The night of Jincheng was pouring rain, and the bean-bead-like rain fell straight down, smashing on the ground and splashing countless water.

In a park near an old neighborhood, a man and woman stood for a long time, without an umbrella or shelter from the rain, allowing the rain to pour on their bodies.

The woman's white dress was already soaked and clinging to her body, and her slender and slightly thin figure could be faintly seen.

The man's clothes were also wet, and after a long time, he finally took a step and left resolutely. The sound of a woman's painful crying came from the park for a long, long time.

"What's wrong with you, little girl? Can I help you? It's not okay to get in the rain like this, so let's go home quickly. An enthusiastic middle-aged aunt stepped forward to persuade.

Song Jiujiu stopped crying, and said with red eyes: "Thank you." With that, he turned and left.

Dragging his wet body back to the old rental house with a dizzy head, Song Jiujiu squatted down and finally cried again.

I thought that when I met him, all her misfortunes had disappeared, and it turned out that she was still the unfortunate girl forever.

He's leaving, studying abroad, accompanying the rich second-generation third person, and she was still abandoned by him after four years of falling in love with him.

What is first love? What is an oath? Did anyone tell her why love changed so quickly?

The crying slowly turned into a low sob, then a choked voice.

It's over, it's all over.

He used to be his warmest existence, once he gave her the most perfect illusion of happiness she could think of, but now that she woke up, everything that had once been as beautiful as foam had disappeared.

Speaking of misfortune, she Song Jiujiu can be regarded as an unfortunate existence.

Although both parents are alive since childhood, as if they were not, Song Jiujiu's parents reluctantly got married after knowing each other for less than a month because of various realistic futures, and gave birth to Song Jiujiu's daughter.

originally thought that their marriage would exist for as long as Song Jiujiu's name, but unfortunately, with his father's derailment, the originally cold marriage fell apart in advance when Song Jiujiu was three years old.

The mother then remarried and started a new family of her own. Due to the misfortune of his original family, Song Jiujiu grew up in an environment of extreme lack of love since he was a child.

My father is indifferent, my mother doesn't care, and Song Jiujiu, who is tired of my stepmother, is like a superfluous ball that is kicked around.

Fortunately, after finishing elementary school, Song Jiujiu began to live in junior high school, until high school and then university.

Try not to go back on the days when you can't go home, it's embarrassing to go back anyway, so why bother with the happy daily life of other people's families.

Since high school, Song Jiujiu has been working part-time in various jobs, distributing flyers, delivering takeaways, waiters, and various part-time jobs.

It's good to work part-time, which can make money and exercise independence.

In this world, Song Jiujiu feels that only himself and money are the most reliable.

Her biggest dream is to get a good job after college and buy her own nest, even if the nest is small, it doesn't matter, as long as it's her own, it's perfect.

In this way, she is not a homeless stray cat, sometimes she is really envious of snails, she is born with her own nest, a perfect place to survive in the wind and rain.

Sometimes she also thinks: In the future, I must find someone I love to marry, and then have a lovely child, and then give them all the love to form the warmest family.

Yes, the most ordinary home is actually what she can't get and hope for.

I still remember that when I was in elementary school, I was most envious of my classmates who had their parents to give them umbrellas on rainy days, and she always had an umbrella in her school bag.

Because no matter how rainy it is, no matter how strong the wind is, she can only walk home alone, but fortunately, her home is not far from school.

Of course, the most fearful thing is that the school holds parent-teacher conferences, and her seats are always empty, so that her classmates unanimously rumor that she is an orphan without parents.

Isn't it? Orphans of existence in disguise.

There is no fragrance of flowers, no tree height, I am a little grass that no one knows, never lonely, never bothered, you see my partners all over the ends of the earth.

She is her strongest backing and guarantee, and she was admitted to Jiangcheng S University with excellent character and learning, and she also got an extra scholarship.

Since Song Jiujiu started working part-time, she no longer asked her parents for money, clothes, living expenses, and various tuition and miscellaneous expenses, she didn't want to see her stepmother's sneering face.

The free university campus far from home gave Song Jiujiu unprecedented pleasure, although he usually worked part-time so much and was so tired, but his heart was smooth.

I met my first boyfriend at a part-time milk tea bar in Song Jiujiu.

On a warm winter afternoon, pushing open the door and coming in was a handsome man with glasses.

Song Jiujiu knew him, the president of their school's literature club, a campus scholar, and a recognized male god for girls - Bai Shuyan.

1.76 meters tall, off-white sweater with beige slacks, and a charming smile with sunshine on the corner of his mouth.

Song Jiujiu's girl's heart, the wood is there.

