"I'm the same as Yu Ning, our birth is the original sin." Gong Mo's voice was sad and sad, with a touch of sarcasm, his side face was sad and misty in the moonlight, full of worries, and the whole person curled up with his hands tightly hugging his knees, his chin rested on his knees, and pretended to say nonchalantly, "I have been thrown around like a toy since I was born." I seem to have too many sins to pay, so I always put my own safety out of the way, always hoping that a little bit of strength can be forgiven by others, no matter who it is, no matter what, I do my best, just to reduce the guilt in my heart. But then I thought about it, I came into this world without being blessed, and no one brought me into this world with my consent, but I was asked to bear their accusations, anger, and even become a tool for her to vent her anger. But what can be done? Since I can't choose my own life, but I can choose my own death, but when a person dies, there is nothing. ”

Gong Mo turned her head and looked at Yi lip with a smile, the smile was the same as when she was a child, a smile fell into the city, like a spring breeze, but she had tears in her eyes, her lips trembled, and her voice was choked, "You say, was I a tomb robber in my last life?" There are many ancestral graves dug up, so I came to atone for my sins in this life. ”

Without waiting for Yi's lips to speak, Gong Mo burst into tears and smiled and tried to pretend to be indifferent, turned her head, reached out and wiped it on her face, her movements were a little redundant for the steady stream of tears left, her chin was resting on her knees again, and the tears blurred her jeans wet, "Although Aunt Shu doesn't like me, she has never beaten me or scolded me, but Gong Ying is not like this, he beats me and scolds me, saying that I am a scourge, the same as that crazy woman." How I wish I had a home, a father, a mother, and a brother, but I have all of them, but I don't have a home. ”

Yi's lips seemed to be infected by Gong Mo's emotions, his eyes were thick, and he took a deep breath almost invisibly, and the white mist that came out of it spread out in front of him.

"Yi Xiaosi, I have worked hard for so many years and still have no home, and I still can't be recognized. Those who point fingers behind my back, the most common thing they say is, look, she is that ominous child, destroying other people's families is not counting ruining other people's lives" Gong Mo laughed at herself, laughing extremely loudly and couldn't help herself, but she couldn't control her tears, couldn't control her trembling body, and couldn't control her choked voice as soon as she opened her mouth, "Why did someone else give birth to me and bring me into this world just to make me suffer all the white eyes, ridicule, and torture?" What's wrong with me. Gong Mo roared hoarsely, and the screaming roar pierced the silent night sky very clearly, and the sound of scolding and dissatisfaction and vigorously closing the windows came from the ward not far away.

Yi lips turned his face away, stretched out his fingers and gently flicked away the tears left at the corners of his eyes, his voice was slight but helpless, "Yes, we are all right, it is God who is wrong, it is he who is blind and gives the wrong life." ”

Gong Mo echoed the low chuckle, his mood calmed down, although he had a heavy nasal voice, he lost his sad tone, and he was very calm, "Nan Yu was originally a lively and cheerful boy, tall, handsome, and his grades were also very good, although Gu Xin was lukewarm to him, he also loved this mother very much. But I can't be deceived, I told him that Gu Xin is not his mother, he doesn't believe in fighting with me, and scolds me for being a psychopath, saying that I am a madman, and that I have a bad life and harm others. ”

"Then why did he believe it again?"

"I asked Shangguan Yunjue for help. I told him the truth, and he didn't believe it, but he was willing to help me prove that what I said was true. So in 03, I followed Yan Min and took Nan Yu and Shangguan Yunjue to the place where Yan Min and Gu Xin met. Yan Min is my aunt, and she is defenseless against me, so we easily hid behind that potted plant in advance and waited for Gu Xin to arrive. ”

In March 03, Gong Mo took Nan Yu and Shangguan Yunjue to follow Yan Min, and hid behind the basin not far away while she went to the bathroom, and then Gu Xin came in a hurry, and they heard the conversation between the two.

"What are you looking for from me?" Gu Xin was wearing a mask, her eyebrows and eyes were sharp, and her tone was impatient.

"I heard that you have been taking care of Nan Yu recently, and he was not born to you, so it is worth your time? If you have that time, you might as well think about my proposal. ”

"You can eat food indiscriminately, but you can't talk nonsense." Gu Xin's tone was stern and warning.

"At that time, Nan Lingran was still the deputy secretary of the Municipal Party Committee of Fan Er City, and he was almost resident in Fan Er City, Jiang Shu would go to see him occasionally, but since he was pregnant with Nan Yu, he almost didn't go to Fan Er City, and at that time, he encountered the instability of the Fan Er Municipal Bureau, Nan Rinran only saw Nan Yu during the time when Nan Yu was born, and he didn't see much later, saying that he didn't know his daughter."

Gu Xin didn't speak, waiting for the following.

Later, Nan Ran was successfully elected mayor of Faner City, and Jiang Shu went to celebrate him, and she was pregnant with Nan Yu that time. Jiang Shu returned to Nandu and found that something was wrong with her daughter, but Jiang Shu was pregnant with Nan Yu and Nan Ranran had just been elected mayor, and she didn't want to cause trouble to Nan Ran, so she concealed the matter. At the same time, your Gu family died at the construction site in Faner City, and it happened that the project was in the hands of Nan Lingran, and you made an appointment with Nan Lingran to meet for this reason, and after a month, the matter was successfully resolved, but you were pregnant and insisted that it was Nan Lingran. Nan Ran denied it and was unwilling to give in, so you started with Jiang Shu. ”

"Go on." Gu Xin spoke, her tone calm.

