Li Yu glared at him, was silent for a moment, got up and went out.

Wu Jilang ignored him and asked me, "He really didn't beat you, right?" ”

"Nope." I asked, "Why do you care so much about this?" ”

Although he is very nice, I think he cares a little too much.

He was silent for a moment and said, "I, like everyone who knows about this, I think you are very hateful, and I have no objection to him taking revenge on you, I just don't want him to be twisted by hatred into his most disgusting kind of person." ”

Indeed, although Li Yu is not a gentleman type, he never embarrass women. Although he likes to make jokes, and he has spoken disrespectfully when he meets people he is not used to, he only treats me like he did just now.

I couldn't help but sigh and didn't speak.

Wu Jilang did not continue the topic, but said: "By the way, I came to you to explain to you that the words I said to her in the morning were not what the carp meant. It's just that I think it would work better that way. ”

I said, "Oh, I didn't take it to heart. ”

Wu Jilang opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but closed his mouth again.

The topic stopped here, and then Wu Jilang excused himself to go out to find the carp, and never came back.

Li Yu naturally did not come back.

I wanted to go out for a walk after dinner, but when I saw Li Yu and Wu Jilang sitting in the garden downstairs together through the window, I didn't go down, but went to bed instead.

Half-asleep, I found myself in the same house that my brother and I had rented two years ago.

The house is in a busy area, which is to be close to the hospital and convenient for emergencies. Because of this, it was expensive to rent and there was only one room, so I hung a curtain in the middle of the room for my brother to sleep in and I bought a relatively cheap mattress.

At this moment, I was standing in this cramped room, the curtain in the center of the roof was open, my brother's bed was empty, and his portrait hung on the wall, smiling stupidly.

It's been more than two years since my brother died. I also went to visit the grave, but there was no photo on the tombstone. In the past two years, I have never looked at his photos, because unlike my other relatives, those people, including my mother, have not been with me for so long, nor have I been so concerned, and naturally their feelings are not so deep.

And at this very moment, I saw it unprepared.

In an instant, my heart felt like it had been hammered hard, and it hurt so much that tears flowed down my eyes.

I don't know how long this passed, but suddenly, a pair of hands put their arms around my back and asked, "Why are you crying?" What's wrong? ”

It's Li Yu.

It took me some time to calm down, and at the same time, Li Yu also saw what the problem was, took off the portrait hanging on the wall, found a cardboard box, and put it in the open suitcase at my feet.

Yes, it's a memory.

After Christmas that year, the relationship between me and Li Yu suddenly developed qualitatively, because I always went to his house, so he proposed that I move to his house to live together. I readily agreed, and on this day, he drove me to help me carry my luggage.

Originally, he wanted to come upstairs, but I was afraid that he would see that my dwelling was frightened by the terrible conditions, so I forced him to wait downstairs.

I was also standing here crying that day, but the mood was different. I cried that day, on the one hand, because I missed my brother, and on the other hand, I felt ashamed of him. Because Li Yu was kind to me in those days, I wanted to kill him and weakened again.

In the same way, he couldn't bear to come up that day, hugged me and comforted me, poured me a glass of water, gave me a piece of chocolate, and said, "If you have anything to sort out, tell me and I'll get it for you." ”

I hurriedly said, "It's all clothes, I'll just make it myself." ”

You know, my life is too busy, and I have done my best to arrange my studies and part-time jobs every day, and I only clean my house once a week or two. The reason why I didn't let him come up was because my house was in a terrible mess right now, and I was afraid that he would be uncomfortable.

But at the same time as I said this, he had already opened the closet, took out the folded clothes inside, and put them in my suitcase.

I hurriedly got up to help, but he turned around and said, "Sit, or I'm going to get angry." ”

When I saw that he was serious, I sat back down and explained, "I didn't just miss my brother because I wasn't feeling well." ”

"I know." As he set things out, he said, "So I want you to sit for a while, take a break, eat something and drink some water, and relieve your emotions." ”

I opened the chocolate as I said and said, "Thank you." ”

He smiled at me, then pulled out the drawer in my closet and grabbed the contents with his hand.

By the time I saw it clearly, it was too late, and he had already shaken it off and started laughing.

I stretched out my hand to grab it, but he turned his back on my hand, and I couldn't get it when I rushed to the left, I was anxious and shy, but he laughed while hiding, and asked, "Why do you have such clothes?" ”

"I didn't buy it." I said, "It was my classmate who gave me a birthday present, and she said she wanted me to wear it on my wedding night." ”

He laughed even harder, "Then why didn't you wear it that day?" ”

I scratched my head, "Which day?" ”

He raised an eyebrow, "Christmas hello." He threw the dress to the top of the cabinet.

