Chapter 403: I will accompany you in the wind, frost, snow and rain
Chen Feiyan saw Jiang Xi's inner hesitation, and she also understood Jiang Xi's inner refusal.
But now is the time to fight for as many of your own interests as possible.
"Xixi, if you don't want anything, every penny of Mr. Sheng in the future will be that woman's. Don't think it's not good, that's not good, we are poor and white, don't do it, those wealthy families, as soon as they get divorced, a professional team of lawyers will be dispatched in order to fight for more benefits. You separate interests from feelings, and if he still has some feelings for you, then he should take the initiative to give you what you want, not you to ask for it, right? ”
Jiang Xi buried his head, supported his face with his hands, and felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart.
"I don't know, I don't want to do that. If I do that, isn't it just about the money? ”
"Okay, you are out of the house, if you are not married, then you can completely treat it as if you have just experienced a failed relationship. But you're a divorced fool! If you look for it again in the future, you will be married for the second time, and you will be a divorced woman. Of course, Boss Sheng has nothing to lose, but what about you? My darling, you're going to be hit hard. ”
They don't think that women who have had an emotional experience or have had a failed marriage are bad or what, but they don't believe that it works?
To live in this secular society is to submit to the unfair rules of this society.
A woman who has been married is more difficult to find a good partner than an unmarried woman, and this is the cruelest reality.
"So, you don't want him to pay any compensation, do you? You are also a person with pressure and burden now, you left Boss Sheng and didn't want a penny from him, so who will your parents, the old man of the Jiang family, rely on to support him? Do you have a few thousand dollars in salary plus bonuses? Or do you want to ask the Xu family? You have to think about the life you have to face right away, where is there so much time for you to think and hesitate? If you think about it, you have to make a decision right away. Chen Feiyan said decisively.
Jiang Xi slowly raised his eyes, already disheartened and not angry.
Chen Feiyan held Jiang Xi's hand: "Actually, you are just sad now, and you are about to lose your life before you reach the point." Two years ago, did you know how desperate I was? I've wanted to die a hundred times and a thousand times, but ......"
Jiang Xi's tears rolled down silently, she just sat quietly, without speaking, without sobbing sound, tears rolled silently.
Chen Feiyan took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
"If you want to cry, just cry, now there is no other way than crying to temporarily vent the pain in your heart." Chen Feiyan said in a low voice.
Although she couldn't empathize, she could understand Jiang Xi's disappointment and sadness at this time.
Jiang Xi's eyes stared straight at his knees, and when he thought that he might really want to leave Sheng Jiannian, his heart was pricked like a needle, and it hurt so much......
Tears are like beads of broken threads, rolling big and big, without warning, and uncontrollable.
"If you're like this, it can only be understood that you can't give up on him." Chen Feiyan said in a low voice.
Jiang Xi had never been in love before he met Sheng Jiannian, the first time he fell in love so seriously, and he entered the marriage directly, and he had to withdraw all of a sudden, can he not take half of his life?
Jiang Xi leaned on the table, "Can I be reluctant?" He was so nice to me, the kind of guy he said, he never went into the kitchen until he met me. But after meeting me, he started learning from the chef from not knowing how to cook, and now he is willing to cook for me. He was the one who cleaned up the house, and he took care of me meticulously. Everyone thought that I must have done it to clean up the house, and even the Sheng family and his mother thought that I had cleaned up the house in good order, but in fact it was him. He was reluctant to let me do that, he said that I had done too much before, married him, and if I relied on those things, I didn't have to do those things, and I would leave everything to him......"
Chen Feiyan listened carefully to Jiang Xi's muttering and watched her cry softly.
"You know what? He was really nice to me. Some people say that girls are actually easy to coax, and whoever is good to her, she will go with whomever she wants. yes, that's how I am. ”
Isn't it because Sheng Jianian is good enough to her that she believes in him so much, and never thought that he would be sorry for her mother emotionally?
Betrayal or something, she never thought about it.
Because she trusts him enough.
Chen Feiyan listened to Jiang Xi's emotions quietly, and sighed softly in her heart.
"Mr. Sheng should ...... Didn't want to hurt you. He is true to you, and his thoughtfulness and love for you are also true. Because it's all sincere, you didn't think about the problem of the relationship. Because you can feel how sincere he is for you, can't you? ”
Jiang Xi's teary eyes were hazy, and he nodded lightly.
