Chapter 253 Explanation

Huo Yuan's hands in his sleeves were tightly usurped. The muscles on both hands burst out.

The remorse in his eyes could not be concealed.

Even if his IQ is 200, at this moment he can't imagine why things are like this, many things are under his control and control, but in the face of his beloved, he finds that he is powerless at all times, and he can't change it at all.

Suddenly he felt that he was very useless, even if he was powerful, rich and powerful now, what was the use?

His heart was never happy. Because the person who can make him happy is injured himself, and the reason for the injury is because of himself.

He held Su Jinsheng's small hand with trembling hands, and said with some difficulty: "I really ...... this matter Can you forgive me? ”

But when I wanted to explain that matter, I just said it and found myself speechless and choked.

At this moment, everything feels so pale and powerless, and the more I say, it seems as if I am excusing myself.

There is a saying that explanation is a cover-up, and a cover-up is the truth.

He suddenly scratched at his hair with some irritation. When Dingqing looked at it, he would find that there were a few unusual white hairs on the wings of his ears.

During this time, he really lived a life worse than death. During the day, his face was tied, but he never felt sleepy, and he could only sleep for a few hours at night, but he always had nightmares, he always dreamed that Su Jinsheng was standing in front of him covered in blood, he was from hell, she asked herself in a deep voice, why did she not save her when she was in the most difficult time, why did he go to the army and abandon her, all these questions, he was speechless, and he didn't know how to answer.

Now when she woke up, she found that her language had become very pale, and she didn't know what to say.

Su Jinsheng blinked and saw Huo Yuan who was so remorseful, he knew in his heart that in fact, he couldn't be blamed for this car accident, some people deliberately murdered him, but he was wearing an oxygen mask at the moment, and he really couldn't make any sound, she wanted to say something to relieve his emotions.

In the end, she could only lift her little hand with difficulty, put it in his palm, and slowly wrote: "I'm fine." ”

The cold touch was reflected in Huo Yuan's slightly calloused palm. It made him shudder.

But when the clear outline of these three words appeared in his mind, at this moment he suddenly burst into tears.

He didn't know what he should do to relieve his emotions, he could only hug Su Jinsheng's body tightly.

"It's good to wake up, it's good to wake up, as long as you can wake up, let me do anything, I'm sorry, I really didn't know that things would happen like this, if I knew that there would be such a thing in the future, even if the army fell, I wouldn't go, don't leave me in the future, okay? I will never leave you in the future, and we will be together wherever we go in the future, okay? We have to be together inch by inch. In heaven I wish to be a winged bird, and on earth I wish to be a branch. We live and die together. ”

Huo Yuan was quite eager to express his mood at this moment. He knew that all the verbal promises were so false, but if he didn't say it, he felt like he was going to suffocate himself with these words in his heart, because he couldn't find the outlet when she didn't wake up.

Although he prefers to express it with actions, the moment he learned that he had lost her, all the words poured into his mind, and he thought that if he called her every day, such a thing would not happen.

The mentality of prevention is essential, they are just too lax, so they let those ruthless villains succeed.

With a click, the door opened from the outside.

Bai Bei sat up with a dusty face, and at first glance she saw Huo Yuan, who was in tears like rain, hugging the awake Su Jinsheng.

looked at Huo Yuan who was crying like a child, in fact, this kind of Huo Yuan was the first time Bai Bei had seen him, a strong man would actually cry like this in front of his beloved, she thought that the deepest love was like this.

The love is deep, the pain is cut.

Seeing his beloved, bloodstained lying in the car, and then being treated under various disease instruments, and then watching her motionless like a vegetative person lying on the bed, this series of processes should be the most difficult, and now I finally look forward to her waking up, which can be described as joyful.

I don't know when, Bai Bei realized that his face had become wet.

Her somewhat choked voice sounded: "Su Jinsheng, you bastard, you finally woke up, do you know how many people are worried about you during the time you are in a coma, everyone is not thinking about tea and rice for you, I tell you to hurry up and get better, otherwise I will chop you up in eight pieces, do you believe it or not?" ”

She raised her voice and threatened.

