Text Chapter VII I Changning I Shi'an
The invisible darkness, in the darkness there were people arguing, crying, and shouting, but they were all silent. Shi Yue couldn't tell how she heard it, the noise of distant silence.
Dream! It's a dream, a dream that I feel clearly but struggles to wake up.
When he was struggling in pain, someone stretched out a hand and slapped Shi Yue's back heavily, waking up like falling off a cliff, and the rest of his life was terrified after the catastrophe.
After sitting for a while, the darkness in front of me faded a little bit, the voice in my ears became clearer and clearer, and slowly returned to reality, looking at the people walking back and forth, listening to the sound of you laughing in the cafeteria. Subconsciously grabbed the pendant on his chest, and his palms hurt a little, hmm...... Sober.
Xiao Xiao looked at Shi Yue who was distracted, his smiling eyes turned into gray hollows, without any color, the sunset was just shrouded in Shi Yue through the window, dusk and cold, as if the next moment Shi Yue would disappear in front of his eyes.
Yueyue screamed a few times, shook gently, slowed down for a long time, Shi Yueyu came back to her senses, looked at Xiao Xiao, and fell into Xiao Xiao's arms with exhaustion, and turned back into that well-behaved and gentle little Yueyue.
Xiao Xiao hugged Shi Yue, who could never wake up, and said with a smile, "It's okay, you are really, if you don't let you go back to sleep, you will sleep in the cafeteria." ”
Sitting down, shaking Shi Yue slightly, while looking at the stack of books in front of him, "You go to the library to borrow ......" picked up the top notebook, and the last sentence was also stuck in his throat, and he swallowed hard. The extracurricular books that seemed to be novels were all textbooks that were about to accompany him throughout the semester......
Suddenly, Xiao Xiao felt that Shi Yue, the child, was a little terrifying, and Xiao Xiao, who was frightened, didn't grasp the strength with one hand and directly woke up Shi Yue, who was dizzy and wanted to make up for sleep.
"Hmm~ what are you doing beating me......"
"I ...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry," while rubbing Shi Yue's forehead, he pointed to the book on the table, and didn't know how to speak.
"Oh, textbooks, what's wrong?"
"......" Xiao Xiao had nothing to say, so he had to shake his head and say that he had no opinion.
"What are you going to eat, let's go buy food."
"Whoever eats less." Xiao Xiao was also calm, military training not only tempered his will, but also cured picky eaters.
casually left the mobile phone in the pile of books, or completely forgot the existence of the mobile phone, and followed Xiao Xiao to queue up to buy food in a half-dream. In just a few meters, you can walk out of the distance between the two worlds, from dream to reality or from reality to dream. Grasping the close-fitting pendant through his clothes, holding the cross in the palm of his hand, he did not believe in the Lord or religion, but he still prayed sincerely that the dark dream would not appear again.
Xu is God took pity on this child who was afraid of the dark, and the moment Shi Yue said his wish, the pile of books behind him lit up. If Shi Yue looked back at this time, he would definitely say, it turned out to be just a caller ID, God is so busy, so can he take care of me?
It's a pity that Shi Yue didn't look back.
The music sounded for 44 seconds and no one answered, Lin Yan hung up the phone, five o'clock, fourteen, are you still sleeping?
Thinking of this, I couldn't help frowning, and got out of the car in front of the girls' dormitory, and I wanted to enter but couldn't. Then call again......
"Big brother?"
The fingers that were dialed back paused, and when I looked back, I heard the girl next to me say again, "It's really you, are you back?" I didn't say a word when I came back. The words were filled with reproach and grievance, but in the end they turned into unconcealed joy.
"Ning Ning?" Unhurriedly, he locked the screen and pointed to the dormitory building with his mobile phone, "I was just going to tell you." ”
"Really?" Xu Changning squinted his eyes and pretended to look at it, and he was glad that he had no appetite this afternoon, if he went to the cafeteria to eat, he might have missed it, "You won't come back to see me off when I go to school, I'm angry." ”
"I'm sorry, eldest brother's fault," Lin Yan smiled and rubbed Xu Changning's hair, suddenly adding a little guilt, a month ago he told his little sister Changning that he was going on a business trip, but he went to Shiyue's city to take his niece to see the great rivers and mountains of the motherland, and sent his niece Yueyue to report, but ignored the little sister Changning, "Are you still adapting?" ”
Suddenly, Xu Changning lowered his eyes, "If I say that I don't fit in, will my eldest brother agree to me quitting school?" ”
"Ning Ning!" It's not the first time Lin Yan heard that Xu Changning was going to drop out of school, he thought that it would be over if he was a child with a bad temper, but he didn't expect it to be like this after a month.
"Big brother!" Overwhelmed Lin Yan's voice, there was a little more grievance and stubbornness in the tone, staring at Lin Yan, looking at the face that he thought about day and night, and couldn't bear to be tense when he met, he calmed down as much as possible, and called his eldest brother softly, "I really ......" as if he was going to give up something, and he was reluctant to leave, "I don't want to study medicine." ”
After that, I felt much more relaxed, and at the same time waited for a lecture, but I was just silent, quietly looking at that face, looking at those eyes, and the same as when I was a child, the warmth that has never changed in nearly twenty years.
After silence and silence, when Xu Changning thought that Lin Yan was so disappointed that he wouldn't speak anymore, he actually heard-
"The top three in the department can change majors."
"Huh?" Xu Changning thought that he had misheard, and looked at Lin Yan in surprise.
