After Liao Fan left, Li Yao locked herself in the bathroom and immersed herself in the bathtub.

She swims a little but doesn't breathe, and when her head goes into the tub, she feels a suffocating sensation coming from all sides. At first she enjoyed the feeling, she had nothing, and only then was she gone. But when the water poured through her nose and into her throat, a tingling sensation seemed to penetrate directly into her throat and enter her heart, she raised her head sharply.

She can't die!

Why did she die like this?

She is dead, will Liao Fan feel distressed? No.

Her death here will only make Ren Xuanxuan more arrogant and Liao Fan more comfortable, and no one will stick a thorn in his heart from now on.

She must not do anything that makes her relatives painful and her enemies happy.

She wants to live, live well, even in this place where no one is a ghost or a ghost, she has to live. She must get out of this place, she wants to let all the people who have been hurt go to hell like her!

It's just that he made himself high-spirited, why is the whole person illusory? She felt like she was getting lighter and trying to fly.

Li Yao had a splitting headache and collapsed in the bathroom.

………………

"Li Yao, people have to accept their fate! But you have to recognize yourself. Ants are still stealing life, and you shouldn't give up on yourself! What Li Yao heard after waking up was this sentence, she looked up and saw that it was an acquaintance.

Sister Hong, the director of the hotel where she worked next to the school a long time ago, still remembered that she was going to take revenge on Ke Shaolong, and it was Sister Hong who pulled her.

"Sister Hong......" Li Yao's eyes were red, Sister Hong must have never imagined how warm it was for her to see acquaintances here.

"Li Yao, there's nothing you can't get by. As long as you don't give up on yourself. Sister Hong poured her a glass of water.

It must have been Sister Hong who thought she was committing suicide, so she comforted her like this.

Li Yao didn't show her bottom thoughts, just nodded. She won't be looking for death, it's not worth dying for Liao Fan. And she, one day, will make Liao Fan taste a heart-rending feeling.

"Sister Hong, why are you here?"

"Now Manhattan is in my hands." Sister Hong said to her with gentle eyes.

Such a gentle look made Li Yao feel worried, Sister Hong came to manage this, does that mean that from the beginning, her movements were controlled by Liao Fan, and even when she went to the hotel, it was also arranged by Liao Fan.

"Sister Hong, have you been Liao Fan's person from the beginning?" Li Yao raised her head and asked.

Sister Hong's eyes were deep, and she didn't answer Li Yao's words, but said, "With me, no one will force you to do anything you want." ”

Li Yao lowered her head, but she already had a bottom in her heart.

………………

After Sister Hong came to Fengyue Manhattan, Li Yao was really much freer.

She no longer has to go to receive those changes. state of the guests. Instead, she went back to her old job, the bartender.

At first, Sister Hong was looking for someone to keep looking at her, as if she was worried about something that would happen to her, but later she saw that Li Yao was very active at work every day and smiled at the guests, so she was relieved.

I have to say that Li Yao, who is put into work, is indeed very attractive, she is extremely beautiful, her voice is very good, no matter what kind of guests she is, she can handle it easily, those guests are teased by her a few times, drink when they should drink, sleep when they should sleep, and they are all played by her without a little psychological burden.

She doesn't be friends with anyone in the clubhouse, she doesn't talk to anyone who is not related, she only sells her own liquor.

She threw away all her reserves and fears and let go of her heart and body. She learned to bartend, it was dark, dirty, dirty, except for the slightly purer wine, which she liked to give by all sorts of names.

Many customers like to drink the wine she blends, and they also like to let her send wine, Li Yao has never been stingy in accompanying wine, since she came here, others will be drunk by her wine, but she seems to have cultivated the body of King Kong who will not get drunk no matter how she drinks.

Li Yao sometimes looks at the absurdity and lewdness in the hall... desire, feeling extremely empty.

"I heard that your wine here will make people drunk when you drink it?" When Li Yao lowered her head to bart, a familiar voice came through, and she looked up and saw that this person was He Cheng, who had disappeared for a long time.

"If you don't get drunk, everyone gets drunk, and most of the people who get drunk are not because of the wine." Li Yao smiled with her eyes, He Cheng was dressed cleanly, just like before.

Passerby, he was a passerby at the time of the Phantom; Now in Manhattan, he is also a passerby.

"Mrs. Yao, you have lived a thorough life! Bring me a drink. ”

"How about a 'Confused' drink?" Li Yao asked with a smile.

"You see I'm confused?" He Cheng frowned and asked.

"I guess you'll love it." As he spoke, Li Yao had already placed a glass of red and yellow wine in front of him.

He Cheng raised the wine glass and drank a large glass in one go, "This wine is really good, sweet but has an indescribable taste, as if I can taste something but I haven't remembered what it tastes like, and I forgot the taste again in a blink of an eye." ”

"Would you like another drink?" Li Yao asked with a shallow smile.

