But Helian Cheng still left in the end.

At my request, he gave me two more words: "Precious." "But that's too much?

Looking at the back of him riding a motorcycle, I can't tell what it feels like, I feel a little empty.

The warm feeling of peace of mind is gone.

Even if he says that everything has been arranged for me, in the next few days, I still have to face it alone, how can I really feel at ease?

I don't understand why Helian Cheng left as if he was running away, and he didn't even want to send me back to the village, so he left alone.

But I don't want to blame him at all, maybe he doesn't want to face parting, but I don't know when the next time we have such a chance to get together.

With a stomach full of confusion, I returned to the village.

This time, of course, nothing happened to make me feel embarrassed, and I lived in Xiaohe's house.

Perhaps because of Helian Cheng's special care, Xiaohe's family has also received some care from the village.

said that it was taken care of, but it was just the distribution of more food and the delivery of a sum of money.

In addition, Xiaohe's mother is allowed to go out of the village four times a month to facilitate the purchase of some things. Xiaohe's mother is grateful for such care, but I am not angry in my heart.

So far, I haven't seen anyone who hurt Xiaohe come out to apologize, and the village hasn't given any clear attitude, so they make up for it perfunctorily.

Is this a cultivator's attitude towards human life?

But I know that even so, it is to give Helian Cheng face, and I can't ask for too much. With the mood of not causing too much trouble and not causing trouble to Xiaohe's family, I still chose to be silent.

The days became quiet, and time passed imperceptibly.

Xiaohe is getting better day by day, and with his company, my life in the village is relatively peaceful, and I am not lonely.

During this period, Nanfeng and I also exchanged a lot of phone calls, and this girl missed me like crazy, urging me to meet her when I could. She was very excited to tell me a big thing: that is, she had a boyfriend, and in her description, he was a very stylish man, but not Chinese, but a Thai.

In my heart, the image of Thai people is dark-skinned and thin, I don't know how stylish a Thai man with such an image is, so that Nanfeng is so fascinated?

You know, I've never been surprised that Nanfeng has a boyfriend. Her passion for men, like curiosity about new things, is always hot for three minutes, and it doesn't take long to get bored.

I've never seen Nanfeng introduce me to a man so solemnly, and pile all sorts of flattering words on him. Moreover, she is like a little girl in love, always tireless, verbose and repeatedly mentioning this man, and there are some gains and losses.

In Nanfeng's mood, I am naturally very curious and want to meet this man, but my current situation does not have much freedom, and this shackle is put on myself by myself.

Because I have to wait for Shen Jingyun to come back, I can only be perfunctory about Nanfeng's urging, and I can't tell Nanfeng everything that happened to me here, otherwise according to the girl's character, she will rush over directly.

Don't say that against the cultivators, even if it is against a unit, her character of not being afraid of the ground that day is estimated to make a big fuss.

In her sweet love years, how could I, as her best friend, add to her blockage? I could only pick up as many interesting things as I could and talk to her so that she wouldn't be so concerned about me.

In fact, what I didn't say on the phone is that I miss her very much, once this kind of thing is said, I'm afraid Nanfeng will be sad, right? After all, we haven't seen each other in a long time.

I longed to return to the ordinary world, but Shen Jingyun was still silent.

The only thing that accompanies me is Xiaohe, he likes to listen to me talk about the outside world, not to mention those mobile phones that can take pictures, all kinds of fun games, and even everything in the outside world, he is full of curiosity and yearning.

"Sister Xiaoshuang, has you become a very powerful person to go to the outside world? will not be bullied. ”

On this day, Xiaohe sat beside me with a small stool as usual, listening to me talk about the outside world.

Actually, I don't like to indoctrinate children with anything utilitarian, I want my child's world to always remain innocent, but Xiaohe must be more precocious than other children when he grows up in such a cruel environment. Moreover, he experienced such a poisoning experience, and he must have left a deep shadow in his heart.

With his recovery, he can already fully remember what happened to his poisoning, it was Shen Xinglin who asked Aunt Shen Liu to trick him into the house and give him a bowl of dessert, he began to have abdominal pain, and then became unconscious.