"I know he's genuine. But do I want to forgive him for his deception because he was sincere in his kindness to me? ”
Chen Feiyan opened her mouth, "Uh, this ......"
Jiang Xi took a deep breath and shook his head: "Don't say it, I'm already ...... I already know what to do. ”
"Have you figured it out?" Chen Feiyan asked in a low voice.
No matter what, Sheng Jianian knows well, and he is indeed very loving and considerate to Jiang Xi, do you want to give up such a good man because of the appearance of your predecessor?
"Actually, maybe the fault is not Mr. Sheng, but the woman. That woman is clearly prepared, you really want to give up Mr. Sheng's words, but it's just as she wishes, have you really thought about it? Chen Feiyan asked softly.
Jiang Xi shook his head, and tears couldn't help but roll down.
Chen Feiyan persuaded again: "Xixi, otherwise don't think about this matter first, let's sleep well first, and talk about it tomorrow, or, in this way, go out to travel and relax, you must calm down before you can make a decision." Don't rush at this moment, now you are still angry, you must not make decisions in an emotional situation, you have to be responsible for yourself, okay? ”
Jiang Xi shook his head: "I don't want to go out, I don't want to go anywhere." ”
Chen Feiyan sat close to her and hugged Jiang Xi tightly.
"If you don't go, you won't go, I'll accompany you. I can still come over to accompany you when you are in Yundu, but if you go out for a walk, I can't ask for leave to accompany you. ”
In such a situation, she actually doesn't want to stay with people.
Chen Feiyan just wanted to accompany her quietly, and she didn't have to communicate with Jiang Xi.
"Fei Yan, I'm so uncomfortable, I don't know what to do, I'm so uncomfortable......"
At the thought of possibly leaving Sheng Jianian, the days to come will all turn gray and black, and she doesn't know what the point of being alive is.
But just pretending that nothing had happened, she couldn't.
He planted a thorn in her heart, it hurt when she thought about it, it hurt when she touched it, she was human, she couldn't pretend she didn't know anything.
Chen Feiyan patted Jiang Xi on the shoulder and said softly: "I understand, I understand." So, let's calm down first, and when we can control our emotions a little bit, let's discuss it well, okay? ”
Jiang Xi nodded, and with Chen Feiyan's support, he entered the room.
Jiang Xi was lying flat on the bed, Chen Feiyan opened the wardrobe and wardrobe, all of them were empty, and there was nothing.
This house is also too clean, "Are you planning to rent out this house?" ”
It's so clean, it's so empty, there's not half a scrap of paper.
"Xixi, I'll go out and buy two air-conditioned quilts, and you stay at home alone for a while, is it okay?" Chen Feiyan asked.
"Hmm." Jiang Xi answered for a long time.
Chen Feiyan stood up, and when she saw Jiang Xi motionless, she left very uneasily.
There is nothing in this house, and it is cleaner than the rental house you are living in.
So, since you have decided to live here, you have to buy some necessary daily necessities, such as garbage bags, paper towels, pure water, etc.
Chen Feiyan came back after about half an hour, opposite Century City is the mall, in order to save time, she went out of the mall to take a taxi back, and the car drove to the elevator door of the underground parking lot.
What did Jiang Xi look like when Chen Feiyan went out, Jiang Xi was still the same when she came back, but Jiang Xi was wet with tears on her head.
"I bought a small pillow for you, I haven't used a pillow, so I bought it for you. I bought the cheapest quilt, is it okay to use it? If you read it at night, how about not washing it in this life and using it directly? ”
"I bought a little fruit and came back, bananas, apples, and two boxes of cherries and a few yellow peaches, if you are hungry or want to eat, you can tell me, I will bring you ......"
Chen Feiyan kept talking, but Jiang Xi still didn't move, and there was no reaction.
Chen Feiyan sat on the edge of the bed, and after a while, she got up and went into the bathroom, and at the same time took a roll of paper into the house, wiped the bay window clean with a paper towel, and then spread another quilt she bought on the bay window.
"I'll sleep here tonight with you, okay?" Chen Feiyan said in a low voice.
Jiang Xi turned his head, and his eyes showed a slow guilt.
"You better sleep on the bed, there is also a room next to it, the bay window is too hard, don't sleep anywhere." Jiang Xi said in a low voice.
