Chapter 222: A Dream About Childhood
Dreamland.
What is a mother?
When he still didn't understand fertility and blood, Chenguang once called the goddess of Shengzi Mountain as "mother".
The beautiful and charming woman like a green fox, she was unfortunately selected into the Holy Son Mountain, became a goddess, served the god of fire for life, could not marry or have children, when she carried the morning light into the Holy Son Mountain, she looked at her pink and pleasing face, and had a whim, she ordered the morning light who was still a baby to call her "mother", and she named her "Chenguang", and the big name was "Si Xuechen".
Si Tong was very excited, she kept Chenguang alone in a room, gave her the most beautiful clothes and the most careful feeding, she said to her, I will raise you to be the most powerful weapon in the world.
When she was a child, Chenguang liked Si Tong very much, and when she was a child, Chenguang was a good and obedient child, no matter what Si Tong said, she would do it obediently.
She is a child born with strong endurance, Si Tong's existence brings this trait of hers to the extreme, she obeys Si Tong's words and obediently endures pain and suffers, Si Tong will praise her for this and give obedient children her favorite reward.
For a long time, Chenguang had always thought that the pain she was bearing was the pain that every growing child had to go through, and she thought it was commonplace.
Until one day.
Chenguang's physical development broke away from Si Tong's control and became strange and violent, and Si Tong felt that what she had given her great hope for suddenly destroyed her ideals, which made her go berserk. She thinks that Chenguang's appearance at the first time is too ugly to be her beautiful daughter.
In this way, Si Tong is tired of raising children.
So Chenguang was thrown from the beautiful room into the dark and smelly stone room, huddled with many ragged children.
Chenguang didn't quite understand that situation, and she was sad. There was something scary in the stone chamber, which made it difficult for her to get used to. But she has always been a well-behaved child, not crying or making trouble, just curled up in the corner aggrievedly.
Si Tong no longer likes her, no longer hugs her and plays, and when he sees her, he will only slap her outstretched hand away in disgust and reprimand her loudly.
Chenguang felt that she was hated, and she was sad, so she became more and more silent.
The children who lived together began to bully her because she was beautiful and weak, Chenguang was bullied for the first time, scared and sad, those people were very excessive, seeing that she was weak, they bullied her more violently.
So Chenguang got angry.
She killed them.
That caused a huge amount of confusion.
In the end, she was isolated, and she became a famous beast on the Holy Son Mountain.
Chenguang was very aggrieved, her mother hated her and reprimanded her, no one paid attention to her, and no one would talk to her.
Morning light could only curl up in a straw pile, day after day, silent.
Until one day, she stood in the middle of the flowers and looked at the flowers alone, she suddenly remembered that she hadn't spoken for a long time and had forgotten how to speak, she had been talking to Si Chen for a long time and was tired of talking to each other, she thought that she should be able to talk to Xiaohua, but she couldn't muster up the courage, at this moment, someone called her.
She looked back.
It was a little brother who was more beautiful than the flower demon, and for a moment, Chenguang thought that the flowers in front of him had become fine.
The little brother is beautiful and clear, his manners are very educated, and he seems to be a young son from a noble background.
Although Chenguang didn't know what the aristocratic little boy was, she just felt that way.
The little brother was taken captive, and he said that he was from Cangqiu.
Chenguang knew Cangqiu Country for the first time from his mouth.
The little brother has a name that sounds very beautiful in the morning light, his surname is Yan name Sakura, and he says that "Sakura" is a very beautiful flower.
Chenguang listened to it with great admiration, and she thought that the cherry blossom must be as beautiful as him.
Chenguang fell in love with this little brother named "Yan Ying", because he was the only one who was willing to treat her gently, and only he was willing to take the initiative to talk to her.
Yan Ying also seems to like her, he always comes to her secretly, and Morning Light takes him out to play in her secret place, which is a huge crematorium.
Later, I heard that he escaped along the crematorium, was arrested and severely beaten.
Chenguang only heard about it, but she didn't know it clearly, and she was a little worried, and she didn't let go until he appeared in front of her well.
Yan Ying was very powerful, and soon after being beaten, he soon found a place in Shengzi Mountain.
