Chapter Twenty-Five

Looking around in the darkness at a loss, reaching out to touch it tentatively is nothingness. Suddenly, the mountain shook, and I woke up suddenly, but the carriage suddenly jolted, and I felt a sharp pain in my neck, and I couldn't help but make a sound.

Before he could reach out to caress himself, a warm palm had already covered the wound. I tried my best to open my eyes, but I saw Huan Ke looking down, his eyes were worried quietly, and he was full of deep love of "straight lovesickness is useless, and it is madness if it is not melancholy". I hurriedly looked at him no longer looking, but when I looked at it, I saw a carved pattern of wood and bamboo blessings on the top of my head.

This angle ...... I'm actually pillowing on Huan Ke's lap?!

I was shocked and wanted to get up immediately, but I also had injuries on my hands, and I really didn't need my strength. Seeing this, Huan Ke hurriedly explained: "You have an injury on your neck, and if you are shocked, it is very easy to crack again." It's shaky on the road......"

"Got it." Huan Ke lowered his head and looked at it, his eyes clearly reflected my face, but my heart instantly floated on the familiar and unfamiliar face. Trying not to recall this déjà vu, I barely stood up with my uninjured right hand, and Huan Ke silently stopped at my side, silently watching me grit my teeth.

Finally sitting upright, I reached out to touch the wound on my neck, but I touched the delicate and soft white veil.

I think that licking blood from the knife edge is a common thing for Huan Ke and his party, so the gauze and medicinal powder prepared in the carriage to stop bleeding are readily available, and the season is already autumn, so there is no need to worry about wound inflammation. It's just that I didn't think about it in a hurry at that time, and at this moment after the dust settled, I inevitably felt like a little woman, and began to worry about whether it would leave a scar.

Huan Ke moved his eyes to look straight ahead, his face was gloomy and forbearing, and he didn't say a word. I felt that Fang Cai's tone was stiff, and I wanted to apologize with guilt, but he suddenly spoke, his voice was neither high nor low, and only the two of us could hear: "I have been in the army with my father since I was six years old, and at the age of thirteen, I began to lead the army, fighting in the south and the north. Even if he later met Lianghong's general Wang Ren, he was able to have fewer enemies and never missed. ”

I didn't know what he meant by all of this, so I just sat and listened in silence.

The white horse is decorated with gold bonds, and it gallops northwest. The control string breaks the left, and the right one destroys the moon branch. Raise your hand to catch the flyer, lean over and scatter the horse's hooves. Cunning than the monkey ape, brave as a leopard. Those boiling legends that are praised all over the world are so light and light in the mouths of the parties. Wang Ren seems to have changed from a general to a secretary of the military department after that defeat, and rarely fought in person. It's just that I only said that the two sides were evenly matched before, and at this moment I realized that Hu Ru's soldiers were still less than Lianghong, and Huan Ke mentioned the difference in numbers, and the hardships and thrills at that time can be imagined.

After a pause, he opened his lips again, and the slight arrogance in Shicai's words was exhausted: "I have always believed that we can not only attack the overlord of one side, but also defend the other. The sword is in my hand, and it is up to me to determine whether it is blood-stained or not, and no one can shake it. But ......"

I already understood what he was going to say, but I saw him slowly turn his head to look at me, and for the first time I couldn't understand the emotion in his eyes: "Huan Ke is such a conceited and ridiculous person." ”

"It's me, not you, who holds the sword to my neck." I was busy shaking my head, but there was a pain in my neck, and I was about to subconsciously reach out to caress it, and I knew that Huan Ke would blame myself even more when he saw it, so I had to endure it, so I simply turned around and faced him: "It's me who insists on going my own way, and I want to make a bet with myself." Where's the blame for you? ”

"Of course, you don't blame me, but I can't help hating." Huan Ke's eyes skimmed over my neck and re-cast them on my face, revealing a faint trace of sadness: "I know that you have good intentions, and you don't want to hurt Zhufeng and them." But I also know that what you said to Zong Zhengxu was by no means accidental or a whim, and the thought of ending up with Zong Zhengxu was only afraid that it would be stored in your heart as soon as possible. I could have expected that Zong Zhengxu would prove his innocence with the life of an ordinary soldier, how could you not have imagined? I'm afraid that from the very beginning, you have put life and death out of the way. ”

He let out a long sigh, his eyes fixed on me, and his thoughts were like a fine web covering the sky, and I was also breathless: "You don't believe him, and you don't believe me. You don't believe anyone but yourself. ”

It seemed like a long time to be relatively speechless, and it seemed like it was only a few seconds, and I pulled up a smile, and I felt that I might not be sincere: "Yes, you are half right." The end of the fish is doomed in my opinion, and it is not too long before it is too far for me. I really didn't believe it...... Anyone. ”

Zong Zhengxu's three words have been sad, I really can't say it, so I simply let him feel painful.

"It's just that anyone is a person from the world."

I raised my head and smiled lightly, and my heart seemed to suddenly surge with the pain in my neck, "I am naturally one of the people in the world." ”

I would have trusted the bright moon with my heart, but who knew that the bright moon shone on the ditch. The human feelings are overturned like waves, and Prime Minister Bai knows that he is still pressing his sword. This kind of truth, as early as the end of Lianghong's harem in Shu, I have been mentioned by the teachings of people from all walks of life. It is better to seek others than to seek oneself, and it is better to seek one's own body than to seek one's own heart. From the day I broke off with Zong Zhengxu'en, I knew that no matter whether the original intention was pure or not, there are some people and some things that only the power can keep, and only the power can influence it.

