Chapter 151: I Don't Know the Way in My Dream, Why Do I Comfort Lovesickness (Medium)

Xiao Nanfeng stared at the painting on the table, which had been stained with blood, like a red plum blooming in winter. When he saw the person who suddenly appeared in the room, he was horrified, the secret that he had been carefully guarding for so many years was known by the person he least wanted to know, and how would he face her again in the future...

Xiao Nanfeng knew that Xiao Qingyue had always wanted to enter this study, but she didn't know what she wanted to do. It turned out that she had been suspicious of this scroll for a long time... Tightly pinching the plum blossom hairpin on the table, looking at the blood stains that had not dried up, he didn't have time to clean up the picture scroll, and hurriedly went out of the study to find Xiao Qingyue...

Spring is coming, and the flowers in the Xiao Mansion Garden are blooming, colorful, and very beautiful. . .

The man in the garden in a pale pink dress, with a little blood on the corner of his mouth, smiled and looked as pale as snow. At this time, he was touching a red moon flower in his hand. . .

Xiao Qingyue couldn't help but sigh, what a beautiful flower... The thorns on the stem of the flower had already penetrated deep into her fingers, and the blood was stabbed, and she didn't seem to feel the pain, just looking at the flower and smiling...

Laughing and laughing, tears are falling down like beads with broken threads... Her short life seems to be one joke after another...

From the princess of the current dynasty who was loved by thousands of people, to the remnants of the former dynasty that everyone was punished. She thought that her life experience was the biggest joke that God had ever made with her in this life, but she never thought that it was just the beginning.

Over the years, the man who has always given her extreme care, love, tenderness, and even all her pity, pity, and will do everything for her... He did everything, gave up everything, made her dependent on him, fell in love with him, couldn't live without him...

In the end, it was only because she was the daughter of the person he loved dearly...

I don't know the way in my dream, how can I comfort my lovesickness...

Even though Liu Yin has passed away, in that man's dream, he still hopes to see her again to talk about his lovesickness...

From Jiankang's Linchuan Mansion to Yangzhou's Xiao Mansion Garden, the plum blossoms that can be seen everywhere are his thoughts and sustenance. . .

All the infatuation, affection, and attachment of that man have been given to only one person from beginning to end, and only to one person... Someone he will never be able to get, who he can't touch ...

Looking up at the endless sky, a flock of birds swept across the sky... Xiao Qingyue was speechless, her tears still flowed out uncontrollably, trembling and exhaling, her heart was already numb to pain...

In the past 20 years, she has not done anything wrong, has not bullied or abused any servants and maids, and has not hurt anyone with evil intentions...

But why ... Why did God do this to her ... After giving her such a life experience, she had to face such a fact again.

She can accept that man's dislove, and she can accept it, he uses her as a stand-in, but... This stand-in,But it's her mother.ใ€‚ใ€‚ใ€‚ How do she accept this! How to bear!

What exactly did she do wrong, and why did she have to face it! Why! Why! Why!!

Looking at the vast sky, he murmured, "Mother... You tell me... What am I going to do... What else can I do ... โ€

As fate would have it, from the moment she fell in love with Xiao Nanfeng, she had no way out, she was just a person from beginning to end, who was entrusted with infinite sorrow and lovesickness.

In this world, the saddest thing is not the person you love, who doesn't love you, not giving, not getting, not two people who love each other, can't be together...

But... The man you love, but he loves you in the name of loving someone else...

Everything between you and him, love, hate, infatuation, anger, joy, anger, sorrow, happiness, all of it is just to continue the lovesickness, to send sorrow, to love the person who can't be loved...

Clutching her aching chest, Xiao Qingyue, desperate, sad, and desolate with nowhere to say...

Looking at the sky, he suddenly burst out laughing, "Hehehe... Hahahaใ€‚ใ€‚ใ€‚ใ€‚ใ€‚ The whole body of laughter trembled, tears of laughter flew wildly, and laughter was heartbreaking.

A sharp pain in his chest that was like a tear hit, "Poofใ€‚ใ€‚ใ€‚ใ€‚ใ€‚ใ€‚ Then a mouthful of blood sprayed out, dyeing the moon flower in front of it even redder.

Panting slightly, she stretched out her trembling hand and wiped her lips casually, tears mixed with blood, drenching her clothes and staining her eyes red.

Turned around in a panic, her footsteps were a little empty, she should go back to the new house, today is her big day, she hasn't dressed up yet, she hasn't put on her wedding dress, she can't fall down... There are many other people watching today, and there are some guests who came to watch the ceremony, she can't lose face for Xiao Nanfeng...

Carrying some stiff legs, along the way, stumbling, some people passing by, some were frightened and hurried to tell Xiao Nanfeng, and some wanted to support the swaying person, but she waved her hand and pushed it away, saying straight in her mouth.

"I'm fine... I'm fine... โ€

When Xiao Nanfeng hurried over, he saw the figure like a kite with a broken string, and quickly stepped forward to support the trembling body.

