This was the first time she had mentioned "mother" in front of him.

Her mother was an embarrassing existence for both of them, but fortunately, Shen Run only had respect and filial piety to his father on the surface, but she was a stranger in her heart, so she didn't have too much emotion about his father robbing the queen of Feng Ying Kingdom as a concubine.

But he didn't know what she Si Chen thought, as a girl, she might not feel the same as him. Because he didn't know what she thought, he never mentioned it, and he was worried that she would hold a grudge against him, and then he would be too unlucky, and he would definitely not approve of the father's debt and son's repayment.

When she mentioned the word "mother", Shen Run's heart thumped, and at the same time she was a little excited. He felt like the wall between him and her was about to burst. Although he was a little worried about whether it would be bad to go further like this, he still wanted to take a bold step forward and tear down the wall on her heart.

"Your mother...... Is it the queen of the Phoenix Kingdom? Even he didn't notice it, and his eyes became cautious as he looked at her, and he asked in a tentative tone.

It was a push inquiry, he wasn't really confirming, he was just trying to push her deeper.

Si Chen stopped the red pen in her hand, raised her eyes, and glanced at him, as if she knew that he was going to say this, she said lightly:

"There's nothing to mention about this man."

Shen Run's words were stopped, he didn't know if she was reluctant to mention it because she had a knot in her heart, or if she simply felt that there was nothing to mention.

"Don't you want to know what she will be like after she leaves the Phoenix Netherworld?" Shen Run pursed his lips and whispered, "I saw her when I was a child......

"I don't want to know." Si Chen replied coldly.

"Do you remember the iron box in the Allure Palace?" The portrait of a chubby and cute baby girl in the iron box that fell from the fire Allure Palace, "I think, she should miss you." ”

"That's her business, it's none of my business." Si Chen's attitude was still cold.

Her indifferent appearance made Shen Run's heart not feel very good, she wrapped herself too tightly, and he wanted to see her show a human expression.

"Your mother was a very gentle woman, kind to all people, and she treated each other with gentleness regardless of her status, unlike those who tend to be high and low, she is very beautiful...... Well, it's really beautiful......" Shen Run recalled, whispering.

He has a limited memory, Liu Shuyao was still young when he was given to die, he only remembered that it was an unusually beautiful and gentle woman, although he didn't meet many times, but among many mothers, he had the most affection for Concubine Liu.

"I really don't want to know." Si Chen said it again, she exuded an air of rejection, telling him that she didn't want to know.

Her refusal left Shen Run at a loss for what to say next, and he began to think that he had thought that a crack in the wall of her heart was his hallucination, and he thought that he could take a step closer to her heart.

He tried to break the way the two had to use a superficial fit to get closer because of their opposing positions. Deceiving each other is only applicable when you are still rivals, and it will not work to live together and get along like this. Moreover, there are too many secrets in her heart, and these secrets have a serious impact on each other, on the government, and even on the future Feng Ming Kingdom.

"Do you hate her?" Shen Run asked softly.

"Why should I hate someone I've never met?" Si Chen asked lightly.

"Don't hold a grudge against me for this." Shen Run couldn't help but mumble quietly, his worry about being angry was obvious.

Si Chen suddenly felt that he was a little funny, she raised her eyes and glanced at him, as if giving him a gift, and was finally willing to answer him.

"I don't hate her, I didn't come to Longxi Country at that time to take revenge, just like you didn't want to snatch the throne with your father because your mother died, the purpose of my coming to Longxi Country was just so that one day I could take the land of Longxi Kingdom."

Listening to her talk about her acquisition of the land of Longxi Country again, although Shen Run still felt prickly, he no longer felt prickly, he thought with a wry smile, and he didn't know if it was good or bad.

"However, unprotected beauty is the bane. A woman who can't even protect her own children doesn't deserve to be called a 'mother'. She said coldly.

These words sounded resentful to Shen Run.

"She is also helpless and helpless." He said in a reassuring tone.

"She is 'helpless and helpless', but she can kill the child she can't protect before 'she can't help herself and has nothing to do'." Si Chen said coldly.

Shen Run's heart was shocked, and he sank heavily, and he frowned: "Impossible, how could you do that and kill your own biological child?" No mother would do that. ”

"Unconstrained love is not love, it is impotence."

Shen Run looked at her, his mood was heavy and a little chaotic. He felt pathos from her, and although she was not sad at all, he felt pathos.

He couldn't contradict her, because she must have been in a lot of pain to say such a thing, and no one who had a little warmth in her heart would say such a thing.

He didn't grow up in a warm world, he was also ruthless when he needed to be ruthless, but she was different from him, she was also ruthless when she didn't need to be ruthless, and coldness had infiltrated her bones.

"Are you going to kill a child when you think you can't protect him?" He asked.

"Don't compare me to that incompetent woman. I have the ability to protect him, even if I die one day, I will clear all obstacles for him before I die, and I will kill all those who may be a threat to him, even if that person may not threaten him in the end. ”

Shen Run's words were stopped.

Indeed, she is not an ordinary woman, what she says is what she can do.

"Even if you say so...... You are alive now, and you are living more wonderfully than many people, and if you were killed at birth, you would not be where you are today. Or do you regret being born into this world? ”

"Now of course I don't regret it, people are like this, life is judged by success or failure, the more successful the more times I will feel excited, the more exciting I will feel about life. But before it was so exciting, I wondered every day which bastard gave birth to me, and why didn't I die. ”

She didn't say it in a resentful tone, but calmly, as if she were talking about someone else's business, not at all like she was talking about herself.

That's what makes people feel even more sad and sad.

Thinking of her pain during the attack, Shen Run could understand very well why she had such thoughts, and his "very understanding" was probably not enough to understand her.