He was good at interacting with people and had friendly relations with many of the rulers of the Holy Son Mountain. He said that only by making friends with all those in power and weaving them together to form a web that he can manipulate at will, can he live more easily.
Chenguang kept nodding his head and thought to himself, weaving webs, are you talking about spiders?
Yan Ying even gained Si Tong's trust, and Si Tong liked him very much, especially as a boy for his rare and beautiful appearance.
Yan Ying soon gained a position on the Holy Son Mountain.
However, he also complained to Chenguang, saying that he had two annoying people, one was nineteen, and the other was Ouyang Ji, these two little leaders in the Holy Son Mountain were very annoying, they didn't eat soft and hard, and they didn't eat oil and salt.
At that time, Chenguang was listening to his words and obediently practicing writing, she couldn't stop nodding while listening, and at the same time thought in her heart suspiciously, Nineteen and Ouyang Ji, who?
Sometimes, Chenguang would also sadly say to Yan Ying that her mother hated her, and at that time Yan Ying would laugh, and he would say to her in a disdainful tone:
"Mother is the one who gave birth to you, she is not your mother, she just wants to replace your mother so she deceived you."
Is that so?
Yan Ying told her with certainty that it must be, because a real mother would not treat her child in such a cruel way.
Chenguang was very confused, but she believed what Yan Ying said, so she hated Si Tong a little, especially when Si Tong beat and scolded her.
Yan Ying taught Chenguang a lot of things, he urged her to practice calligraphy, taught her to draw, she had no talent, painting was not very good, but she learned to play the piano from him.
He always told her about the outside world, the prosperous Six Kingdoms, and the beautiful Middle-earth. Chiyang, Cangqiu, Longxi, Yanyun, Nanyue, Beiyue, these are all things she heard from Yan Ying's mouth.
At that time, he was still young, and he also liked to show off, he taught Chenguang what he had learned in the school when he was a child, and when Chenguang worshiped and said, "Brother Yan Ying, you are so good", Yan Ying at that time would also show a smug expression.
The people of Shengzi Mountain would not allow them to approach, and Chenguang knew this in his heart, but Yan Ying would still come secretly.
Chenguang thought that it must be very difficult.
When she was thirteen years old, the only time Yan Ying went out of the mountain and returned to the palace with Si Tong, that time, Yan Ying quietly bought Chenguang the first gift she received in her life at the market in Xiangying, a scarlet pomegranate skirt, he said that she must look best in red.
But he bought it too big.
He couldn't look for shops all over the street, so when he passed by, he quietly went to buy it, and it turned out that he bought a dress that only a big girl could wear.
Chenguang is only ten years old, and she is still a little girl, so it is difficult to wear such a big dress.
Still, she was pleased.
She happily put it on.
But he didn't come to see her that day.
That day was the night when the power skyrocketed.
At that time, Si Chen, who had experienced the night of the full moon, would not be as weak and needed to sleep as he is now.
Both of them were lonely.
The path to the crematorium had been sealed off because of Yan Ying, but Chenguang was clever enough to find another path.
She ran out to play with her red skirt, and under the moonlit night, she met a dying teenager who was besieged by wolves, the boy was white-skinned, soft-haired, stubborn, and obviously seriously injured, but he must force himself to stand up and fight back, like a fool, a little funny.
They didn't want to care about him, but countless people died every year on Shengzi Mountain, so they had no mercy.
But his stubborn appearance is kind of cute.
So Si Chen took action to kill the wolf king for him.
The wolves ran away.
The good-looking fool stared straight at them.
Then he fainted, and they left him and walked away.
Chenguang thought, I don't know if the fool is dead.
Yan Ying was very surprised when he first knew that Chenguang and Si Chen coexisted, but he comforted her very gently. When she was worried that he would think she was a monster and looked at him aggrievedly, he touched her head tenderly and said to her seriously:
"You are you, no matter which one you is, it's you."
……
Morning light woke up from its sleep and sat up.
The sun was dazzling on the road to the Holy City.
She sat dumbfounded for a moment.
"Yan Ying, what you're talking about is nonsense!" She got up suddenly, and said something very angrily.
actually used such words to prevaricate a child, and at that time, the child was still very moved to think that you were the best person in the world......
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