"You found someone to imitate Nan Linran's handwriting, gave Jiang Shu a divorce agreement, and told her that her daughter was abducted and trafficked to Sichuan by the domestic servant. Eight months later, you showed up with a son and did a paternity test with Nan Rinran, so it was logical that Nan Rinran and Jiang Shu divorced and married you, and you became a veritable mayor's wife. So, do you want me to be clearer? ”

As for what Yan Min and Gu Xin said later, they didn't know, because Nan Yu ran away, so they ran away.

"Did Nan Yu get sick at that time?" Iya asked.

"It's not. Later, he went to Yun Yue's house as a guest, and accidentally saw Yun Yue's mother's diary, and knew the cause and effect of the whole thing, plus the conflict with Nan Yu, Gu Xin and Nan Yu inadvertently leaked their mouths when talking, and Nan Yu heard it. ”

"What year was that?"

"05 years. Later, we always felt that Nan Yu was weird, many times it was completely two different personalities, different expressions, different ways of speaking, Shangguan Yunjue went to ask the doctor, and we learned that he had a split personality. In order to prevent him from hurting himself, we followed him in everything, and we didn't expect it to be like this. ”

"That Yu Ning...... How could Nan Yu find Yu Ning. ”

Gong Mo smiled: "I thought you really knew everything." Yun Yue's mother's name is Jiang Shang, Jiang Shu's younger sister, she was originally married to Yun Yue's father in Faner City, and in 96 she suddenly transferred the company to Nandu to move her family, and her diary recorded many things, including how Yu Ning's mother was kicked out of the Nan family, as well as Wang Jing's photos. Nan Yu's father was lukewarm to him when he was a child, plus he knew the truth and went to Linjiang County to see Yu Ning's mother get sicker, and after he got sick, he hated other women very much for giving birth to his father. ”

Yi was surprised and exclaimed, "It's hard for Nan Yu to think that Yu Ning is his father's daughter?" ”

Gong Mo nodded, disapproving, "He's not sick, he's crazy now." He thought that the more he tortured Yu Ning, the more comfortable he would be, as if he had taken revenge on his father, Shangguan Yunjue's attempt to stop it was useless. ”

"There's a problem with the diary" Yi lip looked at Gong Mo's expression and said clearly.

"Yes, there's a problem with the diary." Gong Mo nodded, and his tone was low, "Do you know why Shangguan Yunjue intervened?" ”

Yi looked at Gong Mo, did not answer, and waited for her to continue.

"He's atoning for people's sins." Gong Mo chuckled lightly and laughed at herself, "You see, we are all atoning for our sins, but we are all for others, not for ourselves at all." ”

"Little bubble, let's atone for our sins together." Yi called out his former nickname, his tone was sincere, and his face was full of sincerity.

"Yi Xiaosi, what awaits me may be a raging storm and an abyss, are you still willing?"

Yi Lip Wan'er "Yi Xiao is the fourth boss, Xiao Bubble is the second, and Pei Er is the third." I said I would protect you for the rest of my life. ”

Gong Mo looked at Yi Lip, smiling so brightly, even if there were tears in her eyes, she reached out and grabbed Yi Lip's hand on the chair, crying and laughing with a little choked, her voice was very soft, like a whisper that accidentally overflowed between her lips, "I thought that you would pretend that you didn't know me for the rest of your life." But ah, a lifetime is too long, and we said okay, we can't be too greedy, only until we are thirty years old. ”

"03 train station, where are you going?" Yi lip nodded, and turned to ask about the others.

"I'm going to find you. Overheard Yan Min talking in his sleep, saying that you are in City A. Gong Mo relaxed, looking up at the moon hanging high.

Yi's heart is full at the moment, and the missing piece in her heart seems to have been filled, although it is still incomplete, she is also happy. It is as if the wandering heart has been perched for a short time, and the helpless soul has found a companion who walks with it, and the warmth of the fingertips is enough to warm the heart and illuminate the distance in this cold winter night.

She silently thought in her heart, even if the road ahead is full of thorns and storms, even if we are separated by the end of the world, scattered and separated, even if God treats us so unfairly, I will definitely find you, accompany you, and then hand you over to happiness with my own hands.

In this life, you can't choose to live, you can't escape from sin, you can't die in confusion, then you can only choose to live well, live to God, live to see yourself.

turned his head to look at Gong Mo, Gong Mo just turned his head to look at her, the two looked at each other and smiled, as if they were back to the days when they were children and did evil together. Nangong Pei'er always likes to chase her and shout, 'Little Bubble, Little Bubble, your father doesn't like you, come home with me, I'll raise you.'" ’

Yi lip always pinched Nangong Pei'er's face, shook her head and said disapprovingly, "She is too beautiful to take home." ”

"That's right, that little four, let's hide Jiaojiao in the golden house, hide her." Nangong Pei'er smiled and grabbed Gong Mo's hand.

A satisfied smile overflowed from Gong Mo's lips, very deep, so deep that Yi Lip could see it very real with her afterglow.