Chapter 57: Messed Up
Jiang Wanning stood nervously to the side, and when she saw Zuo Shi'an naturally facing the camera, she couldn't help but raise her hand to cover her lips, and her eyes were slightly red.
After so long, finally, Shi An finally came out of that incident.
Director Huang originally had some worries about changing roles, and felt that if he casually changed to an unknown little artist, his acting skills would definitely not be very good.
But after that, Gu Yukai made a package ticket with him, guaranteeing that Zuo Shi'an would be able to perform the kind of effect he wanted, and under the trade-off, Director Huang could only choose to believe Gu Yukai's words.
Before the start of filming, he was still a little apprehensive, but after seeing Zuo Shi'an's performance, the big stone in his heart finally let go, and he exhaled heavily, looking at Zuo Shi'an's natural expression, and a touch of appreciation passed in his eyes.
Sure enough, I believe that Mr. Gu is still right, after all, this is still the person he personally recommended.
Zuo Shi'an didn't notice the change in the expressions of the people around her, her attention was only on Gu Yukai, trying to ignore the cameras around her, calming down the tension in her heart.
Because Zuo Shi'an performed very well in this scene, Director Huang barely shouted to stop.
After the filming was over, Zuo Shi'an exhaled heavily, dragged his tired body to the off-stage, went to get a glass of water for himself, and sat in the corner with a glass in both hands.
At this time, Zuo Shi'an realized that her hands were trembling, and the nervousness she had been restrained felt was only now fully erupting.
Unexpectedly, after many years, she was really able to face the camera so naturally, and there was no stage fright.
But after the filming of this scene, Zuo Shi'an felt that his whole body strength had been drained, and his whole body was so soft that he couldn't do it.
"Brother Zongzhe, you won't blame me, right?" Zuo Shi'an exhaled lightly, looked at the slightly trembling water glass, lowered his eyes slightly, took a sip of water, and stabilized his fluctuating emotions.
For some reason, Zuo Shi'an's mind resurfaced the scene that happened that day.
Zong Zhe's shouts, as well as the sound of props smashing on him, made her frown in pain.
She exhaled softly, looked at the water glass, and the corners of her mouth slightly hooked up a bitter smile, who said that people who survived the disaster were the happiest and the luckiest.
In fact, these people are the most unfortunate, they will live in guilt for the rest of their lives, just like her, every time they dream back at midnight, dreaming of what happened that day.
Scene after scene, as if from that moment on, was deeply rooted in the depths of her soul, making her powerless to break free.
After Zong Zhe's death, the media has been focusing on her, making her suffer from camera phobia, if she hadn't tried to ignore the camera next to her, I'm afraid that scene would not have ended so soon.
"Alas......" Zuo Shi'an sighed deeply, and after drinking the water in the water cup in one gulp, he looked up at the actors who were discussing the script in full swing, and a trace of envy appeared in his eyes.
Once upon a time, she used to be like them, she didn't need to think about anything, she only needed to think about how to play a scene well and how to play a character alive.
It's a pity that these are a thing of the past for her now.
It will take a long time to regain that feeling of chasing your dreams.
Zuo Shi'an closed his eyes, calmed down the emotions surging in his heart, stood up from the ground, held a disposable water cup in his hand, and walked in the direction of the trash can.
Gu Yukai was pulled away by Yu Mengran after the scene ended, and the two of them were sitting on chairs at this time, looking extremely focused and serious about the script and lines in their hands.
Jin Minsi, who appeared before, didn't know where she went, but after the filming of this scene started, she was not seen.
But it's okay like this, lest she have to deal with her while filming.
Zuo Shi'an looked around, and happened to see Jiang Wanning making a cheering gesture towards her, smiled at her at the moment, waved the disposable cup in his hand, and turned around and walked in another direction.
Zuo Shi'an just threw the disposable cup in his hand into the trash, but Jin Minsi's figure suddenly appeared behind her, holding his hands on his chest, and looking at her with a smile: "Miss Zuo Shi'an, I have something to tell you, can you come with me?" β
Hearing this voice suddenly, Zuo Shi'an's hand holding the disposable cup shook slightly, pinched the cup and threw it into the trash, and then turned to look at her, and said politely: "Miss Jin Minsi, if you have anything to say, you might as well say it here, I have another scene to shoot later, if the director can't find anyone, it will be more troublesome." β
"It's not easy to say here." Jin Minsi shook her head slightly, still looking at Zuo Shi'an with a smile on her face, tilted her head, and said, "Or is Miss Zuo still minding what I just did?" If so, I'll apologize to Miss Zuo. β
"I think Miss Jin may not know much about the way people apologize in China." Zuo Shi'an originally wanted to talk to Jin Minsi in a good voice, after all, she was also from abroad and could be called a big star.
