Chapter 156: Lost Love
I said, "What will happen to them?" ”
Yu Liyan didn't understand what I meant: "Huh? ”
I added, "I mean, how will those who are clamoring for revenge for Su Yunbin embarrass their family?" ”
"It's hard to say," Yu Liyan pondered as he said, "Actually, at most, they are upset about Su Yunbin, and it is estimated that they will not do anything too out of the ordinary." ”
Yan Yanan pursed his lips: "That's not necessarily, don't forget, Su Yunbin was invited by Su Yunbin, and now that there is a murder, both public and private, you have unshirkable responsibilities." If you want to calm the doubts of the major sects about the family, the best way is to deal with the family, but with the degree of doting on the uncle, what do you think he will do? ”
Yu Liyan waved his hand: "Okay, don't talk about this, anyway, even if we say it, we can't change the uncle's mind." ”
Yan Yanan sighed: "Yes." ”
While we were talking, Zhao Zongxin walked out of the alley, he came to me on purpose, but there was nothing particularly important, just told me that I would have a peach blossom luck this month.
At that time, he said: "It's really strange that someone like you can have peach blossom luck, and it's just this month." But you remember, no matter how excited you are, you can't take the bait, the twisted melon is not sweet, and the good peach blossom will become a rotten peach blossom. ”
Hearing Zhao Zongxin's words, I suddenly felt foggy, but he didn't plan to explain too much, so he walked in the direction of Ma Rude after speaking.
Yu Liyan shouted at him from behind: "Su Yunbin was killed. ”
Zhao Zongxin replied impatiently: "It's my business!" ”
This guy is even more indifferent than the people in the family!
It wasn't until Zhao Zongxin walked away that I asked Yu Liyan: "Is there a feud between the Soul Village and the Su family?" ”
Yu Liyan shook his head: "Jisoulzhuang has no enmity with the Su family, but Zhao Zongxin has a feud with the Su family, except for the Su family, he has almost made enmity with the other five major families in the industry." ”
Yan Yanan also said: "Zhao Zongxin is also very strange, he often provokes those sects and families who have no grievances with him, as if he has to make people unhappy." ”
Li Huaishan: "That Su Yunbin, it won't be Zhao Zongxin who found someone to kill, right?" ”
Yu Liyan: "No, if Zhao Zongxin wants to kill someone, he will definitely do it himself." ”
There was a distance of twenty or thirty meters between us and Zhao Zongxin, and he should not have heard us, but at this moment, I saw him stop a taxi, and when he opened the door, he quickly raised his fist and stretched out the finger between his index finger and ring finger.
Seeing that the taxi quickly drove away from the side of the road and rolled up a puff of dry dust on the road, Li Huaishan smacked his lips: "This old man is quite fashionable." ”
I raised my eyebrows: "How can you tell he's fashionable?" ”
Li Huaishan: "Generally, people of his age should not know what this finger means. ”
I smiled, looked back at Yu Liyan, and saw that he had a bitter and hateful expression, looking at the direction of the taxi leaving.
Yan Yanan rubbed his shoulders and said to me, "Let's go back, I fell into my head last night, go back to Lao Jiang to help me pinch it." ”
Hearing Yan Yanan's words, Li Huaishan immediately came to his senses, looking at his obscene face, it was like an expression of "don't look for Lao Jiang, I'll help you pinch".
I'm afraid that Li Huaishan will really say such unashamed words, and immediately open the topic: "What about Boss Jiang?" ”
As he walked towards the side of the road, he responded, "They went back first." ”
Li Huaishan and I followed Yan Yanan to the intersection, and Li Liyan didn't say goodbye to us, but walked directly in the direction of the ice room.
It's half past five in the afternoon, just in time for the taxi driver to hand over the shift, and it's not easy to get a taxi, but fortunately, there are only two streets between the old alley and the ghost skewer, and you can get there within half an hour's walk.
Yan Yanan's neck seemed to hurt badly, but when she recalled that she was in the ice room today, she had been fine all the time, and she couldn't see anything abnormal.
I think she probably didn't want me to be distracted in the ring, so she deliberately endured it.
Halfway through the journey, Yan Yanan suddenly turned his head and asked me, "Do you have peach blossom luck this month?" ”
I scratched my temples: "Why did you suddenly remember this?" ”
Yan Yanan said, "I've been thinking about this just now. What, Lao Jiang has a sister who is the same age as you, a while ago, she planned to introduce her sister to you, could it be that this is going to come true? But I have to say, although Lao Jiang's sister looks pretty good, she has too much temperament, I guess you definitely don't like her. ”
"I have a girlfriend."
