Chapter 51 Blackout, a gift from heaven
"Hey, I'm hungry......" Shi Yue lay on the balcony and looked at the sky, there was a moon, there were clouds next to the moon, a thin layer blocked the moonlight from time to time, and inexplicably Shi Yue felt that it was extraordinarily dark tonight. After looking at it for a while, he rubbed his stomach, ran over and gently kicked Gu Yi'an, who closed his eyes and recuperated, "You can't afford it?" What time is it, get up on the sofa and cook. ”
Gu Yi'an took the pillow on his head and opened his hands, "Hug it." ”
Shi Yue was helpless, holding her forehead, "Hey, I'll help you out of the café and then help you upstairs isn't a hug." "I knew I would have left him in a café to fend for himself, so why did I take him home?
"You also said that it was to help~ no matter, if you don't hug it, you won't cook for it." Gu Yi'an arrogantly waited for the girl to pounce softly, waited and waited, but when she opened her eyes, she found that there was no girl in front of her. The noise came out of the kitchen, and he forgot that Shi Yue was a girl who could cook.
Holding his arms on the sofa was depressed, he should have hugged him while she helped him upstairs, really, it was a mistake.
Xu is depressed makes people's eyes black, lose their light in an instant, reach out and lose their five fingers, and the distant moonlight shines in from the balcony, distant and unpredictable. After being stunned for a moment, Gu Yi'an realized that there was a power outage, Shi Yue-
Suddenly remembered, turned over the sofa and ran towards the kitchen, every step was painful, one step farther and farther away, and one step at a time. The girl who borrowed three cents of moonlight to look for him in the kitchen was empty, not in front of the refrigerator, not in front of the sink.
"Little girl? Month-to-month? Gu Yi'an tried to ask softly, but he was a little scared for a while, until a soft "um" came from his ear, and he didn't dare to make a loud voice, as if he was going to cry in the next second.
In the dark, Gu Yi'an followed the voice to find it, as if it was coming from below, "Don't be afraid, there is me." ”
"Hmm." Shi Yue squatted on the ground and hugged herself and nodded, her eyes couldn't help but she couldn't cry, but she opened her mouth with three points of crying, "I'm afraid ......"
"Don't be afraid." After an afternoon of depression, he finally hugged his girl in the dark, Gu Yi'an gently patted Shi Yue's back and hugged her to get up, "It's okay, what are you crying about, it's a power outage, besides, isn't there still me?" Don't cry anymore. ”
Mingyue took three points, caressing the girl's face, but there was no trace of tears.
Well, it's good that I didn't cry.
"Don't be afraid, go, I'll take you to see the moon."
"Hmm." Shi Yue nodded aggrievedly, curled up on her chest with one hand and clutched the cross tightly through her clothes, and grabbed Gu Yi'an's hand with the other, both hands were held tightly as if they had used all the strength of their lives.
"Enron ......"
The distant name was suddenly mentioned, Gu Yi'an was also in a trance, and his heart trembled, what's the matter? He also began to be afraid of the dark?
"I'm here."
"Hmm." Suddenly, Shi Yue seemed to remember something, and Sanfen was puzzled and Sanfen panicked, "Why are you here?" Your feet are not ......"
"Come and hug you, can't I take advantage of such a good opportunity?" Gu Yi'an said lightly, he just wanted to pull the girl out of her fright, but his foot really didn't cooperate, and he hurt hard, he must have made him sober and sober when they were sweet. Involuntarily gasped, and was afraid that the girl would worry, so he didn't have the heart to say again, "Hahaha, it's okay, I'm going to tease you." ”
"You're a liar." Somewhat angry, Shi Yue shook off Gu Yi'an's hand, "It hurts, big fool." Holding his arm around his neck, he pulled out his hand, and the girl hugged the boy, "I'll help you." ”
"I'm fine......"
"Shut up."
"Don't shut up, slightly."
"If you don't shut up, I'm crying."
"Don't cry, don't cry, can't I shut up."
On the sofa, Shi Yue helped Gu Yi'an sit down, Gu Yi'an secretly gritted his teeth, and began to be a little glad that there was no light.
"Don't bear it, it's not like I haven't heard you cry out in pain." Shi Yue shook his head, groped his way across a small bench and sat down, lifting his right foot, "What are you running around?" Want to use a wheelchair? ”
"People are afraid of the dark, looking for you to hug."
"Say it again." Shi Yue knew that he was talking in reverse, and he was distressed and angry and increased the force in his hand, but he softened in Gu Yi'an's hiss, "You can't walk around on your own now, you've been climbing up and down for so long today, it's hard for you to recover if you do this again." ”
"It's okay," Gu Yi'an stretched out his hand to rub Shi Yue's hair, "There's a little doctor like you." ”
"I don't want to pay attention to you."
Shi Yue lowered her head and didn't speak, but Gu Yi'an also closed her mouth, and for a while the world was quiet again, Shi Yue thought of the darkness again, "Hey, are you still there?" ”
"Me? Of course I'm here, what do I think? Gu Yi'an felt a little funny, stretched out his hand and pulled Shi Yue to his side and hugged him in his arms, "I'm afraid of the dark, you hold me." ”
"Hmmm......"
After a long time, the sound of a car driving downstairs came from the window, and it went into the house from the balcony with the wind. Shi Yue said, "I'm not afraid of the dark, I'm just afraid, I'm blind again." ”
"Huh? What to say? ”
"I fell off the stage and hit my head, I had blood in my brain, a blood clot pressing on the optic nerve, I was blind for a long time, and the day was darker than the night."
Lose...... Clear?
