This night, Ye Yufu lay on the collapse, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep. At this moment, the entire palace fell into an eerie silence.

After all, not all people have the opportunity to experience the end of a generation.

I didn't sleep all night, and I just kept my eyes open until the sky was dark. Ye Yufu sat up from the collapse, picked up the mirror and looked at her face, which was pale and bloodless, and her eyes were still a little blue. I patted my face and cheered myself up, then I put on my clothes and walked out of the dormitory.

It's winter now, the sky is already bright, and everyone in the palace was a little overworked yesterday, so everything is quiet at this time. But it's also rare to be pure.

For some reason, she really wanted to go outside the palace now. I want to see what happens in this palace in the eyes of ordinary people.

But even so, she couldn't go out as she wanted. The exhaled breath formed a cloud of white mist in the air, and the sun and moon on the horizon reflected each other.

Ye Yufu felt a little chilly after standing for a while, sniffled and turned back to the house. An idea suddenly came to her mind for no reason outside.

If she wants to learn martial arts, she doesn't need any strong moves, as long as she can protect herself. In addition, she also knows some medical skills, and the combination of the two is more of a guarantee.

She is now double ten years old, although a woman of Dasheng's age is in her youth, but she knows in her heart that she should not have the opportunity to be an ordinary woman in this life.

But it is precisely because there is no opportunity that I will yearn for it more, even if I can be free at the age of thirty, forty, or fifty years old, this vast world will definitely be seen.

With this in mind, Ye Yufu quickly decided to put it into action.

When Zhao Ping heard Ye Yufu's sudden words, he was obviously a little confused, after all, Ye Yufu and her daughters were pampered in the palace all day long, where could she dance with a knife and a gun like a man.

But looking at Ye Yufu's determined appearance, he knew that he couldn't refuse it. However, the princess is delicate, and it will be difficult to let one of her accidentally bump into it.

After thinking about it for a while, a candidate suddenly popped into his mind. Yu Baisi, the eldest lady of Yu Mansion.

Yu Baisi happened to be friends with the eldest princess, and heard that Brother Yu and Father Yu, who were now away from home, entered the palace to express comfort to the deceased emperor.

"Princess, in the next rough person, she will only have some ordinary moves, and she can't put it on the table, and there is nothing suitable for the princess. It is better for the princess to invite the eldest lady of Yu's mansion to come, that eldest lady Yu is very good at kung fu, and she has won the true biography of General Yu. Teaching the princess would definitely be a perfect fit. ”

Ye Yufu pondered for a moment, then nodded. As Zhao Ping said, only women know women best.

Looking at the hour, everyone in the palace should have woken up, and Ye Yufu casually beckoned someone to ask her to send a message to Yu Baisi.

The maid hesitated for a while, and then said for a long time, "Princess...... The slave and maid do not know the way. ”

Ye Yufu glanced at the maid, looking at her young appearance, I am afraid that she has just entered the palace and has not yet figured out the way.

"It's okay, then you go down first."

At this time, Zhao Ping, who was on the side, hugged his arm and suddenly interjected: "Princess, let's call Miss Yu down." ”

When Zhao Ping left, it was already a quarter of an hour, but it took less than an hour to come back.

From a distance, Ye Yufu saw Zhao Ping striding in front of him alone, and the resolute one behind him was Yu Baisi, who had not been seen for a long time.

Yu Baisi followed closely behind Zhao Ping, tilting her head as if she was babbling something. Laughing from time to time, that look makes people feel happy. She first saw Ye Yufu standing straight in the snow, and waved her hand happily. The one who trotted all the way with his skirt came over.

The next second, he raised Ye Yufu's cold hand and held it in his hand. Yu Baisi's hands were thin and small, but with unusual warmth. Little by little, it warmed Ye Yufu's coldness.

Yu Baisi was so far away that she almost didn't recognize Ye Yufu. After all, the last time the two saw each other was a few months ago. At that time, Ye Yufu was still like a peach blossom and had a graceful posture. Now he has lost much weight, and his garment is wide and wide over his body. The cheeks are a little sunken. Standing in this ice and snow looks extraordinarily thin.

Although she didn't know what happened to Ye Yufu during this period, all she could do now was to help her.

"Fu'er, I'm stupid and not very comforting, but I know how sad it is for someone to pass away. If you are really depressed, you might as well talk to me, don't hold it in your heart alone. ”

Ye Yufu looked at Yu Baisi's face as bright as spring, and a little envy rose in her heart. When can I become like this myself.

She shook Yu Baisi's hand and smiled sincerely. Even though the smile still looked a little forced.

"Thank you."

After the two had breakfast together, they sat together on the benches in the main hall and talked to each other like ordinary sisters of the people.

Maybe it's been suppressed for a long time, maybe it's because Yu Baisi looks extraordinarily trustworthy.