It took a long time to return to normal, clear his throat, and asked embarrassedly, "Classmate, what do you need?" Today, Friday, red bean double skin milk is half price. ”

Bai Shuyan replied with a smile: "I'm here for a part-time job, if you have an interview, the boss has already interviewed yesterday, by the way, you didn't seem to be there yesterday, you can call the boss to confirm." ”

Song Jiujiu patted Mu Ne's head and explained, "I'm sorry, the boss seems to have called me in the morning and told me that a new part-time student will come this afternoon." ”

Bai Shuyan's nice voice sounded again: "It's okay." They are all colleagues, please take care of them in the future. ”

This is how the fate began, Song Jiujiu dreamed that such a difficult male god would become his boyfriend after half a year of getting along.

When he received the Bai Shuyan rose on Valentine's Day, Song Jiujiu's expression was exaggerated and exaggerated, first Mu Ne was in a daze, then repeatedly asked for confirmation, and finally cried with joy.

It turns out that happiness can come so easily with the arrival of a person.

The pure love affair on campus is always so simple and beautiful! A bowl of ramen, a cup of milk tea, or a book in the shade of a tree on the lawn can all be turned into the sweetest memories.

As they got to know each other better, Song Jiujiu knew that Bai Shuyan was also born in a single family, and due to the divorce of his parents, he lived with his mother since he was a child.

The mother never remarried for her son, and this son did not live up to her expectations and cultivate to become an excellent son who can be relied on.

Even so, Song Jiujiu still envied him, at least there is a person in this world who will always love you and never leave him, but she doesn't.

Whenever this time Bai Shuyan always hugged her comfortingly: "It's okay, you will have me in the future." ”

Song Jiujiu, who snuggled up in his chest, always fantasized about the arrival of one day in the future, in the wedding hall with Bai Shuyan, someone came to her with a diamond ring and a complete life.

This is the most beautiful dream she has ever had, and if she could, she hoped that this dream would never wake up.

If you can hug and keep warm, you can go on like this, and you don't need to let go and you don't need to distinguish, once you open your eyes, all you see is fireworks rising on the other side.

Song Jiujiu, who had cried enough, finally stopped crying, dragged his tired body and mind, and lay on the bed weakly.

He doesn't want her anymore, it turns out that love really can't withstand reality. Two lines of tears flowed silently, and their brains were chaotic sorting out the breakup scene that had just happened.

"Jiujiu, I'm sorry, let's break up, I'm going abroad with Liu Jia." Bai Shuyan cruelly dropped the bomb.

In an instant, Song Jiujiu felt like he had been blown up: "Who is Liu Jia?" Was that rumor true? The rumor that the rich second-generation Bai Fumei is chasing you. ”

"I'm sorry, I can't explain, forget about me. I need this opportunity, and to lose a chance in this unfair world is to lose everything. Her father was very appreciative of me, and promised to sponsor me to study abroad, on the condition that I would join their group when I returned to China. I need such an opportunity or I will regret it, I'm sorry I have my mother besides you, I can't be willful and irrational for her. Forget about me. ”

Bai Shuyan said in a painful low voice.

"Don't, I don't." Song Jiujiu hugged Bai Shuyan with tears, but he was coldly pushed away.

Song Jiujiu was stunned, as if he didn't know such a white book for a moment.

The next conversation was long and unwarm, Song Jiujiu didn't listen to a few words, she just sobbed silently, at a loss.

She didn't admit that he loved him so much, how could he suddenly change, he didn't understand the so-called happiness standards he was pursuing.

Why do you have to be in the upper class? Why can't ordinary happiness be?

The door to the world he wanted to enter opened, but Song Jiujiu could only watch him leave.

The cruel has no room for resolute departure. There is no such thing as a formal farewell, and every time is a farewell.

In a daze, Song Jiujiu was tired and fell into a dream.

The rain in the dream was so heavy and cold, and Bai Shuyan's pace of leaving was so fast, she tried her best to chase it, but she really tried her best but still couldn't catch up.

I woke up in a dream, opened my red and swollen eyes, the sun gently sprinkled on the windowsill, and sighed, it turned out that the dream was real, and now it was really time to wake up.

Suddenly I was a little angry with the warm sunshine, why was it raining in my heart and the sun was so bright? What a stark contrast and irony.

Lie down, today's part-time job is probably going to take a leave of absence. I lay in a daze for a few days, my thoughts seemed to be sorted out, and the feeling of despair in my heart hit me for a long time, and I was so tired of living.

When I was a child, when I watched the little girl selling matches, the loving grandmother in the ending took the little girl to fly to the warm world where there was no hunger and no cold, so envious of the little girl!

He used to be her sun, but now that the sun is gone, she can't imagine how cold and ruthless the long night without the sun will be.

Under the double torture of collapse and despair, she made a decisive decision, a speechless and crazy decision to be liberated.

quit all her part-time jobs and took out her usual treasure's passbook, a series of five-digit numbers that proved her hard work and struggles over the years.

Translators, tour guides, waiters have so many trials and hard work to get only this pitiful number.

I used to plan to save money for a down payment to buy a house, but now I don't even need to do such a calculation.

Decisively booked a flight and hotel to Phi Phi Island, Thailand, Song Jiujiu decided to see the sea that he had never seen before, and then put an end to all this misfortune.