"It's impossible to drop out, the people of the Gu family can't leave here, they can't leave this city." Looking up at the sky, he didn't know what he was looking at or saying anything, that's it, he couldn't leave, "I'll give you one semester, and if you think so next semester, you're going to change your major, your brother ......" Suddenly he remembered something, and changed his name instead, "Shiana, I'll help you say it." ”
Hearing this name, Xu Changning couldn't hide the disgust in his eyes, I Changning and I Shi'an, this was a promise given by my father to my mother, but no one could keep it, I don't know when Changning is Changning Shi'an is Shi'an, and all that was left was a pale promise.
"He's the one who got me here, how could he agree to let me go?"
The estrangement between Changning and Shi'an is not a day or two, Lin Yan knows but still can't accept it, watching the two grow up, how they rebelled against each other when they were children, "Ningning, in fact, Shi'an is ......"
"Bitterness, isn't it? I don't want to hear it. ”
“……”
"Big brother, I'm going to evening training." Difficulties? Why didn't she understand that there was a problem? But understanding is still different from relieving.
"Ningning ......" The soft call was the last straw -
"Big brother! Don't push me! The brink of collapse was pulled into a warm embrace, the long-lost embrace disintegrated the last camouflage, and uncontrollable tears slid down his cheeks.
Lin Yan rubbed Xu Changning's hair, waited for the ups and downs of the sobbing to slowly stabilize, and then helped her wipe away her tears by holding her shoulder, and gently brushed her fingers across the bridge of Xu Changning's nose, "I still love to cry so much." ”
opened the trunk and took out the pastries prepared for Shi Yue, one by one, half for Yueyue's body, and half for Changning's tooth sacrifice.
"Get you something to eat, don't wait for me to finish talking and leave, are you going to be angry with big brother?"
took the pastry and couldn't help laughing, sure enough, the eldest brother treated himself well. didn't speak, shook his head, "Big brother, let's stay at home for a few days when I come back this time." ”
"Okay, listen to you."
took out a piece of begonia cake and stuffed it into Xu Changning's mouth, as if he had gone back to more than ten years ago, and Ning Ning was still a little girl and followed him...... and when he was behind him...... Suddenly, looking back, it was all clouds.
The mobile phone in his pocket was vibrating, Lin Yan knew that Yueyue had called back, so he drove Xu Changning away, spared a circle in the school, gave Xu Changning enough time to eat snacks, and avoided the reunion of his niece and little sister.
At this moment, Lin Yan hopes that Xu Changning will leave this school, and it is best for both girls to leave, leave this school, and leave this city. However, those who want to go can't go, and those who shouldn't come come come just came, and the two of them get together again, and I don't know how long they can be stable. It's been a long night......
Almost at the same time, Lin Yan and Shi Yue sent the evening trainees to the playground, but fortunately, the two people walked through two doors. Watch their little green men enter the line and turn around and pick up their phones at the same time.
Tacitly, Lin Yan dialed, and Shi Yue answered. It's just that the pastries to be sent to Ning Ning were given in advance, how should I explain to Yueyue?
"Did you wake up? Come down. ”
"Uncle! I'm all done eating! The rebuttal whispered in her heart that she still understands the 5,000-year-old virtues of China.
"Oh?" Hearing this, Lin Yan smiled, and suddenly felt that the children had grown up, "Where is it?" ”
"Hmm...... It's like a basketball court......"
"Okay."
What else do you want to say, the phone has been hung up, Shi Yue is helpless at the phone, little uncle, you can't find a girlfriend like this, is this why you like men? Helplessly, he was an uncle, so he found a place with enough lights to squat, like a child waiting to be adopted in an orphanage. Thinking like this, Shi Yue really gave birth to the idea of being an orphan in an orphanage, how could it be possible to think about it? She has parents and loves her parents very much.
However, the night in the distance slowly hits, seducing the loneliness in my heart, and no matter how impossible it is, it becomes believable. Hold the cross on your chest again, and feel the distant light in your palms.
- Dance if you're scared.
Shi Yue forgot who told him this, and he said it to himself, he was very useful, he had been used, and he had put the dance on hold for three years, and he didn't know if he could still give himself courage.
got up, the lights were shining behind her, and she returned to a certain stage in an instant, but it was not applause, a distant and real call, a moon and a moon, she knew-
The little uncle arrived.
Lin Yan saw that Shi Yue was still wearing a cloak that was breathable from top to bottom, and was secretly angry, and silently retracted and sighed that when they grew up, children are children after all, and each one is more willful than the other.
"Get in the car!"
Sensing the displeasure in her voice, Shi Yue quietly opened the door of the back seat and sat behind Lin Yan, with a clothing bag on the right side, Shi Yue glanced at it.
It seems to be women's clothing, take a look at the clothes and then look at Lin Yan; Take a look at Lin Yan and then look at the clothes.
Lin Yan looked at Shi Yue through the rearview mirror, and instantly lost his temper, "Don't look at it, it's for you." ”
After opening it, Shi Yue was dumbfounded, sweater jacket and wool, hmm...... It's almost a down jacket......
Little uncle, I'm not cold, really! My clothes are quite thick, really!
opened his mouth but was happy, "Uncle Xie." ”
"You don't like mooncakes, I brought you some snacks for you to try." Slippery and frozen yam cake stuffed with jujube paste, yam spleen and red dates to nourish blood, I hope that the little girl can recuperate her body, not to go up to the tree to catch the cat and go into the water to catch fish, as long as she no longer faints and bleeds, thank God.
The light and extraordinarily heavy gift, Shi Yue took it, suddenly understood something, paused for a moment, and asked rhetorically, "Little uncle, I'm going to go out with Xiaoxiao tomorrow, is there anything fun?" ”
Lin Yan understood, and followed the steps given by Shi Yue and said a few places. Then, in the name of his uncle, he insisted that Shi Yue put on a coat outside the cloak and walk under the moon, which could be regarded as a reunion festival.