Chapter 45: Departure
No one is going to leave quietly, no one is going to die early
We are all waiting for a red rain
Come and say goodbye
Those buried petals and the past
I didn't need to say goodbye quietly, I thought we could see each other
I wanted to catch some of the details that were easy to overlook
I want to use a delicate dagger
Engrave my image into your eyes
In April, we were all discussing the following topic:
After you're gone
Those freshly sprouted aquatic plants will not fall in love with the little fish?
Outside the window, the rain was pouring down, and the air was damp.
Lin Tiantian looked at the raindrops sadly, as if her heart was also dripping tears.
The city of Jiangcheng is very lively, and the influx of tens of millions of foreigners makes this city that never sleeps noisy and vibrant.
But in Lin Tiantian's heart, this place has long become an empty city.
Because of someone's departure, Lin Tiantian's heart appeared with a small wound.
The wound was sometimes blue, and it was extremely melancholy. Sometimes it's red and the pain is unbearable. Sometimes it is pale and weak. Sometimes it's black and mildewy.
"Wait until I'll get back!"
It was a commanding tone, and the man who gave the order was thousands of miles away.
Lin Tiantian once again fell into some kind of strange circle.
Wait for him, don't wait for him, wait for him, don't wait for him, it seems that there are too few answers, and it's not easy to choose any of them.
She looked at the ring on her ring finger and sighed.
The daily email on the computer had been received, and Lin Tian had some travel photos sent to her by Han Minyu.
Oh, and today they're in Spain.
Minyu,
I received the photo you sent, and I used to stand in the place where you stood. I'd love to travel through time and space to find a space where I can meet you, but unfortunately you won't allow it. Are you bullying me? Underestimate me? Are you sure I'll be waiting for you? Why did you leave so reassuringly? For this second, I hate you. I think I might be sick, a kind of lovesickness that can't be cured, unless you come back to me right away. I think I may have another disease in my body, called the disease of jealousy. Roman Colosseum, Aegean Sea, Alps, Seine, Vienna Musikverein...... Have you ever thought of me when facing the beautiful scenery? Is it really okay if the person standing next to you isn't me? You said that you missed too much scenery and experience, and you said that you have to make up for the regrets you once had with your eyes, which I can understand! But why can't the person who travels with you be me? You take photos with only beautiful views, without you. That's why I'm going to give you a bad review, because in my eyes it's far more important to see you than to see the scenery. I'll give you another two weeks, and you'll have to come back after two weeks, or I'll be! Here's what you call verbose, as always.
1. Stay away from Kim Ji-won 2. Stay away from Kim Ji-won 3. Stay away from Kim Ji-won
Repeat this a thousand times, remembering what you promised me: you belong only to me.
The sound of typing stopped, and Lin Tiantian finished writing the email sadly, feeling even more sad.
Xiao Qi squatted quietly next to him, Lin Tiantian hugged Xiao Qi and sighed: "Xiao Qi, it's still hello, you won't leave irresponsibly, hey!" ”
A hotel in Barcelona
Kim Ji Won, who still hadn't fallen asleep, knocked on the door of the next room.
"Something?" Han Minyu asked with the door half-closed.
Jin Zhiyuan smiled: "I can't sleep, can I go in and talk?" ”
"It's late, go to bed early, you should be very tired today."
There was a thud, and the door was closing.
Outside the door, Kim Ji-won stood motionless at the door in frustration.
"That's what you mean by starting over?" Outside the door, Kim Ji Won roared.
After a while, the door opened again.
Han Minyu looked at the crying Jin Zhiyuan lightly and said, "Come in, I'll talk to you." ”
Kim Ji Won stared at him and asked, "What is our relationship now?" ”
Han Minyu frowned and didn't speak.
"Do you mean starting over to be friends? Travelling together? ”
Kim Ji Won asked coldly.
Han Minyu still didn't talk.
"Shall we go back to the way things were? You only love me, and I only love you at that time. ”
Kim Ji Won hugged Han Minyu tightly from behind, and said emotionally, "Do you remember our first time? That snowy night, you and I were both for the first time. I hugged you as tightly as I do now, and you reflexively crushed me underneath me. Why can't we now? Minyu, I miss you...... I miss the feeling of being hugged by you, I miss your lips so much......"
Kim Ji-won used her red lips as a weapon and pecked Han Minyu on the back.
Through the thin fabric, Han Minyu's back felt like an electric shock.
Han Minyu coldly pushed her away and said, "Zhiyuan! Don't do this! ”
However, Jin Zhiyuan behind him hugged him tighter, and the two soft sponges on his chest were clinging to him, rubbing back and forth.
Han Minyu shook off her hand with a cold face and said, "Go back, I don't want to say it a second time." ”
The flush on Kim Ji Won's face had not subsided, and he adjusted his breathing and prepared to leave angrily.
"Stop, I think I'd better tell you something." Han Minyu stopped her.
"What? You said. Kim Ji Won looked back at him and asked.