But after hearing her such an insincere apology, Zuo Shi'an was quite unhappy, but he still had a smile on his face: "Our apology is not as insincere as Miss Jin, of course, if Miss Jin is measured by foreign standards, then I accept your apology." β
"Okay, Miss Jin, I'm going to shoot the next scene, if you have anything to say, let's talk about it when the filming is over."
When the words fell, Zuo Shi'an smiled politely at Jin Minsi, and wanted to walk towards the venue when he passed her.
However, just as Zuo Shi'an passed by Jin Minsi's side, Jin Minsi looked ahead and said in a small voice: "Isn't Miss Zuo Shi'an curious about the truth of the accident that happened to Zong Zhe back then?" β
Hearing this voice, Zuo Shi'an Buzi stopped instantly, and the emotions that had finally calmed down in her heart instantly fluctuated again, she tried her best to suppress it, tilted her head slightly, and looked at Jin Minsi with a smile: "I'm sorry Miss Jin, I don't know what you're talking about, I'm out of company first." β
Jin Minsi turned around unhurriedly, looked at Zuo Shi'an, hooked his lips and smiled, and said: "I know the truth about the accident that happened to Zong Zhe, if you want to know, come to the bar to find me tonight." β
As she spoke, Jin Minsi walked closer to Zuo Shi'an again and whispered in her ear: "Of course, if you don't want to know, it's okay, I don't care." β
"However, the poor thing is your brother Zongzhe, who has become a ghost for you."
When the words fell, Jin Minsi raised his hand and patted Zuo Shi'an's shoulder, "Let's go to acting, big star, but don't make a fool of yourself, after all, you are ...... for the camera."
Jin Minsi didn't finish speaking, smiled provocatively at Zuo Shi'an, turned around and walked in the direction of Gu Yukai.
Yu Mengran saw Jin Minsi coming over, a touch of unhappiness appeared on her face, and she quickly approached Gu Yukai, her mouth opened and closed, as if she was saying something.
Zuo Shi'an's brain was blank, and his eyes were even more stunned and empty, the truth about the accident that happened to Zong Zhe back then?
Isn't Brother Zongzhen because of an accident, and then in order to save her...... Yes?
Why did Kim Minsi say this, and what was the truth back then?
"Shi An, Shi An, Left Shi An!"
When Zuo Shi'an came to her senses, Director Huang's voice suddenly sounded, pulling her back from her state of distraction.
"Oh, okay, it's coming soon." Zuo Shi'an came back to his senses, looked around, and found that Gu Yukai had returned to his position and was looking at her calmly.
Zuo Shi'an didn't dare to look at Gu Yukai, so he responded to Director Huang's voice and walked in his direction.
"Act II, Caera3!"
Zuo Shi'an looked at the lines and played against Gu Yukai, she had just brewed her emotions, and when she raised her head and looked at Gu Yukai innocently, she suddenly found that she didn't know when a camera was placed opposite her.
Seeing the camera, Zuo Shi'an's brain suddenly went blank, and the fear of being dominated by reporters and the media instantly swept through her entire mind, making her hand holding the prop tremble slightly.
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"Zuo Shi'an! What are you doing! β
Seeing that Zuo Shi'an didn't move for a long time, Director Huang hurriedly covered the camera with his hand, frowned and shouted, "You can't shoot this scene yet?!" β
"Yes, I'm sorry." Director Huang's voice pulled Zuo Shi'an back from her fear, she looked at Director Huang helplessly with red eyes, and then turned her head again, not daring to look directly at the camera at all, "I, I'll be fine right away." β
The surrounding supporting characters and Yu Mengran and Jin Minsi, who were watching, had a look of disdain on their faces.
Yu Mengran sat on the chair, looking at Zuo Shi'an, who was at a loss in the field, and her red lips hooked a mocking arc: "I'll just say, a supporting role is always a supporting role, and it can't be on the stage at all." β
Zuo Shi'an's scene was so good before, she thought that she was an old actor to play this supporting role, and she was extremely uneasy.
Now seeing that she didn't dare to look at the camera in a panic, the big stone in Yu Mengran's heart was put down a little, and she looked at Zuo Shi'an, and the corners of her mouth slightly hooked up a mocking arc.
Jin Minsi didn't speak, he stood aside with his hands on his chest, watching the reaction in the left field, his eyes fell on the camera, and the corners of his mouth slightly hooked a curvature.
Sure enough, as my brother investigated, this woman has a phobia of cameras.
How can such a woman be worthy of such a perfect man as Yu Kai, she only needs to use some means, and she will obediently leave Yu Kai's side.
"Yes, I'm sorry." Zuo Shi'an didn't pay attention to the reaction of the people on the sidelines, she just wanted to cover her face at this time and not let the camera capture herself, the fear in her heart made her unable to think at all, "I, I don't ......"
Before Zuo Shi'an finished speaking, there was a force in her hand, and then, before she could react, she was pulled into a warm embrace.