Chapter 61 I miss you, uncle
Xu Shi'an stayed up all night with a bowl of soup, Lin Yan sat quietly with Shi Yue all night, and the small spoon fed Shi Yue sobering soup little by little, and the people who fed it little by little did not feel troublesome, but the people who watched it felt sour.
After a long night, Xu Shi'an sometimes stood by the door for a while, and sometimes sat at the foot of Shiyue's bed for a while, and he had to hold back and not say anything if he had opinions in his heart, this was simply the most aggrieved night in his thirty years of life.
In the end, Lin Yan finally realized that there was a sober person beside him, and when he turned around, he noticed that Xu Shi'an was already holding his head and hovering on the verge of collapse, "Go back to the house and sleep for a while." β
"Huh? What's wrong? Is the little girl awake? Xu Shi'an woke up from his dream as soon as he lowered his head, Xu was too jealous in his heart to think about it and blurted it out, "Huh? I didn't wake up. Shaking his head, he shook the little stars in his eyes, and did his best to be sober and take on the responsibility of a doctor, "Is she uncomfortable?" β
"She's fine, I told you to go back to the house and sleep for a while."
"Oh." As if he had received an amnesty order, he dragged his body closer to Lin Yan, habitually passing over but was unexpectedly pushed away, "Huh? Don't you sleep? β
Lin Yan shook his head slightly, but a pair of eyes were still on Shi Yue's body, "I'm not sleepy." β
"......" Xu Shi'an instantly sobered up, standing behind Lin Yan and looking at Shi Yue, he couldn't say what mood he felt, but he knew that he especially wanted to throw her out of the window, but he knew that this little girl couldn't throw it.
It's a little girl, if it's a kid, throw it out immediately!
"Okay, okay, I'll go back to sleep." Xu Shi'an shook his hand and went back to the room by himself, and before he stepped out of the small bedroom door, he suddenly remembered something, and then turned over and looked at Lin Yan, "Hey, what are you going to tell her about that bastard boy?" β
"Let her misunderstand."
"Huh? What did you say? Xu Shi'an was not sleepy in an instant, and he was a little angry.
Gu Yi'an's kid pretended to be Lin Yan and took his identity to tease Shi Yue, and left after accidentally knowing the relationship between Shi Yue and An Ge, why, could he, a real little brother-in-law, continue to act in this farce?
Why did she ask him to pay it back when she was deceived?
"No way!"
Let Lin Yan and Gu Yi'an pretend to be a couple to hide Shi Yue, have you considered his mood? Where is he, the real little brother-in-law?
"Yi'an will go abroad in a few days, and I'll explain all this to Yueyue when he leaves, huh? All right? Lin Yan looked at Xu Shi'an calmly, and his calm and gentle smile was not lethal, but Xu Shi'an couldn't parry-
"I ...... Okay, okay, listen to you. β
"Hmm."
Maybe compared to the truth of the matter, rather than letting Shi Yue know that she was being played with by Gu Yi'an, it is better to tell her that it is just a homosexuality, not that his heart doesn't love you, but that his body can't love you. Maybe this will make her feel better, maybe......
It's just that the wishes of the elders are the wishful thinking of the elders after all, and after a long time, the truth is completely torn, Lin Yan asked himself if it would not be like this if he said it at the beginning, and after a long time, Lin Yan clearly understood that he really didn't know Shi Yue at all, didn't understand the mind of this niece, wanted to give her the best in the world, wanted to protect her for a lifetime, but invisibly broke her wings.
"Yueyue, I'm sorry."
Lin Yan helped Shi Yue arrange her hair, the hair ornaments were taken off one by one, her long hair was loose and she saw her on the stage again in a trance, she still had the same appearance as she did back then, but she couldn't tell what was different. He put this red dance dress for three years, thought about it for three years, and thought about thousands of goodbye scenes, but none of them guessed correctly.
Perhaps, maybe he should thank Gu Yi'an for letting her dance again, but instead of dancing, he wants to see her happy.
Gu Yi'an's chat records with Shi Yue, the chat records pretending to be his identity, read the records of several days overnight, and after reading them, he stayed at Shi Yue's bedside and was silent. Inexplicably, he was a little ashamed that his real uncle was not as good as Gu Yi'an's fake uncle. Gu Yi'an imitated him vividly, from the tone of his voice to the voice of his speech, it was very similar, even more similar than himself, maybe Gu Yi'an added a little bit on the basis of Lin Yan.
Lin Yan read all the records and muttered at a loss, Yueyue, if the little uncle in the mobile phone changes back again, will you be disappointed?
"Hmm......"
Xu Shiyue heard Lin Yan's question, and couldn't bear to see the little uncle sad and sad, muttering in his dream, his eyebrows furrowed lightly and slowly opened his eyes. When I opened my eyes, my temples ached faintly, and I looked at the person in front of me with blurred eyesβ
Enron? It's good that you're still there.
With three points of wine, Shi Yue opened her arms and hugged her "little brother-in-law" and hugged it quietly, for a while, for a while.
Lin Yan didn't know what Shi Yue was thinking about Gu Yi'an, who was defined as a scumbag by himself, just as his little daughter's coquettish cuteness, holding the softest place in his heart with one hand, hugging it tightly, rubbing his little head, cute, and his whole heart was crispy.
Lin Yan sat in with Shi Yue and slept with her in his arms, feeling more and more that he was sixteen years late, he should have stayed by her side when she was born twenty years ago, he should have been by her side, and he should have been by her side, and he should have spent every year with her to witness every moment of her life.