So far, he hasn't figured out why Shen Xinglin would hurt him so much? Every time I faced him, I innocently asked me, "Sister Xiaoshuang, why did Miss Shen poison me?" "I can't even say anything about this kind of question.

How can I tell an innocent child that his life is a pawn in the eyes of others to assassinate me? His life and death are not in the eyes of others at all.

In the confusion of my thoughts, I said to Xiaohe: "A person should be a strong person." Because only then can you protect your relatives and friends, whether you are in the village or somewhere else, even if it is the outside world, you must remember that you must be strong. But strength is obtained by one's own efforts and perseverance. ”

"Because in front of the strong, there is another quality that is more important, and that is kindness. Without kind people, no matter how strong they are, they will not gain people's respect from the heart. What's the point of being so powerful? It's like a beast that is so powerful that people don't really love and value him. So, be kind in the process of being strong, don't be unscrupulous, you have to remember. ”

I don't know if Xiaohe can understand the deep meaning of my words at this age, in a cruel environment, I can't let him become a weak little sheep, but I can't let this originally kind child lose his nature.

Forget it, whether he understands it or not, at least in his heart, it is enough to be able to plant a seed. And what is the essence of kindness, and what kind of bottom line to take as his own life rules, it is up to him to understand it himself over the years.

The days passed again in such a calm.

In a blink of an eye, more than a month has passed.

In the past month or so, those high-level officials next to the Shen family seem to have evaporated half out of thin air and never appeared in front of me again.

Don't talk about Shen Xinglin, even those elders seem to have disappeared. In the middle of these days, there were just two things happening in the village that were worth talking about.

The first thing is that Aunt Shen Liu left the village next to the Shen family with her son, and I heard that she went to a city in the northeast, where there is also the existence of the Shen family.

Although it is not as beautiful as Shen Jingyun's foreign family, and it can be among the ranks of the rich, it is also a wealthy family in the local area.

I heard that Aunt Shen Liu and the Shen family have a relatively close relationship, in such a family, I hope that she and her son can live a peaceful and happy life, and do not have to struggle to obtain the status of a cultivator in this village next to the Shen family, until they finally lose their own nature.

The second thing is that Helian Guang also left the village half a month after Helian Cheng left.

In fact, since Helian Cheng left, I haven't seen Helian Guang again. It seems that Helian Cheng's arrangement is really very effective, in short, people like Helian Guang are not doing anything excessive to me.

Naturally, I won't be curious about what Helian Guang has discussed with the people next to the Shen family in the past half a month, what arrangements have been made, and the things that are fighting for power and profit are obviously not something that an ordinary person like me can interfere in.

Even if this is related to Helian Cheng, but I think that with Helian Cheng's cleverness, he must also be on guard, and he doesn't need me to remind anything at all, and the relationship in those days makes me firmly believe that Helian Cheng is a person with a sensitive and intelligent brain under the big grinning appearance.

It's just that the years have passed like this, and it seems that it is approaching March, why hasn't Shen Jingyun had any news yet?

Winter is coming to an end, and spring is slowly approaching.

Even if the village next to the Shen family is isolated from the world, it attaches great importance to this traditional festival in China. Everyone is starting to get busy for the Spring Festival.

The happiest thing is to be a child. On the special day of the Spring Festival, no matter how harsh the children are, they can get a relaxation and get their own gifts.

Even Xiaohe changed into a brand new outfit and played with the children in the village who had finally relaxed.

Even the stories of the outside world are not so attractive to him anymore.

Listening to the laughter of the children outside the window, I had a smile on the corner of my mouth, I was still a child in the end, and then I remembered my previous Spring Festival, I always lived with my grandmother, and I didn't have too many lively memories.

And without my grandmother, the Spring Festival seems to be just a noun for me.

I don't know what my Spring Festival will be like in the years to come? Thinking about it, I was a little sleepy.

It was close to spring, the coldest time, and I found that the house was not very warm.

With this thought, I actually lay on the table like this, and fell asleep a little deeply, and even forgot to put down the cross-stitch in my hand.