Chapter 41: I Don't Want to See You Again
The deliberately suppressed voice was full of hoarseness, like a cracked voice, so fragmented that it was impossible to fight.
Ling Xue bit her lip: "It's my business who I love, I don't love you anyway!" ”
"Are you in love with Han Shikun? …… It's rare to have such a backer who dares to argue with me, and he is handsome and powerful......" There was a faint anger hidden in his gloomy tone, and at this moment he wanted to rip out her heart and see who her heart was beating for.
Ling Xue gritted her teeth and emphasized again. "I don't love anyone, I only love myself!"
"That's the answer you gave me?!" Unwillingness and unbelief mixed into a turbid air pressed against the bottom of his throat, and he asked coldly again.
"yes, what's wrong? Don't believe it, do you? I'm coming back today to make it clear to you that I don't love you anymore...... So you don't want to take revenge on me with other women......"
Ling Xue smiled as his tears fell hotly and smashed into the marble floor, shattered...... Then, like a faucet that opened the floodgates, tears could no longer be uncontrollably gushing out......
She was still smiling, and the tears of laughter were falling straight down, even as she watched the green tendons on his forehead jump and jump, and her eyes were eager to strangle him.
She was still laughing: "Qin Lang, have you forgotten?" I killed your son, I killed your mother, I am your enemy, and you still ask me to go to bed with you, don't you respond? …… Courtship is a kind of thing, you hate me, I don't love you, we can still have sex like this, isn't it a joke? ”
The man let go of her, slowly retreated, retreated to the wine cabinet, and suddenly lost his mind and roared: "You say again that you don't love me!" ”
The roar pierced the air, causing the chandelier on the roof to sway back and forth.
"Yes, yes, yes, I don't love you anymore." Finally, Ling Xue couldn't hold back her voice anymore and roared, "You said I was your tool!" You persecute me again and again! You are blind to my danger! You've slept with other women over and over again, and you've taken them to humiliate me! Do you think I'm going to love you for the rest of my life out of guilt? No way!!! No way!!! ”
She roared hysterically, and as soon as the words fell, the man was already thundering, and he swung the red wine from the wine cabinet fiercely, and with a bang, the wine bottle fell to the ground and shattered to the ground.
This loud noise frightened Ling Xue to cover her ears and keep retreating, before she took a breath: "Since you came back from prison, you have been taking revenge on me, every time you force me...... You brutally don't care if I will hurt or not, directly devour me in the lower abdomen, every time I am suffocated by pain, calling the heavens and the earth not spiritual, but you choke my throat and make me swallow my tears, do you think I still love a demon like you? …… Yes?! ”
"Enough, don't say it! ……”
He stepped forward and grabbed her shoulders, his hideous look almost tore her apart, and his extremely forbearant body trembled violently, and even the voice trembled when he endured it......
"Enough?" Ke Ling Xue sneered: "You ...... again and again Eroding my body, how can you feel it...... How much pain do I have, in my heart you have long been a demon, and you have long been not the second brother I admire......? ”
"Enough! Don't say any more......" His thumb caught in her throat, his fingers gurgled and prevented her from continuing, her breathing stopped, but she was not afraid of death and wanted to continue: "You ......"
"Ahh
He slammed her onto the bed, the blood vessels on his body almost exploded, and the green tendons on his forehead protruded, at this moment he was like a beast out of control, Ling Xue frowned in pain, and gasped.
He suddenly moved violently to dismantle her, she had been firmly pressed, unable to move, no, she simply gave up struggling, turned her head away, closed her eyes, and let the man on her body slaughter wildly.
However, he watched her appoint, unmoved.
I don't love you anymore......
In my heart, you have long been a demon, not a second brother......
That voice, sentence by sentence was like a spell lingering in his ears, and it could not be lost: "Ling Xue, you say it again!" Say it again! ……”
The man's voice was full of despair.
Ling Xue cried, crying in pain, tears staining her red and swollen cheeks, but she still heard him stubbornly asking: "That's not the case, you tell me, you lied...... Tell me, that's not the case!! ”
She bit her lip tightly, wondering why he was so furious at the moment. Is it that he loses the bargaining chips to get revenge on her? Or is his man's self-esteem at work? Or something else? She didn't dare to think about it? Can't think about it? I'm afraid that if I think too much, it will become delusional!
She shuddered and opened her eyes to his furious eyes, the corners of her brows furrowed, and she wanted to reach out and spread her eyebrows for him.
Hold him and tell him: Second brother, I'm pregnant!
But she couldn't......
Finally, she trembled and stretched out her hand to hug him back, Qin Lang's body was suddenly stunned, and she tightly wrapped her body, but she approached his ear and said to him in a light and trembling voice: "Second brother...... Leave me alone, I don't love you anymore, so you can't do anything to destroy me mentally, if you still want to take revenge on me physically, then I ......"
