Chapter 157: How can I bear to disappoint you

And once Helian Cheng spoke, he seemed to have a little desire to talk.

He unconsciously stirred the porridge in the small iron pot and said to me, "When you hear my identity, do you think you will distance yourself from me?" Don't answer me first, at least since I was a child, I feel that as long as I take the initiative to make friends, after knowing my identity, I will faintly change some attitudes towards me. ”

"You think too much, unless you are the boss who pays me a salary, otherwise, even if you are the prince of the universe, what does it have to do with me? I won't change my attitude towards you, don't worry. ”

Although Helian Cheng didn't want me to answer him, I knew that he actually wanted to hear an answer from me.

I'm telling the truth, just like my relationship with Nanfeng, I don't ask about my origins, I don't ask about secrets, but it doesn't prevent us from being sincere.

"So, Shen Jingyun is your salary boss, will you be special to him?" Helian Cheng smiled at me and made a rare joke.

Is that really the case? I was stunned myself.

If it is said that at the beginning, my contact with Shen Jingyun should have some such meaning.

Obey him, just don't want to lose a high-paying job. As for why it became like this later, it always feels like bits and pieces, and I always feel that fate is a very magical thing.

But how can a girl tell the most intimate and subtle feelings to a boy? I only interrupted him with a smile and said, "Don't talk nonsense, what are you going to tell me?" ”

Speaking of this, Helian Cheng's smile that was quite bright just now became a little bitter: "What I'm going to say is just a boring story." You just need to know that I didn't have any real friends for many years. I also had to be lonely. Because I have a so-called noble status, the fewer people I can get close to, of course, the better, so that I can be safe. Even so, it is difficult to defend against open guns and hidden arrows. ”

"Helian Guang is my eldest brother, half-brother. I don't have any brotherly feelings between me and him, it's good to have a normal exchange. He's a very ambitious guy and he has some abilities, and I'm honest, I'm not willing to do it to my brothers and sisters, but that doesn't mean they won't do it to me. The temptation of power is too great, like Helian Guang. ”

"He's in this village, and I guess there must be some kind of plan. So I don't even want to touch the food in this village. If you are prepared for this, you must have had such an experience to be like this. I deliberately said what the Third Elder and the Sixth Elder said before, also to scare Helian Guang together. If he finds out that I came here alone, let me tell you the truth, I think there is a more than sixty percent chance that he will be cruel to me. The strength of the Shen family, plus himself, is not something I can be low-grade. ”

Helian Cheng said a lot to me in a row, and the implication was already obvious.

My face became a little pale, and I subconsciously said, "Then what are you still doing here, leave quickly." ”

When Helian Cheng heard my words, he smiled bitterly and said, "You also understand, I can't stay in this village for too long. So Xiaoshuang, you can't hesitate, you have to make a choice. Do you want to come with me? If you come with me, I'll take care of you, but if you don't, I'm worried about what will happen to you once I'm gone. When the time comes, I won't be able to save you in such a timely manner, and Helian Guang, he won't be fooled a second time. ”

"Actually, I'm very curious, why Shen Jingyun put you in this village. If I hadn't inquired in the village, I wouldn't have known that Shen Jingyun brought you to this village. Is he unable to protect your thoughtfulness to make such a choice? Then why did you reject me and Zuo Qiu in the first place? No matter what reasons he has and how he doesn't want to, he should also know that Zuo Qiu and I are much more reliable than these people from the Shen family. What exactly does he mean? ”

The more Helian Cheng spoke, the more angry he became, but I was afraid that he would say anything bad about Shen Jingyun again, so I quickly interrupted him and said, "Don't say that, Shen Jingyun just let me stay here temporarily, this is the best way he can think of." He had important things to do, and he didn't want to put me in danger, but..."

Helian Cheng suddenly interrupted me, and for the first time I saw the expression on his face so complicated, he almost whispered at me: "Okay! ”

I was stunned, I didn't understand what Helian Cheng meant by suddenly interrupting me, and I couldn't understand the look on his face. Could it be that he still thinks Shen Jingyun is sloppy?

But Helian Cheng suddenly smiled at me again, looking a little helpless, and then hurriedly went to take down the iron pot on the fire, and said to me: "I just said, the porridge is ready." Let's talk about what we have after dinner. The world is big, and the food is not big. ”

Is that the case? My heart suddenly lightened, and I smiled and nodded.

And Helian Cheng took out a lunch box and began to share the porridge in the iron pot with me.

It must be said that this porridge without seasoning is actually very delicious.

The crispness and tenderness of the winter bamboo shoots, the fresh aroma of the fish, and the sticky rice porridge are mixed together to form an indescribable fragrance.

The shredded ginger just went to the fishy smell of the fish, and there was a faint spiciness, which matched the thick texture of the porridge, and when eaten in the mouth, it was full of warmth and happiness.

