Chapter 181: Endless Lovesickness, Endless Affection (I)
He once promised to go to Baitou and wait for a few springs and autumns for you. The sound of the piano is heartbroken under the moon, and the pieces of ice are sorrowful.
On the official road of Yangzhou, two carriages were driving slowly, and in the headed car, Xiao Youyu and Xiao Yujia were sitting in it sewing a delicate robe. This is a robe that the two of them sewed together and made for Xiao Qingyue. I want to take advantage of this worship to burn it to Xiao Qingyue.
Neither of them spoke, their emotions were a little heavy, and they seemed to be immersed in the past with Xiao Qingyue. Outside the car, Xiao Mingming personally caught the car, and he had already sent someone to deliver a letter to Yangzhou Post Station before setting off two days ago.
Because of a Xiao Qingyue, the magnates in the capital all came to Yangzhou, which made the officials in the Yangzhou Mansion busy.
The closer to Yangzhou, the sadder Xiao Youyu's mood becomes... This time last year, she set foot on the road to Yangzhou for the first time to meet the best sister in her life.
But that first time, it also became a farewell, she should have gone to Yangzhou to see her earlier, she had promised...
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a little sad, my nose was sore, and I almost burst into tears.
At this time, Xiao Yujia, who was also in a bit of a downturn on the side, stretched out his hand to hold the trembling hand, as if comforting.
As soon as Xiao Youyu raised her eyes, she happened to see someone with slightly red eyes like her.
Xiao Yuqi shook her hand, sniffed and said, "Don't think about it, Sister Yue won't want to see us see her like this."
nodded sentimentally, "Well, I know, she couldn't see us crying and mourning the most before"
"Well, if Sister Yue knew that you were about to become a mother now, she would definitely be very happy."
Xiao Youyu nodded again, trying to hold his increasingly sour nose, and silently thought in his heart, Qingyue, I brought your nephew to see you, and when he is born, I will let him recognize you as a godmother. . .
At this time, in the study of the Xiao Mansion Garden, there were bursts of sneezing sounds. "Ahh Ahh ”
Xiao Qingyue covered her nose and walked out of the back room of the study, for fear that the sound of her sneezing would wake up the person who had just fallen asleep.
In the outhouse of the study, Li Xun was guarding, and when he saw the person who came out, he was respectful.
"Madame"
Xiao Qingyue rubbed her astringent nose and said stupidly, "Now, I can go" She knew that since she returned here, Xiao Nanfeng had not closed her eyes for a few days, and it was estimated that she would not wake up for a while after falling asleep, and it was a good time for her to leave at this time.
But Li Xun's next sentence immediately knocked her back to her original form.
I saw Li Xun say quietly, "I'm afraid not, the prince has already instructed his subordinates, and everything will be decided after he wakes up."
"You!!" Xiao Qingyue immediately gritted her teeth, "Okay, you Li Xun!" You've learned to frame me?! ”
"Subordinates don't dare"
Xiao Qingyue snorted coldly! Sure enough, what kind of master there is, this subordinate is not much better. It's inevitable to be angry in my heart, who can be blamed for this, it's not that I blame myself for being soft-hearted at the time, but now my heart hurts.
He stared at the man with his head bowed for a long time before he withdrew his gaze, and his afterglow swept over the unopened curtain on the wall beside him.
It was dusk, and the sky was not yet completely dark, and the study was already lit with lights.
Staring at the cloth on the wall for a while, thinking that tomorrow would be her 'death day', it reminded her of many people...
After thinking about it, he asked the respectful person on the side, "Have you ever gone to Forsythia's hometown to mention marriage?"
The person with his head slightly bowed listened to it for a moment, and replied a little unnaturally, "No"
Puzzled, he turned his gaze to him again, "Why?" ”
Li Xun's face turned a little blue, and in an instant, what Forsythia said to him outside the city when he left Yangzhou last year flashed into his mind...
'You are as hateful as your master!' Why didn't you stop the princess at that time, and why didn't you stay by her side all the time! It was my negligence that killed the princess, and you and your master are accomplices! ’
Seeing that his face was embarrassed, Xiao Qingyue frowned slightly, and said uncertainly, "Because of me?" "I think Forsythia might blame him for her.
Li Xun remained silent and did not speak, but the fingers holding the sword at his side tightened unnaturally.
Seeing this, Xiao Qingyue knew that her conjecture was not wrong.
"I'm sorry" felt a little guilty in her heart, a good marriage broke up because of her, which was not her intention.
When Li Xun heard this, he hurriedly hugged his fists and said, "Madame's words are serious" What happened back then, but it was also his carelessness, which not only harmed Xiao Qingyue, but also harmed his master.
Xiao Qingyue thought for a while and asked, "Is the small courtyard in the western suburbs vacant now?" She actually wanted to ask, the clothed mound behind the small courtyard, the woman who looked exactly like her mother at the beginning, if she hadn't ventured forward, what would be the situation now.
"The small courtyard in the western suburbs... has been ordered by the prince to set fire to it... Li Xun didn't hide it, the small courtyard in the western suburbs had already become an eternal pain in Xiao Nanfeng's heart. If it weren't for that woman, if it weren't for that clothed mound, if it weren't for the plum trees one after another, how could this person have experienced such a catastrophe. So at that time, Xiao Nanfeng ordered that place to be burned...
Xiao Qingyue couldn't help but be a little surprised, there was still Liu Yin's well-dressed mound there, how could it be said that it would be ruined!
"And what about my mother's well-dressed mound?"
Li Xun was puzzled when he heard this, "That's not Liu Shuyuan's clothed mound" He knew what Xiao Qingyue was talking about.