"Roll ......"
Qin Lang screwed her up fiercely: "Get out of ......"
"Get the hell out of me...... I never want to see you again!! The man dragged her up from the bed, Ling Xue staggered to keep up with his steps, she was pushed out of the door by him, Ling Xue quickly grabbed the handle of the guest sofa so that he didn't throw it off the ground, and there was a loud sound of the door closing behind him.
After a while, in the lounge, there was a deafening, crackling sound of heavy objects falling to the ground, as if to vent the man's anger in one go.
The storm was crossing, Ling Xue hugged herself tightly, trembling all over, her mind instantly froze, and the cold, helpless heartbeat in her chest sank straight down with the elevator......
Leaning on the elevator mirror, her tears poured down uncontrollably, she was pushing herself, forcing herself to withdraw from his world.
"Woo......" Ling Xue couldn't control her crying anymore, it's over, everything is over, why is her heart still hurting like that.
……
Ling Xue walked aimlessly on the secluded streets, stepping on the withered yellow leaves all over the ground, and his last words sounded in his ears over and over again.
Get lost...... From now on, I don't want to see you again!
He didn't want to see her......
As she wished, she just wanted to run away from him, how good!
But why is my heart sad? Sad enough to wonder why he ended up being so angry?
The dry eyeballs were already painful, and finally, she took the bus on the ring road and circled three times along the fourth ring road of the imperial city, looking out the window with teary eyes, and constantly playing the past between her and Qin Lang in her mind.
It wasn't until around 9 p.m. that her thoughts gradually returned......
Under the dim street lamp, the slender figure moved slowly, and when he came to the corridor, he saw the man leaning against the door of the unit, and the shadow of the light fell on his gloomy figure, he stepped forward and hugged Ling Xue tightly in his arms.
"Mayor Han......" She was stunned, and struggled softly as she shouted softly.
"Don't move, I'll only hold for a few seconds!" Han Shikun couldn't help but increase his strength in holding her, as if he was afraid that she would disappear like a bubble in an instant.
His tired handsome face on the TV screen popped out of his mind, Ling Xue gave up struggling, and her heart was even more inexplicable, "I'm sorry, I caused you trouble." ”
Han Shikun raised his head slowly, his eyes fell on her face, and when he saw her reddish eyes, he smiled lightly: "It's okay, I'm also responsible, I'm ...... I didn't think it through! ”
There was so much chagrin hidden in a low voice, he didn't expect Qin Lang to find out that Ling Xue had booked a ticket so quickly, he had already done his homework in the United States, as long as Ling Xue went to the United States, he would not find her so easily.
"Are you alright?" She asked lightly, withdrew from his arms, turned back to the garden of the community, and found a place to sit down softly: "I apologize to you for him, I didn't expect him to treat you like this." ”
Han Shikun stepped over and sat down beside her, through the light of the street lamp, her eyes fell into the crying red eyes again, she cried, and cried for a long time.
Thinking of his sudden acquittal in the middle of his confession, his heart stabbed violently: "Did he bully you again?" ”
"Nope!" Ling Xue half-lowered her eyes, and her voice was very soft: "We should be completely finished." ”
There were no ups and downs in his calm words, but he felt that the surging bitterness permeated his heart, because he saw the entanglement and pain on Ling Xue's face.
After a long time, he took a deep breath and reached out to put his arm around her shoulder, taking her into his chest.
Ling Xue slowly closed her eyes, she was really tired, she was already sleepy when she was pregnant, and she had experienced so much in the afternoon, at this moment she wanted to fall asleep in such a drowsy state.
But as soon as she closed her eyes, she vaguely saw those angry eyes from the darkness, and Qin Lang's hoarse and angry voice sounded fiercely in her ears, with hatred that crushed her bones and ashes: "You get out of me!" Get lost! I never want to see you again! ”
A gust of autumn wind struck, and her body was silenced by the cold, and he said that he never wanted to see her again, and his heart throbbed fiercely.
Han Shikun looked down and saw that her body trembled slightly, as if she was choking, he hugged her tightly and asked softly, "What's wrong with you?" ”
"I didn't ...... It's nothing, it's just sad in my heart...... I ......"
As she spoke, she saw that her eyes were red, and her eyes were dull, and the dilapidated puppet was already paralyzed and unmoved.
Han Shikun frowned slightly, and his heart was bitter.
"Xiaoxue ......," he shouted, "if you don't mind, can you tell me what happened to you and him before?" ”
Ling Xue: "......"
He pressed her head to his chest, as if to hear his heartbeat of worrying about her: "Although I know you are sad, as an outsider, I will not empathize with your past, too much comfort, maybe empty and tasteless, and even repeat your pain......
After being stunned for a few seconds and seeing that she didn't make a sound, he suppressed the sourness in his heart and said, "It's okay if you don't want to tell me...... Can you give me a chance to take care of you? ”