Inexplicably, Gu Yi'an thought of An Ge, and remembered that she gave a pair of eyes to the person she loved the most, the woman. Thinking of Shi Yue's eyes, they are so like An Ge......
"W-when?" He didn't know why he thought so, he didn't know why he asked like this, like, he couldn't find any other answer except for the word "like". I didn't dare to ask for sure, but I definitely wanted to hear her say that it wasn't three years ago.
Shi Yue thought about it, three years ago, when did that come-
"Sophomore year of high school, just started."
It is also such a season, there is light, but it is not bright; It's windy, not cool.
High school? It's only been two years......
Gu Yi'an calculated the time and laughed at himself again, how could it be? With a long sigh of relief, Shiyue is a good girl, and she likes men's girls normally. Tightening his arms and hugging Shi Yue is a kind of silent apology.
The wind blew, and Shi Yue never said that she had been in high school for four years.
Others repeat the third year of high school, she repeats the second year of high school, and only the people closest to her know how dark the second year of high school is in the first year. Later, someone reached out in the dark, just like Gu Yi'an found her, who found her in the sea of people, took her hand and accompanied her through the darkest stage of her life.
It's a pity that when it was dawn, the man was also gone. No one knows where she went, and no one knew who she was, just like a dream, the angel in the dream, opened his six wings behind him to embrace her, waved his wings and dropped a feather - white and soft to the ground and turned into a silver-plated cross, Banban carved to record her past, it seems to be very vicissitudes and seems to be very clear, because there is still a pair of tooth marks on the cross, deeply imprinted on it.
"Little girl?"
"Huh?"
"Accompany me to the kitchen to cook," Gu Yi'an pinched Shi Yue's face, he remembered that a certain girl was so hungry that she cooked by herself, "I'm so hungry." ”
"Well, let's go."
Shi Yue helped Gu Yi'an or hugged him tightly, and a pair of eyes slowly adapted to the darkness, making sure that it was not that he was blind again. Two people in the kitchen, one next to each other, one washing rice and one choosing vegetables, one is responsible for frying and the other is responsible for watching. The firelight jumped and reflected the faces of the two people, noisy from time to time, and again, Shi Yue felt that the night was not so dark.
A quiet smile in the dark is like a flower blooming in the night, Shi Yue thought, or said to someone who left and didn't know where to go, Angel, SpongeBob SquarePants has found Patrick.
The night is like water, and the moon is like a hook. Under the shadow of the moon, the two of them lay side by side on the balcony to watch people, and the city that had lost power seemed to have returned to the original countryside for a while, and there were more people walking under the moon on the road where there were no people. Even if you don't know each other, you can make friends with a smile. Shi Yue said that she likes to look at people, from a distance, to see different people, everyone is different, and each time period is also different. There is no beginning and no ending, like a small story after another, one is gone, and the other is coming.
When the moon looks at people, Gu Yi'an looks at her, in the past, I don't know why girls love to look at people, but when I look at it today, it really has a different taste. Maybe God deliberately arranged a power outage, so that they left the night and returned to the truth, lying on the balcony to watch other people's stories for a moment, and also being looked at by unknown people in a frame of their long life, who knows who is who, who will go and meet whom.
Tonight, the moon is as good as ever.
Sleeping with the moon, Shi Yue returned to the hospital three years ago in her dream, a small room full of disinfectant water, and there were many people standing, she didn't know who it was, and she was blindfolded with layers of gauze. Listening to the voice, someone approached to talk to her, she couldn't hear clearly, she couldn't remember why she was distracted at that time, and Xu is heart was still on the stage and refused to end.
In the dream, someone gently touched her face with their fingers, and a soft voice told her that the doctor was coming. Dream is not reality, you can do whatever you want, Shi Yue earned her eyes, and looked at the past world with transparent gauze, she saw the face of the little uncle, and the same as now, as if it had been like this since the day she knew him, this is the identity. There was a doctor next to the little uncle, who was inexplicably the teacher in the school, maybe there was only one doctor she knew.
Behind the doctor are her parents, who don't know medicine but know how to love a daughter, holding back tears and making fun, it turns out that the comfort at that time was all deceitful. How can there be so many happy things, just wipe away your tears and face it with a smile. It's just that I didn't understand it at that time, and I mistook hard work for ridicule, laughed and cried without crying, and finally created a tyrannical bad temper in the endless dark night.
Shi Yue began to be withdrawn, no one paid attention to anyone and didn't listen, he was angry when he was hungry, he was angry when he was sleepy, no one around him was angry when he woke up, and he was angry when there were many people around him. Eventually, a tyrannical gentleman met a gentle concubine, and Shi Yue couldn't remember when Angel arrived in the ward, and she couldn't remember what their first words were. I only remember that she heard the sound of the TV and had to smash the broken machine, the more she made Angel, the more she laughed, laughed and pulled her to listen to the TV, listen to the voices inside, and tell her scene by scene, each scene was a yellow square that laughed heartlessly.
At that time she hugged her and said that she was envious that SpongeBob SquarePants had a Patrick; She laughs and says that one day you will find it. At that time, she thought that Patrick was her, but later she realized what she meant by what she said, because Patrick wasn't going to leave SpongeBob SquarePants, and she was going to leave her.
At the corner where the moonlight couldn't touch, Gu Yi'an slept on the sofa again, dreaming back to three years ago, listening to others talk about An Ge, dead, dead after all, a car accident and a life, just took away his entire past, leaving only a pair of eyes and not looking at him, I heard that it was given to the person she loved most in her life, a woman.
Ange, did you deliberately catch up with that car? Ange, I saw the darkness today, it was very dark, really, very scared, would those who have no eyes be afraid? Don't be afraid, hold on to the cross, for it bears my tooth marks.