Chapter 56 If you can, please do it for me

"Old memories are like a window, and when you open it, it's hard to close it again.

Who has stepped on the dead branches and whispered, and the fireflies painted the incense of the flower screen......"

The ice-blue hardcover gift box was placed in the top cabinet of the wardrobe, and I don't know how long it had been placed. Delicate and with the traces of wear and tear of the years, the corners and corners began to crack but were kept with care.

Inexplicably, Shi Yue felt that someone had played it lightly somewhere in her heart, and the fluctuating strings were so gentle that she was holding a pick, and after a crisp and melodious sound, the strings were infinitely hurt and hurt.

Shi Yue looked up at it for a long time, feeling familiar but couldn't remember when she had seen a box like this. Stepping on a small stool to get it, holding it in his arms and saying whether it is light or not, whether it is heavy or not, the inexplicable familiarity and inexplicable strength make people want to escape. The delicate gift box of the square is placed on the bed and looks at the time and the moon, and it is gently opened, the crimson dress and the white skirt are neatly stacked, the carved folding fan of the red tassel, and the emerald gorse scratching the head piece together the whole stage one by one.

In the place where the central light of the stage follows all the way, there is a girl who dances a neon dress with a fan, and the shadow passes by in an instant, and the wrong body is no more.

Shi Yue finally remembered that this was the costume she had ever worn, the costume she had performed for the last time. After giving up dancing, she secretly looked for this outfit, but she couldn't find it in every corner of the house. Some things, it's so strange, no matter how poor you go up and down the Yellow Spring, it just doesn't appear, but when you forget about it, it appears again, remind you, hey, long time no see, I'm here, and the way I greet you with a smile makes you unable to say I don't want to see you.

Shi Yue didn't know what to say about such a set of clothes, carrying the placket and draping it on her body, one turned around and raised her hand to look back, as if she was back in the very young days, she followed the people on TV, she learned how they danced, and she didn't learn a single point, but there were still people on the side to applaud you.

When she grew up, after having an uncle, the little uncle gave her a very delicate costume to watch her perform on stage, and the crimson costume was teased by others as a wedding dress.

"Do you like it?"

"Hmm." I don't know if it's because it's been too long or because I don't want to recall, Shi Yue can't remember the excitement and joy at that time, but I remember that she nodded and nodded vigorously holding her clothes.

"Go put it on, and then it's your turn to perform."

"Actually, no, this is a dress rehearsal, not an official competition, I'll wait for the official competition to wear it."

Lin Yan smiled and rubbed Shi Yue's hair, "Put it on, I'll give you a better set on the day of the competition." ”

"Really?"

"yes, really." Lin Yan nodded and looked at Shi Yue and approached the dressing room with a smile, inexplicably a little lost, Xu is because the clothes are red, the red wedding dress, my family has the joy and reluctance of a girl who has just grown up, as if giving her a set of red clothes is to send her away. The sadness of being a parent before starting a family.

However, it wasn't until a long time later, until I saw Shi Yue fall off the stage in that red dress, and the red blood stained the red clothes even redder, that I realized that it was not a loss at all, but a dangerous forenotice. For a long time, Lin Yan has been blaming himself for thinking that the red dress he sent was unlucky, and he thought that the style he chose was not suitable. The self-blame that arose in a moment has not been dispelled until today, three years later.

After Shi Yue was hospitalized, he accepted this set of clothes and put it back in the box, he didn't dare to stay with Shi Yue anymore and was reluctant to throw it away, so he took it back to his home and kept it all the time. Once, Xu Shi'an couldn't stand it and secretly hid the box, Lin Yan couldn't find it when he went home, it was like Shi Yue fell and never woke up, and his hands were trembling holding Xu Shi'an's collar, not angry but afraid.

His relatives can't be less than one, not one. Even if each one is not flesh and blood.

Only this clothes that can't speak know that in the past three years, Lin Yan has opened this box again and again, standing in the dark night again and again, looking at the red clothes, and recalling them again and again, until he can no longer remember the way Shi Yue danced that day.

After three years, I wore this dress again, maybe I really haven't changed, the clothes I wore three years ago still fit, and even more charm than three years ago. Break up the hair and open the folding fan, and the hand half-covers the face, but the autumn wave secretly sends it, but it can't find the feeling of the year. It turns out that really, many things will fade with the passage of time.

Shi Yue was lonely for a while, and suddenly the voice of the little uncle sounded in his ears, and he laughed softly, he said, if you like it, I will give you a set every year in the future.

The ghost made a mistake, and Shi Yue opened another wall cabinet on the wardrobe. Three neat boxes, the same size and different colors, delicately quiet, Shi Yue was silent, and it was as if he saw the clothes inside without opening it.

"Little uncle......" Shi Yue only felt that her nose was a little sore, her eyes looked up at the ceiling to prevent herself from crying, and after looking at it for a while, she remembered that she couldn't cry.

Her eyes are not allowed, and her little uncle is not allowed.

"Don't cry!" This is the harshest sentence of the little uncle to him in his memory, and he completely ordered that he was cold and obviously not a little warm but so frightening, because ah, at that time her eyes were injured, and she was covered with gauze with all kinds of medicines, and crying, it was not allowed.