Only then did I understand what he meant, "People say it's a wedding night!" You're not married to me. ”

He spread his hands, "Then I'll tie the knot with you." ”

I couldn't help but be stunned, and he was stunned.

We looked at each other for a long time without embarrassment, and then he suddenly smiled and said, "I'm sorry." ”

I asked, "Sorry for what?" ”

"It's too early and too hasty to talk about marriage," he said, showing a restraint and shyness that was completely different from his usual temperament, "Don't get me wrong, I mean, it's not supposed to be the way it is, blame me, I'm sorry." ”

I said, "It's not that serious, I'm not angry." ”

He laughed again.

The box of clothes was quickly packed, and Li Yu took the clothes from the top of the cabinet and found a black plastic bag to pack it.

When I saw him, I threw him aside and asked, "Isn't this pretending?" ”

"It's ugly, it's poor, and I'll buy you a new one if you want to wear it," he said, smirking at me again, "but I think you look best if you don't wear it." ”

I couldn't help blushing a little and said, "I also think you look best if you don't wear it." ”

He touched my head, turned and went to dig through another cabinet.

It was then that I remembered to ask him, "Why do you have chocolate on you?" I don't usually see you eat sweets. ”

"Of course not mine." He said, "I just saw it from that cabinet in front of your house." ”

I couldn't help but be stunned, on the cabinet in front of my house?

That piece of chocolate was supposed to be from Christmas last year, I quickly looked at the wrapping paper, and sure enough, it was more than a year overdue!

I was speechless, but Li Yu seemed to have never happened at all, and naturally took my book out and was about to put it in the box, when a notebook sandwiched between it suddenly fell to the ground.

Li Yu put the book in his hand into the box first, and then bent down to pick up the book, but his hand froze in mid-air.

I was angry about the chocolate, but when I saw that he was stunned, I also looked at the notebook, and suddenly felt bad, and hurriedly rushed over, reaching out to fish it up.

Li Yu grabbed my hand and asked, "Is this all true?" ”

This notebook is my diary when I was in middle school, and this page records the mental pain I suffered because of Chi Fengmin.

We sat in my shabby room that day, and when I told him about Chi Fengmin, I naturally hid a lot of key information, because this is my own business after all, and I don't want to tell him if he doesn't inadvertently see it.

But now that he saw it, I didn't have to hide it anymore, that's all.

He sat next to him that day and listened in silence, asking questions, and I could tell that he was talking to me and wondering who the other person was. But I never let him succeed, and he gave up.

After the chat, I felt very happy, because this is the first time I have told anyone else about this in so many years, in fact, it has been in my heart for a long time, I dare not tell anyone, including my mother, I am afraid of being ridiculed, and I am afraid of being "rationally analyzed" that I am also wrong, and I am afraid of being sympathized with and commented on.

Fortunately, Li Yu hugged me after hearing this, and said, "Forget about it, just treat it as if it didn't happen." With me by your side in the future, I won't let anyone bully you anymore. ”

Yes, I killed him. I'm sorry for him.

So he and his sister beat me and tossed me, and I accepted it all without complaint.

But this thing is different.

I lied to him about a lot of things, but I didn't lie to him about it. Instead, I gave him the only right to know.

I am sad.

It's true...... It's sad.

For the next two days, nothing happened on my side, and Wu Jilang resumed his untraceable style of visiting me once a morning and then disappearing without a trace.

Until this day, Wu Jilang said that he had to return to China for a few days because Yu Wen's body was not very well. He said that he had contacted Li Yu, and although Li Yu was currently in Wu Jingkang's state, it did not affect his neat agreement to this matter.

Because the plane takes off and cannot be missed in the world, Wu Jilang will leave first, and Wu Jingkang will arrive in about half an hour.

I sent Wu Jilang to the door, and then went for a walk in the garden, but I saw Li Nuannuan's car through the fence.

The garden of this hospital is sandwiched between two buildings, the one on the west side where I live, and the other departments on the east side.

I hurriedly entered the building on the east side and walked out through the main entrance, only to see Li Nuannuan and her bodyguard car parked at the door.

Obviously, she came to me specifically when Wu Jilang was gone and Li Yu had not yet arrived at this time of disappointment, at best, she wanted to talk about the old man with syphilis, but at worst, it was not necessarily a matter.

After thinking about it, I decided to get out of here first and avoid her.

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