Ye Yufu sighed deeply, raised her eyes slightly, and said in a deep voice: "I'll tell you a secret." It may sound ridiculous, but that's all I can say to you. ”

Yu Baisi nodded, although she didn't know what Ye Yufu wanted to say to her, but subconsciously she guessed that it was related to the sweetheart that Ye Yufu had told her a long time ago.

In the next half an hour, Ye Yufu said like pouring bitter water from the very beginning of her encounter with Ye Yugui to the present. Her tone was very soft, and her expression was very indifferent, as if she was telling someone else's story.

Yu Baisi on the side was terrified when she heard it, just listening to Ye Yufu's description, she could roughly think of how paranoid and terrifying the Seventh Prince or the current emperor was.

If this happened to her, she was afraid that it would be even worse than Ye Yufu's current state. She never thought that there was such a heavy love in this world. It's so heavy that it's hard to walk.

"Si'er, do you think that everything that happens now is my own fault, if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have been released, and everything should be different now." Ye Yufu said, lowered her head, covered her eyes with her hands and gradually choked.

"Everything that is happening now is already predestined by God. It has nothing to do with a single person. You don't need to blame yourself at all, it's because women are always in a weak position, so I don't want to be confined to the small world of the back house, my wish is to be a female general, to be able to kill the enemy on the battlefield like my father and brother. ”

"Fu'er, do you have a wish?"

Ye Yufu raised her head and looked at Yu Baisi with a determined face with teary eyes, Yu Baisi seemed to be wearing a thick armor at this time, allowing her to imagine her heroic posture of killing the enemy on the battlefield one day.

"My wish is to live this life ordinarily. But this can only be a luxury. ”

As soon as Ye Yufu finished speaking, she felt that her arm was pulled up vigorously, Yu Baisi puffed out her cheeks angrily, grabbed Ye Yufu's wrist and was about to run out.

Ye Yufu's strength was no match for her, so she had to let her drag it, and in the end, she didn't even have time to wear it.

Yu Baisi pulled Ye Yufu all the way to a large open space behind the princess hall, took a deep breath and shouted loudly.

Ye Yufu hadn't exercised for a long time, so she was bent over and panting right now, but because of this, her originally pale face looked a lot ruddy.

Looking at Yu Baisi's shouting, she actually learned from her

For twenty years, she has been doing what she should do as the eldest princess of this great victory, and she has never complained, but now with the loud shouting, it seems that the long-suppressed depression bursts out at this moment.

Knowing that she was hoarse when she shouted, Ye Yufu slowly stopped, and when she turned around, she saw Yu Baisi smiling brightly at her.

"When I'm in a bad mood, I'm willing to find a place where no one is shouting out loud, do I feel a lot more comfortable after shouting?"

"Fu'er, although I can't understand how you feel now, I know that if the deceased emperor saw your current appearance, he would definitely not be happy. Now that we've come this far, it's useless to regret it. And from your tone, I can hear that although the Seventh Prince has done a lot of cruel things to you, you still love him. ”

Ye Yufu didn't know how to describe her feelings for Ye Yugui, this relationship was too complicated and mixed with too many things. But it all started because of love. Whether it's the love of a loved one or the love of a lover. It's become a part of her that can't be part of it.

"So what should I do next?" Ye Yufu actually knew that if she continued like this, one day not only her body would collapse, but even her spirit would collapse.

Yu Baisi looked at Ye Yufu fixedly, took her hand, and said forcefully word by word: "Live for yourself, don't stick to the past, we are women, we don't need any broad-mindedness, sometimes be selfish to not waste this life." ”

"Live for yourself?"

She doesn't want to live for herself, she doesn't have to bear the name of the eldest princess, she can do whatever she wants. He is not afraid of the gossip of the world, and he can give everything for his lover.

Today's situation can be said to be caused by oneself, if you don't care so much from the beginning, how can you get all the depression now.

She loves Ye Yugui more than herself, maybe this is the characteristic of women since ancient times. In the face of feelings, she is willing to admit defeat.

At that time, it was she herself who rejected her father's marriage, and it was she who chose to trust Ye Yugui wholeheartedly. What is there to complain about now?

She can't change what has happened, but she can change everything that happens in the future. So now you have to choose to cheer up.

Ye Yugui is now not just hers, but the entire big victory. She will not forget that Ye Duanli once wanted to put this great victory in her hands.

"I figured it out, I'm not going to be so decadent anymore. No matter what happens in the future, I won't stop thinking about it. As soon as these words were spoken, it was as if all the gloom clouds that had been stuck in my heart for months had disappeared.

Although she is a princess, she is also the most ordinary woman. There are also joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and they can also become delirious because of their feelings.

"I'm going to talk to Ye Yugui."