Steps, or steps. Gu Yi'an looked at the yellow-white marble slabs arranged step by step, and he couldn't count how many such steps he had walked through, if not tens of millions, but also millions, each step was so similar and so cold. Step by step, stepping on the steps of the cemetery, the day of worship was not cloudy and rainy, there was only a distant sun with no temperature, no clouds, and even no wind.

The pink bellflower is held in her arms, and the eternal love is hopeless love.

Gu Yi'an still felt that this flower was not suitable, and when the person in the flower shop asked him who to send, he thought about it and said "dead lover", and chose the pink one among the recommended flowers, because she liked it. Yes, pink was never his favorite color, but hers.

The pink flowers were placed in front of the dry flowers, and he didn't stand up anymore when he bent down, and sat on the ground next to An Ge's tombstone, regardless of whether this was considered an offense to the deceased, if there was, there were countless places where he offended her, and no matter how much he offended her, he wouldn't be chased and beaten by her. If there really is a Yin Spirit, then come, come back to him.

No, nothing, just him alone and one cold tombstone after another.

Gu Yi'an looked at the black-and-white photo on the stele, and the posthumous photo without a smile was still the same as when they were separated. There is a name under the photo, the simple word "Ange", and the name that has been called for 16 years finally turned into two cold words. Gu Yi'an stretched out his hand to trace those two words little by little, and wanted to warm it with his fingers, but unfortunately, after the warmth, the previous stroke was cold.

His eyes moved cautiously little by little, afraid, especially afraid of seeing Shi Yue next to An Ge's name. It's just that he remembers, he can see clearly, there is only a name and a date of death on it, and there is not even a date of birth on it. Yes, Ange is an orphan, I don't know where I came from, and how do I know the date of my birth?

The more Gu Yi'an looked at the stele, the more he felt a little empty, and the more he looked at it, the more he wanted to add a few strokes to it and write a "Enron".

"Let's choose a cemetery." In the ward full of disinfectant water, An Ge glanced at Shi Yue, who was already asleep, and asked Lin Yan who was standing at the head of Shi Yue's bed softly, his tone was flat and did not seem to explain his future.

"Hmm." Lin Yan helped Shi Yue comb the hair on the side of his face again, only when she was asleep did he dare to look at her so closely, an accident was his fault, he thought it was his fault.

"Where's the tombstone?"

"I've chosen, I'm waiting for the engraving."

"Isn't it just a name, why do you work so hard, I don't have an epitaph."

An Ge pretended to put his hands behind his head lightly, secretly endured the pain, turned his head and smiled at the sleeping Shi Yue, and finally looked at her again, while she still had eyes.

"Why do you want to be buried in the cemetery?" He remembered that she had said lightly that she would scatter a handful of ashes in the maple grove on Red Maple Street after her death, and he agreed, but she repented when he thought about how to smuggle her ashes back, and that day she said she wanted to stay in Zili.

"Can't you have a house if you want to die?" still said lightly, she has lived secretly for five or six years, and she has lived long enough, she didn't let An Ran's kid study medicine because she was afraid that after he finished his studies, he would find out that he had cancer, which was terminal, and it couldn't be cured. has lived secretly for so long, and now that he has a home, she should also go, but she can't see Shi Yue's recovery and can't watch her dance.

It is a lucky thing to be able to stay with this little girl in the last days of her life, if you lose, you will gain, and if you go safely, you will give her a quiet little girl, and this life is worth it.

It's just that she still can't let go of that kid after all, how will she live without her? She couldn't have imagined that in the short twenty-one years of her life, she had thought too many questions and thought too much, and now she should be lazy. I can't imagine, or dare not imagine that An Ran can't come back to her-

Leave a tombstone, at least, and look at him through the cold.

If she could, she would like to engrave his name on the stone tablet, engrave the word "I love", and then engrave the name of this little girl, and want these two people to be her funeral bearers. It's a pity that the chance of these two people meeting is too small and too small, she doesn't expect any beautiful follow-up stories, she just hopes that these two people can be happy in their respective lives, and that's enough.

"Promise me one thing."

"Hmm."

"Don't tell her."

"Yueyue?"

"Hmm." An Ge stood up with the bed board, walked towards Shi Yue's bed, stretched out his hand and was supported by Lin Yan, refused Lin Yan's hug, she wanted to walk over by herself, and finally hugged this quiet little girl again, "Just say I'm leaving, go...... Abroad. ”

"yes, okay."

An Ge lay next to Shi Yue, for a long time, looking at the ceiling, white turned black, and then the whole world was dyed black, and the light disappeared at the end of a little frightened, and I had never experienced fear in my life burst out at this moment. The cold spread all over her body, and she hugged her and found that it was a man's body, a man standing on the side of the bed, and after groping for a long time, she remembered that she had no eyes and could no longer see the light of the world.

"Lin Yan?"

"I'm here." Lin Yan hugged An Ge, the first hug was also the last, using all the heat of her body to warm her, but she couldn't warm her body.

"Lin Yan, you'll take care of both of them, right?"