Han Minyu cleared his throat, and a cold voice sounded: "Zhiyuan, in fact, you are sick, I know you may be surprised, but I have been hiding it from you before, because I am afraid that you will not be able to bear it." Your father, Jin Dalong, came to me, and I found out about your illness. I promise you'll be with you, so don't be afraid. You're not in good health right now, and there are some things that aren't suitable for you. ”
Jin Zhiyuan sneered and said, "I know everything you said. ”
Han Minyu stared at her in surprise: "You know? ”
"Hmm" Jin Zhiyuan nodded and smiled bitterly: "It's because I know that I want to travel to Europe with you, so I don't want to miss every minute and every second of being separated from you, because the future separation is too long and too long." ”
Jin Zhiyuan smiled and raised her head and asked, "Han Minyu, I want to take wedding photos tomorrow, can you accompany me?" If I hadn't done it, I'd have regretted it. No matter who the bride next to you is in the future, at least now I need such a set of commemorative photos, I am afraid that I will not have a chance in the future. ”
Han Minyu nodded in embarrassment: "Okay! But for commemorative purposes only, I hope that the only people who see the photos are you and me. ”
"I promise you."
Walking out of the room, a sinister smile appeared on Kim Ji-won's beautiful face in the corridor.
From the moment she decided to continue using lies as a weapon to win love, she was ready.
As long as she can return to Han Minyu's side, she is willing to give up some things to stick to, such as self-esteem, bottom line, and so on.
Thinking about her, Kim Ji-won has been the focus of attention since she was a child, and even Han Minyu's iceberg was melted by her.
She didn't believe that she couldn't win the White Lotus Lin Tiantian this time, and when a person was serious, she should never underestimate her determination.
Lavender flowers in Provence, France
Kim Ji-won, who is wearing a white low-V wedding dress, is as beautiful as a fairy.
Standing next to her is Han Minyu in a white suit, with an impeccable appearance and cold and misty eyes, as if a beautiful man came out of a painting.
Purple lavender is as far as the eye can see, and patches of lavender form a sea of purple.
The breeze blows, the lavender sways, like the fairy in the flower of the warbler singing and dancing, wandering in the world of beautiful flowers.
Kim Ji Won's face was filled with a happy smile, which was the expression of the whole world.
Han Minyu cooperated and posed beside her to take pictures, although her smile was stiff, at least she cooperated.
Under the sun, there is a photo that is very beautiful.
The two handsome and beautiful women are lying in the sea of flowers, feeling happiness with their eyes closed.
The scent of flowers, the breeze in your ears, the warmth in your palms, and the natural smile all make up this most beautiful photo.
It is precisely because of this photo that there is a parting between Han Minyu and Lin Tiantian in the back.
Jiangcheng U-town Apartment
The day I saw this photo was July 7, Chinese Valentine's Day.
Lin Tiantian, who pulled Xiao Qi back from a walk, opened her laptop to check if there was an email from Han Minyu to her.
The lovesickness that has been tormented for a day is about to be relieved.
With joy, Lin Tian opened the email, but for a moment, she couldn't breathe in heartache.
The tear glands were opened as if they had opened a floodgate, and the painful sensation went straight to the bone marrow, and then a burst of coolness invaded the pores, and at this moment her heart was like ashes.
What the hell is this? Can someone tell her?
Every day of waiting, she kept lobbying to believe in him, and he would be back soon.
Despite Han Minyu's decision to take Kim Ji-won to Europe, she still doesn't understand the reason and motivation.
But for the promise of waiting for me to come back and marry you, she kept wiping the diamond ring on her ring finger, hoping for the reward of patience.
But so much persistence and hard work has come to naught at this moment.
For the first time, she felt truly panicked, her sky had fallen.
The ringing of her cell phone interrupted her train of thought, but it still couldn't stop her tears.
"Hey" with a crying voice, Lin Tiantian answered the phone.
The other party's voice came: "It's me, Kim Ji-won." Lin Tiantian, have you seen our wedding photos? How's it going? I think it's good too. ”
"You ......" Lin Tiantian suddenly felt a little embarrassed, afraid to hear the answer.
"That's right, I told you before, whatever I want, I'll get it in the end. What is the ring on your ring finger? Would you like to show you a picture of us cuddling together last night? Kim Ji Won sneered proudly.
This thick irony was transmitted through the phone without pulling a trace.
Lin Tiantian wiped away her tears and said, "I don't believe it, you are deliberately angry with me?" I'm not so easily fooled. ”
"You wait"
A few minutes later, another photo in the email appeared in front of Lin Tiantian's eyes.
The two in pajamas were lying on the big bed together, Han Minyu on the bed was already asleep, and Kim Jiwon was happily lying next to him taking a selfie.
An anger called jealousy rushed straight to his head, and Lin Tiantian shouted angrily: "You guys...... Got laid? ”
"What do you say? Oh yes, the purpose of my call to tell you is that Han Minyu and I will have a simple wedding ceremony in the church tomorrow, do you want to take a video to show you? ”
"Which church? I'm going to fly over and see for myself now. ”
"Hehe, it's late, in fact, the wedding ceremony has already been held today."
"You ......" Lin Tiantian hung up the phone sadly, tears streaming down her cheeks, lying on the table and crying in despair.