive you. ”

I slowly withdrew my hands and body from Wang Meng's embrace, and in an instant, the cold taste on the tip of my nose disappeared, and my heart became empty.

"I respect your opinion, I have already explained everything that should be explained, you have a good rest, as long as there is any need, I will come to chant the ghost magic. Wang Meng smiled faintly at me, but it was obvious that the curvature at the corner of his mouth was very stiff.

I nodded, covered my head and went into the bed, no longer looked at him, for a long time, there was no sound in the room, I secretly poked my head out of the bed, it was dark, Wang Meng had disappeared.

Facing the empty and dark room, I felt a faint sense of loss in my heart, but soon, this feeling was swept away by the sleepiness that swept in, and I don't know when, I fell asleep groggily.

The next morning, I was still woken up by the noisy traffic under the hotel, and when I woke up, it was already past eight o'clock.

Today it was rainy weather outside, and the light rain hit the windowsill, which made people feel very comfortable, thinking that there was no class in the morning, so I turned on my mobile phone and ordered a takeaway breakfast to stay in the hotel until the afternoon and then go back.

After ordering my meal, I sat back on my bed, feeling the feeling of the rain dripping on the balcony railing, and my heart was extraordinarily peaceful.

Growing up, I loved rainy days, especially when I was a child, I grew up in my grandmother's house, and at that time in the countryside, there were long tiled houses and yards, and in front of the house were paddy fields, and orange trees were planted.

When it rains, the raindrops beat on the orange trees, washing the already green leaves even more black and shiny, verdant and green, and the smell of fresh earth is mixed in the air, and then there is the sound of frogs, the cuckoo calls after the rain, and the back basket on my grandmother's back when she is busy with farming.

After so many years, all this seems to be far away from me, and the memories have slowly blurred, but at this moment, all this has begun to echo in my mind again in this ordinary morning after the rain, and the memory is slowly clear.

"Bang bang bang. Just thinking about it, there was a knock on the door, it should be the takeout I ordered, hearing this sound, I seemed to have smelled the smell of food, I couldn't wait to put on my bare shoes, so I ran out of bed and walked to the door and opened the door.

"Your takeaway has arrived, please sign for it and give a good review. The voice of the little brother of the takeaway sounded behind the lunch box, and somehow, I always felt that his voice was a little strange, but at this time I didn't think about it so much. just took the lunch box and said thank you, and before he had time to look at him, he was going to close the door, but he didn't expect that the takeaway brother outside the door

He held the door shut, and before I could react, it slammed shut, and then a dark shadow flickered in front of me.

When I looked closely, there was no takeaway brother in front of me, but Wang Meng was in front of me.

"You, why are you? I watched him come into the bedroom, and hurriedly blocked the lunch box in front of him, not wanting him to come close to me, but it turned out that I thought too much, and after coming in, Wang Meng walked straight to the window, looking at me with a faint smile in the corner of his eyes, and he didn't mean to come to me at all.

(End of chapter)