At this moment, if it weren't for the power transmitted to me by Shen Jingyun's hand, I think I would definitely call it out.

I don't know why, after going through so much, Wang Yun still puts so much pressure on me. There was a curiosity in this woman that made me want to figure it out, and there was a kind of defensiveness that made me not want to get close to her in the slightest.

Compared with my nervousness, Shen Jingyun was much calmer, and he even had a kind of certainty in his eyes, as if Wang Yun would not enter this channel.

And really, just as he expected, after turning into the passage, the footsteps walked towards the secret passage in the middle without stopping.

I followed Wang Yun all morning, the sound of her procrastination caused by her special walking posture, I am already a little familiar, who is this footstep if it is not Wang Yun?

It seemed that she had quite confidence in this place, so when she walked around the corner, she walked into the depths without even pausing.

After two minutes, her footsteps gradually became inaudible, I breathed a sigh of relief, and let go of Shen Jingyun's hand with a slight embarrassment, and Shen Jingyun suddenly grabbed me, looked at me with weakness in his eyes, and said to me in a helpless tone: "Lin Xiaoshuang, why?" You make me want to give up on you three times and twice, but I always find a reason to forgive you? ”

Looking at him like this, I feel very distressed, if I can still be tough at this time, then I am not a normal person.

I couldn't help but hug Shen Jingyun gently, rubbed my cheeks, and said, "Actually, you know what my heart is, but if you really like me, you might as well really give up on me." If it doesn't give me hope, I won't have to suffer all the time. But really, if you really give up on me, I will be reluctant, and I will live in this torture every day. Why do you bother me? ”

After I said this, Shen Jingyun hugged me tightly, and as soon as he wanted to say something, I covered his mouth and said, "Don't say anything, don't say gentle words to me, don't say affectionate words to me, and you don't even need to comfort me." I've always thought that three people are not as painful as I am alone. I always feel that after a long time, whether it is you or Helian Cheng, you will eventually come out, and I will bear the rest. ”

Shen Jingyun sighed and gently pushed me away, he looked at me, there seemed to be a thousand words in his eyes, and I know, what did he want to say the most?

I lowered my head and whispered, "I know that kindness is not equal to love. If you want to repay your kindness, you can't take your own love, and how can love be given if you say it? But Shen Jingyun, you really have to understand me, if I am sweet with you, Helian Cheng will be miserable. No matter if he suffers for a day or a year, I will suffer in my heart, how can I be happy with you? I wish Helian Cheng would not suffer such torture and forget me in a gentle way. ”

I've never been good at expressing myself, and I don't know if these messy words can make Shen Jingyun understand my thoughts? And after saying all this, I didn't dare to look at Shen Jingyun, I was afraid that hearing Shen Jingyun and my arguing words would make my already uncalm heart even more uncomfortable.

Unexpectedly, Shen Jingyun was silent for a long time, and finally put his hand on my face very gently, and just said three words to me gently: "I'll wait for you." ”

When I heard these three words, my heart was about to melt, this is a promise that is more sinking than any sweet words, I still want to say something, how dare I ask Shen Jingyun to waste years for me, I am really just afraid that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.

But Shen Jingyun hugged me tightly again and said to me, "Don't say anything, that's how I decided." When Helian Cheng is willing to die, I will wait for you to arrive. We are cultivators, and our years are longer than ordinary people. Then even if I wait for you to be seventy or eighty, we are not too old. I can still hold your hand and walk around, and I'm very happy to have you by my side. ”

My tears dripped down Shen Jingyun's shoulders.

It always seems that there is a picture of us walking by the sunset when we are seventy or eighty years old, I can't imagine what I became at that time, but I think like Shen Jingyun, he will be very handsome even if he is 100 years old, right? At least in my eyes.

But I still don't dare to dream, the promise is beautiful, and people are willing to believe, but I am afraid that after I really believe, my heart will no longer be free, and then I will be hurt severely.

Therefore, I can only keep this touch, but I don't dare to respond to Shen Jingyun anything, I just have no regrets in my heart to like him so much.

"Before I wait until you, I won't say any more ambiguous words or make any ambiguous actions. I at least understand now that if I really love you, I shouldn't make you so embarrassed. So, for now, you're holding me like this for at least a minute. Yes, just hold me tightly for a minute, it can warm me for a long time, until I wait for you. Shen Jingyun rubbed my hair and said to me very gently.