Hearing such an answer, Xiao Qingyue was also stunned, "The clothed mound in the back room is not my mother's?" "At that time, she was bent on dying, and many things were not clarified.
"The mound has been there for some years, when the prince was in Yangzhou as the assassin of Yangzhou, and when he bought the house, the mound was already there."
My heart was stunned again, and I said incredulously, "That monument was not erected by your master?" ”
Li Xun couldn't help but raise his eyes, looked at the somewhat shocked person and confirmed again, "It wasn't the master's establishment, it was there when I bought the house."
Xiao Qingyue's brows were getting tighter and tighter, "What about those plum trees?" ”
"The plum tree is also a native one, and I heard that it was planted by the previous owner."
Hearing this, Xiao Qingyue was stunned and speechless, she had always thought that everything in the small courtyard in the western suburbs was arranged like that by Xiao Nanfeng in order to remember her mother. At that time, she was still in despair in her heart...
It can only be said that at that time, the people and the place were all gathered, which made her believe that everything was from Xiao Nanfeng's hands.
Alas... There was another lament in my heart, and now I think that her death at that time was really spectacular and tragic. Although everything was not arranged by his own hands, it was exactly what he wanted.
Eyes shifted to the wall on the side again, slowly walked over, hesitated to reach over his hand, just about to touch the cloth on the wall, but was interrupted by a rapid cough in the back room...
The two hurriedly went in to check, and at this time the person on the bed was sleeping very unsteadily, his brows were tightly locked, he coughed one after another, and his forehead was already sweating slightly.
Seeing this, Xiao Qingyue hurriedly washed a towel and wiped the sweat on her forehead for the sleeping person.
At this time, the coughing gradually stopped, but the man's expression became more painful, and some of the pale lips moved slightly, muttering.
"Yue'er... Yue'er... ”
The person who was wiping with a towel heard this murmur, and his hand paused, and the whispering did not stop...
"Yue'er... Yue'er... ”
This repeated resentful calls, and the hearts of the people in front of the bed were uncomfortable for a while.
At this time, Li Xun's voice came from behind him, "The prince often has nightmares, and he keeps calling his wife's name, and sometimes because he misses his wife and can't help himself, he rides out of the city to the suburbs in the middle of the night... Once it rained heavily, the prince did not return all night, and by the time his subordinates found him, he had passed out in front of his wife's tombstone... ”
Xiao Qingyue listened quietly, picked up the man's hand outside, and gently wiped it with a towel, and there was a deep mark on the back of the hand that she had bitten before.
"Madam, the prince is sincere to Madame, and he has never forgotten Madame for a moment... Madame, just stay... ”
The man who had been sitting on the edge of the bed had been silent for a long time put down his grip on his hand and turned to look at the man with a pleading face.
"Li Xun, whether to stay or not is no longer up to you and me, let alone your master... We, it's impossible anymore" The person mixed between them is no one else, it's her mother, no matter how much they love each other, they can't be together again.
At this time, a hoarse voice came from the bed, "You still won't forgive me... ”
Xiao Qingyue turned around slightly, only to see that the man on the bed had opened his eyes at some point and was looking at her with sad eyes.
Li Xun saw that someone woke up, and exited the room with interest...
At the beginning of the night, the soft light swayed on the table in the room, the people lying on the bed, the people sitting on the edge of the bed, both of them looked at each other without blinking...
In this eye, there is endless affection, the past that cannot be parted, and the end of the world time of the two...
Finally, Xiao Qingyue couldn't stand it at first, and if she looked at it again, she was afraid that she would relent.
Huozhi stood up from the bed and said, "You have a good rest, I'll go out first" said that he was going out, but he wanted to escape.
It was only when she came out of the back room of the study that she felt a chill all over her, and the man in white had already stood in front of her.
Before she could be shocked, the man had already held her face with both hands and kissed her...
"Puff p
Xiao Qingyue felt her heart jump to her throat all of a sudden, and she looked at the man with her eyes slightly closed in shock...
After a short blank in his mind, he didn't know where he got the strength to push the man in front of him away.
The person who was pushed away instantly, with a face hurt and pain, walked towards the somewhat panicked person again...
Xiao Qingyue involuntarily took a step back, and said in her mouth, "Xiao Nanfeng, why are you doing this?"
The man said bitterly, "Why do you want to stay because you don't want to see me again, isn't it better if I'm dead, you hate me, don't you?"
At this time, Xiao Qingyue had already retreated to the wall covered with curtains, and she felt helpless for a while, she seemed to put herself in this situation of no way back every time.
Raising his eyes and calmly looking at the person who was about to stick to himself, "Xiao Nanfeng, hate and forgive are two different things, just because I don't hate you doesn't mean that I have to forgive you... I choose not to hate, because of my mother, I don't forgive, it's because of myself... Do you understand?"
The man closed his eyes slightly when he heard this, and bowed his forehead against the person in his arms, "Yue'er, what do you want me to do, you will forgive me, and you will stay by my side willingly" He was afraid that she would leave, so he didn't even dare to sleep too deeply.
Xiao Qingyue also replied with some heartache, "Why don't you understand!" How do you want me to be with someone who used to love my mother! ”
The man's heart ached, he squeezed the arm that his hand was grasping, and stated, "I may have admired your mother, but it was just the ignorance of the young man's youthful youth, because he never got it, so he felt particularly beautiful in his heart... But I love you! What I, Xiao Nanfeng, really fall in love with is you Xiao Qingyue!! "He wants to show her his heart right now... He is longing for Liu Yin, he is a young man, but that is not love, he loves a person from beginning to end, Xiao Qingyue!
These words hit Xiao Qingyue's ears like a stormy wave, and she opened her mouth slightly in shock, not knowing what to say for a while.