Text Chapter 311: I'm so tired of loving you, I don't want to continue
How so......
Qing Lanfei's expression shook violently, and a touch of panic rose in her heart.
She closed her eyes forcefully, and then opened them violently, only to see nothing but white.
Overnight, it seemed like the whole world turned white.
She shook her head in disbelief and stepped back step by step, but she didn't know what she suddenly tripped under her feet, and her body fell to the ground one by one.
"Hmm......" Qing Lanfei frowned and snorted in pain.
Her palm was cut deep by the sharp stone, but as far as she could see, she saw that the liquid that was slowly flowing out of her palm was also white.
She's what's wrong......
At this time, Qing Lanfei seemed to have finally discovered the problem, her fingertips trembled slightly, and she touched her eyes, is there something wrong with her eyes?
Originally, as an alchemist, although she was panicked for a moment about this sudden situation, she quickly calmed down, and looked at the white world around her with slightly swollen and painful eyes.
She remembered a long time ago when she had seen something like this in a book.
A person who is trapped in the snow for a long time, under the strong sunlight, the eyes are very irritated and damaged, so there will be temporary blindness.
He couldn't even see any other colors, and everything that appeared in his eyes was the frosty white color of the icy sky.
And Qing Lanfei at this moment, it is for this reason that what she sees in her eyes is snow-white.
After understanding the cause and effect, she had a hanging heart, and then slowly let go, she should also be glad that she was not blind, otherwise the rest of the road, I am afraid it will be more difficult.
It doesn't matter, as long as he is alive, she will never give up hope of life.
The pinnacle of thoughtlessness
It is located in the main hall at the highest apex.
The empty space of the main hall seemed to be echoed by the sound of gentle footsteps.
On the huge crystal light curtain, four images of the same size were divided.
The above reflects the gathering of people who are active in the four places at the top of the Thoughtless Peak, and their every move is secretly watched by people.
The woman's indifferent silver pupils were always only looking at the two places on the light curtain, one was the dense forest that Qing Yu accidentally entered, and the other was where Lou Junyao and his party were.
To be exact, it was her purple eyes that were full of deep nostalgia.
She stared at the light curtain for a long time, her body did not move, her face was dark, her eyes were slightly curled, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
Until a man's low voice came from behind him.
"I'm sorry, I was negligent."
The woman's indifferent expression seemed to have changed slightly, and she slowly spoke, "Why apologize." “
Her voice was so faint that she could barely hear any emotional ups and downs.
For thousands of years, she seems to have always been like this, and the girl who simply loved to laugh back then seemed to live forever in the memories of the past.
Lian Si's palms clenched slightly, "Let that little girl escape, it's because I underestimated her too much, the peak of thoughtlessness is dangerous everywhere, if something happens to her, your plan may be ......"
"Oh, really?" The woman suddenly opened her mouth and interrupted him, "Isn't it your expectation that she will be able to escape?" ”
"What do you mean by that?"
"What do you mean?" The woman sneered lightly, then slowly turned around, looked straight at him with her eyes, and said word by word, "You dare to look into my eyes and tell me that this matter has nothing to do with you, and you don't know anything about it?" ”
Being stared at with such indifferent eyes, Lian Si only felt a pain in his heart, and the corners of his lips pulled at him mockingly, "I personally captured the person, do you still doubt me?" ”
"Shouldn't I doubt you? Haven't you been against it all along? said that I was too cold-blooded, that I shouldn't have changed my life against the sky, and wanted to save a person who had been dead for tens of thousands of years and no longer even had a physical body. ”
The woman approached him step by step, her eyes sharp and cold.
"Even if you change your life against the sky, so what? I owe him back then, and if it weren't for me, he wouldn't have died at all, so even if I sacrifice myself, I must resurrect him, and the damned person is never him. ”
"I also told you, if you don't want to help me, I won't force it, you can leave."
The dull pain in Liansi's heart seemed to be heavier, and the depression seemed to make him a little breathless for a while.
That words made his face extremely pale and decadent.