Tears flowed uncontrollably, I didn't say anything, just used my best strength to hug Shen Jingyun, leaned into his arms and let myself sink into his breath.

A minute is a short time, but it's enough.

Because of this minute, I feel that I have let go of all my restraints, and I am in love with him to the fullest, and in this minute, I have the whole world, what will I not be satisfied with?

Time passed quickly, Shen Jingyun let go of me with some reluctance, and then said to me: "From now on, Shen Jingyun is Lin Xiaoshuang's good friend, plus a bodyguard. You trust me, I can do it. ”

After speaking, Shen Jingyun fiddled with his hairstyle, made a cool appearance, winked at me, and took out an unlit cigarette and put it at the corner of his mouth, and then said, "Look, is it very like a bodyguard?" ”

I was originally indulging in my own sadness, but I was amused by Shen Jingyun, I couldn't help but pull him, and said softly: "Okay, don't make trouble, okay?" Let's find the right way out quickly. At least, the middle path can now be ruled out. ”

The reason why the middle road was excluded was because there was no reason for Wang Yun to come back and come to the basement in a hurry, not even eating the food that the man brought her, just to get out of the underground passage, which didn't make sense.

Shen Jingyun shook his head at me and said, "Investigating this kind of thing is originally risky. If you don't go into the tiger's den, we should follow the tiger. ”

"Huh?" I was shocked, to be honest, I had a strong feeling of weirdness about Wang Yun in my heart, and I didn't want to get close to Wang Yun in this kind of place at all.

"I'm here." Shen Jingyun looked at me, just said this, nodded at me, and walked straight out of the place where we were hiding. He really didn't make any more ambiguous moves, otherwise according to his previous style, he should have taken my hand without hesitation and left.

Looking at his back, I followed, yes, there was him.

So, Shen Jingyun and I walked on the middle passage like this, and now at this time, Wang Yun no longer knows where to go through this passage? The whole passage was pitch black, and it was impossible for us to turn on the flashlight in this situation.

I don't know if it's because of my heart or if there's really something here, but I always feel that after walking in for about fifty meters, the road under my feet is a little slippery and greasy, and it is very uncomfortable to step on, but there is no smell in this passage, so this kind of speculation in the dark is even more uncomfortable.

I really wanted to get rid of this feeling, so I whispered to Shen Jingyun: "When Wang Yun came over just now, why weren't you nervous at all?" Are you really gambling, not being sure beforehand? ”

"How is it possible to be sure in advance? I'm just the kind of person who decides to gamble and is convinced that he can't lose. Because in many things I have experienced, there are variables, and some variables are even life and death crises. What can be done in the face of these variables? There is only one choice but to gamble. And I'm used to it...... If you don't have confidence, then what can you talk about winning? ”

This theory is really strong! But I can feel the danger and helplessness in it, as well as the many thrills behind it. What is Shen Jingyun's background? What kind of life did he go through? And who set up his current thinking and made him insist on the word morality?

I found out that I loved him so much, and I knew him so little?

"What are you thinking?" Shen Jingyun asked me in a low voice, walking in such a dark environment, if you don't say something to relax, your heart is also very depressed.

"No, I always feel uncomfortable, this floor is slippery, do you feel that way?" I was embarrassed to tell Shen Jingyun what I really thought in my heart, so I said how I felt before.

"Don't care, sometimes when you do something, just don't pay too much attention to the details, it will disgust you." Shen Jingyun comforted me in a whisper, in fact, these words are a bit nonsense, but they really make sense.

I stopped thinking about the feeling under my feet, and after almost 10 minutes of walking, the straight and slightly downward passage finally changed a little.

We saw a corner with a dim light, at this time, I don't know how far I went into the underground, 10 minutes away, although Shen Jingyun and I walked cautiously, but according to our speed, it was also a lot of distance.

Wang Yun's secret is indeed in the depths of this underground.

With a different discovery, it naturally stimulated me and Shen Jingyun, and we accelerated our pace.

Even though I told myself not to be curious, it would disgust me like Shen Jingyun said, but I couldn't help but glance at the ground when it was almost light.

And this look made my whole body wrapped in a cool air that came out of the bottom of my heart, because under my feet, instead of a hard concrete floor, it was paved with shriveled and treated skin.

I didn't dare look at it anymore, because the skin couldn't be more obvious, it was human skin that had been treated!