Chapter 34: Transformation
When Grandpa talked about this, it took me a lot of will to hold back my crying.
Although it sounds like a story, I can't describe the feeling when I think of my parents.
Grandpa gently hugged me.
At this time, in this world, who else can share our hearts and minds? We have all lost loved ones, and we are the only ones who can support each other and shed tears of common sorrow......
After a long pause, I sniffed and asked my grandfather, "Since it is my mother's death, there must be something important to say, right?" I believe there must be some reason why she and her father are so angry. It's just that they were perfunctory by the Lin family, so that they won't be angry to the point of killing. ”
Originally, I just listened to stories, but by this time, I had begun to analyze them habitually.
In this world, I have always been very independent, and I never feel like a stupid person, I have grown so big, and only Shen Jingyun has a special magic, by his side, I will want to rely on it, and I don't want to do anything.
Now, between me and Shen Jingyun...... I held back the sourness in my heart.
It's about my parents, my grandfather said that at this point, I can't help but think about it and not analyze, and I also understand that I can't support it in the future, and the premise is that I must be strong.
At this moment, I suddenly had an idea that I had never had before.
Hearing my question, a little surprise flashed in my grandfather's eyes, and then he was relieved, he couldn't help but hold my hand tightly, and said with a little relief: "It is worthy of my Lin Wu's granddaughter, and she got to the point of the matter at once." That's what has been bothering me for decades and making me want to investigate. You have a sober mind, just by virtue of this, I think that the grievances you have suffered, the grievances of your parents, and everything that my Lin Wuyi has lost, my granddaughter has hope to get it back. ”
I clenched my grandfather's hand and didn't speak.
In the past, I just wanted to live a peaceful and warm life, not seeking wealth but peace.
I always felt that I was far away from me, and I instinctively hated it. But when I started thinking that I wanted to be strong, I knew that my life was going to change from now on. I must not only be strong, but also keep being strong, strong enough to surpass those who crush us, not only to fight, but also to be careful everywhere, to fight with a cold heart, otherwise in such a complicated situation, I will be ruined if I am not careful.
Although it has nothing to do with my own death, what has dissipated together is my grandfather's hope, my parents' grievances, and everything I suffered when I was a child, and there is no possibility of getting it back.
Holding Grandpa's hand is a promise that I will carry everything. At this moment, you don't need to say anything, you know everything.
Grandpa understood my thoughts, looked at me with pity and said, "From now on, I will suffer you, Xiaoshuang." ”
I shook my head lightly and said, "Grandpa, all the hardships are caused by me, and I naturally have to bear them in the end." Otherwise, what am I doing alive? ”
If I can't fulfill my life's wish for my elderly grandfather, avenge my parents, or even seek justice for myself, what's the point of living?
Grandpa hugged me emotionally and said, "When your mother finally died, she couldn't say much. Originally, both me and the old servant who saved her at that time thought that she would try her best to tell who the enemy was at this moment. Unexpectedly, your mother's last words were not to go back to the Lin family, so that Xiaoshuang could stay away from grievances and grow up happily. Originally, the old servant wanted to ask your mother who the enemy was, but your mother did one thing with the last strength. ”
My heart was full of pain, and my memories of my mother, but I just clenched my grandfather's hand, so as to gain strength, held back my tears, and asked in a trembling voice: "Mom, what did she do in the end?" ”
"I don't know! According to the old servant's description, it was a spell he had never seen before, a powerful force that he had never felt, and he never thought that your mother would have the strength to complete such a spell? Can this be done by a concubine of the Wei family? Poor he doesn't know what it is...... In the end, the power that your mother gathered fell on you, but she didn't feel any change. After the spell is completed, your mother will ...... her Hey, that's how she went. Grandpa finished speaking, and his tone was full of sighs.
Without waiting for me to speak, Grandpa continued: "That day, the old servant hastily buried your mother in that place. Later, I went there, forgive me for being so eager to know everything that happened that day, right in front of your mother's grave, using forbidden arts, I wanted to forcibly conjure your mother. I thought she wouldn't blame me, after all, I was for their grievances, for the sake of young you. But...... However, I found that your mother's soul could not be summoned at all, and at first, I could not even feel the breath of a remnant soul. Later, I did not hesitate to pay a great price to feel your mother's soul breath, but it was only faintly better than the soul scattered. It is simply impossible to perform a conjuring. As for your father, my son...... I don't even know where I'm buried. The result of the conjuring is worse than that of your mother. His soul breath was not at all, it can only be said that he was beaten by the enemy and his soul was scattered. Speaking of which, grandpa was in tears.