However, the woman didn't seem to see his fragile expression at all, and said slowly, "Don't forget, your life was also saved by him, and all this is what you should do." ”
"Of course I won't forget." Renji said in a deep voice.
In the past 10 million years, probably one of the things he remembers most clearly is that he went from a dead man, miraculously resurrected, and finally from an ordinary human being, to a miraculous process of cultivation into an unfathomable, demigod and half demon.
That demon heart is so important to him that even from now on, he will no longer have to pursue the method of eternal life, and will live forever like this.
But when he really lived for thousands of years, he realized that life was so long, lonely, and full of boredom.
is used to seeing the love and hatred, joys and sorrows in the world, so many stories of infatuated men and women, and good couples, but none of them belong to him, even if that story is full of sadness.
He waited for her for thousands of years, and he guarded her for thousands of years.
Time has passed, and even he himself can't remember how many reincarnations and springs, summers, autumns and winters have passed.
It's just that year after year, she never seems to change, and even stingy to show him a smile.
Because before "Renji" died, he resurrected his demon heart.
Therefore, between them, some places will become more and more similar, even the facial features are seventy percent similar, but there is a little less evil temperament that the demon race is born with, and the breath on his body always seems to be so elegant and clean, even if it is a half-demon body, there is still no trace of evil energy.
His eyes, when there are strong emotional fluctuations, such as great joy and sorrow, will turn purple under anger, which is also because of the influence of that demon heart.
It's just that this is very similar to "Lotus Division", but it makes the woman's attitude towards him even more indifferent, because it only reminds her of the fact that "Lotus Division" is dead.
The man who is alive at the moment is just a substitute for surviving with the heart of "Lotus Division".
For him, she had nothing but indifference and disgust, and nothing else.
"I owe him, and I will pay him back." Renji's voice was faint, and it seemed that after experiencing great sorrow and joy, he slowly regained his calm.
"Actually, I still want to thank you, thank you for all these years, you still hate me as always, and you haven't changed your opinion of me because I am more and more similar to him."
Renji smiled slowly, but there seemed to be a little more indescribable sadness in that smile, "If you fall in love with me because of this, I think I will feel even more pathetic......"
He can only rely on the man's heart to stay alive, only by the man's heart can he have an excuse to stay by her side, and he can only rely on the man's similar face, so that her occasional gaze will stay on him for a while.
It's just that he will never become that man, but he will never be able to love her openly.
He will never be able to compare to the dead man.
As if she didn't expect him to say such a thing, the woman's expression was slightly surprised, but she looked at him and didn't say anything.
"It's just that when will you understand that he won't come back, no matter how hard you try, the so-called forbidden law is just a beautiful thought, except that it will make you kill innocents indiscriminately and kill a few more times, nothing will change."
Seeing the woman's displeased look, Ren Si chuckled, didn't give her a chance to speak, only said with a faint smile, "If death can be remembered by you forever, I hope I was already dead." ”
With that, Lianji walked out slowly, but his figure looked very desolate.
She was in a trance for a moment.
For some reason, memories from many years ago came to mind.
At that time, they were all just young and good teenagers, and he was a silly boy in his memory, always smirking at himself, and he didn't know how to cry out for pain even when he was injured.
She asked him why, and he only said that he was afraid that she would worry about him.
He grows slowly, so he is not tall, and his figure is still a little fat, but his face is very handsome and good-looking, which is easy to make people feel good.
It's just that later, I don't know what happened, his body suddenly changed, he suddenly became taller, became slender and tall, his body lost a lot of weight, and he became a handsome young man.
During that time, they were really happy together, and they were good friends who were able to make friends and trust each other, until the appearance of "Renji".
He really hadn't changed, she thought, and had become herself.
She knows that she has always been very bad to him, but this is probably the fact that people who are pampered will always have nothing to fear! Because she knew he wouldn't leave.
Even when he said that he liked himself and was rejected, he was saddened, but he always chose to stay by her side after that, she thought, even if the whole world left him, but he wouldn't.
Although, in her heart, she will always love only the dead "Renji".
But why this time, she looked at the back of him leaving, but it vaguely gave her a feeling that he might be leaving.
And yes, completely out of her world.