Chapter 88: The Domineering President's Defection Lover (88)
The two didn't speak for a while, just looked at each other quietly.
In the end, Ye Chuijin turned her face away, and she froze: "Do you know what it means to be a person with gradual frost?" I'll ...... later. I can't move, I can't speak, I don't respond to anything you say......"
Xue Mo interrupted her: "Do you blame me? ”
Ye Chuijin turned his face and looked at him.
Xue Mo's eyes were slightly red, and he asked softly, "I treated you like that before, do you blame me?" ”
Ye Chuijin shook his head.
Xue Mo took a deep breath, only to feel that there seemed to be sharp blades in the air, piercing into people's hearts, making people's internal organs ache.
He spoke slowly, "But I blame myself. Blame me for why I didn't treat you better, why did I treat you like this, why did I hurt you, why I didn't believe you, why I didn't find your abnormality three years ago, why I didn't find you in three years...... Xiaojin, I never regretted it before, because I knew that it had happened, and regret was running away. But now, I spend all the time regretting it. ”
Seeing his painful expression, Ye Chuijin couldn't hold back any longer, sat down beside him and held his hand: "I really don't blame you." ”
Xue Mo immediately shook her hand back: "I know you don't blame me, but I hate myself." Xiaojin, can you stay, let me compensate you well, I don't want to regret it later. ”
Ye Chuijin bit his lip, tears falling down.
Xue Mo stretched out his hand to wipe away her tears: "You are not my burden, you are my lover, and you are the lover I want to grow old with you." ”
Ye Chuijin cried and said, "I don't want you to be tortured by me in the future...... Xue Mo, let it go, you can find better people and live a better life, you shouldn't do so many things for me. ”
Hearing her say this, Xue Mo's hand tightened tighter, and he interlocked his hand with her ten fingers.
Xue Mo slowly sat up and took Ye Chuijin into his arms: "Xiaojin, I know that you are for me, but have you thought about it, if I don't have you by my side, what is the point of my life?" ”
Xue Mo looked at her and smiled after a while: "If our situation is reversed, and it is me who is sick, will you leave me?" ”
Ye Chuijin shook his head.
Xue Mo gently kissed her forehead: "Do you know what I was thinking when I was shot?" I was thinking, if I did die, I wanted ...... I hope you don't force yourself, don't force yourself to live well. ”
He gently hugged her and put the person in his arms in his heart: "Because if it was you who was shot, if you died, I wouldn't want to continue to live, living alone in the world, facing a world without you, is not a blessing for me, but a curse." ”
"So I also hope that you don't say to me, let me live a good life alone, let me have a new life. Impossible. You're gone, and the world is hell to me. ”
His voice was calm and resolute: "You are born, I am born; You die, I die. I want to grow old with you, but if it really doesn't work, then it's not bad to be in the same cave with you after death. ”
Xue Mo smiled: "Don't be afraid, you live for a day, I will live for a day, when you die, I will accompany you, and I will never let you suffer like this alone." Xiaojin, we live and die together. ”
[Ding - The target character's blackening value is -5, and the current blackening value is 15.] 】