I grabbed my grandfather's hand, but I couldn't cry at this moment.
Crying will not do anything, blood debt is only paid by blood! Little by little, my heart began to grow cold.
"I think your mother's soul must have been at the last moment, using the so-called magic to cause a heavy blow, and it is a kind of luck that she did not have a soul to fly. As for An'er, I don't know what happened to him at all? "Grandpa actually started crying.
That is Lin Wuye, who has always been strong and majestic in the eyes of others, but he is crying so weak at the moment.
At this moment, he was like a real old man, the kind of old man who had lost his strength and everything. And I am his only hope, I can only hold him tightly, only I, only me, can face all this difficulty.
"Who is it that hunted my parents down? It's been so many years, grandpa, do you have a clue? "I asked directly, I don't even want to give myself time to be sad.
Grandpa took a deep breath, wiped away his tears, and said to me: "I'm useless, I've been investigating for so many years, and I don't know who did all this in the first place?" There are no clues. I am sure that there are people in the Lin family who know, but they refused to tell the truth when it was like that, let alone now. I can only judge that the murderer may be inextricably linked with the Lin family based on this situation, so that the Lin family will have this reaction. ”
"Isn't it someone from the Lin family?" I think the most suspicious person must be the people of the Lin family.
Grandpa shook his head and said, "Of course I had such doubts, but there are two points that make me feel that this judgment is wrong. First, it is possible for the people of the Lin family to deprive you of your ability, but after so many years, those with double pupils have already risen, at least the most outstanding juniors of the Lin family, no one has exerted the ability of double pupils. Even if it is Lin Ruolan, her ability is also manifested in her talent when she was born. Her ability is one of the abilities in her eyes, and it is also a very advanced eyesight, called the Illusory Eye, which has been practiced by her to the peak, and she is indeed a genius. If it weren't for you back then, she should be the first person to deserve to be the next generation. ”
"Second, the person who chased and killed you back then was definitely not from the Lin family. This was investigated by the old servant at the beginning, and I also went to investigate and inspect the corpse afterwards, those who were definitely not from the Lin family. As long as it is a member of the Lin family, even if it is an external family, if you carefully probe, through a special way, you can see the remnants of an eye at the place of the spiritual platform. Those people didn't. ”
I nodded, without commenting too much. Before the truth comes out, the Lin family will definitely not be able to get rid of suspicion, I will not be preconceived because of anything, but I will not judge blindly.
That's all for the past that grandpa told, I understand the meaning of grandpa's words, I have to go back to the Lin family, and I go back strongly. I said to my grandfather, "Grandpa, don't worry. From now on, I will take on all this. It's just that I've spent all these years in vain, and I don't have any foundation for cultivation. Although I got a mantra for practicing qi by chance, I also practiced some of them. Grandpa, I have to rely on you to teach me my cultivation. ”
"You're my granddaughter. I've always wanted to guide you in your cultivation, and that's a matter of course, and there's nothing wrong with that! It's just that I haven't had this for two reasons, one is to follow your mother's last words and let you grow up happy and happy like an ordinary child. Speaking of which, Grandpa looked at me with some guilt.
I understood what Grandpa meant, he was trying to say that he didn't do this, and in my childhood, left home.
I shook my head and said to my grandfather, "I said it before, and I believe that grandpa has a reason. ”
Grandpa sighed and said, "Don't mention this." Second, your body is a little bad because of your talent from birth. Later, after a little better, you were so badly injured that it was not easy to live under my and your grandmother's knees. You can't cultivate blindly at all, that would backfire and endanger your life. ”
"But I'm cultivating now, and there's nothing to do." I said this idea right away, if I don't cultivate, won't my hope be ruined?
"Silly girl! Your Warm Sun Jade is gone, right? Without it, you would have many calamities, and that is due to your destiny. It turns out that with your talent, you can bear these disasters by yourself, after all, jade can't be cut without a weapon. But then ...... However, without the warm yang jade, it means that your injuries are doomed, and you can face your fate by yourself. Of course, this also means that you can cultivate. Grandpa explained it to me.
Warm sun jade! I suddenly remembered this piece of jade that had been with me for many years, and I couldn't help but look at my grandfather in amazement: "Grandpa, do you also know the warm sun jade?" ”
Grandpa was about to say something, but there was a rush of footsteps in the courtyard, and before I could get up to find out who it was, the owner of the footsteps had already broken into the house, looked at me fixedly, and then his eyes fell on Grandpa.
Shen Jingyun! How did he get here?