When Shi Yue woke up, she looked at the person who was fluttering and was a little shy, lowered her eyes, and found that the red dress on her body was gone. A spirited sober, looked at his clothes, fortunately, just took off his coat, so, An Ran is still ......
Well?
Shi Yue wanted to sigh Gu Yi'an's righteous gentleman, raised her head, was stunned, and then froze in place-
"Little, little uncle?" In an instant, she was sober and rainy, and every trace of rain turned into a leather whip and whipped her fiercely. Surprised or ...... What about guilt? In the dream, she hugged her little uncle to sleep, and when she woke up, it was the little uncle, how should she face the little uncle who loves her the most, how should she tell him "Little uncle, I like your boyfriend, are you okay with me".
I really want to, I really want to slap myself to death.
"Huh? Awake? Lin Yan didn't know Shi Yue's thoughts, he didn't know before, and he didn't know now. Lin Yan rubbed Shi Yue's hair, and pressed her temples by the way, "Does it still hurt?" β
Shi Yue nodded subconsciously, and then shook her head for some reason, as if she was denying what was dodging, and finally Shi Yue reacted to Lin Yan's question before nodding again, and then went back to a month ago, back to the well-behaved eldest niece who didn't know anything and had never seen anything.
"Dizziness."
Hearing this, Lin Yan lightly slapped Shi Yue's forehead, "Do you still dare to drink?" β
Shi Yue shook her head, "Don't dare." β
"Wait a minute, I'll serve you some sobering soup to drink."
"Huh?" Xu is the sequelae of alcohol, always slow and half a beat can't hear the words of the little uncle, and then after two or three seconds of stunned back to his senses, he seems to remember something, "that ......" A name stuck in his throat, like a taboo spell that can't be pronounced.
"Huh?" Lin Yan turned his head to Shang Shiyue's eyes, a little evasive and a little worried, inexplicably, Lin Yan had a feeling of losing something, having no children but having the melancholy of marrying a daughter. If you understand, you still have to pretend that you don't understand, how can you tell her that she chose the wrong person? Obviously, the fertile water does not flow into the fields of outsiders, but the acres of land at home are really not worthy of the clear water," he was in that room. β
A shallow smile is not a lie, it is nothing more than a misinterpretation of her meaning.
Shi Yue nodded when she listened, and smiled lightly from him, hoping that she would not be so embarrassed, and in a trance, she seemed to have returned to four years ago, when she first met Lin Yan, and when she was just told that she had more little uncles, she was so strange and overwhelmed.
When Lin Yan went out, the ghost made a mistake, Shi Yue slipped out quietly, like the boudoir daughter who secretly went out to meet her lover in ancient times by taking advantage of the moonlight, and carried Lin Yan to open the door of the master bedroom with a soft voice, softly, opened, looked at the figure lying on the bed, lying on his side with his back to the door, unable to see his appearance, blurring a shadow.
I feel inexplicably far away, far away and like water, I can't say whether I am at peace or dead.
It turns out that you have been refusing to sleep in bed because the person you slept with didn't come back?
It's just that Shi Yue doesn't know that this person is not the other person, she doesn't know that Gu Yi'an dislikes the bed where the two men have been lying, and she doesn't know that Xu Shi'an is listening to her movements with her ears sideways and listening to her next move.
All the time, Xu Shi'an didn't know what Shi Yue was going to do, and he was ready for the little girl to break in and lift the quilt at any time, he didn't know how the two of them would get along during the seven days they were away, and he didn't know if he could help Lin Yan's competent little uncle hide from this eldest niece when he hid the quilt.
However, compared to him, Shi Yue at the door seemed to know what he was going to do, or he didn't know what he was doing. Before, not before; Return, no refund. In the end, Lin Yan gently called her name, and when she looked back at her little uncle, she fell into Lin Yan's arms as if she was really drunk.
"What's wrong?" Lin Yan rubbed Shi Yue's hair, hated Gu Yi'an as softly as she was, and slowly began to regret letting him go so easily yesterday.
Shi Yue threw herself into Lin Yan's arms to calm down for a while, and then tried to be as natural as possible, "I miss you." Uncle ......"
"Hmm."
Listening to Lin Yan's answer, it seemed to go back to the first time she admitted that he was an uncle, and it was the same, she threw herself into his arms, but why was that time? It's been too long, too long to rememberβ
I want to cry inexplicably, I still have no tears when I pout, and my three-year habit has already developed a psychology that I will not cry when I am wronged, "You said that you would come back when you were busy, this is a holiday, I wait for you every day and you don't come back, I ......"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Lin Yan patted Shi Yue's back, on the bed facing Xu Shi'an turned over and leaned on the cushion at the head of the bed, silently looking at the uncle and nephew as if they were also blaming themselves, raising their eyes, the four eyes met and then tacitly, there was a silent conversation in the air, one asked, "Can you teach that kid a lesson now", but the other shook his head and quietly did not reply-
Lin Yan hugged Shi Yue and stepped back, gently closed the door, and pretended to be that the person was sleeping in the room. The moment the door was closed, it seemed that another door had been opened, and a silent promise was generated in my heart, and the protection of a lifetime would not hurt you a little, Yueyue, forgive my uncle this time, okay?
It's just that it was a long, long time later, that Lin Yan thought of the protection he said to himself and felt how ridiculous he was. Parents always try their best to protect their children, but forget to ask their children what they really want.