156. Regret

"Daddy, is this a ploy?" Ge Ge asked.

"I really can't remember this, I remember clearly anyway, I rode in the rain for nearly an hour, because the rain was too big, the raincoat on the road didn't know where to fly, and I fell down seven or eight times, is it that when I was young, people would fight a little for love?" Dad asked curiously, not knowing whether it was a rhetorical question or a question.

"Probably, then!" Ah Sheng didn't watch TV, just listened to his father's story, Sanshui also listened with his ears pricked up, and the TV was on the side.

"Then I lived in her house, she took care of me, maybe I did well, her family gradually liked me a lot, and my husband gave me his good bicycle! Because didn't my car break! ”

"And what's your reason for that?" Ge Ge asked, "Can I ask?" Ge Ge realized that this might not be the right fit.

"It's okay, it's okay, you boys want to hear this, I'll tell you, lest you follow my old path in the future." Daddy looked very normal.

Sanshui no longer chewed, he didn't hear much about this kind of topic, and they didn't talk about similar issues.

"At that time, I liked to gamble, after I got married, I kept gambling, and secretly took the family's bicycle away, so I went to gamble, the most ruthless time, was to take a year's hard money, ready to open a small shop, and then I went to the purchase halfway and lost all the gambling." Dad said, gulping down the beer, "That night, her mother beat me with such a thick shovel, I was wrapped in a quilt on the bed, and I didn't dare to poke my head out, and I don't know what happened. ”

Ah Sheng didn't speak, Ge Ge reopened the beer on the table and handed it to his father.

Daddy took it, and then said, "And then her mom was completely disappointed, and I, although I knew I was wrong, it was too late, and my mother wanted a divorce, and," Daddy swallowed, "and then I agreed, and it became what it is, and it has been until now." ”

"May I ask why I don't look for it anymore?" Ah Sheng asked weakly.

"I'll go to the bathroom." Sanshui didn't wait for his father to speak, and walked into the toilet casually.

"I don't want to harm people, this is one of them, again, I'm comfortable alone, how I want to live, how to live, you look at Sanshui, although reading is not good, but the character is not bad, the quality is not bad, and I can take care of myself, I am comfortable, I just want him, don't go my old way." Daddy didn't know what was going on today, and suddenly said these words.

"Daddy!" Ah Sheng took the beer can and gently bumped his father's, "Let's go." ”

"Daddy." Ge Ge also bumped into it lightly, "So everyone has their own thoughts, right?" Maybe it's not easy for others to understand? ”

Sanshui walked back.

"Yes, everyone has what he has experienced, and other people may not be able to understand it."

"My parents quarreled a lot, but they just didn't get divorced." Ge Ge said, "The reason is very simple, they think it's not good for me, but to be honest, I'd rather them divorce!" I'm actually quite sanctimonious, I keep telling myself that I can accept anything, it's that kind of calm attitude, but when I hear the sound of their quarrel, I have a headache, the scars on my body, is it a lot of pain? ”

"Life will slowly get better, you are still young, believe me, my father is from here." Daddy didn't say much, as an elder, a look seems to be enough to give strength.

"Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read." Ah Sheng sighed, in comparison, he was good, and drank the beer in one gulp.

Sanshui didn't speak on the side, just watched the TV quietly, playing a clip of "The Godfather".

"Do you say that people will regret their lives? Dad? Ge Ge seems to like talking to his father very much, and he looks more serious than he is in class.

"When you have one or two regrets, you will regret it very much, regret it to the point of heartache, regret to the point that your heart is like a knife, but time will smooth everything, like a drop of water through a stone, a rope sawed and a wood broken?" Daddy smiled lightly and took a bite off the beef skewers.

"I hope so, if there is still a chance to make amends, will you still do it?" Ah Sheng asked.

"Chance?" Daddy smiled and said, "Who knows, I don't know, anyway, I regret it, I never had a chance to start over!" ”

"Yes." Ah Sheng didn't speak again.

"I said, let's eat and drink at the same time, can we not be so disappointing?" Sanshui finally spoke, and the air pressure was a little low.

"When you're full of food and drink, do you want to go for a walk?" Ah Sheng proposed.

"You guys go out for a walk, I've eaten a little too much, go to the toilet first, you guys have fun," Daddy got up, "Sanshui, come back early and rest." ”

"Got it." Sanshui clapped his hands.

"It's a little cold." Ge Ge walked on the road, and his mood didn't seem to be as low as when he first came.

"It's a little."

"Yes."

There are still vehicles coming and going on the road, but there are no pedestrians on the side of the road, just three people walking and strolling, the stars in the sky are still a little obvious, tomorrow should be a sunny day. The time to drop leaves on the trees has passed, and occasionally the green leaves from the two evergreens have fallen. Those who are not lonely on the side of the road should have these three people, those side-by-side garbage cans.

"It's a rare time, I don't need to think about homework, I don't know why, I'm a little happy." Ge Ge said with a smile.

"When you mention me, my mood gets worse."

"Don't you have Spring and Summer with you?"

"Huh? Also! Sanshui laughed, as if the previous thing had disappeared.

"Go online?" Ge Ge asked.

"Let's go!"

"Let's go!"

The three of them quickened their pace and walked towards the location of the Internet café, each of them walked in unison, learning the swaggering walking posture of Andy Lau and Stephen Chow on the road, and laughing back and forth.

The Internet café is bustling with activity, as if you have arrived in a population gathering place.

"Hey! You've stepped on me! A girl's voice rang in Ah Sheng's ears.

"I'm sorry!" Ah Sheng hurriedly apologized, and turned his head to see that a short-haired girl wearing a black jacket with black earrings and black eyeshadow was glaring at her angrily, looking like a gothic, but the foundation was still good, and among the girls with single eyelids, it was a unique style.

"You, hello." Ah Sheng seemed to call suddenly.

Sanshui and Ge Ge glanced at each other tacitly, and then learned from the previous appearance, swaggering towards the Internet café, but stopped at the door.