"Let's finish this first." He Cheng took another sip of wine, and he asked half-jokingly, "Mrs. Yao, you haven't seen me for so long, have you ever thought of me?" ”

"I will remember every customer who has bought wine from my hands, you are all God, who dares not to remember God?" Li Yao replied without leaking.

"That's so insincere!"

"I'm running out of wine, I'll give you some more." Li Yao added a glass of wine to He Cheng.

She really didn't want to think about anything other than drinking, what was sincerity? How many of the people here have a heart? If you don't even have a heart, where does sincerity come from?

"Li Yao, you have a drink with me." He Cheng raised his glass, Li Yao did not refuse him, picked up the wine in the cup and drank it in one gulp.

"Why don't you ask me anything? Don't you ask me where I've been all this time? ”

"If you want to say that you will say it yourself, if you don't want to say it, you won't say it if I ask you."

"Indeed!" He Cheng said with a half-affirmation, and the side of his mouth was full of bitterness and guilt, "I'm going to look for roses." In order to avoid me, Rose ran half of the motherland. I asked her to have an abortion, but she never did. Later, she gave birth to a daughter, who was very cute and pink. It's a pity that she was born prematurely, and she didn't dare to go to the hospital, so she suffered from postpartum hemorrhage and died! ”

Rose has been away from here for more than half a year, and she estimated that she was born, but she did not expect that she had died of dystocia.

"What about the kid?"

"The child has congenital heart disease, which is not cured and is gone." He Cheng drank another glass of wine and said with annoyance.

Li Yao lowered her head to mix wine, while watching the color in the wine glass constantly changing, she looked indifferent, handed a glass of wine to He Cheng, and said kindly, "If it hurts, then drink this glass, it will make you comfortable." ”

He Cheng drank the wine without thinking about it, he didn't feel it after a glass, and after another glass, the more he drank, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart, and the more he drank with Rose before, the clearer Rose's appearance became, "Li Yao, what kind of wine is this?" Why am I more awake now than I am at any other time? ”

Li Yao smiled, her eyes were cold, "The name of this glass of wine is 'I wake up', and after drinking it, all the guilt and repentance will linger in my heart." It's a terrible feeling, isn't it? ”

"You ......"

"He Cheng, Rose has stayed away from you, she should have been able to live a stable life. But you have been chasing after her, because of you, she didn't dare to go to the hospital to die of dystocia. He never thought you would be so upset when she and the child died, because you never looked at her with your eyes. She was born humble, she has a humble profession, but when she loves you, she is more noble than I don't know how many times! You don't want to feel bad, it's a joke! You deserve to live a precarious life for the rest of your life!! ”

Li Yao thought that if she stayed in Fengyue Manhattan, she would be unintentional and insensitive. It turns out that she still has a heart, she will still be angry, and she will be angry. She still remembers the delicate face of the rose, and the resolute attitude for love. It's a pity that all the love has been let down!

"Maybe. You're quite right. He Cheng said dejectedly, it seemed more comfortable to be scolded, and he raised his glass again, "Come, let's have a drink." ”

Li Yao frowned, looked at the glass of wine in his hand and tumbled, "I want to vomit when I see you now!" ”

She threw down the glass she was mixing, turned around and went into the bathroom.

As soon as she entered the toilet, she vomited until her stomach was acid.

"Are the people inside alright?" Someone knocked on the door outside the toilet and asked with concern.

Li Yao wiped her mouth and replied calmly, "It's okay, the wine at night is a little stronger." Just spit it out. ”

There was no movement outside, but Li Yao couldn't calm down. She hadn't drunk anything at all today, but she vomited like this.

The last time Liao Fan came, she didn't do contraception, and after that, she fainted, and the time for emergency contraception passed. Isn't it pregnant again this time?

She has been trapped in Fengyue Manhattan, and she can't go out at all, let alone ask others to buy her pregnancy tests and the like.

After going back, Li Yao took a thermometer and tested her body temperature for several days in a row, which was higher than usual. There is no taste for ba. Eight out of ten. Nine is really pregnant.

She has been very sad since the child was gone last time, and the sudden arrival of this child overwhelmed her, but she knew that she wanted to keep him, which had nothing to do with who the child's father was, she just wanted to have a child, have an expectation, have a sustenance, and have a reason to continue living.

If the people in the club knew that she was pregnant, she would definitely let her kill the child, here is no better than the phantom, the phantom is more merciful to the pregnant person, and here it may be directly let those men who are psychologically abnormal come and let her have a natural abortion. It was even more impossible for her to tell Liao Fan that he had lost all his qualifications. She would never forgive him.

She has to protect herself, and she has to protect her children.

It's just that in such a difficult situation, how can she give birth to the child unconsciously?