"Hey, Yue'er, are you so afraid of him?" The sister in her memory, the sister she met when she was blind, she still doesn't know what kind of illness she is, she still doesn't know where she came from and where she went.

"Huh?" Shi Yue, who was covered with gauze, tilted her head when she heard the voice, even if she couldn't see anything, she had to turn around and face it, even if she turned around, it was still at a different angle, maybe this is the rebelliousness of the blind person. "I'm not afraid of him."

"Then you listen to him so much?"

"He's my little uncle." If you don't listen to him, who will you listen to? Shi Yue was covered with a layer of gauze and couldn't see the appearance of the person opposite, and couldn't see the wry smile of the person opposite, so he could only hear the person on the other side muttering bitterly-

"You're a lot like a person."

"Huh? Who? ”

"Hmm...... I...... The love of my life. ”

"Wow~" Xu is heart can see the emotion that he can't see with his eyes, Shi Yue sighed, listening to envy, "That must be a very lucky brother." ”

"Yes. Very lucky. Angel looked at Shi Yue and nodded, maybe she couldn't deceive this little girl, and maybe she was about to be true, she said something against her heart for a lifetime, this time she wanted to say a few words sincerely, but unfortunately a fool couldn't hear it, it didn't matter, he couldn't hear it.

"Then where did he go, why didn't he come to accompany you?"

"He, let's go......" Angel laughed, laughing calmly, Xu was laughing too calmly to pull the pain in his chest, and couldn't stop coughing, until the last sound finally surged up with blood in his throat, and he was afraid that Xiao Yue'er next to him would be worried about laughing again and swallowing it back into his stomach.

"Are you okay?"

"It's good, I'm fine."

"Are you thinking about him?"

"yes, I miss him so much, I really want to see him...... Wait until you're well," Angel paused, afraid that Xiao Yue'er would think too much, and added, "When we're well, I'll ...... Go find him. "I'd love to take you to him, but I don't think I've got time for him.

"Xiao Yue'er." Angel said as she walked to Shi Yue's side, and took out a necklace from her neckline, a silver-plated cross hung from the silver-white line, Banban engraved her past, vicissitudes and clear, and a pair of small tooth marks were printed on the top of the cross, which were deeply imprinted on it. The tooth marks of a silly boy who is stupid and can't do nothing, the tooth marks of a stupid boy who is very obedient, a silly boy who was driven away by her and can never see each other again.

The necklace with her body temperature was gently placed in the palm of her hand, and Shi Yue fumbled, "What is this?" ”

"The cross. My amulet, for you. Angel said and walked around Shi Yue's back and put it on her neck, "If you can ......" Angel paused, smiled, laughed at himself ridiculously, how could Xiao Yue'er meet him? Even if she wanted Lin Yan, that guy wouldn't agree, after all, there was no freedom in that place.

"What if I could?"

If you could, I would like you to go to him with this necklace and say sorry to him for me and I'm gone. Forgive me for not having the courage to say goodbye to you, forgive me for breaking my promise that I can't be with you anymore, I have to live without me for the rest of my life, and I don't have to wander every day when I go home.

"If you can, take good care of this necklace, and then get it well, and then get well and dance for me to see."

"......" When she heard the dance, the moon was silent, and she wanted to cry inexplicably, but Angel grabbed her arm and shook her awake, interrupted the crying and laughed again, "Well, when I get better, I'll dance to show you." ”

"That's good." Angel gently pinched Shi Yue's face, and her well-behaved appearance actually had a bit of that kid's look, she missed him too much, yes.

However, when she got better, she left, not even before she danced or even had time to say goodbye.

The little uncle said that Angel was gone, and she asked if she was going to find the person she liked, and the little uncle nodded and smiled and said yes, she was doing well, don't worry.

"Little uncle, Angel, I'm sorry, I promised to dance to show you, I ......"

"Who are you dancing for?"

"Hmm......"

"Isn't it, am I that scary?" Gu Yi'an leaned against the door frame to look at Shi Yue's surprise, he said that he was a little tired, and when it was over, his foot injury was just a little better and he began to feel sad again, "Little girl, you hurt me." ”

"I'm ......" Shi Yue glanced at Gu Yi'an, who was standing against the door frame, "What are you doing here?" Feet don't hurt anymore? ”

"It's a little bit, much better." Gu Yi'an said and moved his ankle to show Shi Yue, "You still say me, why are you hiding in the house for half a day?" What are you ......" Gu Yi'an looked the girl up and down, her clothes were fluttering, she really looked more and more like a girl, "Do you want to dance?" ”

"I just found it in the closet," Shi Yue raised her hand and pointed to the wardrobe door that hadn't been changed yet, "I used to dance and wore clothes, I thought they were thrown away, but here they are." Saying that, Shi Yue was about to take off his coat with his backhand.

"Don't take it off," Gu Yi'an stopped Shi Yue, "How beautiful it is, dance a song for me." ”

"But ......"

"But you haven't jumped in a long time, and you can't dance well?" Gu Yi'an snatched Shi Yue's words and smiled, "You, it's a psychological effect, I saw you dancing at school last time, I didn't appreciate it well that time, I won't let you go this time." Don't move, I'll pull your hair up. ”

"I ...... All right. Shi Yue pursed her lips and smiled, compromised. I thought, sure enough, it was you last time.