Finally, the fragrance of shallots, which jumps and brings a fresh taste.

It was so delicious.

It turns out that all the ingredients are obtained from the wild, and they are delicious that cannot be eaten in the city. Of course, there also needs to be a capable cook like Helian Cheng.

I couldn't help but praise again: "It's really delicious, I drink this porridge every day, and I won't get tired of it." ”

"Really?" Helian Cheng was happy again, and he seemed to be smiling at me.

But this time, the smile faded quickly, and his eyes suddenly became lost: "It's a pity, you would rather suffer in this village and wait for Shen Jingyun, than drink my delicious porridge every day and eat the delicious grilled fish I made." Even though I can do anything, I don't want you to do it, and you don't want this kind of enjoyment. ”

I held the lunch box in my hand and was stunned for a moment.

It turned out that I just mentioned such a sentence, and Helian Cheng had already seen through my thoughts. He understood my hesitation, and I wanted to wait for Shen Jingyun in this village.

At this point, I couldn't hide it from him, and I said, "Am I making things difficult for you as a friend?" I really wanted to stay in the village and wait for Shen Jingyun. He said that he would come and pick me up in no more than three months. But I don't know which day he'll come back in the coming days. ”

"I didn't dare to leave, but also because I had a promise with him, I was going to wait for him. If he comes and doesn't see me in the village, I don't know when he'll find me. What if something is delayed? ”

"Of course, I don't know what to delay. But Shen Jingyun is always busy and mysterious. I think he has a lot of things on his mind, a lot of things, and I'm afraid of delaying him. ”

That's all my thoughts, now that the topic has been revealed, I have nothing to hide from Helian Cheng.

Helian Cheng took out a rare cigarette and lit it. Silent, I don't know what I'm thinking? And I'm a little worried, will he blame me for not knowing what to do? For the sake of such mother-in-law and mother-in-law, it is difficult to deal with him.

But when he was halfway through his cigarette, Helian Cheng suddenly turned his head and smiled at me again, just like when I had only met him in this village, with that smile, showing two dimples deeply, and smiling at me without reservation.

"Do you like Shen Jingyun?" Helian Cheng asked me so coldly.

"Huh? Yes, sort of. But I'm not sure. "I'm telling the truth to Helian Cheng.

I have a deep dependence on Shen Jingyun, as if no one can replace this dependence.

As long as I'm around him, I subconsciously don't think about anything. Whatever he says, I'll just do it, I'm used to this kind of relationship.

And outside of dependence, I will worry about him, be sad, and miss, is this even like? I've never really touched love, so how dare I say love so easily?

I always feel that if you want to say what you like, you have to communicate with each other, and you can only do it after you affirm.

"Silly girl. I should just like it, looking at you like that, it is estimated that Shen Jingyun's guy didn't give you much sense of security, so you hesitated like this. is so cowardly that he doesn't even have the confidence to face his feelings. Don't worry, if he dares to bully you, I won't be able to beat him. As he spoke, Helian Cheng took out a paper crane from his arms and gently placed it on my hand.

On the paper crane, there is still Helian Cheng's body temperature. I subconsciously clenched it.

This time, if it weren't for the paper crane that Helian Cheng gave me with me, I don't know what kind of situation I would have fallen into.

If it weren't for Xiaohe, he stole this paper crane for me...

In the world of cultivators, there seems to be no such mysterious item as a mobile phone. Because their whereabouts are uncertain, mobile phones may not be able to find them in the first place.

This paper crane simply carries too many things for me. I didn't expect Helian Cheng to give me another one.

Seeing that I was stunned, Helian Cheng patted me lightly on the head: "Don't use this thing casually, even on me, there is only this one left." Naturally, I can't stay in this village, but as a friend, how can I put your safety at risk? The paper crane is only one aspect, and when you encounter danger, you still don't hesitate to burn it. Remember to keep it close to you this time. In addition, I will find a way to arrange it for you to ensure your safety. Rest assured, that's just the little things. ”

It's just a trifle, isn't it? I was relieved, I knew earlier, and I told Helian Cheng earlier.

I smiled happily and said to Helian Cheng with some hesitation: "Just now... Is that what you're talking about about my feelings? ”

I always feel that Helian Cheng has spoken to my heart. Even though Shen Jingyun gave me a promise, I was still not so relieved.

And Helian Cheng just smiled and said to me: "Silly girl, go and experience it yourself." Your feelings, how can I say too much. ”

Then, he muttered in a low voice: "Stay in the village with peace of mind, how can I bear to disappoint you?" ”

What the? I didn't understand the meaning of Helian Cheng's words, what was not disappointed?

But Helian Cheng looked at me with an attitude, still smiling so brightly, habitually grabbing his hair, and said to me heartlessly: "It's nothing, let's eat quickly." ”