I only subconsciously feel that if I can't say it clearly now, this will become a thorn in their hearts, even if it doesn't usually hurt, but once it touches it, it will be a pain in the heart.

She said: "I'm just temporarily used to being alone, and I can't get used to getting along with two people all at once." ”

This sentence instantly made Qiao An suddenly understand, and seemed to have found the reason for such a situation.

She walked alone in the dark for too long, and for so long she almost forgot whether there was ever warmth.

Before she could remember the time and even think about going home, she began to wander aimlessly in one world after another, watching the people who intersected with her in one world after another, gradually getting old, and then passing away, unable to catch anyone.

The long years have made her taste loneliness, and she has also seen countless betrayals and conspiracies.

Even if she wanted to go home later, she deceived a few systems and let the system accompany her for many worlds, and every time she did a task, she left, and no longer deliberately intersected with people in those worlds.

can't consume the systems that used to be by her side, one after another to leave her heart for various reasons.

There used to be a system, because I was young, I didn't understand anything, and when I saw her, I blushed and said I liked her and wanted to be with her forever.

At that time, the sincerity of the system's eyes made Qiao An a little tempted.

She said that she liked his feelings, but she didn't particularly like it, but she felt that such a sincere liking was rare in the world, so she couldn't help but get close to it, so she was extraordinarily tolerant of him, and she also indulged him.

But such a young person likes it, but it can't stand the passage of time, the growth of age, the consumption and loneliness of the long years, and finally the system runs away with people.

And the person who abducted the system is handsome and inferior to her everywhere.

She was depressed, so she took him back and asked him why?

He said: "Master, when I saw you for the first time, I was very moved, and I also liked you very much, and I wanted to be with you, but it was not love." ”

At that time, Joan understood that it is easy for a man to have a good impression of a beautiful woman, and to a certain extent, it will make people confuse it with love, and even the person concerned thinks that he is really in love.

He liked her, and when he wanted to promise it for life, it was sincere.

"So, master, it's my fault, it's me who confuses feelings, love and liking are not the same, and I only understood when I met her, even if she is inferior to you everywhere, I still love her. If you can't get angry, you can kill me, but for the sake of me helping you for so many years, let her go. ”

He fell in love with another person, and he didn't hesitate to fight for his life to protect her, which was also sincere.

Later, she let him go, but she also completely blocked her heart, until today, even if she meets her true love, it is difficult to have attachment emotions, and only rationally divides love and life into two.

She wants to sleep with the kitten, wants to be with him, but doesn't want the kitten to interfere in her life.

"I've walked through too much ......darkness alone," her voice trembled, as if she was telling herself about her inner world, opening a crack in her closed heart, trying to stretch out a hand from the gap, carefully exploring the outside world, "Interests are involved, and you come and go without any feelings, which is already the main color in my world that will never change." ”

That's why when they encounter problems, they think of the first generation of zero, because the two of them only have interests.