"But if I'm not mistaken, you and the woman named Zhao Xiaohui haven't been in touch for nearly a year. If you don't contact her, and she doesn't contact you, I'll just guess it, the matter between the two of you should have been yellow a long time ago. Hey, do you still feel for her now? ”
I spread my hands: "I can't tell. ”
Yan Yanan: "That's nothing. ”
As I was talking, my mobile phone rang, and after changing my phone, I hadn't saved the phone number on the old card, but just by looking at the tail number displayed on the screen, I knew that it was Zhao Xiaohui calling.
I didn't tell her the new number, how did she find me?
After a moment of hesitation, I picked up the phone, and the sound of traffic on the road was immediately heard on the other end of the phone, but the person on the other side of the phone did not speak.
In the end, I spoke first: "Xiaohui? ”
There was another long silence, and after that, Xiao Hui's hearty laughter came from the other end of the phone: "I didn't expect it, even if you change your new number, I can still find you." ”
She was laughing, but the words she said didn't make people feel a trace of joy.
Even if Xiaohui couldn't see it, I still had an embarrassed smile on my face: "How did you find me?" ”
"Secret."
After Xiao Hui responded to this, she was silent again.
I didn't know what to say for a while, and I was silent.
After a long time, Xiao Hui spoke again: "I'm leaving." ”
I asked her, "Where are you going?" ”
"Go home, you won't be back."
"That'...... What about academics? ”
"I don't want to go up. You...... Can you come and drop me off? ”
I scratched the back of my right hand with the index finger of my left hand: "When are you leaving?" ”
Xiaohui: "Tomorrow morning's car at eight o'clock." ”
I said I would go, but Xiaohui just replied, "I'll wait for you." He hung up the phone.
The phone earpiece kept coming from the intermittent busy sound, but I still didn't press the hang up button, just stood on the side of the road in a daze, my mind was messy.
Until the man asked me, "Girlfriend?" ”
I nodded, and she asked me again, "What are you going to do now?" ”
I shook my head, indicating I didn't know.
Before eight o'clock tomorrow morning, I will definitely go to the train station to see Xiaohui, as for what will happen to me in the future, and what will happen to Xiaohui, I can't tell.
Who can tell?
After answering Xiaohui's call, I became confused, how I got back to the thrift store, how I spent the night, and how I arrived at the station the next morning, I don't remember at all.
In fact, for me, this relationship with Xiaohui can end without a hitch, I don't want to have any anxiety with her without contact for a year, it's like an irresponsible escape, I know that once I see her, there are some things, I have to face.
In order to enter the waiting room, I bought a ticket at 8:20 at the ticket office, and the terminal of this train is Xiaohui's hometown.
That morning, there were not many people in the station, and Xiaohui was wearing a pale red plush skirt, like a slender peach standing in the slightly empty waiting room, and at that moment, Xiaohui gave me only two words: clean.
When I saw her, I seemed to break free from the filthy mire of the house and touch the blue sky in an instant.
But I also knew in my heart that the sky would soon be gone.
I remember that I seemed to talk a lot to Megumi, but I couldn't tell what we were talking about.
The electronic clock in the station was moving very fast, and when it was eight o'clock in ten minutes, Xiaohui gave me a deep, long hug, and then I carried her luggage and carried her to the entrance gate.
She stood there and said to me, "If you don't, I want you to remember me." ”
I smiled at her, but didn't respond.
Xiaohui doesn't need my response, she also knows that I am not a forgetful person, and she also knows that I am a person who is extremely afraid of forgetting.
She eventually left, and I stood at the entrance and watched her back fade away before disappearing into the staircase leading to the platform.
I wouldn't have taken the 8:20 train, and as for the ticket, I had already thrown it into the trash can in the waiting room, so I would just stand in front of the window, looking at the platform downstairs, and wait silently.
At eight o'clock, a train sped past the platform, and I stared at every window that passed downstairs, even if I couldn't see the people in the window, but I watched silently.
I believe that Xiaohui must also be looking at me, and maybe for a moment, Xiaohui and I have a brief look at each other.
This train took away Xiaohui and also took away my first love.
A first love that lasted for two and a half years, but only one year of life.
To this day, I still remember that Xiaohui gave me a deep hug in the waiting room, but I almost forgot how I felt when I was hugged by her, and in the flow of time, this memory has long since become less important.
People will forget some things after all, and they will always remember other things, but just remembering, it is difficult to hope for anything.
The end of a relationship often brings great pain, but before coming to the station, my relationship with Xiaohui was already in a state of nothingness, so I thought that ending such a long-faded relationship should not make me feel uncomfortable.
Unfortunately, the pain remained, it was not so intense, but it always appeared without warning, tormenting my nerves every late night after separation.
I've heard people say that the best way to end this pain is to start another relationship as soon as possible. However, during that time, I didn't know if this statement was true or not, after all, there was no theory in practice, it was just a theory.
(End of chapter)