Then he realized that what he said was too bloody, and he couldn't help but burst out laughing: "Su Jinsheng, look at you, look at me for you, I have become fascinated when I speak, there is no distinction between priority and priority, why don't you hurry up and get better to compensate me." ”

The crying voice didn't get a response for a long time, and he couldn't help but freeze in place, looking at Su Jinsheng, who kept blinking, and stretched out his hand and waved in front of her eyes: "Honey, what's the situation with you?" Do you know who I am? I'm your best friend who grew up wearing open crotch pants, I'm Babe! ”

Bai Bei looked at Su Jinsheng, who didn't react, he thought that he had a car accident, and then shed some sequelae, to be precise, because the car accident became a fool.

Because the eyes were a little glazed.

Huo Yuan seemed to hear the voice behind him a little noisy, he turned around and roared impatiently: "He needs to rest now, the person has woken up, there is no big problem, you go back to rest first, it will be difficult for you these days." ”

She is a good girlfriend of the little thing, and he can't talk too much, he can only say that his voice is a little loud.

Bai Bei trembled, and then she remembered that this was the intensive care unit, her voice just now, probably because of her emotional excitement, the voice was quite loud, after Huo Yuan's reminder, she also realized that she was wrong, she grabbed her short hair a little embarrassed, and put the fruit on the table: "Honey, I remember that I still have something, I will come to see you tomorrow, bye!" ”

She was reluctant to leave. In fact, when she received the news that Su Jinsheng woke up for the first time, she knew that she would be very sad if she lost her child, so she thought about coming over to comfort her, now that Huo Yuan was by her side, she seemed to have become superfluous, and she thought that she should recharge her energy when she went back and fight again tomorrow.

Because Huo Yuan is also very hard these days, no matter how strong a person is, there are times when he is tired.

She brewed a lot of words in her heart, but when she really faced her best friend, she found that she couldn't say those hypocritical words after all, because the other party was too familiar to her.

Although Su Jinsheng was lying on the bed, she watched her leave when she heard that Bai Bei was going to leave here.

I feel infinite emotion in my heart, and I am still very arrogant and unrestrained at my current age.

But what about herself, she almost lost her life and lost a child, and she couldn't help but cry when she thought about her.

Could it be that she is destined to have a bumpy life and cannot have happiness? Could it be that all this was arranged by God? She thought to herself. The more he thought about it, the more he thought it was ridiculous.

How could such an unfair thing happen in this world, maybe I thought too much.

With some difficulty, she reached out and grabbed Huo Yuan's big palm. Huo Yuan confessed to himself that it was all his fault, but in her opinion, all this was actually none of his business.

When he was going to go to the army, he actually refused his father's wishes, but he thought about his family relationship and insisted on asking him to go to the army. In this way, in fact, this is not thoughtful.

When she called in China, she also secretly concealed the news that he had returned to China, in fact, she had planted a disaster for herself, if Huo Yuan knew that she was in China, she would definitely send someone to protect herself, so that she would not fall into the calculations of those people alone.

Another point is that his mind is too simple, don't wake up with a phone call, if you think about it, you will never make such a mistake, but you still believe the rumors of those people.

I am obviously a pregnant woman, so I can stay at home and take the shopkeeper who shakes my hands. What a wonderful thing it is to raise a fetus with peace of mind, but if you live by yourself, you can't be idle, and you will bread in the company every once in a while, in fact, the company now has those moths harm, it doesn't matter, when Huo Yuan comes back and pulls out these moths one by one, Huo's Group can still be restored to its previous state.

Everything is thinking too much about yourself, and it's your own fault for doing so.

Whether it is a reincarnation of fate, or a fate destined for this, all these things are unknown.

Her chest was extremely bitter, and looking at the deep remorse in Huo Yuan's eyes, it seemed that her heart couldn't move.

This man really cares about himself, if a man can disregard his dignity and manhood and cry in front of a woman, it means that this man really loves this woman and loves him deeply.

She could only use her cold and weak hand to slowly hold his big palm to show her sincerity.

Huo Yuan controlled his emotions, wiped away his tears in a place where Su Jinsheng couldn't see, and looked up at her with red eyes: "Do you feel uncomfortable, I called the doctor to come and take a look?" ”

He thought about it, being able to wake up and everything was salvageable, and he couldn't scare her with his excesses.

Because she is the most vulnerable now, he has to give her the warmest comfort and support at this time.

What I have to do is to stabilize her emotions and make her hopeful about the world.