I once hoped that I would not understand the truth in my life, but today I realized it, and I don't know if it was sooner or later.

Looking at each other wordlessly, the carriage undulated with the mountains and rivers in silence, like an unknowable fate.

"In a bloody battle, you can win because the opponent has already lost his heart; The homeland and land can be defended because the people expect support. And Yu Xiao Yuemu," a black silhouette seemed to flicker outside the curtain, "There is no need to be guarded." It is neither worthy nor desirable in front of others. Therefore, whether he was injured or died, Xiao Yuemu was to blame, and had nothing to do with others. ”

Leave it alone. After all, these four words were swallowed back and did not blurt out. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, letting my indifference spread.

There seemed to be a low whisper outside the car, I lifted the curtain, and Guangqi, who turned around, lazily pulled the reins with one hand, and was surprised to see me leaning out and saying, "Emperor Ji is awake?" ”

I smiled lightly and didn't reply, but Zhufeng on the right side caught up with me, and said with the same joy: "Thank God, the emperor is safe." If it's true......"

Stunned, Zhufeng stuck out his tongue to show his unintentional mistake. I couldn't help but chuckle, but I saw that his complexion gradually changed, as if he wanted to say something but it was difficult to say.

"What's wrong?" There seemed to be a panic premonition in my heart, and before I could ask again, Zhu Feng had already spoken first, hesitating: "Zhu Feng has inquired back, and the girl named the end of the song that Emperor Ji said...... I'm afraid it's ......"

seemed to know that Zhufeng was in a dilemma, and to help him not have to continue, the carriage suddenly shook. I was so engrossed in the appearance of the name at the end of the song that I was caught off guard and fell back sharply. Huan Ke was originally sitting in the car and didn't move, but when he saw this, he grabbed my waist and helped me stabilize, and his left hand subconsciously supported the hard place, and the pain was in his bones for a while, and he couldn't hold back a miserable scream.

Huan Ke hurriedly called to stop, bent down to help me sit down, and grabbed my wrist again, and gently supported it even though he unloaded his strength. The gauze had been stained red with a steady stream of oozing blood, and I bit my lower lip and frowned tightly, trying my best to keep the tears from flowing in my eyes, but the corners of my eyes were moist.

Guangqi and Deshi have lifted the curtain and looked in, and the side curtain seems to have been provoked by Zhufeng and Huaiyan, and I only heard the sound of everyone talking, why the content was completely unclear.

Huan Ke had taken off the original gauze layer by layer very slowly and gently, and went to the medicine box behind me. The moment he leaned over, his lips brushed the tip of my ear, and he stepped back a little, but instead of retreating, he stopped at this distance. His breath spread across my cheeks, warm and warm, like a slowly blooming flower.

He said, "Don't be afraid. I'm here. ”

The stiffness and sluggishness that had been born from this extreme proximity a second ago turned into shock and ...... in this second Tears welled up in my eyes. The moment he was about to pull back, I suddenly grabbed the corner of his shirt, and clenched the hem tighter and tighter, so that even through the shirt, I could feel the dull pain of my fingertips piercing into the palm of my hand.

Huan Ke stopped moving, I didn't look at him, I just hung my head deeply, and after a while, the body shook, and the trip continued silently.

I boasted that Fang Fang's demeanor was nothing unusual when he heard the name at the end of the song, and the carriage shook immediately after Zhufeng said the word "I'm afraid", which should have covered up the disbelief and sadness that I might have leaked.

At that moment, I was really afraid, I was afraid that the cocoon would stand alone in this troubled world, I was afraid that no one around me was an old man, I was afraid that my heart would be ruined, and the mayfly would be beautiful one day.

But these fears should have been suppressed by me. And the young man beside me at this time, the young man who gave me an arm to lean on at this moment, did not care at all about the young man whose clothes were gradually wet, but why did he see all the strength and pretense of my self-righteousness, and said to me the four words that I had never heard, but that I had always longed to hear.

Don't be afraid, I'm here.

As if in this way, I am no longer alone.

I rarely cry in front of people. When I was a child, I was playing with my sisters in Lan Bufang and accidentally fell, and my knees were almost blurred with flesh and blood. I kept smiling at them and saying that it was okay, until I returned to the room and only my mother and I were left, and I hugged her and cried. Therefore, at this time, while struggling to endure the whimpering sound without overflowing the corners of his lips, the sadness in his heart spreads, and there is a very small corner in his thoughts, which is shocked that he involuntarily relaxed and ...... in front of Huan Ke Peace.

His hand was gently placed on my back, and the corner of my forehead was gently pressed against his shoulder, this gesture of protection and salvation seemed to last forever in a trance. However...... Not so long ago, I fantasized that Fleur would be undefeated.

gradually stopped sobbing, and when he wiped his tears, he remembered the wound on his hand, but he was first taken by Huan Ke to bandage it. The eyes must be red and swollen, and they can't go down for a while, and they are thinking about not asking Zhufeng to see them, but the carriage stops steadily.

Guangqi called the general softly outside, Huan Ke's hand kept moving, and he looked up at me in response: "It's been a while, go down and breathe." ”

His eyes were sincere and concerned, and he had some different emotions: "I think, a few of them, should have something to say to you." ”