"Yes, I will." A soft response, repeated after three years. Lin Yan stood in the room and looked out the window thinking about her death three years ago, three years, three years, three years, three years have passed since she died in her arms.

The scene of the first encounter is still clear in front of him, an unruly tomboy suddenly broke into his life, disturbed his world, and then smiled and said that he had a childhood sweetheart who was inseparable from life and death......

After so long, when I think about it, the passion of that sudden feeling has long been calm. Women, he has liked women. It's a pity that the person he likes likes his brother, even if he accompanies her through the last days of her life, he still can't replace that person.

There was smoke slowly wafting from behind him, and the familiar smell of the familiar person leaned on the door frame and looked at him with a stomach full of vinegar, "Is there enough remembrance?" I'm sleepy. ”

"Didn't you just wake up?" Lin Yan turned back and headed in the direction of Xu Shi'an.

Man? He never liked any man, but the one he just liked was a man.

"Hmm, really?" Xu Shi'an stretched his waist and raised his hand on Lin Yan's shoulder, "Then I remembered wrong, you were sleepy." ”

The two of them walked out of the room left for Shi Yue side by side, one by one. Xu Shi'an always said that he raised Shi Yue as a daughter, and his daughter was not their daughter yet, and it was not unreasonable to be jealous suddenly, because Shi Yue's niece was given to him by An Ge.

Lin Yan didn't know how An Ge knew about his life experience, let alone where he found such a niece. At that time, she said that she wanted him to go to a city, to a fish pond, to stay there for a day, and said that she would give him a birthday present. So he went, and on his twenty-seventh birthday, he had such a niece.

Later, he was thinking that Shi Yue might be the stand-in that An Ge found, a little lover she found and gave to him, but ah, this lover is too young, Shi Yue is too young, and he can only treat her as a niece with a round of age difference, or, as Xu Shi'an often complains, as he and her daughter.

"What are you thinking?"

"I'm wondering if I shouldn't blame Yi'an."

"Lin Yan? You're thinking about other men in my bed, huh? ”

"I can think of other women."

"Huh."

What do you think? Do you think it's a double standard for Gu Yi'an? I still think that Shi Yue is similar to An Ge, let alone Gu Yi'an?

In the cemetery, Gu Yi'an was still leaning on An Ge's tombstone, "An Ge, I found a person, a little girl......"

Much like you......

Eyes, very similar, very similar......

I still can't go on, I can't say that I like that little girl, I can't say it. Since he was a child, he couldn't fight for An Ge, or he didn't want to fight with her for anything, so what about this time? She's dead, but she still doesn't want to fight? Fight for a little girl, a girl that the two love together.

Gu Yi'an got up, he couldn't ask, and at the end of the silence, the sound of footsteps slowly became clear from far and near, Gu Yi'an didn't pay attention to it, and only said that it was the person who came to sweep the tomb with him. But the more he ignored the footsteps, the closer he got until he stopped behind him.

"You ......"

"Old friend." Gu Yi'an glanced at the middle-aged man behind him, raised his hand and gently pointed to An Ge's tombstone, as if there was really a living person standing behind him.

"You're safe."

Gu Yi'an didn't speak, looked at the man in front of him with surprise, confusion and caution, was it the previous teacher? I don't remember such a person.

The man is older, with the experience accumulated over the years, he can see that he guessed correctly, and he can't hide the joy and excitement in his heart for a while, the old father generally took Gu Yi'an's hand, and reunited after a long absence, "It's been three years, and it's finally waiting for you." ”

"Wait for me?"

"yes, wait for you stinky boy." Saying that, I didn't know what I thought of, let out a long sigh, looked past Gu Yi'an at the cold An Ge, and said earnestly as if relieved, "Girl, he's here." ”

"Uncle, you ...... You are? ”

"I forgot to introduce myself, my name is Shi Qian, this is my business card."

"When?" Gu Yi'an took the small card and was even more at a loss, looked down, and the clear and vague two words instantly pulled the little girl who had been hiding for a month back to his eyes.

"When time comes, humility is humble." For fear that Gu Yi'an would not understand, he would explain solemnly, and talk about his identity to himself, but none of them could reach the ears of the young man in front of him.

It wasn't until Shi Qian's voice stopped that Gu Yi'an raised his head, and then he came back to his senses from his stunnedness, calmed down as much as possible, and asked in a normal voice, "May I ask who your daughter is?" ”

"How do you know I have a daughter?"

Gu Yi'an looked at his slightly surprised expression and smiled unconsciously, and found the answer without answering, just as surprised as the little girl. For a while, Gu Yi'an only felt that this world was really wonderful, and it was really unpredictable.

"Shiyue?"

"Huh? Do you know Yueyue? ”

"Hmm." Gu Yi'an nodded lightly.

The wind finally blew up, blowing gently, I don't know where it came from and I don't know where it is going, hurriedly skimming the world where the two of them are standing, blowing Gu Yi'an's hair, and blowing away the haze somewhere in his heart.

"I know, Shiyue, little girl, very cute."