Heartache called, "Yue'er! When he saw the red mouth and the bloody hand again, the man's eyes flashed with pain.

The person who was being supported was pushing the person who was holding her with a light smile at the moment, and said with a smile, "We haven't worshiped heaven and earth yet, we can't meet, Xi Po said, this is unlucky, you go quickly, I'm really fine." โ€

When the man saw her like this, his heart hurt even more like a pinprick, and he picked up the person by the waist, and said distressedly, "If there is really anything bad, let these unlucky things come to me" A little panicked, and even a little overwhelmed, he still hurt her in the end... hurt this woman he has been carefully protecting and loving...

But he didn't know that what hurt Xiao Qingyue the most was not who he was hiding in his heart, but this paragraph, the secret that couldn't be said, and the love that couldn't be told!

The person who was picked up gave up the struggle, she now has no extra strength to resist, her vision is a little blurry looking at the road ahead, let him hold it...

The corners of her mouth curved again, and the end of this road was like the end of her and this man, they... There's no going back... Just as she had a hunch when she left Jiankang, they have no future, no future to speak of...

It's just a dream, even her whole life is just a dream... And she was already deep in a dream, unable to extricate herself, and could never wake up again...

Until the new house of the two, the doctor was urgently called, Xiao Qingyue was silent, and she no longer wanted to look at the person more...

The forsythia and pothos in the new house all looked at it with some horror, and the people with scarlet blood stains on their clothes and red and swollen eyes went out for a while, how did they become like this! Seeing that there was something wrong with the emotions of the two of them, they didn't dare to ask more questions at the moment.

After checking the pulse, the doctor in the house said that Xiao Qingyue was fine, but she was in a state of mind and vomited blood in anger, and she just took some medicine to recuperate for a few days.

Hearing the doctor say this, several people breathed a sigh of relief, Forsythia hurriedly followed the doctor to the pharmacy to get the medicine, and decocted the medicine for Xiao Qingyue, wondering why he was still vomiting blood when he was going to get married today, which was a bad omen. And the pothos also hurriedly fetched water in, and used a towel to clean the blood stains on Xiao Qingyue's hands...

At this time, Xiao Qingyue was sitting on the edge of the bed, stunned, without a trace of expression on her face, not knowing what she was thinking. Xiao Nanfeng, who had been watching for a while, saw this, took the towel and let the pothos retreat...

When there were only two people left in the room, the man standing by the bed with a towel was at a loss, and he didn't know what to say or do for a while. I'm afraid that I'll say something wrong and hurt her... The panic, the fear, the fear that I have never felt in my heart ...

Pick up a hand and wipe it gently, the movement seems to be more gentle than usual...

The person who was sitting on the bed, with his eyes down, who had been silent, said softly at this time, "Don't worry, I won't run away from the marriage, but if you don't want to marry me, this marriage can also be abandoned" The flat tone was so flat that it seemed to state something else.

When the man saw her speak, he held her hand instead, and hurriedly replied, "How could I not want to marry you, if it wasn't for the previous expedition to the Northern Wei Dynasty, you and I would have worshiped heaven and earth, and in my heart, you have long been my wife" The position of the sixth princess, he has always been to leave it to her, it was, it is, and it will be in the future...

Hearing this, the person sitting slightly brushed the corners of his mouth, like a wry smile, like a sarcasm, she could only promise, she would not run away today, she knew that this person would return to Jiankang tomorrow...

After today, this dream that only belongs to her, let her sleep in it alone.

The man saw the ethereal smile on the corner of her mouth, his brows furrowed deeper and deeper, and the fear in his heart grew. Clenching the unusually cold hand in his palm, the whole person squatted in front of her, trying to see her expression clearly, and also wanting to explain something.

"Yue'er... I... As soon as he opened his mouth, he asked Xiao Qingyue to interrupt...

"You don't have to say anything, I understand ... I understand it all ... "Love is voluntary, this man is just too infatuated, too long-term, and he just follows his heart. Whether he uses her as a stand-in or the object of mourning, she can't force a man who has never really loved herself, to love her, not to love, just not to love, it's a fact...

Although the truth of the matter is so cruel and so devastating, she always has to face her own truth.

The secret that can't be said, he can continue to hide, but she can no longer pretend not to know... This man has been lying to himself to find a shadow in his heart, and she has not been lying to herself...

At this time, should she ask a man, 'Have you really loved me all these years, even if it's just for a moment', hehe, it sounds inexplicably familiar, this is more like those lines in a tear-jerking love story.

Xiao Nanfeng stared up at the person who was already calm at the moment, the hand he held was still cold, let him hold it, but sweat was oozing from his palm...

From beginning to end, Xiao Qingyue never raised her eyes to look at him, and she didn't ask anything about what happened in the study before, hesitated for a moment, and hesitated for a moment.

The man asked in a cautious tone that he had never seen before, "Yue'er, do you trust me?" โ€

The woman smiled lightly again, letter? She is the way she is now, not because she believes in him too much ... Didn't answer his question again, just replied lightly.

"I'm a little tired and want to take a break, please go back first, prince..."