Chen Feiyan waved her hand: "What's the matter?" Isn't it the same as the hard bed in school? It's okay, I'm used to it. ”
Jiang Xi looked at Chen Feiyan, she wanted to speak and stopped, and after a long time, she sat up and let out a long breath, she said, "I'm much better, why don't you come to sleep on the bed and we sleep together?" ”
"No, let's sleep separately, you have a good rest, I'm halfway here, it's not too cold." Chen Feiyan said in a low voice.
Chen Feiyan probably has a cold-sensitive physique, and she doesn't turn on the air conditioner when she sleeps at night in summer, so the conflict between him and Liang Qingyun is that the other party needs to turn on the air conditioner to sleep at night.
Chen Feiyan would never dare to sleep with the air conditioner on, no matter how hot it is.
But fortunately, Liang Qingyun can hold on to it now, but the hottest dog days are when the air conditioner is turned on.
Chen Feiyan also knew that Jiang Xi didn't want to be too cold when she slept, and the girl's family could understand each other, so Chen Feiyan didn't take the initiative to turn on the air conditioner.
"I am really ashamed that you came to accompany me, but let you sleep in the bay window." Jiang Xi went to the road.
"Who are the two of us? Don't say that, rest and welcome the new day, okay? ”
Chen Feiyan sat on the bay window, Liang Qingyun called, Chen Feiyan hung up as soon as possible, and then replied to the message, saying that Jiang Xi's mood is a little stable now, but she has to stay here tonight.
Liang Qingyun replied with a good sentence, and Chen Feiyan breathed a sigh of relief.
I didn't go back and started to worry about what to do with the breakfast of Liang Qingyun and his son tomorrow morning.
Jiang Xi turned over, faced Chen Feiyan, and asked softly, "Feiyan, are you happy when you marry Boss Liang?" ”
Chen Feiyan looked at Jiang Xi and thought about it seriously.
Happiness?
After thinking for a long time, Chen Feiyan nodded lightly: "Well, I feel very happy." ”
Jiang Xi nodded: "You think it's good to be happy, life is yours, like people who drink water and know themselves, so the people around us don't have more right to speak." ”
"Hmm." Chen Feiyan nodded.
It's not that I don't want to talk too much to Jiang Xi, but I don't want to mention it more at this time.
But when it comes to this topic, Chen Feiyan can't help but confide.
"I've always wanted a stable family, no matter how tired I am, to have a place for me to go after work, to have a place to accommodate me. In this place, there are still people who care about me, I can still be respected and loved, and I can feel warm. Jiang Xi, really, I was too lonely in the first 20 years, the home I wanted was never much luxury, and the people I wanted to rely on never thought about how capable and rich I was, I just wanted a place that could accommodate me and make me feel warm. Now, how fortunate am I to be able to marry someone I admire and have a crush on? Become his wife and take care of the house and children for him. I'm so grateful for what I've gotten now, so, do you say I'm happy? ”
Chen Feiyan affirmed herself with satisfaction: "I am really satisfied, very satisfied with everything now. ”
Jiang Xi nodded slightly, "Actually, I had other thoughts before. The boss is very good, he is an absolute leader, and everyone agrees on this. However, I am worried that he is so focused on his work that he can leave his son at home for a year and a half. I was thinking that his family concept must be much weaker than his work. I'm actually worried that you'll be neglected by the boss, and I want you to feel the warmth of home. ”
"For me, it's enough to have a place that really gives me the title of 'home'. I know what kind of person he is, I know that he is someone who can sacrifice himself for his work, would I be stupid enough to ask for more? No, he was too bitter to be alone before, Xiaojie is his son after all, he goes out to work, won't he really miss his son at home? He would, but his strong and cold appearance was invisible. However, with me in the future, he no longer has to worry about how Xiaojie is doing at home and whether his homework is completed on time. At least for things at home, he can rest assured and complete his work without distractions. ”
Chen Feiyan said in a low voice that she knew better than anyone what she would encounter if she married Liang Qingyun.
It was she who accompanied Liang Qingyun on the front line for two years, and she saw firsthand how difficult the environment in which he worked.
But she still can't extricate herself from falling in love with him, as long as he agrees, she will come forward for him and stand with him.
"I am very aware of my responsibilities and obligations, Jiang Xi, thank you for thinking of me like this. I don't care in the future, I just look at the present, I'm very happy, I'm really happy. Chen Feiyan said in a low voice.